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Chapter 14
Alpha Keen POV
The minute I leave the room I regret it, and I try to calm myself but without her rose bud and vanilla scent I know there’s no use. Why do I keep fooling myself into thinking that I’m actually going to be able to give her up? I know that’s not possible so I need to just accept it, and move on. She is mine and even though I don’t want to admit it I am hers.
So why am I allowing my brother who has the power to actually steal my mate stay in his room with her while I’m out here hating myself? Because I’m completely terrified that if I actually give in to this mate bond fully I will no longer be in control of my life, and losing control is my worst fear. Plus everyone I’ve been trying to convince about the mating bond not being worth it are going to literally laugh in my face if I become one of those mate whipped wolves. I’m the fucking Alpha I can’t have people thinking I’m weak, and I can tell by how I crave to be near her t
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