"You’re afraid of what you did? No, Jax. You’re afraid of how much you liked it." Ryker has always played to win. On the ice, in the locker room, even when it comes to protecting Jaxon, the best friend he’s wanted for longer than he’ll admit. But Jaxon is off-limits. Not just because he’s straight, not just because he’s Ryker’s teammate, but because he’s with Erin, Ryker’s sister. Then one night shatters everything. A mistake. A moment of weakness. A touch that should have never happened. Jaxon won’t talk about it. Won’t look at him the same way. Won’t break up with Erin. And Ryker? He should walk away. Should hate him for it. But instead, he keeps getting pulled back in, because Jaxon may be lying to himself, but his body tells a different story. Lust turns to obsession. Friendship to something jagged and raw. And as their secret spirals into something darker, Ryker realizes one thing. Some forbidden things aren’t just dangerous. They’re inevitable.
View MoreRyker POVThe air is even colder outside now. I pull my jacket tighter and see Aiden already by his car. He doesn't get in. He watches as I step onto the sidewalk. His jaw is tight, and his fingers flex like he's thinking twice about this. He scans the street, making sure that no one can see us.I smirk, shaking my head. “Relax. No one cares.”Aiden huffs a breath, running a hand through his hair. “You don’t know that.”I do, but I don’t argue. Instead, I turn toward my bike and swing one leg over. “You coming, or what?”Aiden doesn’t answer, but after a beat, he gets into his car and pulls out, following me toward my place. Just like he always does.We stop at my place and I can see Jaxon's car is here, but Erin's isn't. No doubt she's at a friend's. Getting off the bike, I walk to the door and unlock it.Stepping inside Aiden follows me, I don’t bother with a tour, he knows the place well enough already. I walk through to my room, and he stays quiet as he does.He closes the door be
Ryker POVThe coach’s whistle shrills through the air, signaling the end of the break. I push off the bench, skating back onto the ice, my mind finally locked into the game.Today has been tiring. The guys are sitting and drinking. It's not a heavy one, and we won't be late tonight. It's just to unwind a bit. We celebrated the win already, so now it's back to training and being careful of how far we go.The bar is still buzzing though, and the low thrum of music blends into the warmth of the alcohol that's settling in my chest.Kai and Quinn are still arguing about something. There's no guessing needed to know it will be something stupid. I stay sitting back, letting the noise wash over me.The feel of my phone buzzing has me shifting and pulling it out of my pocket. I expect Erin or Jaxon, but it's not. Instead, there, on the screen, is Aiden's name. I didn't expect that. I click it.Aiden: Are you out?Exhaling slowly, I stare at the message. I already know where this is going. On a
Ryker POVI didn't wait around. Erin showed up, so there was no point in me being there. To be honest, I would rather not watch them make out all day, either. I'm also meant to be training, so it's another reason for why I left so suddenly.When I get to the rink, I go straight through and get ready. Stepping onto the ice, the cold sinks into my skin like always. The guys are already here, scattered across the ice, running drills and stretching. They are already warming up for practice. The sound of skates carving into ice fills the space. There's a steady rhythm of movement and the occasional clash of sticks against pucks.The difference between here and where I came from is immense. Rolling my shoulders, I can still feel the leftover tension from last night, not from the game but from watching Jaxon and Erin's routine. From watching that near slip and knowing how close it was.He and Erin just brushed it off like it meant nothing."About time Ry!" Quinn calls from the far end, flick
Jaxon POVI instantly feel the familiar charge of energy as I dig my toe pick into the ice and launch. The air cuts around me as I rotate, my body is locked tight, and it's perfect, until I hit the landing.It's not as bad as I was expecting, there's a slight skid, a fraction of imbalance, and just like that, Ryker is there. His hands catch my waist, pulling me into him just enough to stop the skid before it can turn into a fall. His breath washes over the back of my neck.My pulse kicks up, my body tense as his fingers press firmly against my lower back. I fight back the groan from the pain it shoots through me.Exhaling, I pull away and turn to face him. "Seriously?"Ryker just smirks. "I told you. You're shit at landing when you're tired and hungover."Shaking my head I skate towards the boards, my muscles burning from the session, but it's not the jumps that have on edge. It's him. Every time that I wobbled, he was there, hands on my hips, my sides, my waist. He never hesitated, n
Jaxon POVI wake with Erin wrapped around me. Slipping out of bed, I shower and get ready for the day. I need to train more, and usually, if I get there early enough, no one else is there. Usually, I have the place to myself between five thirty and six thirty; Erin shows up any time after that. Because of who we are, we can go before the rink opens to others.My back is still hurting from yesterday, but I push it to the back of my mind. The easiest way to get over it is to work it. At least that's always worked for me.Getting inside, I sit and take off my shoes before putting my skates on. Stepping onto the ice, I stop. Why the hell is Ryker here? He's leaning against the boards, smirking.I'm too fucking hung over right now to deal with this. Exhaling sharply, I rub a hand down my face and step onto the ice fully. The cool air should help wake me up and clear my head.At least I think that, but Ryker smirks at me from the boards and I know my morning is going to be ten times more an
Ryker POVJaxon looks down at where my thumb brushes against his skin but doesn’t pull away. “Yeah, but guess what? I still landed it,” he mutters, smirking slightly.Quinn whistles. "Damn, Ry. If I didn't know any better, I'd say that you're flirting with him."Jaxon snorts. “Ryker? Flirting with me? Yeah, okay.”Yeah, he's in his own fucking world. Everyone but him and Erin know.Laughing, Kai leans back in his seat. "I don't know, man. He's got his hands all over you."Grinning I keep my hold on Jaxon's wrist a second longer before finally letting go. "What? Can't a guy appreciate his best friend's hands?" These things are vital to my entertainment. If you don't Erin, who else am I gonna make fun of?"Jaxon rolls his eyes but still doesn’t move away. “You’re an idiot.”“That's not new news Jax, and it doesn't change the fact that you still love me.”Jaxon exhales a laugh, shaking his head. “Yeah, yeah, don’t get all emotional on me.”I press my knee against his under the table, it'
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