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CHAPTER 41- The Offer
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Staying with him CHAPTER 158-The Shelf
She had taken the photograph down on the last night.But the shelf itself she had not thought about, which was its own thing, the shelf withoutthe photograph, the empty shelf in the empty living room on the morning of the move.She had come back into the living room after packing the photograph and she hadlooked at the empty shelf.The shelf had been there since the beginning. Not the whole beginning — she had putthe shelf up in the second month, which was the beginning of the nesting, the making ofthe flat into something specific to them rather than a furnished neutral space. She hadput up the curtain rail in the first week and the shelf in the second month and thespecific arrangement of the two had been the beginning of the flat becoming theirs.The shelf was his first, she had decided in the second month. She had looked at the wallwhere it would go and she had thought: this is where the things that matter go, and shehad put the photograph of Amara there before she was entir
Staying with him CHAPTER 157-The Last Night In The Flat
She went through it in the dark.Not the full dark — she left the hallway light on, the one that threw the specific hallwayquality of light she had known for five years, the quality that told her what time of day itwas without looking at a clock, the morning quality and the evening quality and the two-in-the-morning quality all distinct from each other in the way that lights you had livedunder for long enough became distinct.He was asleep. The baby was asleep. The removers were coming at eight.She had lain in bed until midnight and then she had gotten up and gone through the flatone more time, room by room, in the specific quality of a person making a record ofsomething before it changed.She started in the hallway.The boxes were in the hallway, the ones they had not managed to move to the newhouse in the earlier trips. The hallway had the specific quality of a space in the processof being emptied, the accumulated things of six years reduced to labelled cardboard,the bowl
Staying with him CHAPTER 156- Telling People They Are Leaving
She told Priya first.She called on the Monday after the Saturday viewing and Priya answered with the toneshe used when she already knew something had happened.We found the house, Olivia said.Where, Priya said.She gave the borough and the street and the specific details of the garden and the roomwith the right light and the kitchen in which he had stood for ten minutes.Priya was quiet.She was a street from me, Priya said.She had not calculated this. She had not been looking in Priya’s borough specifically.She had been looking for the house and the house was where the house was.Yes, she said.Priya was quiet for another moment.You are going to be a street from me, Priya said again.I did not plan it, Olivia said.I know you did not plan it, Priya said. She paused. I am going to pretend you planned itbecause it is a better story.Olivia thought about the fact of Priya a street away from the next house.She thought about twelve years of Priya across the city and the specific
Staying with him CHAPTER 155- He Sees It
She had been watching him in the kitchen for ten minutes.The agent had moved on to the next room. The baby was with Diana. It was Saturdaymorning in November and the new house was around them and he was in the kitchen.He had gone into the kitchen when the agent took them through it and he had not comeout.She had followed the agent to the first-floor landing and looked at the room with theright light, the room she was already thinking of as her room, the room that would be theroom she worked in at home, and she had confirmed the light and the quality of thespace and she had come back downstairs and found him still in the kitchen.He was standing in the centre of the kitchen.Not looking at anything specific. Not measuring, though she had watched him measurethings with his eyes, the specific scanning of a man who could estimate dimensionsreliably and was doing it. Not assessing the structure, which he would do but was notdoing now. He was simply standing in the kitchen with b
Staying with him CHAPTER 154- The Right House
She found it on a Wednesday.Not a Saturday. Not the arranged arrangement. She found it on a Wednesday afternoonin November, alone, because she had been walking home from a session and had taken adifferent route and the different route had gone past a house with a sign outside it andshe had stopped.She had not been looking.She had been walking home.She stopped at the house with the sign outside it and she looked at the front of it, whichwas ordinary in the way that the right things were sometimes ordinary from the outside.A terrace. Red brick. A front path that needed attention. Two windows on the first floorwith the right light in them, the quality of the November light coming through thewindows at the angle that told her the light on the south side of this building was theright light at this time of day.She took out her phone.She looked up the listing.She stood on the pavement in November looking at the listing on her phone and she feltthe quality she had been waiting
Staying with him CHAPTER 153- Looking For A House
They went on Saturday mornings.This was the arrangement they arrived at after the first Saturday of looking, which hadbegun without an arrangement and had produced two viewings that they had scheduledindependently of each other and which had, logistically, produced the experience of twopeople who had not coordinated the managing of the baby and the looking, which wasnot difficult but was inefficient.She had come home from the second viewing on the first Saturday to find him in thegarden — not their garden, there was no their garden yet, she had come home to the flatand he was in the kitchen — with the baby and the quality of a man who had worked outan arrangement.Saturday mornings, he said. Both of us. Baby with Diana.Diana had not been consulted but Diana would be consulted and Diana would say goodand the Saturday mornings would proceed.So: Saturday mornings, both of them, beginning in October and proceeding through theautumn with the specific focus of two people who kn
Staying with him CHAPTER 7: The Morning After
She woke up and knew exactly where she was. No foggy confusion, no blinking at strange walls. Just the solid weight of Damien’s arm across her waist, the unfamiliar slant of light through his curtains, and that smell—his smell—that she’d stopped pretending she didn’t like days ago.She stayed still
Staying with him Chapter 6: The First Night
She lasted until midnight.That was the honest truth of it. She lay on his sofa with his blanket pulled up to her chin and stared at the ceiling and listened to the rain and told herself she was fine, she was comfortable, she was absolutely not thinking about the man sleeping fifteen feet away from
Staying with him Chapter 5: Staying
Maintenance said three days.Three days to fix the pipe, treat the damp, assess the flooring, do whatever it was they needed to do before the apartment was liveable again. Olivia stood in her doorway on Monday morning and looked at the state of it — the warped floorboards, the smell of wet plaster,
Staying with him Chapter 4: Caught
She woke up before him.6am, grey light coming through the gaps in his curtains, the television having switched itself off sometime in the night. For a moment — just a brief, disoriented moment — she forgot where she was. Then it came back. The flood. The knock. The blanket that smelled faintly of
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