Alex. I couldn't sleep all night. My heart was filled with fear and doubts. I couldn't believe it had come to this. I went into the shower, and as the water poured, I wept. My life was over before it even began. How was I supposed to live without her? How would both of us survive apart? I couldn't imagine Sam by herself. I was going to be a miserable Alpha. I was so angry that I punched the wall, and it cracked. I had broken my own heart. If only I could run away from all this. If only we were back in our little cabin and never had to return to the pack. If only I wasn't an only child. I couldn't imagine Sam with someone else. The thought alone killed me. The universe had played a cruel joke on me. I started having flashbacks about our life together. Sam was going to forget everything good about us and remember only the bad. I was sure of this. I dreaded the sunrise. I hoped the night would pause and remain forever, no going forward, not seeing the next day. I hugged myself in the sho
Samantha I hadn't yet come to terms with what had happened between me and Alex. I was determined to get to the bottom of the issue. I set aside the money he had given me and took some of the money I had saved up together on my own. I took a cab and headed for the settlement. I made the cab driver park away from the settlement because I knew humans were not allowed there. I walked the rest of the distance to the place. When I got to the gate, the guards stopped me from entering. When I demanded to see Alex, they told me he was the one that gave the order not to let me in. I was determined, so I hung about the gate, hoping he would drive out and we could talk. I waited there from morning till evening. He never showed up. I didn't have much money on me. I contemplated spending the night
Samantha Realising I was pregnant changed a lot of things for me. My wolf was back. I was no longer sickly. I couldn't go back to the pack. It was time for me to move on. I kept the money and card Alex gave me and never touched it. Three months passed in pain and sadness. I was running low on funds. I needed to get a job to survive in the human town. Being a wolf, I didn't know how well I would fit in with the humans, so I decided to try Elisabeth's Salon. She was surprised to see me. I was four months gone by then and showing a little. "Hun, how have you been?" she greeted me, and I answered. " How's Alex?" she asked me, and my c
Samantha Working for Elisabeth and living with her was a relief. I was in charge of cleaning the salon. I didn't know anything about the beauty salon. All I could do was cook and clean for her. She had three rooms in her apartment. I slept in one. I was gradually buying things for the baby. Elisabeth wasn't rich, so I didn't let her buy any baby stuff. I needed other sources of income, so I began cleaning people's houses for a fee. Initially, it was difficult getting a job as a cleaning lady, because of my condition, but soon I got lucky with five families. I was six months gone. Elisabeth had arranged for a wolf midwife to take the delivery of the baby. I was glad because I was worried about where to give birth. No wolf had ever given birth outside of their pack before. Working was becoming physically taxing because of my belly, but I needed the cash, so I pushed myself. Often I would wonder what Alex was up to, then remind myself it was no longer my business. Ronda was also very
Alex It had been impossible getting Sam off my mind. All I ever saw when I slept was her face. She would move away from me whenever I tried to hold her, and just when I was about to grab her again, she would fade, and I will wake up alone. Damien and I had remained damaged since we parted with our mate. I eventually decided to send for a shaman. My wolf and I needed to be whole again, but for some reason unknown, we were broken. The Yellow moon pack had withstood attacks for two years now. We were no longer as strong as we used to be. A quarter of our pack had died. Families had been wiped out in the process due to the attacks. Yet Raphael remained at large. My mother and I had somehow found common grounds. She also regretted working against Sam. Things between her and Hilda didn't turn out the way she hoped. Ever since Hilda became Luna, she had changed completely towards my mother. I guess my mother believed she could hold on to power if Hilda was in charge, but she was wrong. Wh
Samantha A golden wolf walked up to me and spoke, "We need to return," and suddenly after it spoke, it turned to mist, and I was standing on the grounds of my pack settlement. On my left was a group of wolves led by a silver wolf. While on my right another group of wolves stood led by a bronze coloured wolf and a Silver wolf with bronze highlights. It was a standoff between both wolf groups. The environment was filled with burning houses and dead wolves. It was like a war zone. When I looked ahead, I saw my mother emerge from the smoke, she walked to me and changed to a silver wolf and spoke, "Selena Samantha Moonchild is time to return to your pack," Everything turned to mist. I woke up panting and sweating. I looked at
Alex I had a long day. We were planning on how to defend ourselves. Knowing what I knew, I knew our efforts would be futile, yet I endured their meeting. " Tell every pack member that they are free to leave if they don't want to fight," I stated. " But Alpha, that will weaken our defence," Gamma Deborah protested. " I don't remember asking for your opinion," I told her, and she shrunk. I might not have the full Alpha authority, but an Alpha would always be an Alpha. I hated her. She was instrumental in the exit of Sam from my life. I have sworn to never forgive her for what she did. " If you have any bright ideas, keep them to yourself," I told her. " listening to you, ruined my life and this pack. You are not an alpha and will never be so stop trying to be one." I reprimanded her. "This meeting is over. Everyone, leave. Beta Robert and Delta Mason please remain." I ordered, and everyone left, except for Robert and Mason, whom I had asked to stay behind. " The Full-Moon pack and
Alex I didn't take the news about Sam well. It gave me a mild stroke. It didn't have any lasting effect because of my healing nature. I was happy to hear about Sam and my children. I know I should have rushed to the human town to see her immediately, but shame wouldn't allow me to take that step. I stayed up all night wondering what I could have done differently. I missed some of the most important parts of Sam's life and that of my children. The whole pregnancy, their birth, their first time of everything. I missed everything. It was sad the way things turned out. I knew I couldn't waste any more time before seeing Sam and my children. The silver spirit wolf could attack at any time. Now I understood why Mason had said that I had much to live for. With childre