The moment I woke up, Zach had a wheelchair ready, we went down the hospital so I could, for once, feel the breeze of the air. He brought me to the garden in the hospital and we stopped by the fountain in its grounds.
"I feel hungry."
"It's only been one hour, Eva." He grinned as he leaned back with his arms supporting him in his resting position. From this angle, his gorgeous tanned skin actually contemplates the color of his eyes and hair. His jaw tensed as he gritted his teeth, feeling the sun's fading rays, and it really looked good, he looks great but somehow I can see that he's under his deep thoughts, I wonder why. I at least want to see him happy with someone than being stuck with me.
"I'm serious Zach. Why don't you try to go out with someone? It's better than you, always bothering me around." I beamed at him.
"It's better to be stuck with your old lady senses than date, nowadays."
"What? I am not an old lady, Zacharias! Damn you."
He snorted, giving the 'you-asked-for-it look' with his tranquil green eyes.
"Seriously, you must enjoy your time with someone rather than being stuck with me. I'm old enough to take care of myself, and I'm not the lost girl from way back before," my eyes were rolling as I explained myself.
He went down from where he was sitting and goes behind me, starting to push my wheelchair, and leaned his head down to whisper something in my ear.
"I am with you because I want to have that free beef roast every day, not because I want to babysit you."
I smirked, I remember how Zach and I will always go to the beef roast stand after work. He will always have that line about not having any money, forcing me to pay for us right after.
"You are so gonna make me poor."
We filled the air with laughter and chatted our way up to the hospital.
"Zach, who do you think did it?"
I uttered at him, as I lay down on the hospital bed. Zach is arranging some of the things he brought with him.
"I don't know." His eyes were uncertain and he is angry. I can see how mad he is even though he is far away. He walks toward me and sits beside the bunk.
His gaze softens immediately when he laid his hand on my head, caressing me, like a newborn child.
"They said that it may be a stray bullet."
"Well, that means I am unlucky enough to have it pierced right into my chest." I snorted.
"Whatever it may be, I won't let anyone hurt you." His eyes were deadly serious.
I won't let anyone hurt you.
My head suddenly felt a sting of pain that made me rattle. It hurts. The last words of Zach echoed in my ear making me want to scream in pain.
"Babe, what's happening?"
I can feel Zach holding me on his arm but my mind was terribly static-like my antenna have been played with. I can see a silhouette—a man, offering his hand to me, mouthing me some words. I won't let anyone hurt you...
Who is that?
I heard Zach whisper something in my ears—what is it? The pain subsided but my eyes felt very heavy.
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I slowly opened my eyes when I hear continuous knocking by the window glass. What is that? I yawned and squinted my eyes then saw a bird outside the window. It was a crow. I hopped off the bunk gently and headed to open the window pane.
“I need some air too,” I mumbled.
I slid the window open and the crow just flew as I did, coming back to stand by the frame. It was the same crow who always stayed outside my house. This crow has always been around ever since I was in the convent.
“It’s you again,” I giggled and the crow cawed. “You are such a weird animal, don’t you think?”
I rubbed my forefinger on its head and it didn’t move. It wasn’t scared of me. Sometime I thought of it as some sort of a guardian since it has always been around. The figure of the man with the black hair last night entered my mind once again, making me stop to look at the night sky.
“Who do you think is that guy?”
I talked to the crow and he cawed before flying away. I laughed at how crazy I am for talking to a bird and just stared at the sparkling stars hanging by the night.
One week later
"I am effin ready to go!"
I shouted in my hospital room as I stomped my feet from left to right. Kate and Cathlyn laughed at me and we talked about so many things that I have missed in our office. They also talked to me about Zach, and I felt uneasy knowing how he would always fall asleep at our workplace. He's been my caretaker for the past week and I guess he barely gets some sleep because of it. I want to make it up to him. But I don't know what to do. We were having a good time, it felt good to have them with me.
Kate drove me back to my house and all of my miseries slowly dissolved knowing that my precious place hasn't been ransacked by robbers. I sighed, seeing my single-storey house giving my eyes the proper gleam of colors white and brown.
"Thank you Kate! I owe you." I hugged her from the passenger's seat and opened the car door and stepped outside.
"Are you sure you don't need any help?" She answered from her car window, a ghost of a smile playing on her lips.
"Nah, I got this. I want to have a proper reunion with my house,” I replied.
She then waved her goodbye and I ran towards my porch. I opened up the door and I felt peaceful. Nothing has changed, the brown concrete floor, the white walls, my small kitchen, my cream sofa—everything feels nostalgic. I missed this house.
This house was my first accomplishment in life, I bought it for a fair price after I saved a reasonable amount on the bank. I am never going back to renting apartments, I want something to be called mine and this is it. Slowly, I bought all the stuff that I needed to live alone—of course, Zach helped me too by arranging and designing it the way it is now. That's why he also knows this house like the back of his hand.
I filled my cheeks with air while slouching on my sofa. I pinched the soft couch and buried my face on it.
I suddenly felt that something was wrong when the air blew on my head. I haven't opened any window yet. How would the air blow in here? My heart suddenly beats fast like hell. I said that I don't believe in the supernatural but I think I am just really scared that it might be real. I walked lightly, without noises emitting from my every step and opened the door to my room.
Fuck!
My eyes widened and my heart seemed to want to have a heart attack.
A man was sitting on my bed, with his head tilted at the side making his shiny black hair flow with the current of the air that enters from the open window in my room. His gaze was cold but his lips were curled lightly. I never even dared to move since I know who he is-- he was the one who came to visit me the night at the hospital—the one I thought to be a dream. The man with that intense blue eyes.
"Welcome home, Eve."
His deep voice had that British accent. His smug face and mischievous grin made me gulp my throat in.
"W-what are you doing in my house?" I took a step back, I might have asked who he is or where the hell did his good looks come from but the fact that my killer hasn't been found yet has entered my mind uninvited, making me tremble. I was about to take one more step backward, away from my room but he was gone in an instant! I felt my back touched someone else's body so I roughly turned around and he was there! I stumbled back, scared of him, scared of what's happening. I stared at him and dig my nails in my palm to see if I am hallucinating or even dreaming.But I am fucking not! And he is really standing right in front of me!He looked at me like he was having fun watching me frightened. I shook my head, gathering a lot of courage to speak up. "Are you my killer?" My voice broke in the middle of the sentence. He then sat down with his bent knee and laughed in a way that feels more of scorn. "I could have killed you back in t
It's been days since the devil said that the payment for my life is by being his. We have been living together for six freaking days. BUT IT WAS NEVER IN A ROMANTIC WAY, no!I have been his maid for consecutive days! I wash his clothes though I wonder where those clothes are from and why does he have so many stacked up with 'my' own clothes. It's as if he's been living here while I was gone—well that's not even impossible. We never shared the same bed, of course. He sleeps in the guest room, well—thank goodness, there is a spare room on this house. I never thought that i
I felt the butterflies rummaging in my stomach. His breathing was heavy and the air that escaped his lips caressed mine. I, on the other hand, was unconsciously gritting my lower lip with my teeth—gosh, he smells of fine wine and eucalyptus. "Did he touch you?" Why are their questions both about touching me? “What? Of course not,” I answered promptly. I fucking sound so defensive. His voice was deep and his eyes examined mine carefully. His grip on both my hands tightened sending currents throughout my body. I felt the bit of pain but it felt exciting-- fucking different. "We’re not even lovers." My voice came out ragged, my breath was turning heavier and heavier as his other hand laid on my neck, his fingers sliding from my delicate skin into the back of my head. "W-what are you doing?" I gulped, he suddenly tugged into my hair making me groan. "Do you like it?" His voice is sexy and flirty, never lea
I can't think straight.I'm trying to get him off out of my mind but even editing and reading the drafts of the story that I am holding clearly never helped.I didn't want to hurt him—but he was so stubborn and jealous? Is he jealous? But what does that even mean if he is?And why the hell am I acting like a defensive girlfriend? I held my pen and put its tip between my teeth, my mind wondering in my oblivion of thoughts. I can't even hear anything, all that replays in my mind is what he said to me about 'nobody knows his situation' type of thing. I felt bad—I should apologize to him later but how can I even do that?"Hey, girl."Kate sat down beside me, making my issues in life hide behind the back of my head. "Hi,” I greeted her."What's bothering you?""Nothing,” I answered.She lets out a hmmm sound, looking at me with her 'I don't believe you' eyes. "I'm just thinking about my killer."
I never slept---I took a shower and put on my white blouse and black skirt. My eyes have dark circles around it, making me look like a damn raccoon. I covered it with concealer and put some moisturizer on my lips. I can't claim the promotion today if I'm not even representable."What happened?" Zach appeared at the door of my room. I called him last night and told him about it."He's gone," I answered and my tone turned out to be as flat as my attitude right now. I don't know what to feel anymore. After my outburst yesterday, trying to take the first step to analyze what is going on in my heart, the man who cause me such outrage is now nowhere to be seen."He'll come by, you know,” he uttered as he stepped his way into the room."I don't care anymore."I stood up from my mirror and looked at Zach. "How do I look?""Beautiful. But there's something missing?" His brows creased."If this is another one of your jokes, I swea
It’s been three days.Adam is nowhere to be found so I kept myself busy with the piles of work in front of me. We've only lived for a week. Why would I even care if he is gone? I should just consider him gone. How dare he!I scribbled hardly on the paper in front of me that I've lost my mind!Oh shit!It's some resume of someone named....I ruined the copy with my ink!I gasped. I shouldn't let out my anger at work again! I am gonna destroy my career. Damn him! Really! Damn him! Even he is some all-powerful creature! Damn him!I arranged the scattered papers on my desk and drop every group loudly on my table."Damn you, Adam!""Uhm. is there anything wrong Miss Eva?"I jumped on my feet, I didn't know someone was in there."Oh, I'm so sorry! How long have you—been there?"It's some guy that I don't know who but he has black hair, a fit body, and Caucasian skin.
The tension that was building in the room made me wanna scream and run away. His cold gaze made me weak and it made my fingers fumble on the hem of my skirt. He looks so formal, a professional. His hair was brushed up behind, but a strand of hair laid on his forehead.I am amazed at how civilized he was here than the first time I met him. In my place, he looked like someone who would just barges into your house, like the bad boy in the novels. Right now, he looks like a hot billionaire man who was a regal back in the medieval period. Classy and sophisticated.
After that night, my soul never met peace.I never had the chance to sleep after Adam's word echoed through my brain nonstop, like it was looped for the whole night. 'I am not the one in your heart.'I still don't get it.I got off my bed and I felt like I was about to collapse. Tremendous heat was radiating in my body so I decided to rush into the bathroom to take a shower. My head was hurting like hell and it was like I was having a migraine. I tried to relax as I let the waters drop onto my head. Every cascading droplet of water made me think of Adam's fingers brushing my skin.Fuck it.I flung my eyes open and just finished my bath before my frivolous thoughts disturb me again. I went to my room and see my wardrobe if I can choose anything to wear for today. I feel sick.I think I don't want to go to the office today.I should call Nat. I sat down on my bed and opened my cellphone. I scroll through my co