Ryker POV
I focus on the game, but all my mind can focus on is the other arena, the one where Erin and Jaxon are skating together. I know they’ve got that big move today, and I wanted to be there to support them.
Actually, I wanted to be there for if he dropped her on her head so I could make him pay for it. He won’t, still, I feel anxious anytime they are doing dangerous moves on the ice.
Hockey? That’s fair game, we know what to expect, we’re meant to be hurt, slammed into the boards and thrown to the ice.
Figure skating? That’s meant to be clean, no mishaps, no slips, no fuck ups. I can’t focus, I’ve seen them training and I know they have it perfect but something in me is on edge.
My body is thrown back hard and I slam against the ice, a groan is ripped from me, and I blink out the disorientation.
“The fuck Ry! I shouted move,” Quinn pushes me against the ice and I groan.
“I didn’t see you coming my way,” I growl and shove him back.
“Well get off the fucking ice as you’re ruining our game! Go on,” he snaps and climbs off me.
Moving, I shake off the hit, but the entire team is glaring at me like I fucked up. I guess I have, totally fucked up.
“Oh sweetheart, that was epic, want me to kiss it better later?” Liam mocks as he skates past me. I regret fucking him. My eyes go to the score and I realize I’m messing up the team. Pushing myself forward I focus on it more.
I can’t let the team down, I force Erin and Jaxon out of my mind and go back to the game, I can probably get there before their performance.
The air in the arena burns my lungs as I push forward, and lock my focus back into the game. The puck moves fast, and Quinn takes control instantly, skating down the ice with sharp precision. I shake out the last of my hesitation and drop into the zone, reading the play and looking for an opening. I have to make up for the fuck up I caused, and prove I'm not dead weight out here.
Liam is still smirking when he cuts past me, but I don't bite. The last thing I need is time in the penalty box, I keep my head down and my eyes locked on the puck. Their winger tries to shove Quinn against the boards, but he dodges at the last second, and flicks the puck towards me.
I saw the hesitation in his movement like he is ready for me to fuck up. My stick meets it clean, and I take off down the ice. My skates carve hard into the ice as I pick up more speed. My heart slams like a war drum, and I fake left just to cut right and that's when I see my opening.
There's no hesitation, I shoot, and the shot leaves my stick with force, a sharp sound of cracking erupts through the arena. For a split second, everything around me slows, and I watch it fly, I watch the goalie drop too late. The puck slams into the net.
The goal horn screams and relief washes over me as my teammates rush in, slapping my helmet and knocking against my shoulders.
"Fucking hell Ry! That's more like it," Quinn barks, his grin widening. I don't bother replying, I just get ready to go again.
Liam skates up to me and laughs. "See? You're still useful on the ice, sweetheart."
I don’t hesitate.
Shoving him off me, I push away but I can't help the small smirk that tugs at my lips, Liam's team isn't winning this. Sure the game isn't over, but at least I've evened the score, at least on the ice. Off it? My mind still lingers on the other rink, on Erin and Jaxon. Pushing it down I ignore the worry, I have to finish this first. Then I can go check on them.
I watch the puck drop again, and I force every ounce of my focus onto the game. Digging in, I push off hard and ensure my skates bite into the ice as I charge forward. The other is pissed, it's clear to see in the way they tighten their grip on their sticks. I can see it in the way their bodies shift with more aggression. They didn't expect us to even the score so fast.
Good, I'm glad they feel blindsighted. Let them be mad.
Quinn wins the faceoff, and flicks the puck toward me, there's no hesitation this time. I barely catch it before a body slams into me, driving me toward the boards. The moment I hit, my helmet rattles with the impact, and pain sparks down my side, but I refuse to fall down. I spin off the check, and keep the puck on my stick as I drive it up the ice.
I hear the crunch of skates as they close in, and heavy breathing of my opponents as they close the gap. They're not letting me get another clean shot, at least not without making me bleed for it.
My eyes flicker across the ice and I see Kai up ahead, he's cutting across the blue line, his stick tapping against the ice. I don't hesitate. Faking a pass right, I then quickly send the puck flying toward him, as soon as it flies forward, a body collides with mine.
I go down hard, but I hear it, the sharp slap of Kai's stick and the sudden roar of the crowd that tells me we got another shot in.
Blinking through the sting in my side, I push myself up just in time for the horn to blare signalling a shot was made.
Kai goes crazy, skating past the bench, his fist is raised and I laugh feeling the rush of it. The energy of the team feeding off the goal. Quinn hauls me up off the ice and back onto my feet before delivering a slap to my helmet.
"You back now?" he shouts over the noise.
I nod, although my mind is already ahead, thinking about the time on the clock. It's the third period, with five minutes left. I can make it, if I play this right. I can still get to Erin and Jaxon before they hit the ice.
The puck drops again and we dig in, grinding down for the final few minutes. The other are desperate and getting sloppy, they ar throwing everything at us, but we keep shutting them down. Every check, every blocked shot, every clear, and it all adds up.
They pull their goalie with only a minute left, further proof they are desperate and grasping at any chance to pull this back.
Ryker POVThe air is even colder outside now. I pull my jacket tighter and see Aiden already by his car. He doesn't get in. He watches as I step onto the sidewalk. His jaw is tight, and his fingers flex like he's thinking twice about this. He scans the street, making sure that no one can see us.I smirk, shaking my head. “Relax. No one cares.”Aiden huffs a breath, running a hand through his hair. “You don’t know that.”I do, but I don’t argue. Instead, I turn toward my bike and swing one leg over. “You coming, or what?”Aiden doesn’t answer, but after a beat, he gets into his car and pulls out, following me toward my place. Just like he always does.We stop at my place and I can see Jaxon's car is here, but Erin's isn't. No doubt she's at a friend's. Getting off the bike, I walk to the door and unlock it.Stepping inside Aiden follows me, I don’t bother with a tour, he knows the place well enough already. I walk through to my room, and he stays quiet as he does.He closes the door be
Ryker POVThe coach’s whistle shrills through the air, signaling the end of the break. I push off the bench, skating back onto the ice, my mind finally locked into the game.Today has been tiring. The guys are sitting and drinking. It's not a heavy one, and we won't be late tonight. It's just to unwind a bit. We celebrated the win already, so now it's back to training and being careful of how far we go.The bar is still buzzing though, and the low thrum of music blends into the warmth of the alcohol that's settling in my chest.Kai and Quinn are still arguing about something. There's no guessing needed to know it will be something stupid. I stay sitting back, letting the noise wash over me.The feel of my phone buzzing has me shifting and pulling it out of my pocket. I expect Erin or Jaxon, but it's not. Instead, there, on the screen, is Aiden's name. I didn't expect that. I click it.Aiden: Are you out?Exhaling slowly, I stare at the message. I already know where this is going. On a
Ryker POVI didn't wait around. Erin showed up, so there was no point in me being there. To be honest, I would rather not watch them make out all day, either. I'm also meant to be training, so it's another reason for why I left so suddenly.When I get to the rink, I go straight through and get ready. Stepping onto the ice, the cold sinks into my skin like always. The guys are already here, scattered across the ice, running drills and stretching. They are already warming up for practice. The sound of skates carving into ice fills the space. There's a steady rhythm of movement and the occasional clash of sticks against pucks.The difference between here and where I came from is immense. Rolling my shoulders, I can still feel the leftover tension from last night, not from the game but from watching Jaxon and Erin's routine. From watching that near slip and knowing how close it was.He and Erin just brushed it off like it meant nothing."About time Ry!" Quinn calls from the far end, flick
Jaxon POVI instantly feel the familiar charge of energy as I dig my toe pick into the ice and launch. The air cuts around me as I rotate, my body is locked tight, and it's perfect, until I hit the landing.It's not as bad as I was expecting, there's a slight skid, a fraction of imbalance, and just like that, Ryker is there. His hands catch my waist, pulling me into him just enough to stop the skid before it can turn into a fall. His breath washes over the back of my neck.My pulse kicks up, my body tense as his fingers press firmly against my lower back. I fight back the groan from the pain it shoots through me.Exhaling, I pull away and turn to face him. "Seriously?"Ryker just smirks. "I told you. You're shit at landing when you're tired and hungover."Shaking my head I skate towards the boards, my muscles burning from the session, but it's not the jumps that have on edge. It's him. Every time that I wobbled, he was there, hands on my hips, my sides, my waist. He never hesitated, n
Jaxon POVI wake with Erin wrapped around me. Slipping out of bed, I shower and get ready for the day. I need to train more, and usually, if I get there early enough, no one else is there. Usually, I have the place to myself between five thirty and six thirty; Erin shows up any time after that. Because of who we are, we can go before the rink opens to others.My back is still hurting from yesterday, but I push it to the back of my mind. The easiest way to get over it is to work it. At least that's always worked for me.Getting inside, I sit and take off my shoes before putting my skates on. Stepping onto the ice, I stop. Why the hell is Ryker here? He's leaning against the boards, smirking.I'm too fucking hung over right now to deal with this. Exhaling sharply, I rub a hand down my face and step onto the ice fully. The cool air should help wake me up and clear my head.At least I think that, but Ryker smirks at me from the boards and I know my morning is going to be ten times more an
Ryker POVJaxon looks down at where my thumb brushes against his skin but doesn’t pull away. “Yeah, but guess what? I still landed it,” he mutters, smirking slightly.Quinn whistles. "Damn, Ry. If I didn't know any better, I'd say that you're flirting with him."Jaxon snorts. “Ryker? Flirting with me? Yeah, okay.”Yeah, he's in his own fucking world. Everyone but him and Erin know.Laughing, Kai leans back in his seat. "I don't know, man. He's got his hands all over you."Grinning I keep my hold on Jaxon's wrist a second longer before finally letting go. "What? Can't a guy appreciate his best friend's hands?" These things are vital to my entertainment. If you don't Erin, who else am I gonna make fun of?"Jaxon rolls his eyes but still doesn’t move away. “You’re an idiot.”“That's not new news Jax, and it doesn't change the fact that you still love me.”Jaxon exhales a laugh, shaking his head. “Yeah, yeah, don’t get all emotional on me.”I press my knee against his under the table, it'
Ryker POVSitting in the bar, I watch as the guys celebrate the win, not just mine but Jaxon’s as well. We’ve seen the scores, they did amazing. Everyone else watched it on their phones and thought it was flawless.It wasn’t. I saw the slight slip, the quick adjustment, and I know how close Jaxon came to dropping Erin. Sure, he didn’t, and I should go easy on him for it, but that doesn’t change the fact of what could have happened.“You’re really not that fun tonight,” Quinn kicks me.“I’m good,” I say as I grab the glass and drink the entire contents. I need to focus on me, not Erin.“You know what I think?” Liam leans over my shoulder.“That I’m going to knock you the fuck out if you don’t back up,” I snap.“No, that you miss me and want to get back under the covers with me.” His smile is damn smug.The entire team laughs. “I think he regretted it, actually,” Quinn chuckles.“Yeah, what were his words? That’s it. ‘Worst night of my life, don’t let me go home drunk with him again.’ I
Jaxon POVThe applause continues and I finally release Erin's hand, but I can still feel the pressure of her grip lingering on my skin. We glide toward the center of the rink. Our breathing is still uneaven, but keep our movements graceful and poised. No one in the crowd needs to know how close that was. Actually, no one needs to know that for a second, I thought I might lose control and spiral.I say that, but Ryker does, he's watched us enough he would have spotted the change.Erin straightens her costume, smoothing out an imaginary wrinkle as we take out final bow. The energy in the arena is electric, and the cheers crash around us like waves. I look toward the stands, and I know where to focus.Ryker is there, standing near the edge of the seating section. His arms are crossed tightly over his chest, he doesn't clap, he doesn't even move. Instead, he stares, his expression is hard and unreadable, I don't need to guess at what he's thinking about. I already know.I just gave him ev
Jaxon POVErin smiles at me, her hand slipping into mine. "Don't let Ryker get in your head. We're fine. We've done the move a lot; not once has it gone wrong." She reaches up and kisses me."Your hair," I whisper, capturing it in my hand. The black strands wrap around my fingers, and I tug gently."I forgot," she grabs a bobble and brush and begins to put it up. She doesn't look nervous at all, yet here I am, panicking that I'm going to drop her.It's weird that people think the women should be more scared; she's the one at risk of being dropped. The one at risk of being seriously hurt. That's true, but we are the ones doing the lifting. We're just as scared as we hold their future in our hands. One wrong move, one mistimed step, and I could destroy her life.She comes to stand back beside me, her black hair now tied up in a bun. Her blue eyes meet mine, and she squeezes my hand a final time.I hear the announcer call out names, and Erin squeezes my hand once more like she's reassuri