ログインMaxine was unable to transform. She was treated as an outcast by her father. During the Moon Festival, he felt embarrassed when all the Alpha's rejected her. This forces him to sell her off to a wicked Alpha. Alpha Liam enjoyed making her life miserable, but he was threatened to change his ways or face having his pack denounced as a rouge faction. How will their story birthed with hatred and resentment unfold?
もっと見るMaxine.
It was the night of the annual moon festival. This was a very auspicious moment for us werewolves.
The place was buzzing with excitement from every corner. I noticed a few influential people. Powerful and influential Alphas came to this festival.
I couldn't contain my excitement.
"Tonight," I muttered to myself. "I will awaken my wolf and get chosen as a Luna." I felt confident in myself.
After all, I was very pretty, and I had a perfect body. So who wouldn't want me as their Luna?
I felt a pulse of energy cursing through the air, it ignited a fervor within me as I stood at the edge of the clearing. I couldn't contain my anticipation.
"Now, the young wolf should attempt their howl. Should they be successful, their wolves will come to them." The person who gave these instructions was a man revered highly in the werewolf community. He is Elder Joseph, one of the oldest and wise werewolves out there.
"This is it," I uttered quietly in excitement. "The night I embraced my true self."
With a deep breath, I closed my eyes and lifted my head to the sky, ready to unleash the primal howl that laid dormant within me.
"Here goes nothing!"
"..."
I attempted the howl and found nothing but silence greeting me in return.
My heart sank as the realization washed over me—my wolf remained asleep.
"Why won't you come out!" I didn't realize it when I blurted with rage at my wolf for refusing to heed my call.
I am already 18. Some werewolves awaken their wolves by 16. Some are even younger.
My chest became heavy with disappointment. All my expectations were shattered.
I watched as other werewolves around me awakened their newfound powers.
Their howls reverberated through the night. Each powerful cry felt like a dagger to my heart.
The moon reached its zenith, signaling the time for the Alphas to choose their mates. I pushed aside my disappointment.
I hoped to be chosen. "Maybe, just maybe, I'll be chosen."
But one by one, the Alphas passed by me. They'd spare a single glance devoid of emotions before moving on.
None of them wanted me. This revelation stung me like a fresh wound.
Even Gerald, the Alpha of our pack and the object of my unspoken affections, was no exception.
"I'm sorry, Maxine," he said, his voice carrying a pinch of pity. "But I can't mate with someone who can't even awaken their wolf. You're not fit to be by my side."
Earlier it was daggers. But now, it is as if a bazooka was aimed and fired at my heart, it is exploding into millions of pieces.
"I, Alpha Gerald, reject you as my Luna."
In the end, he picked my childhood friend, Rhea, to be his Luna. It's as if the night was meant to torture me mentally and emotionally.
I had a small body. But tonight, I felt smaller than ever. I felt like a rat in the midst of wild cats.
I did my best to contain my tears. But, a single tear still escaped, tracing a path down my cheek.
I turned away, unable to bear the pitying looks that followed me.
At that moment, I felt utterly alone.
I returned home with a heavy heart. I rushed to my room to drown myself with my tears of pity.
The weight of the rejection still hung heavy in the air.
I lay awake, my heart heavy with the words that had been spoken, the wounds still ever raw and throbbing.
But even in the silence of the night, I couldn't escape the harsh reality that awaited me.
My only family, my father, and Gerald's beta, Harold, sought me out. He gave me a stern look of disappointment.
"You've brought shame upon our family, Maxine," he spat, his voice was laced with venom.
"I never thought I would live to see the day when my own daughter would fail so miserably."
"Father..." I wanted to explain myself, but he cut me off.
"Don't interrupt me, child. I'm not yet done talking."
His words cut me much deeper than any blade. I tried to speak, to defend myself against his accusations, but my lips wouldn't move. I felt suffocated by the weight of his disappointment.
"I wish you had never been born," he whispered. And with that final blow, he turned and walked away, leaving me alone.
I couldn't sleep that night. His words kept replaying in a loop in my head.
That was the worst night of my life. But little did I know was that the next day would be the worst day of my life.
The first break of sunlight hit my face. I wiped away the remnants of my tears, steeling myself for whatever fresh hell awaited me.
Father stood in the doorway. He gave me a stern look. It was devoid of any emotion.
"Come."
I didn't know what he wanted, but who was I to disobey my father?
I followed him in silence with a heavy heart, we went outside and boarded his car.
The ride to the unfamiliar grounds was suffocating.
Father didn't talk throughout the journey. He didn't even spare me a glance. As such, I zipped my lips with the fear of offending him.
We pulled up to the gates of a grand castle, its presence loomed over us like a silent sentinel.
My heart hammered against my chest as we stepped out of the car. Father leads the way with a haste stride.
As we entered the castle, my eyes widened in disbelief at the sight before me.
The man who stood before us was revered and feared throughout the supernatural world as a ruthless dictator - Alpha Liam.
"Harold."
"Liam."
The two greeted each other, but the tense atmosphere was enough to tell that they weren't acquaintances, so I assumed us coming here was something akin to a business.
My father turned to me.
"I can't bear the shame of your failure any longer, Maxine," he spat. "I'm giving you away to Alpha Liam. He's the only Alpha who would take someone like you. Perhaps he can instill some semblance of discipline into you."
The words hit me like a physical blow. For a moment, time seemed to freeze.
"Don't do this, father," I begged, "Please, don't leave me with him. You heard the stories, I promise, next year I'll come up."
But my pleas fell on deaf ears. I clung to him desperately, my fingers digged into his legs as he turned to leave.
The omegas surrounding us pulled me away. I watched helplessly as my father disappeared into the distance, his figure dwindled until he was nothing more than a distant memory.
MAXINEI got a job working at the pack hospital again. This time, I signed up to be a real medical practitioner. I was going to become a midwife. There were a few familiar faces at the hospital and lots of new ones.Still, I was grateful to Ronan for giving them this opportunity again.That evening, I walked back into my apartment. The dead herbs were still in a box on the floor in the kitchen. I wondered if I would go back. I used to pick herbs and sell them to women who wanted to get pregnant.It felt like eons ago. Times were simpler. Back then, I saved lives not help take them. That was a time when I didn’t have blood on my hands.I sighed, running my fingers through my hair. I wanted my simple life again. It was simple but everything made sense. I didn't have to try to untangle myself from this mess that was my reality.A knock on the door brought me back. Zel was back from work. She worked as a bartender a little while from our apartment. Zel had gotten the job. After the manag
MAXINEI nodded, not trusting myself to speak without crying. Ella was right. I needed to let myself grieve. The love I once had for Ronan still occupied my heart.Lindsey reached out and held my hand. "We’re here for you, Maxine."I squeezed her hand, grateful for their support. They were right. I didn’t have to go through this alone. I had them.Maybe it wasn't so bad after all.***Going back to my old life felt like stepping into a strange place. There was the feeling of losing something. My apartment felt like a place from a faraway memory. Zel was gone and I was feeling so sad.I was back from saying goodbye. I unlocked the door and stepped inside. The space was just as I’d left it. There was still dust over everything. At least, I had something to do with my time.I took a deep breath. I hadn't lost everything. I was still okay.I began to clean up slowly. Lindsey stopped by to help me out and together, we covered a lot. As I was cleaning, I heard a knock on the door.“Are you
MAXINEI wanted to believe her that everything would be okay but deep down, I felt guilt and grief. This was my fault. I pulled back from her and wiped my eyes. I gave her a shaky smile. “It doesn’t feel like it.”She cupped my cheek. “Everything isn't always as it seems, my dear. But, I can tell you one thing I know for sure.” She said.“What's that?”“It's not your fault. I'm sure you don't know where to go from here, what to do, or where you belong. You want to come with me, you want to continue your life back at the place where you and Zel liked and you want to go back to how things were in this pack.” Cinder explained.“But, I see you staying here. This is where your strength lies, where hope lives, where you have friends and support.” She lowered her eyes and winked. “It's where you have a future.”“And, we'll always be here for you to fall back on, regardless of what happens. We're your home away from home.” The Luna Queen said, putting her hand on my shoulder. “I'm very proud.
MAXINEI didn't feel anything. No pain from a stab whatsoever. I looked between us and that's when Ronan smiled. His lips were close to my ear and he whispered, “I would never hurt you on purpose, love.”I didn't know when I screamed.Ronan collapsed into my arms, taking the both of us down to the ground with him. I tried my best to hold his head up on my lap. My eyes traveled down to the blood pouring down the stab wound in his belly.“Ronan,” I called, tears filling my eyes and rolling down my cheeks. He had stabbed himself.My hand shook as it hovered over the wound. I didn't know what to do. The dagger was in his chest.Ronan had chosen death. Death over a life without me.“Maxine…” he called, his voice unnaturally calm for someone who was dying. He reached up to touch me and I guided his hand to my cheek.“I'm here, I'm here,” I cried. “I'm sorry,” I whispered the last part. My hands shook as I held him. I never wanted this. I didn’t want him to die.Ronan gasped. He looked up
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