It is yet another morning of fucking smiling after spending the night with Joshua. This is becoming a habit that I like but that I do not like as well.
This is becoming complicated.
Just as I am about to lose myself in actual work and not daydreaming, I hear Janice calling for me. “Miss James. Miss James. Miss James, can you hear me?”
“Sorry, Janice, you were saying something?”
“Brenda phoned; they need you at The Summit Club. She did not give any details, just said it was urgent.”
“If some fuck tried anything with one of my girls, I am going to rip his cock off. Tell Brenda I am on my way.”
I race over to the agency, all the way I am thinking of Joshua. I can't stop thinking about him kissing me. What the hell has happened to my no kissing rule. What is the purpose of having rules if I am just going to break them?
As I step inside the office at The Summit Club, I find Brenda oddly compo
Brenda had just dropped a bomb on me. Tom has been hiding who he is. I am not pissed off, not yet.Brenda ~”He is Thomas Hedford.”Brenda ~”Did you think they will snap a photo of you and one of your employees?”
I am sitting at my desk staring out the window. If you put the circumstances behind, yesterday was the best sex I have ever had in my life.I know it is not fair to Joshua. But Joshua is the one I love, sex means nothing when you are in love. Or so I think.Tom has gone missing. I have not heard from him or seen him since yesterday. I don’t know if I should be looking for him. I don’t even know where to begin.But I have another problem to deal with now. I have the copies of Flare and You in front of me. Someone is going to pay for this.The covers read."Veronica ~ James : Kiss & Tell""Veronica ~ James : Heartthrob stealing a kiss"********************Tom and I are plastered all over the f
I am nervous. I have never been nervous when it comes to sex. Am I nervous for me or am I nervous for Tom. This was a stupid idea. There is no turning back now.Tom ~”Morning Veronica.”Veronica ~”Tom.”Tom ~”Do we need to talk about this?”Veronica ~”Just be yourself. Be prepared for anything.”Tom ~”Just so you know I am recording this.”Veronica ~”Why?”Tom ~”To have something I can use against this asshole.”Brenda ~”Miss James Dylan is here.”Dylan ~”Morning Veronica, Tom.”Veronica ~”Dylan.”&nb
I am playing with fire and I am going to get burned. I am breaking my own rules over and over again. I am breaking Tom's rules too. But I am enjoying it. I am enjoying being with Tom.I was fresh out college, fresh in the industry when I met him, Sam. We were inseparable, he was my world. I did not think I could love anyone more than I did him. I thought that we would get married. But one day I caught him kissing her, my boss. My heart was devastated, I thought we had something special. I thought he was mine and I was his. I vowed that I would never love again after that, that I would kiss no man ever again.
I have a problem. A big problem. In fact I have three.Problem number one has to be Dylan. The guy is hot but hell he is creepy. I dread the day he finally decides what he wants and comes knocking on my door. I am curious about him but not that curious.Problem number two is Tom. I wish I knew what was going through my thick skull when I decided to kiss him. I broke both our rules. He is hot and he definitely knows what he is doing. He is also very talented, I am scared of how talented he can be.Problem number three is a problem in itself. Joshua. He is patiently waiting for me and will continue to do so no matter what I do. I want to be with him but I also don’t. This is a confusing one, I don’t know what it is I really feel for him.Tom ~”Veronica.”Veronica ~”Tom.
I am nervous, I don't do nervous, but I am doing it now. This is a big deal, this is a big client, we have to sign him. No matter the risks.Tom ~”Veronica are you seriously going to wear that?”Veronica ~”What is wrong with this?”