LOGIN
Finally.
Finally, the day I had dreamed about since I was little.
I stood in front of the mirror and turned slowly. The silver-white dress flowed softly around my legs like water. The silk shimmered when I moved, catching the light with every step. My hair was braided with thin silver threads that glittered like stars. Everything felt light, almost unreal.
Today… today I would be claimed by Aedric Veyr.
My fated mate.
My promised future.
My best friend.
The person I had waited for all my life.
My chest felt full…. so full I thought my heart might burst. A smile wouldn’t leave my face.
I placed my hand on my stomach and breathed.
This is it, I told myself.
This is your moment.
Outside the Moon Hall, I could hear the soft hum of the pack… voices, laughter, footsteps, the rustle of clothes. The air smelled of pine and earth, clean and sweet. Lanterns glowed along the path, warm and golden, like stars guiding me forward.
When I stepped into the hall, the marble floor felt cold beneath my feet, grounding me. The hall was full…. wolves from every corner stood watching, their eyes turning toward me as I entered.
The High Elder lifted his staff.
“Let all present witness the joining of Alpha Aedric Veyr and Omega Sylvara Rynne,” he called out. “Under the blessing of the red moon.”
My breath hitched.
My pulse quickened.
My dream was finally real.
And then… I saw him.
Aedric.
Tall. Bright. Golden hair glowing under the lantern light. His face calm, serious, but beautiful in the way I had memorized long ago. He was my future. My mate. The one destiny had given me.
When I reached him, he took my hand. His palm was warm against mine. My wolf stirred harder, excited, eager, whispering, yes… yes… this is ours.
The Elder began the ancient chant.
Each word wrapped around us like a warm thread.
I felt my breath match the rhythm.
I leaned in, closing my eyes, letting the moment sink into my bones.
But then..
He let go.
His hand slipped from mine.
Cold rushed over my skin.
My eyes shot open. I turned to him, confused. His expression was tight. Closed. Not the warmth I remembered. Not the man who had smiled at me yesterday.
The Elder stuttered to a stop, unsure.
A soft murmur started moving through the hall.
My smile faded slowly, like someone was wiping it off my face one inch at a time.
“Aedric?” I whispered. “What… what is it?”
He didn’t look at me at first. When he finally did, his eyes were distant, like he was somewhere else entirely.
“I can’t do this,” he said quietly.
The words hit me like a punch.
My heart skipped.
My breath stumbled.
Everything inside me shrank into itself.
“What?” My voice trembled. “What do you mean?” I blinked at him, confused and scared.
“I can’t do this,” he said. “I just can’t marry you.”
“But the….” she stammered, her hands flying to her head as she rubbed at her temples. Her fingers tangled in her hair, tense and shaking. Her chest tightened, and her breath hitched. “The bond… Aedric, we’re meant to be. We belong together!”
He exhaled slowly, a long, heavy sigh that seemed to push her words aside like dust. His eyes didn’t soften. They were distant, unreadable, as if her pain wasn’t real….only an inconvenience he had to endure.
“The bond was untrue, Sylvara,” he said. “I’ve pledged myself to another. The daughter of the Frostmoon tribe.”
My vision blurred for a moment.
He stepped aside… and that was when I saw her.
Tall. Pale. Dressed in frost-white. Watching us with calm, icy eyes.
Aedric continued, “She will be my mate. Tomorrow evening, I will marry her. I’m sorry.”
The hall fell silent.
Everything inside me went still.
I blinked. Slowly.. Trying to steady myself.
As if moving too fast would make everything collapse.
My hands trembled.
The ribbon meant to bind us slipped from my wrist and fell to the floor.
“No,” I said softly, stepping forward. “You promised me. You….don’t do this. Please.”
I reached for him without thinking, grabbing his arm with shaking fingers.
“I would be better,” I whispered, ashamed of how desperate my voice sounded. “I promise, Aedric, I would be better. Just… don’t leave me.”
But he didn’t even look at me.
He simply turned and walked toward her.
Walked away from me.
Walked away from everything we had ever shared.
The sound of whispers rose like flames behind me.
Faces stared. Some shocked, some pitying, some already turning away.
My throat burned.
My chest felt crushed.
But no tears came.
Not yet.
I picked up the ribbon with trembling hands and flung it at his back.
“Take your cowardice with you!” My voice cracked through the hall. “I am not your toy, Aedric Veyr. I will not be thrown aside.”
He didn’t even flinch.
He kept walking.
And wolves followed him…my pack, my supposed family…offering him smiles and congratulations.
Congratulations.
The word stabbed deeper than anything he said. They were celebrating his betrayal. Celebrating my humiliation.
The hall emptied slowly. Every footstep felt like another small tear inside me. I stood frozen, listening to their voices fade into laughter and music outside.
I felt small.
Invisible.
Alone again.
Just like before.
I walked to the middle of the hall and knelt, slowly gathering the scattered silver ribbons even though they meant nothing now. Maybe I picked them up because they were the last pieces left of the life I thought I would have.
I sat down on the cold steps and stared at the place where he had stood.
My voice came out in a broken whisper.
“Why wasn’t I enough?”
No answer.
Only silence.
Only the wind… pushing open the heavy doors.
A cold breeze swept through, lifting the ends of my hair. From outside, faint sounds drifted in…music, laughter, toasts for new alliances.
My humiliation turned into their celebration.
I curled my fingers into my dress, trying to hold myself together. My chest ached like something was clawing from the inside, but still… no tears. My body held them back like it refused to give anyone that satisfaction.
I sat there until the hall was almost dark, until the lanterns burned low, until every bit of warmth faded.
Then, slowly, I stood.
My dress wrinkled.
My hands cold.
My eyes burning.
But my spine was straight.
I had lost my mate.
I had lost my place in the pack.
I had lost everything I had ever hoped for.
But I would not beg.
Not tonight.
Not ever.
I whispered to myself… soft, steady.
“I will survive this.”
I will not be broken.”
If he doesn't want me. His loss not mine.”
Hey, gorgeous! Thank you so much for picking up Spit On Me, Alpha. I promise you’re in for a wild, heart-racing ride. 🤗🔥 Get ready to dive into a world of danger, desire, and irresistible chemistry. There will be moments that make your heart skip, your pulse race, and maybe even make you blush a little… okay, maybe a lot. I hope you let yourself get lost in the story, enjoy every heated, naughty, tender moment, and cheer (or swoon) for the characters as much as I enjoyed writing them. Remember… the more you read, the hotter it gets. So buckle up, hold on tight, and let yourself fall… deep into the Alpha’s world. 💋 Happy reading, Nessah ❤️
SYLVARA POVI smirked and licked his cock with my tongue. Taking him inside my mouth deep until I could feel him deep down my throat.His reaction was instant—his control slipping for a second.“Fuck…” he muttered under his breath. “That mouth of yours.”I moved slowly at first, teasing him, sliding his cock in and out of my mouth.. drinking every reaction on his face. Then I bopped my head up and down fast… the sound of his cock in my mouth filled the room.. wetHis head tilted back slightly, a low groan escaping him as his hand tightened in my hair.“Yeah…” he breathed, voice rough now. “Just like that…”I took him faster and deeper.., my breath turning uneven as I lost myself in him.A soft moan slipped out before I could hold it back.I slurped and took him deeper, my hands caressing his shaft and his thigh."Go deeper," he growled. "Deeper, Bunny..." He said, thrusting his hips as he slammed his cock into my mouth.I looked up, my eyes welling with tears as I struggled to take hi
SYVARA POVHe leaned in again and kissed me.This time it was slower, deeper, like he was making sure I felt every bit of him…every emotion he had been holding in since the dungeon.My hands gripped his shirt as I melted into him again, my heart racing, my body finally relaxing in his arms.He pulled me closer, like he couldn’t stand even a small space between us.When we finally broke apart, we were both breathing harder.Kaelen rested his forehead against mine, his voice low and soft. “I missed you more than I could think.. I felt I was running mad.”I smiled faintly, my fingers still holding onto him. “Goo… a little distance it's sweet sometimes and I’m not going anywhere.”Kaelen’s kiss deepened, faster now, more urgent.. like he was trying to pull me closer than physically possible, like he was afraid I might disappear again.I gasped softly against his lips as he lifted me easily onto his lap, holding me there as I belonged there without question.My hands clutched his shoulders
SYLVARA POVKaelen’s eyes stayed on me, heavy with emotion.“I’m sorry Ael sent you out of the palace… I’m sorry I couldn’t—” he started.I cut him off. “It’s fine,” I said quickly, before he could finish.Then I pulled him closer and kissed him, hard and real, like I needed him to feel that I was still here.When I pulled back, I rested my forehead against his. My breath was shaky. “I missed you,” I whispered.Kaelen didn’t wait this time. He pulled me closer, his hand sliding to the back of my neck as he kissed me again—slower now, deeper, like he was trying to make sure I was really here.I melted into him instantly. All the fear, all the noise in my head, faded for a moment. It was just him. Just us.My fingers gripped his shirt tightly, pulling him closer like I couldn’t get enough. He let out a soft breath against my lips, his hold tightening around my waist.When we finally broke apart, we were both breathing harder.Kaelen rested his forehead against mine, his eyes still close
SYLVARA POVI went still.My mind couldn’t accept what Ael had just said.Kaelen’s mother… killed? By Malachai?His own fatherNo. That didn’t make sense. That couldn’t be true.I turned slowly toward Kaelen. His face had changed. All the anger was gone now. What was left was something heavy… pain, sadness. Like a memory he had buried for years.“Kaelen…” I whispered, my voice shaking. “Is that true?”He didn’t answer at first. His jaw tightened. His hand in mine went cold.Ael didn’t move from the door. His voice was quieter now, but firm. “I wish it wasn't.”My chest tightened. “But… she was the queen. His wife…”Ael nodded once. “Yes.”Silence filled the room again.Kaelen finally spoke, his voice low. “She didn’t die from sickness. like he told the pack.. He had been lying for years to the tribes”I felt my breath catch.“She was poisoned,” he said. Each word felt heavy. “Slowly… over time.”My stomach dropped.I shook my head slightly. “But why would he.,”Kaelen cut me off, his
SYLVARA POVI held Kaelen close as we walked through the halls, my arm around him, steadying him with every step. His body was still weak from the chains and the rune. He leaned into me just enough, trusting me to hold him up.The palace was quiet. Guards and servants moved out of our way quickly, lowering their heads. No one dared to speak.I could still feel their eyes on me.Fear. Shock. Respect.I didn't care.. All I cared about was Kaelen being safe.. That was all that mattered to me.Ael followed behind us, silent, watchful. I could feel his presence, making sure no one tried anything.We finally reached Kaelen’s chamber. I pushed the doors open and helped him inside.“Sit,” I said softly, guiding him to the bed.He sat down slowly, letting out a breath, his chest rising and falling hard. His skin still had marks from the chains. My chest tightened at the sight.I knelt in front of him without thinking, my hands gently touching his wrists. “You’re hurt…” I whispered, my voice lo
SYLVARA POVMalachai laughed, cold and sharp. “We’ll see about that,” he said, turning his gaze to Morrin.“Continue Morrin… and when you’re done, kill her,” he commanded.Morrin’s smile twisted cruelly. “My pleasure, Your Highness,” he said, laughing.I narrowed my eyes, my hands trembling with anger and fire. “Touch him… and face the consequences,” I warned, my voice low and dangerous.Morrin laughed, raising his hands as he began chanting, the shadows around him twisting and pulsing like living things.Something inside me snapped. My eyes glowed bright, fangs sliding out, heat and power surging through me. I ran forward, every muscle burning, and gripped Morrin’s neck hard.The elders gasped, frozen.“I warned you,” I growled, voice low and deadly. “Mess with me… or my husband, and you’ll pay.”Flames of raw energy licked from my hand, scorching him as I squeezed, feeling his power falter. With a sickening snap, his neck broke, and I threw him to the floor.His body lay on the grou
“KAELEN POV”My gaze flicked briefly to Ael.“Prepare whatever is needed for the ceremony,” I said.Ael inclined his head slightly. “As you command, Alpha.”The room erupted.“You cannot be serious!” one elder shouted, slamming his staff against the floor.“This is reckless!” another barked. “A Lun
KAELEN POVThe temperature in the room dropped.Not slowly.Instantly.The herbs hanging from the ceiling trembled. The flames in the sconces flickered violently, then bent inward….toward the torn wall of visions.My wolf surged forward inside me with a snarl.I stepped in front of Orin without thi
SYLVARA POVIt had been two hours since everything… the council, Morrin, Kaelen declaring me his Luna, … here I was alone, dressed in my nightgarmet, sitting on the edge of my bed. The room was quiet, too quiet, and my mind kept replaying everything that had happened.I couldn’t stop thinking about
SYLVARA POVThe one chosen…The whisper slithered through the dark.The one who leads…It didn’t sound like one voice. It sounded like many. Old. As if the walls themselves were speaking.The light to some…A breath against my ear.The darkness to the rest…Cold fingers dragged down my spine.Find y







