“Why do you need to help them? They had turned their back on you. I am the only one left on your side! You have created me just like you. Why? Why do they matter most than me?”
✒✒✒“Amilia! Come on!” Lizzie shouted from the entrance of a cosmetic shop.Amilia was reluctant to follow. Shopping was not her thing. She once tried to escape Lizzie’s shopping galore but failed miserably. She wanted to just put up with Lizzie’s shopping than waking up one morning with a ton of paper bags full of clothes in her room.“Oh my! Oh my!” Lizzie run to a shelf full of dresses and tried picking something.Amilia spotted the lone chair of hope at the center of the boutique. Without waiting for anything she went to sit there. Knowing that Lizzie would take her time.“Amilia! Amilia! Fit this!” Lizzie came towards her with a bunch of dresses.“This? No, I can’t.” Amilia refused gently pushing the dress away.“Nope!” Lizzie firmly said.She hoisted Amilia up and pushed her towards the nearest fitting room. Amilia was left inside the fitting room with a dress in hand. She stared at it for a moment before hanging it at the side. She was about to pull her shirt up when she saw a guy standing beside a mirror.“I didn’t know that you like this kind of thing.” He commented. Amilia quickly dropped her hands and straightened her shirt.“What are you doing here?” She asked.“I was just at the area when I saw you.” He eyed her from head to toe and then looked at the dress.“That won’t suit you.” Amilia hugged the dress close to her.“That doesn’t concern you.” She said even though she was bewildered to see him.“I was following some voices and then I saw you. You act like a human.” He said with a doubtful face.“I am a human,” Amilia stated with a fact.She’s still breathing. She can still get up and live as she used to before. What happened was just a nightmare. It was nothing. She’s still a normal girl just like before.“But you don’t have your soul. I don’t think you will be counted as human.” He countered. He was about to leave when Amilia stopped him.“Then what am I?” He didn’t answer quickly so Amilia continued.“If I’m not a human like you said, I shouldn’t be living. Nobody should see me roaming around. No one should recognize me. But there is, still.” He looked back again at her.“Just because you’re living does not mean you’re alive. Without your soul, you are just like a lost child with no home.” After saying those words, he disappeared.Amilia followed him. She handed the dress to Lizzie as she walks briskly in front of her.“Hey! Where are you going?” Amilia did not answer.She was looking at the back of a man that looked like him. If only she could see just a little bit of his face, she would recognize him. He was walking into the center of the mall.Amilia wanted to call him but she didn’t know his name. She didn’t even know what to call him. So, she just ran and prayed that she can catch up with him soon.Something inside her tells her that something is happening. She felt like wherever he was something unimaginable will happen. She saw him enter the hallway to the restroom. She stopped to look around before proceeding.When she reached the end of the hallway she contemplated where to go next. She tried to trace his steps and was about to peek at the male’s room when she heard a muffled scream from the women’s room. She run inside and saw a terrifying scene. A woman was lying unconscious in front of a man.His hands were trembling, his eyes wide and his complexion was pale. Amilia thought that it was because of the unconscious lady in front of him. She looked at the person, or not, she just followed. I didn’t even know his name. Amilia thought that she didn’t even know a thing about him.“Is this what you want?” He suddenly asked the guy. He already knew what he wanted; he just needs to show what it is to Amilia.“What are you doing? Are you trying to kill her?” Amilia shouted.“It is up to him. I don’t meddle with human affairs.” He answered.“You don’t like to meddle? Then what do you call this? You are instigating a murder!” Amilia fetched her phone from her pocket.She started to dial 911 but the call can’t get through. She tried again and again but miserably fail. She looked at him with a glare.“What?” Amilia gawked. The man had the got to look innocent in this situation.“Don’t involve yourself here, woman.” He said.Amilia wished she could. She would love to be anywhere than here. But a part of her won’t just turn around when she was the only person who can see him and the things he does.“Stop this.” She pleaded in a low voice.He sighed. He shakes his head and went to where Amilia was standing. He advanced which made Amilia back off out of instinct. He stepped until he cornered a wide-eyed Amilia.“W-what are you doing?” She stammered.“Saving you.” He said and that’s when she felt her world spin and suddenly turn into darkness.Amilia lost her balance and he was quick to save her face from kissing the ground. He turned toward the man with a knife. Still trembling and eyes red with tears and something more.“Are done contemplating? I already told you the consequences and possibilities. Now it’s up for you to decide.” He said.The man snapped his head to where he is. He can see him. It was just in this brief moment that another human, aside from Amilia, can see him and hear him. He carries Amilia to her home and settles her down on her bed. The sky outside turn’s dark. Looks like a storm is coming up. He opened the window to feel the wind. It was hot but not as hot from the Under Ground. He then closed the window. He had somewhere to go.When he left Amilia at her house sleeping soundly the rain started to pour. People are scattering like ants to avoid the rain. Some are running to the nearest shelter. Some opened up their umbrellas. But the busy people of the police task force are working diligently carrying a body under the white sheets out of the mall restroom. They were followed by a man, arms on the back while being assisted by two more police personnel.The people who are watching them were whispering and talking. Some had their fair share of gossip about the couple. No one witnessed the crime scene, just a bit of scandal they had earlier that might lead to the murder. Forensics are busy collecting evidence. Humans are always speculating. They would always say things to fit their satisfaction. He sighed.The scene shocked some girls who saw the dead bodies and reported it. The authorities caught him at the scene. Crying, trembling, and on his knees. The mall operators decided to close the shops near the restroom to help with the investigations.The case was also featured on news headlines as the case was taken on the largest and most prestigious mall across the country. It was the first that made the management in a tight spot. It was a good thing that Amilia was already out when other people discover the incidents. It saved her from trouble. She might get involved so much.Amilia was getting tired. Getting out of consciousness and waking up in her room alone. She was growing tired of it. She needs to get used to things that were far from normal. She thought as soon as she opened her eyes.She got out of bed and stare at the mirror. She was still in yesterday’s clothes and her hair was in disarray. Her stomach growled. Not minding her appearance, she walked out into the kitchen.“Oh my god!” Amilia jumped out when she saw a man relaxedly sitting on her couch. He raised his brow in question.“Why are you sitting there?” Amilia throws him an accusing finger.“Why? Do you want me to stand here?” He said.“Well, no… I mean. I’m hungry.” She stuttered a little before proceeding to the kitchen.“Want some cereals?” Amilia offered.“I don’t eat.” He answered.Amilia shrugged. It was just her attempt on trying to start a conversation. She poured a lot into her bowl and added two glasses of milk. Amilia was famished. The last meal she had was before the accident a
“Why didn’t you do something to save the child?” Amilia silently asks him.They were at the hospital. The mother was in the operation room. The baby? She was proclaimed dead on arrival. Amilia was silent, hanging her head down. Something was pressing in her chest and an unsettling feeling inside her stomach. She wanted to cry and shout to release what she was feeling inside.“Why do you care?”Yeah, he is right. Why does she? The mother and daughter were just nobody. It was the first time in her life that she saw them on the bus. They were not familiar faces and yet, she can’t stop herself from feeling hurt and lost.“You just got curious about them. You don’t need to care. It was not your loss.” With that, Amilia threw him a glare.What does he know? He had the strength to help them but he just declares the baby’s death. He just let it happen and didn’t help. He is not a human so he won’t understand what human feels. Or how is it hard to be eaten by your conscience?“What? Am I wrong?
“What? Is it my fault now?” Mother shouted, her eyes glaring at my father who was matching her stares.“Is it not true? If you hadn’t gone to that place everything wouldn’t be like this! Your daughter would have had a normal life!” Father retorted back.I was watching them from the door frame of the kitchen. Crying silently. Ever since Mother and I got back from what looked like a church they had been arguing. Sometimes Mother would throw things at Father out of frustration. Father would dodge it followed by a remark that would piss my mother more.They didn’t know that I was watching. I was careful not to make a sound or let them see me. I’m scared but I can’t voice it out. My parents were arguing because of me and I was forced to watch it every single time. Because they told me so. They were scared of me.✒✒✒Puffing, Amilia entered her apartment. She looked for her phone and found it lying on the living room table. It is what that guy picked up earlier. Dead batt, Amilia cursed. How
Amilia rushed inside the restaurant. Her nose was blaring and out of breath. She stopped at the door to pause and collect herself and gathered enough breath. She then strides until she reached Lizzie’s back. Zephyr looked at her. His eyes were still that blank stare that you will be sucked in if you are not careful. Lizzie too looked over to see her friend, sweating and gasping for breath.“Amilia, what happened to you?” Lizzie stood up to aid her friend.“Stay away from him, Liz” Amilia pulled her friend behind her and stand as a shield.After spending an amount of time with him, Amilia developed a fear and somewhat braveness of things she thought she can handle. Whatever those are. So far, the thing she can handle was to throw daggers at him with her eyes. But she can’t let Zephyr know.“So, it’s you,” Zephyr said sounding like she was looking for her for a long time.“What do you want?” Amilia answered her with a low and warning tone.There was always something weird about him. From
They reached their destination; the two women were already up. Amilia looked outside scanning the whole place. They stopped at the front of a rundown house. The walls are stripped of color and some had dark spots on them.Amilia tried to picture the place during the day. Zephyr got down and pay for their fare. Amilia cautiously followed but not before throwing Lizzie a reassuring nod. If something is reassuring about this, it’s the man who came with them and that she can only see him.“Let’s go inside. I’m sorry the place is a bit… messy.” Zephyr said.It was an understatement as Amilia looked over the place again. Everything looks rusty and old. The atmosphere screams of danger. They were on the farthest part of what can be called a subdivision. The house was abandoned as if there is an imaginary line between the last house and the place that nobody would dare to enter.“It looks haunted, Amilia,” Lizzie whispered while looking worriedly at Zephyr’s back. It was as if she was afraid t
Amilia was tiptoeing as she descends the stairs. They were still at Zephyr’s place. She didn’t know what had gotten to Lizzie’s head and decided to spend the night here. She just accepted her friend’s decision and get on with it.But Amilia knew she wasn’t supposed to be here. Heck, she wasn’t supposed to be near Lizzie. Amilia was scared to be a monster, to have something evil consume her body, as per Zephyr’s story but she’s more afraid of scarring her friend for life.So, she decided. She’ll have to leave tonight. When Lizzie was in deep sleep and Zephyr would not question her actions. Amilia looked back at the stairs she had descended, no sign of awake people. Sighing softly, she looked ahead but was shocked to see a stoic face in the dark.“What are you doing?”Amilia clutched her chest. Her heart was beating frantically. Her soul almost left her body. Wait. She doesn’t have that anymore.“Are we still pretending that you can’t see me?” He said again when he didn’t get an answer.
“Run!”Adrenaline rushed into Amilia’s body. She did as she was told. She runs. But where? She didn’t know. She just run. Away from the creatures. Away from him. She willed her trembling legs to put a distance with everything the best she could. But before she can get the chance to get to the other side of the park, the flying creature landed in front of her. She once again stared at the blackness of its orb. When the creature opened its mouth, it was as if she was facing a deep cave. Then it all happened so fast.She was mesmerized by its mouth that she had forgotten that it also had an arm. Just when Amilia felt the boney fingers clasp around her wrist that she got awakened. But it was already too late. Black spots consumed Amilia’s vision. She fought through the hazy sight to no avail. She felt herself flying. Then falling. It was dark. Not the darkness during midnight nor the blackouts. It was a different kind of dark. No eeriness and no peacefulness. Nothing was in there. It was j
“Amilia? Aren’t you done?” Lizzie was patiently banging on the bathroom door waiting for Amilia. She was slowly dozing off inside. She didn’t know when it started but sometime last night, she got sleepy. She can’t remember that talk with Zephyr about the ink curse. Nor how did she answer Lizzie’s question about her friend. All she remembers was that her mind was fuzzy and her eyes were dropping. “You’re not sleeping in there, are you?” Look at that! Lizzie was a mind reader? Maybe it is a side effect? Amilia doesn’t even understand herself. She slowly leaned her head at the wall beside the toilet bowl. She was now entering the dream world with Lizzie’s voice in the distance shouting for some keys. Whatever she will need those for. Lizzie found her friend sleeping in the toilet bowl. She looked so peaceful leaning on her side. Legs comfortably stretch wide apart. She put her hands on her hips, tapping her feet. But it had no effect. Amilia continued to sleep soundly. “She fell asl