LOGIN“So, is she single?”
Griff grinned. He’d been waiting for this. He’d seen the way that Luke had checked out Selena and he’d seen her studied indifference, which was always the surest sign that she was, actually, interested.
“You interested?” Griff asked as he poured some more coffee.
“Hell, man.” Luke ran his hand through his hair. “A woman that stunning? Of course I’m interested.”
“Yeah, well. Take a number, Rhodes.”
Luke looked supremely unconcerned. “What number?”
“Huh?”
“I mean, how many guys do I have to beat off to get my chance with her?”
Griff laughed, a deep, rolling sound from his broad chest. “Oh, I figure there are about three guys hanging around with hopes.”
“And they’ve got them? Hopes?”
“Nah.” Griff shook his blond head. “Selena’s hard on men, but that ain’t no surprise.”
“Hard how?”
Griff shrugged. “The woman is tough as hell, and most guys can’t handle it. She’s a bodyguard and she’s hardcore, and I think she could take down most guys without any effort at all. She needs someone strong – and not just physically.”
“She’s a tough character too, huh?”
“Oh, yeah.” Luke heard the affection in his friend’s voice. “She’s smart, man, and she’s strong mentally and emotionally.”
“And she hasn’t found a guy who can handle all of that?”
“I guess not, because of all the guys hanging around and asking her to dinner, she ain’t anything like serious about any of them. Barely gives them the time of day, actually. Especially lately.”
Something in Griff’s tone caught Luke’s attention fully. “Why lately? What’s going on?”
“Honestly? I don’t know, but she hasn’t been herself for the past couple of months. Like, not at all.”
Luke leaned back a bit, really looked at his friend’s face. He knew John Griffin well, he’d seen him keep his cool when the shit had hit the fan, and Luke had placed his life and trust in those capable hands while in battle and more than once. Luke had rarely seen Griff reticent, though, and the fact that he was holding back now was a major red flag. Griff was worried about Selena, maybe even really worried. Luke proceeded with caution.
“What do you think’s happened to her?” Luke said, asking the one question that he knew Griff had to be pondering.
Griff was silent, turning his cup of coffee around and around in his large hands. Finally, he sighed.
“No fucking clue,” he said slowly. “I mean, not a one. She ain’t talking.”
“But you think something happened.” It wasn’t a question.
“Yeah. For sure.”
The two men stared grimly at each other for a few seconds.
Luke glanced down the hallway to make sure that Selena wasn’t coming back yet. “So you’re saying that now may not be the best time for me to invite her for a beer?”
“Actually, no,” Griff said, surprising his friend. “I think now’s the perfect time for you to ask her for a drink.”
Luke cocked his head. “Huh?”
“Look, man. I know you. I’ve known you a long time, and I’ve seen how you are with people and how you are with women.”
Luke grinned. “Yeah? And?”
“And you’re a good guy, OK, and even though you adore women, you ain’t some fucking prick with the ladies. You don’t screw around and you don’t do one-nighters. I think she’d respond to your… ummm… particular brand of charm. She may not know it, but I think she needs someone who can stand up to her a bit, not kiss her ass. If you can reach her, I think she’d maybe even open up to you. Trust you with what’s going on with her.”
“Yeah, well, I’m a bartender so I’m a good listener, but I’m no psychologist," Luke said. "If she needs real help, I’m not it and to be honest, man, I don’t want to be her shrink. I want to be a guy that she wants to be with and get to know – and I mean that in every sense of the word. I want to date her, not psychoanalyze her.”
“I’m not saying that you're a therapist. I’m saying that you’re a decent guy, and I think she’d be into you.”
Luke’s dark blue eyes lit up bright at that. “You think?”
“Yep.”
“And you two?” Luke asked bluntly. “Nothing between you?”
“Nothing.”
“Not ever? Not even once after a few beers?”
“Never.”
“How come?”
“Because she’s my partner, and she’s a damn good one. Probably the best person I’ve ever worked with… notice that I said ‘person’, right, not ‘woman’. Selena’s fucking kick-ass, man, and when she’s got my back, I’m safe and I know it. It’s the perfect working relationship, and if we threw in romance and sex, it’d all go to hell at warp-speed, I think. I ain’t taking that risk. No professional bodyguard would.”
“But you’re attracted to her?” Luke said.
Griff shrugged. “I see how hot she is, ‘cause I’m not fucking blind. But beyond that? No.”
“OK, then.” Luke turned to the kitchen; his nose told him that it was time to plate up the food. “So, I’ll ask her.”
“Don’t be surprised if she says no,” Griff warned him. "She always says no."
Just then, they heard the bathroom door open and saw Selena’s tall, curvy shape emerge. Luke glanced at his friend, his eyes twinkling under the curly dark hair falling over his forehead.
“Yeah, I fully expect her to say no the first time,” Luke said in a low voice. “Maybe even the first three times. But the thing about me, man, is that I don’t give up so easy.”
“You need to get a hobby, Rhodes.”
“Or maybe some women are just worth waiting on.”
“Yeah.” Griff thought about Selena’s teasing humor, her amazing smile, her sweet toughness – none of which he’d seen for weeks and weeks now. He’d give or do almost anything for her to come on back to him, and if Luke could help with that, Griff was on board. “Maybe they are.”
“Yeah,” she somehow managed to choke out. “That one.”“Ah. Right.” He grinned at her, and suddenly she felt like she knew him again. “That sounds good.”And we can take it slow?” she asked, hesitating. “You don’t mind not – not…”“Not getting under your skirt on the first date?” he finished helpfully.“Smartass,” Selena muttered. “But yeah.”“Babe. Look at me.”She swallowed hard, forced her eyes up to his.“I don’t mind at all, beautiful,” he said softly. “We go all the way back to the very beginning, if that’s what you need and want. If that’s what I have to do to earn your trust again. You decide when you’re comfortable with me seeing you, touching you, kissing you all over.”She flushed again, her whole body heating up just at his words.“You sure?” she said. “Really sure?”“Yes,” Luke said firmly. “I fucked this all up and I know it. I barely deserve this second chance, but I’m taking it anyway, and I’m not screwing it all up with you again.”Overwhelmed, she looked away as her e
“Having my brothers holler at me was a very unfun experience, I can assure you. But they showed me that people make big mistakes when they’re trying to protect the people that they care about. Those mistakes can be stupid and hurtful, for sure, but they aren’t malicious. And that’s a big difference, I think. Maybe it isn’t an important distinction for everyone, but for me, it is.”“It is?” he breathed.“It is.” She gave him a smile now, one of her brilliant, beautiful, wide smiles. “I don’t like what you did, Luke, and I won’t say it’s OK, and you’re never to do it again. But I do understand it… and I can get past it.”“Oh, babe…” He reached for her hand and she let him take it. “I can’t believe this. It’s like a fucking miracle.”“You thought I’d still be angry?”“Hell, yeah.” He traced circles in her palm with his thumb. “I thought you’d hate me forever. I’m gonna hate me forever, for hurting you.”“No, don’t do that.” Gently, she stroked his rough cheek with her fingertips. “But Lu
Selena handed him her suitcase, and he hefted it up and over his broad shoulder easily. Her stomach clenched as she remembered the raw power and strength of his body – how it had felt to be held against it. She looked away, trying not to think about how damn good it had felt to be close to Luke.They walked out of the airport to Luke’s truck. Selena climbed in, did up her seatbelt, stared out the window at the snow. OK, so, here they were. Trapped in a moving vehicle for at least forty minutes… so the time had come to talk to the man.She shot him a quick glance as he pulled out on the highway. God, the weirdness between them was so weird. Even at the beginning, back when they’d been sniping and snarking and sparring, there had still been an easy flow between them. Now it was gone; it was all dammed up. She wondered what it would take to unblock it, to set it free again.OK. Time to reach out.“Luke?”“Yeah?”“Can we talk?”He looked at her. “Yeah. Coffee?”She nodded. “But takeout, O
Her e-mail came six weeks later. It contained no information about where she was, no warm fuzzies, not even his name. Just a date, a time, a flight number.Luke was at the airport two hours early, jittery from nerves and caffeine and lack of sleep. He paced the floor incessantly and watched the arrivals board like a fucking hawk. When he saw that the flight from L.A. had landed safely, he almost high-fived the first person who wandered past.It took another ninety minutes for her to emerge through the sliding doors into the arrivals hall, dragging a large suitcase behind her. Luke stood back, just for a few seconds, and took her in fully. Seeing Selena was like drinking a long, cool glass of water after trekking through the desert for a week. She refreshed him, she soothed him. She restored his soul.She looked around now, an expectant, hopeful look on her gorgeous face. That look was fading, though, and he realized that she thought that he hadn’t shown.He almost ran at her, eager to
“So. Look at it from Selena’s perspective. We were together and I told her that I loved her body… but she was struggling a bit sometimes. She just didn’t see herself the way that I did, and I’d catch her looking at other women when we were out. She’d just stare at their chests and get this look on her face – this weird and heartbreaking combination of envy and sadness. She’d get quiet and I’d try to reassure her that she was gorgeous and sexy, but she’d take some convincing. I mean, she was seriously thinking about working through it all with a therapist, but she wasn’t ready to commit to therapy. Not yet.”“Aw, shit,” Griff muttered. “I had no idea.”“So how would she react to Natalie throwing herself at me, in her crotch-high skirts and nipple-grazing shirts? Selena would have compared herself to Nat, and she’d have found herself lacking in every way. She’d have been fucking wrong, of course, ‘cause Nat didn’t have one one-thousandth of Selena’s appeal for me… but she’d have been hu
The next afternoon, Luke walked out of the police station with Jax and Dallas, looked around. When he spotted Griff leaning against his work SUV, his heart leapt in his chest; when he saw that Griff was alone, it sank again.Jax saw the look on his face. “Go talk to him, man. Ask about her. Let me know when you’re ready to come back to work.”Luke nodded. “Thanks for everything, guys. I’ll never forget any if it, I swear.”Dallas waved his massive hand. “It was no problem and you know it. Now, go find out about your girl.”Luke walked over to Griff now, thinking about Dallas’ words: was Selena his girl? Based on their last conversation, he’d say no fucking way, but maybe Griff came bearing good news?Griff watched Luke approach, took in the other man’s exhaustion. Yeah, he’d been through it – and nothing that Griff had to say was going to make Luke’s mental state any better. He took a breath, braced himself for what was sure to be an awkward conversation.Luke stopped right in front o







