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Alina’s POV
The man holding my arm doesn’t loosen his grip even when I stumble on the marble step. “Walk,” he mutters under his breath, giving me a shove toward the stage. My heels scrape awkwardly against the polished floor, the sound swallowed almost immediately by the low hum of voices filling the underground hall. The room smells faintly of expensive whiskey and cigar smoke, the kind my stepfather used to brag about being able to afford. I swallow hard, forcing my shoulders back even as humiliation crawls up my spine. Rows of people sit in shadowed booths, their faces half hidden behind dim golden lights. Everyone looks relaxed and entertained. Like they’re watching a show. And I’m the entertainment. The auctioneer stands behind a podium at the center of the stage. He’s older, silver-haired, dressed in an immaculate tuxedo that probably costs more than everything I’ve ever owned combined. His eyes flick over me. “Next item,” he announces smoothly. My stomach twists. I search the room instinctively until my gaze lands on the only person I know here. My stepfather sits near the front, a glass of whiskey on the table in front of him. He looks away when I catch his gaze, grabbing his drink. His hand trembles as he brings it to his lips. Coward. Two hours ago, he told me we were attending a business party. He told me that he needed me. That I was going to play a huge role in helping out our small family. I was foolish enough to buy his lie. Now I’m standing on a stage while strangers look at me like livestock. The auctioneer clears his throat lightly. “Twenty-one years old,” he continues casually. “Healthy. Educated. No criminal record.” Someone chuckles and heat floods my face. My stepfather finally looks up, his face red with shame. He should be. He squandered the money my mother left behind when she died and gambled her company away. The auctioneer taps the gavel lightly against the podium. “Opening bid,” he says, voice carrying easily through the room, “ten thousand dollars.” My head hangs low as I wait for someone to speak. But there’s only silence. I dare to raise my head and my stomach drops, catching the amused glances in the audience. Someone in the back snorts softly. *** Ten seconds pass. Then twenty. My throat tightens. No one’s bidding. Am I that undesirable? The auctioneer shifts slightly, clearing his throat. “Five thousand,” he amends. Still nothing. My face feels like it’s about to explode from the embarrassment. The humiliation is worse than I imagined. Worse than anything. Even as a debt payment, I’m apparently not worth the trouble. The auctioneer sighs quietly, tapping the gavel again.“Very well,” he says. “One dollar.” One dollar? I turn to him, my eyes wide as saucers as laughter ripples across my room. He shrugs, nonchalantly. One dollar. From five thousand to the lowest currency. My stepfather looks shocked when I find him in the crowd, but he says nothing. He rubs the back of his neck, muttering something under his breath. I’m not sure what he thought—that selling his daughter would make him a fortune. I was never worth much to him anyway. I stare at the floor, wishing it would open and swallow me whole. “One dollar,” the auctioneer repeats lazily. “Do I hear any bids?” A long moment passes. Then a low voice cuts cleanly through the air. “One dollar and one cent.” The room goes silent. My head snaps up and I scan the room frantically, searching for the buyer. I see a paddle towards the back, raised high. Three men sit around a shadowed table near the back of the hall. They’re dressed in suits, leaning back into their chairs. An uneasy ripple race down my spine. Are they friends? Brothers? The one at the right lowers his paddle, but I can feel him looking straight at me. My pulse skitters in warning. I squint, but it’s hard to make out their faces from where I stand. Any of them at all. I feel the auctioneer goes stiff beside me. My gaze strays over and he’s gone a shade lighter. He clears his throat; smiling tensely. “Sold to the Hawthorne Brothers for one dollar and one cent!” The room erupts in a scatter of applause and more laughter, but my thoughts are racing faster. Hawthorne. I’ve heard the name before…somewhere. The man to the right moves slightly and I catch a glimpse of his face when it catches the light. My blood turns ice cold. Adrian Hawthorn. The Hawthorne brothers—Adrian, Julian, and Lucien. The ruthless owners of Hawthorne Holdings, the same company that swallowed my stepfather’s business whole two months ago. A sharp, hollow laugh bubbles up in my chest before I can stop it. Of course it’s them. My stepfather didn’t just sell me tonight. He sold me to the men who ruined him. For one dollar. And a cent. (If you’re just starting this book, could you please go check out the other one? It’s super interesting, I promise. It’s called, My Fiancé’s Uncle Is Obsessed With Me)I can still see them through the rearview mirror, going as fast I can. Julian’s on the phone, his phone calm, but his face has gone pale. “…we’re going to shake them loose,” he’s telling the person at the other end of the phone. Adrian. It has to be him. I shouldn’t have left the safe house. What was I thinking, that they weren’t waiting for us on the outside? “Yes.” Julian says tensely. “Yes…okay. We’ll do that…fifteen minutes. But we should be able to make it in ten. Or five.”The call ends. “Adrian?” I ask. My palms are sweaty, my heart is racing so fast it feels like any sudden move, and it’ll jump out of my chest. And my pulse is roaring through my head. The call ends.“Adrian?” I ask, my voice quieter than I intend, my palms damp against the steering wheel as my heart pounds so violently it feels like it’s trying to claw its way out of my chest.“Yes,” Julian answers without taking his eyes off the rearview mirror. “Take the next right.”I do exactly as he says, turning so
“Adrian’s going to kill me,” Julian mumbles as we walk into the mall, glancing around like he’s expecting someone to pounce on us at any moment. I feel the same too, but staying cooped up in the safe house was eventually going to drive me crazy. I needed something to keep me sane—and the only thing I could think of was shopping. “He’s not going to kill you for bringing me out,” I argue, walking towards the house decor section. “You’re his brother.” He hurries to catch up with me, scoffing. “My brother is in love with you. He can take a bullet for you, no doubt. You think he’s not going to run me through a meat grinder if he finds out I let you out? In public?”“Well...” I think about it for a few seconds. Then I flash him a smile. “I guess that means you have to watch my back, then. I need to get some stuff for the house to liven it up. It’s a bachelor’s pad right now, and the colors make me want to reach into my eyes and—“He’s going to take my hands and feet for that,” Julian cut
Days go by. Days of walking around the house, moping, spending hours in my room wondering what Adrian—who spends most of his time away from the safe house—must be doing. Worrying about him. Trying not to worry when Julian says he’s going to be okay. And waking up in the dead of the night from nightmares about my childhood, with Adrian hugging me close, soothing the nightmares away with his touch and kisses to my forehead. But at some point, the waiting becomes unbearable. I march to the kitchen, the smell of something burning thick in the air. I plant my hands on my hips as I stand by the door, watching Julian try to salvage the absolute disaster he’s made. There’s egg shells everywhere, something slimy dripping off the countertop, an upturned bowl and…what—“I think, at this point, nobody’s going to blame you for giving up on cooking,” I raise my voice, over the sound of him trying to wash the dishes in the sink, the running water and hanging plates making a heck of a noise. H
They drag him out again.And again.And again.The fourth time, his face is barely recognizable. His lip is split so wide it looks like it’s trying to separate from the rest of him. One eye is swollen completely shut while other one drifts, unfocused. They drop him in the chair and he immediately hunches forward, his whole body shaking. His teeth are chattering and sweat pours off him in sheets — soaking through the back of his shirt, dripping off his jaw, mixing with the blood on his chin until it falls in diluted pink drops onto the floor. “He’s withdrawing,” one of Adrian’s men says flatly. “Drugs.” I watch Gerald try to hold himself still and fail. A low, involuntary sound scrapes out of his throat, his jaw working like he’s trying to say something, but his body keeps interrupting him. He presses the heels of his palms into his knees, hard, like he’s trying to anchor himself to the room.I’ve seen this before.Not exactly like this, but close enough. When I was younger, dyeing
Adrian takes my hand, like he knows I need it, the moment Gerald walks into the restaurant, flanked by two men working for the Hawthorne family. My heart jumps to my mouth and my vision blurs, filled with rage and fear. His thumb traces my fingers, my knuckles, drawing patterns into my palm that ground me, because I try to focus to figure out what he’s drawing. Lucien pulls out a chair for my stepfather to sit, his eyes fixed on him the entire time. “Sit,” he says coldly. I try. I try not to fidget, to hold my own when we lock gazes, but I flinch instantly, like I’ve been scalded. His lips twitch in a desperate smile—one that I know all too well. It was the same smile he had when the thugs took over our house—my mother’s house- turning it into a drug den. He did everything they asked, running errands with an eager smile on his face, because he knew what was waiting for them if he didn’t. It was the same look he gave me when he coaxed me into the car that ultimately led me to t
Adrian is standing outside the restaurant when our car pulls up. My heart skips a beat when I see him—and in a good way. He walks over to the car, opening the door for me and holding a hand out. “You made it safe,” he murmurs. “And you’re not dead,” I joke, cracking a smile. He laughs, but his eyes are different. Colder. Somewhat detached, like he’s trying to hide something from me. I place my hand into his palm, carefully getting out of the car. He takes my hand firmly and leans close, kissing my hair. “Do you trust me?”It’s the second time he’s asked…and I frown a little. “Is there something I should know about? I trust you,” I add, “but I feel like you’re trying to mentally prepare me for something.”Lucien walks up to us then, whispering something in Adrian’s ear. He tenses up, then mutters a response too low for me to hear. His brother nods and walks away. I see Julian too, but he doesn’t glance my way. They look like they’re going into battle, not having dinner. Adrian si
“You can do this. You can—” My courage vanishes the second I look at my reflection in the bathroom mirror. “I can’t,” I whisper. My hair is twisted into a messy bun, damp strands clinging to my neck. I spent the last thirty minutes in the bathtub, scrubbing my skin raw like I could wash ton
I stumble back instinctively, Lucien’s coat slipping from my shoulders and falling to the pavement with a soft whisper. A warm flush runs down my spine. I draw in a slow breath, trying to steady my nerves. Adrian closes the distance between us with slow, deliberate steps. When he reaches
The laughter in the room slowly fades, but the sound of the auctioneer’s gavel still echoes in my ears. Sold. My hands curl into fists at my sides as the reality settles over me like a suffocating weight. One dollar. That’s what my life is worth. I glare at my stepfather, but he’s slumped o
“Was that all it took?” I’m still pinned underneath Adrian, and I’m not sure if I’m breathing anymore. He’s so close that every inhale feels like taking in a lungful of him. His eyes twinkle as he clicks his tongue. “Perhaps I should’ve tried this a long time ago. It would’ve saved me the troub







