LOGINHe knelt down again, his eyes level with her lower lips. He stared at her pussy, remembering how she’d tasted, how she’d felt as she came on his fingers and mouth. He glanced up at her. “Babe, I can’t wait to go down on you again.” He pressed a kiss to her mound, his tongue darting out to give her a teasing lick as he pulled back. “You’re so damn hot, you know that?” “Uh,” she gasped as his fingers slid inside. “Please, Luke…” “Please?” he said, his thumb massaging her throbbing clit even as his fingers moved in and out of her. “Please what?” “Please…” She threw her head back, tried to keep standing. God, the man was going to kill her. “Please go down on me again.” **** Nine weeks ago, Selena Perez chose survival, and paid for it with her breasts. The double mastectomy saved her life, but shattered her sense of femininity. She doesn’t want desire, romance, or complications... especially not from a dark, dangerous man who looks at her like she’s still whole. Luke Rhodes lost his left hand in Afghanistan three years ago. He doesn’t dwell on it. He cooks, he bartends, he lives his life. He has almost everything he wants – except Selena. And wanting her isn’t casual. It’s consuming. Their connection ignites fast and deep, catching them both off guard. Selena gives Luke her body, and her fragile trust. What she doesn’t know is that Luke is hiding someone from her. A secret that threatens to destroy everything she’s begun to believe about him… and herself.
View MoreJohn ‘Griff’ Griffin glanced over at his partner, wondering for about the ninetieth time just what the hell was going on with her. She hadn’t been the same since she’d returned three weeks earlier from her sudden and still-not-explained six-week leave-of-absence from work. Griff had pushed and prodded a bit, naturally, but the woman that he cared about like a sister, and loved about as much, was a stranger to him lately.
Not that Selena Perez looked any different. Well, maybe a bit tired, but then again, she and Griff had been on night duty for the past week and they were both wiped out. It was eight a.m. now, and they’d just finished a twelve-hour shift. Worse, the client was a real pain in the ass, an entitled diva who wouldn’t listen to a single thing her bodyguards said. Griff resolved to get his boss, Dallas Foreman, to speak to the client today. If anyone could handle the spoiled brat, it was no-bullshit, my-way-or-the-goddamn-highway Dallas.
Right now, though, Griff’s attention was one hundred percent on Selena. Surreptitiously, he shot her tiny glances in the car inside mirror, just quick looks without actually moving his head. What he saw bugged him, and he tried to really name what it was that was causing his disquiet.
She was staring out the passenger-side window, but he’d lay his next month’s paycheck that those amazing dark eyes saw exactly nothing. He couldn’t see her face, but he suspected that she was biting her full lower lip – a new habit, one that Griff had only seen emerge over the past three weeks. It was like she was physically holding in her words; forcing herself to not speak.
He snuck another look at her, saw that her curvy, athletic body was slumped, almost boneless. That wasn’t like her, not at all. Selena was strong physically, even stronger emotionally and psychologically, and her body language had always reflected this. Now, though, she just looked… defeated.
By what, though? What in hell could have taken down this woman? The woman who had voluntarily enlisted in the military to get a college education, the same education that she’d abandoned without a second of thought to go to Iraq and Afghanistan and proudly serve her country? The woman who’d survived three tours, and roadside bombs, and firefights, and an ambush one night while on patrol? Selena Perez had shot her way out of more than one deadly situation and she’d not only survived, she’d saved others as she'd done so.
After she came back state-side, she’d gone straight to work as a bodyguard for the most prestigious and professional outfit in Denver, Dallas’ firm, Solid Security. Traditionally a male world, bursting at the seams with huge ex-military guys, Selena fit in just fine. Dallas had no issues at all with hiring a woman if she could kick ass and shoot straight – and Selena Perez could do both. With her damn eyes closed.
So, Griff was looking at a woman who didn’t back down, didn’t even flinch, fucking not ever, and who sure as hell never admitted weakness or vulnerability or defeat. Her tired, beaten-down demeanor wasn’t her, not in her core and her heart, and Griff wondered if someone had hurt her. If they had, it would have had to be bad – about as bad as it could get – for Selena to still be reeling from it nine weeks later.
He cleared his throat. She jumped a bit and turned her head to look at him.
“Breakfast?” he asked gruffly.
“Oh.” She blinked, like she was waking up. “Oh, no. Thanks.”
“Aw, c’mon, Selena.” Griff gave her his slow grin, the one that she always responded to with a smile of her own, but not today. “We ain’t had one of our breakfasts since you got back.”
“Yeah, well.” She shrugged. “I’ve been busy.”
“With what?” he asked, trying to keep it all casual and non-threatening. “What you got going on?”
Right away, that gorgeous face slammed shut. Griff actually saw her shut down, shut him out. Those lips tightened, those curved cheekbones got more angular, those eyes hardened.
“Nothing much,” she responded, her tone cold. “So just drop me at the office, OK?”
“Yeah,” she somehow managed to choke out. “That one.”“Ah. Right.” He grinned at her, and suddenly she felt like she knew him again. “That sounds good.”And we can take it slow?” she asked, hesitating. “You don’t mind not – not…”“Not getting under your skirt on the first date?” he finished helpfully.“Smartass,” Selena muttered. “But yeah.”“Babe. Look at me.”She swallowed hard, forced her eyes up to his.“I don’t mind at all, beautiful,” he said softly. “We go all the way back to the very beginning, if that’s what you need and want. If that’s what I have to do to earn your trust again. You decide when you’re comfortable with me seeing you, touching you, kissing you all over.”She flushed again, her whole body heating up just at his words.“You sure?” she said. “Really sure?”“Yes,” Luke said firmly. “I fucked this all up and I know it. I barely deserve this second chance, but I’m taking it anyway, and I’m not screwing it all up with you again.”Overwhelmed, she looked away as her e
“Having my brothers holler at me was a very unfun experience, I can assure you. But they showed me that people make big mistakes when they’re trying to protect the people that they care about. Those mistakes can be stupid and hurtful, for sure, but they aren’t malicious. And that’s a big difference, I think. Maybe it isn’t an important distinction for everyone, but for me, it is.”“It is?” he breathed.“It is.” She gave him a smile now, one of her brilliant, beautiful, wide smiles. “I don’t like what you did, Luke, and I won’t say it’s OK, and you’re never to do it again. But I do understand it… and I can get past it.”“Oh, babe…” He reached for her hand and she let him take it. “I can’t believe this. It’s like a fucking miracle.”“You thought I’d still be angry?”“Hell, yeah.” He traced circles in her palm with his thumb. “I thought you’d hate me forever. I’m gonna hate me forever, for hurting you.”“No, don’t do that.” Gently, she stroked his rough cheek with her fingertips. “But Lu
Selena handed him her suitcase, and he hefted it up and over his broad shoulder easily. Her stomach clenched as she remembered the raw power and strength of his body – how it had felt to be held against it. She looked away, trying not to think about how damn good it had felt to be close to Luke.They walked out of the airport to Luke’s truck. Selena climbed in, did up her seatbelt, stared out the window at the snow. OK, so, here they were. Trapped in a moving vehicle for at least forty minutes… so the time had come to talk to the man.She shot him a quick glance as he pulled out on the highway. God, the weirdness between them was so weird. Even at the beginning, back when they’d been sniping and snarking and sparring, there had still been an easy flow between them. Now it was gone; it was all dammed up. She wondered what it would take to unblock it, to set it free again.OK. Time to reach out.“Luke?”“Yeah?”“Can we talk?”He looked at her. “Yeah. Coffee?”She nodded. “But takeout, O
Her e-mail came six weeks later. It contained no information about where she was, no warm fuzzies, not even his name. Just a date, a time, a flight number.Luke was at the airport two hours early, jittery from nerves and caffeine and lack of sleep. He paced the floor incessantly and watched the arrivals board like a fucking hawk. When he saw that the flight from L.A. had landed safely, he almost high-fived the first person who wandered past.It took another ninety minutes for her to emerge through the sliding doors into the arrivals hall, dragging a large suitcase behind her. Luke stood back, just for a few seconds, and took her in fully. Seeing Selena was like drinking a long, cool glass of water after trekking through the desert for a week. She refreshed him, she soothed him. She restored his soul.She looked around now, an expectant, hopeful look on her gorgeous face. That look was fading, though, and he realized that she thought that he hadn’t shown.He almost ran at her, eager to












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