In My Life

Ella's POV

I feel like I am at the crossroads. I also feel like I am drowning in my own so nice and I don't know how long I can be able to keep up with this. I am getting bigger by the day and every time I look at my belly my eyes tear up. I didn't think that this would happen to me again. I am all alone and I am wondering if this is really the right thing for me to do for me and my children. I miss being back home and I even miss being in the bakery.

I just have a lot of things on my mind and even though Julia has been a great neighbour and a wonderful friend I cannot sit here and pretend like I am not going through a lot. I have always planned my life out and this was not in the plan at all. I have had a lot of things to think about and I have had a lot to process the last few months have been hell for me and it doesn't look like things are going to get better anytime soon.

I started my relationship with Chad I was perfect and then on his birthday that I planned a surprise party for