MasukThis book is for the people who feel as if they are alone. This book isn’t just about a love story but also about trauma that comes with wanting to be loved. I don’t condone anything that this book is about. This is awareness. Somewhere in this world this happening to so many people. This is for them. For them to know you aren’t alone, you are heard, and it is NOT your fault. These topics need to be talked about. You will fall into their lives, feel connected to at least one of these characters. And some you will despise. You will see everyone’s point of view and what they think. Giving you breaks from certain characters. I hope you love and see the potential within this novel. And if you have triggers, please don’t read. This book is filled with triggers to help people see that they are heard! To spread awareness! With much love- Marie Dallas ❤️
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Eirny is a 16 years old who is Scandinavian. She doesn't know that she has the power to heal others. And when she meets Askar for the first time her life changes forever. Who knew a woman like Eirny could ever be so powerful? Her fiery temper always gets the best of Eirny. She hates Askar with a passion, she despises Askar. She falls in love with Dane, but Askar shows her proof of what Eirny thought were lies. Her heart gets severely broken, but Askar is there to pick her up on her feet. Her relationship with her mother is very rocky. So many secrets. So many lies. Eirny feels her mother Betty uses her dad not being around because of her against her, because of her still acting like he’s in the picture. She does this to silence Eirny. She’s not a mommy’s girl nor a daddy’s girl. Askar Is a 17 year old who is Hindu and Immortal. Who cannot be destroyed. His Ancestors' religion is Hindu, which haunts him. He doesn’t quite fit well in his family. It all changes when he gets turned immortal by his human mom who births him.. His life flashes before his eyes seeing his mom die while birthing him will hunt him for all the years he shall live. Sooner than later he is a vampire trying to fit in with the humans. He isn’t like any other vampire, he doesn’t thrust for human blood. He is more disgusted with it, that each time his dad brought home some human for him to try, he would instantly puke it out. But what he really craves is animal blood. The smell lingers in his throat, he feels a burning sensation each time he senses an animal. His airways clog up in his throat, and he could never get enough of it. Bells is secretly a werewolf, and once she meets Askar, she knows he’s not human, she can’t help but wonder who he is, wanting to get to know him. It helps her loneliness when she realizes she has someone who can relate to her difficulties. But she doesn’t appear until later in the chapters. Dane is a messed up football player, who tends to be abusive, he loves Eirny, but all he wants from her is sex, and her hurting. Once his abuse gets even more dangerous, he still can’t see what he is doing is wrong. You will see his view point later in the chapters as well. Betty is Eirnys mother. She gave birth to her while being a vampire. Keeping the secret from her. Her father isn’t in the picture, no one should know what has happened to him, but he was also a vampire while they conceived Eirny. Two vampires can’t get pregnant but they did. Eirny was born a human with vampire gifts, and once her true love, the one she’s destined to be together with, turns her. She will become a very powerful vampire. Her gifts will heighten. Her mother almost died on the table giving birth to her and Eirny as well, but someone so close to her saves them both. Ronald. You will not see her POV. Ronald is Askars dad, in honor of saving Betty and Eirny; Betty puts a shield on Askar, no one can hurt him. To protect the feeling of losing two people he loves. And now he will owe her until the day Askar dies, but that will never happen, so he owes her for eternity. The feeling of losing his wife doesn’t hurt anymore just as long as he has Askar, and he could never thank Betty enough for putting that shield against him. Askar doesn’t know anything. But Betty and Ronald know that their childs are both destined to be together, so they move beside each other to help make it easier on them. You will not see his POV Enzo is the guy Eirny used to get to someone. But he doesn’t know that the person who he’s supposed to be with is with the only person that’s always by his side, until he catches feelings for her. Realizing she is the girl who he's been trying to find his whole life. You will see his POV later in the story.Avery’s POV: “Thank you for finally eating.” I said softly, putting the dirty dish in the dishwasher. “I have a bad feeling, Avery. About Skar.” She said awkwardly. “There is nothing bad about you escaping a world full of pain for you, Eirny. Leave him in that city and forget about him, would you? He's no good for you.” She looked away, not wanting to hear the truth. “But…” I cut her off, “no fucking buts, Eirny. It’s that simple.” She blinked her teary red eyes, “I don’t think it could ever be that simple. I feel a tie to him in some way. I can feel him. All around me. As if he's consuming me whole. As if my body is trying to pull me towards him as well.” She broke out, Scratching at her skin. “This feeling.. There's nothing I can do to get rid of it,” She starts grabbing a knife. “Maybe if i just scrape my skin with something sharp enough…” Fear surrounding me, trying to stay calm. “Eirny. Don’t. Don’t. Please.” walking slowly to her. “I’m drowning. I fucking feel like I am fucking
Eirny’s POV: I needed to get away from everyone and everything. I hopped into the taxi with Avery, leaving for South Carolina. I’ve never run away before in my life. The thought of not having to worry about Dane or being stressed out about Askar. It soothed me. Avery was moving and invited me to come stay with her. She thinks a fresh new start is the best for me right now. Knowing how I am. I would have not handled her leaving me. She’s been my only best friend since all this bullshit started happening in my life. Becoming roommates is the best thing for me right now. All this trauma I have dealt with this past year is slowly driving me insane. And she is realizing it. Sniffing out the taxi window, smelling the fresh air, it was the next day. We only made it to North Carolina. “Did you want to go to the beach before we go any further?” She finally got the courage to ask me. “I just want to get into the villa and pass out on a nice cozy bed.” I whined, annoyed by the uncomforta
Aksar’sPOV: The way Eirny manhandled Bell, I knew she was back. There was hope. She hasn’t been seen since the hallway, and people are saying she dropped out. I was starting to get worried each day she wasn’t here. I didn’t want us to go back to the beginning. I want her in my life, even if it means I can’t be with her. I hated Bell with a passion for how she has been acting. She’s so fucking annoying. I need to see Eirny, one last time. I want to at least be friends if I can’t be with her. I walked through her house, it felt like a maze going to her room. I haven’t been in her house since the last fight we had. I knocked on her door, but there was no answer. Knocking once more, but still there was no answer. I could feel her, I knew she was in there. Why the fuck is she not answering? As I turned the knob, it stopped halfway. Why the fuck is her door locked? Her mother doesn’t even allow her to lock the door. I knew something was going on. As I heard her cry getting louder, I kne
Eirny’s POV: ~2 Days Later After They FUUUCKED~ “Eirny, I have a very serious question to ask you,” Askar spoke in a gray, serious tone. My stomach turned into knots at the thought of what this could lead to. Sitting on my bed, I moved to face him, crossing my legs. Face to face, “what would you like to ask?” I questioned. The sound of worry underneath my breath. Does he know? “Do you have any feelings towards me?” He studied my eyes, curious flushed all over his face, “feelings of hatred.” I lied. “Do you?” I knew he didn’t, but it would still be nice to ask. “No.” I didn’t even know what to say. How can I tell him I am in love with him, while he is dating someone else, while he hates my guts. “Good,” my heart felt empty to his response, he really didn’t get any feelings after we had sex. It hurts me to know I will always love him and he will always hate me. “What are you going to tell Bell?” I asked dryly. He looked at me like he was lost. “We aren’t saying shit, just tell Bell th
Eirny’s POV: “I know Askar. I know, but It will be at school where people will see. I just have to talk to Dane. I don’t want to, trust me. I need to.” I explained, Spring break has come to an end, it's the second day back, but I haven’t heard from him since he broke into Askar’s house. I have to do this; but each time I tell myself this, the more I don’t even believe myself. “Well, if you are going to do this, I will be there too.” He bargained. “No. This is my fight,” I grabbed my bag, putting my laptop in it, and zipping it up. “You will not be there.” I said again. Walking out. “Please at least tell me what you will say, why you need to, please.” Askar caught up to me, “no, now drop it, and walk on the other side of the sidewalk, we hate each other. Remember?” He did as I say, “yeah, yeah.” Giving me the middle finger, but I gave him two back, laughing. “God, I hate your guts.” I hollered at him. “Well, I hate you too, baby.” I walked into the classroom where it all started.
Bells POV: I moaned deeply into Dane’s ear, as I let him roughly stroke my insides. Allowing him to fully pound into me. Pounding me against the shower tiles. I grip his back for support, pushing him deeper into me. “God damn.” He groaned. “you're so.. so..” he groaned. “Amazing?” I broke out with a slightly louder moan. “Ye..Yeah” stuttering as his breathing starts to get heavier with each thrust. He lifts my leg around his torso as he is gripping onto my thigh tightly, making it to where I don’t fall. The more he stroked the deeper he went inside me. How big is his cock? The way his cock massaged my anterior walls of my pussy; massaging my pussy, has gotten me screaming his name. “Oh god,” he yelled, slamming his hand on the tiles my back was pounding against. Askar’s POV:What the hell was Bells doing? I could hear her thoughts from my house. Why was she fucking Dane? After everything he has done? Eirny hasn’t left him yet. They still text, so why is he cheating on her? Hasn't he
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