I collapsed onto my bed, rolling to the side, and wishing I could melt into the mattress. The time blinked into view on the clock, reading, '2:00.' It was hard to believe that only two hours ago Brandy was safe. I didn't have stitches, and I'd never seen Grey cry before. My whole body ached and I still had all day before the race, so I decided that I'd take a nap.But each time I closed my eyes, I couldn't feel more awake. I tossed and turned, but not one bit of my previous drowsiness coursed through my body. I stuffed myself under the plush blankets, hoping they'd swallow me up into sleep, but of course that didn't work. So finally, I sat up, frustrated, and pushed myself to my feet.Grabbing my keys and throwing on a sweatshirt, I stomped out of my room, not actually sure of where I was going. For the third time that day, I marched down the maze-like passageways, ignoring the insolent jeers and quips from the passing wolves. I forced my face into a mask of expressionlessness, carefu
When I got back to the Pack House, the parking lot was crowded with people, and I looked around, confused because the run wasn't starting for another four hours. As I pushed my way to the front of the crowd, obviously receiving nasty jeers and looks, I felt an increase in my heart rate at the reactions of the bystanders. There were gasps of shock and horror and some horrified rambles coming from the mouths of hysterical werewolves.What I saw before me was utterly terrifying and the most awful scene I've ever witnessed.Laying in the middle of the parking lot, in the middle of a pool of blood, was the black-haired paramedic, his neck twisted at an awkward and unnatural angle. Just below his collar bone was a giant tear in his chest, some dark blood still pooling from the wound. His eyes were still open along with his mouth, his face forever frozen in a state of horror.I stumbled backward, knocking into people, my good hand flying to my chest in shock and fright. I turned, trying to f
The drive to the animal shelter was silent, tension-filled, and uncomfortable. Axel sat at the driving wheel because we were driving his car: a bright red Subaru Impreza. Broddi took the passenger seat, crossing his arms like a spoiled child who didn't get his way. I took the back seats, staring out the window and trying to avoid all eye contact. The only noise passing between the three of us was awkward coughs and unintentional sniffles. I almost cried out in relief when I saw the shelter come into view.It was a small little place, only ten to fifteen parking spaces in the parking lot. The paint on the walls was peeling and the window that looked into the shelter was tinted grey as if it hadn't been washed in awhile. Still, the pure joy on Axel's face made up for the shambles of the shop.Axel hopped out of the car and slammed the door shut, quickly shooing Broddi and I out after him. Broddi grumbled impatiently, but I made sure the look on my face was as joyful as Axel's - even if
It wasn't long before my thoughts got to me and it was unbearable to sit in the warm water any longer- just me and my thoughts. I climbed out of the tub, unwashed, not a single wrinkle on my fingers, and dried myself off with a fuzzy towel, wrapping one around my body and the other around my limp, soggy hair. I didn't want to wear the clothes I'd worn earlier today, the scent of blood clinging to them, so I decided to throw on a different outfit once I was in the sleeping area of the suit.When I walked out of the bathroom, the cool air sent shivers through my body. I guessed I was more sensitive to the air because I was cooped up in a steam-filled bathroom for twenty minutes, but I quickly grew used to it and continued my search for an outfit.My still unpacked suitcase lay disregarded at the foot of the bed, so I dug through it for a solid minute, trying to find clean clothes and undergarments. After it seemed like an eternity, I finally found something that looked comfortable, and
With all the time I spent thinking, I didn't notice Ryder turn away from me and continue to lead me down the dark, gloomy path. "What's wrong?" I asked him, not thinking before I spoke with such disappointment."We have to keep going," Ryder said, his voice a lot more gruff than it had been before.The rest of the way to wherever Ryder was taking me was uncomfortably silent, but I didn't notice because of how caught up in my own thoughts I was. Did I blow it? Was that my chance? Was that it?I barely noticed when Ryder stopped in front of me and I ran into his back, the weight of me not affecting his stance or posture at all. A muffled, 'sorry,' escaped my mouth, but Ryder turned to me and took both my hands in his, blocking my view of the clearing completely."Close your eyes," he ordered, though he didn't use his Alpha voice. Still, I obeyed his commands as Ryder took me deeper into the clearing. I heard the sound of rushing water nearby and I guessed there was a stream or moving wa
As soon as I pressed myself closer to Ryder, I guess his male instincts took over and so did his dominance. He gripped my waist tighter, pulling me closer to him. Because I'd really never had practice at kissing, I just let Ryder lead the way, never really denying his actions.What I did know, though, was that Ryder's lips tasted like apples, the sweetness of it supposedly spilling onto his lips after his vicious bites. Suddenly, I felt Ryder's tongue lick at my bottom lip. I wondered if it meant he wanted access to my mouth, so I slowly opened my mouth, and almost instantly, Ryder explored my mouth with his tongue, receiving a surprised squeak from me.Ryder chuckled low in his throat against my lips and reluctantly pulled away from me, his face pink from lack of oxygen. For a moment, we only looked into each other's eyes, equal desire in his beautiful silver-blue orbs from what I felt, but after a few silent seconds, Ryder pulled me into his chest, cradling me bridal-style against
When I got back to my room and opened the door, I nearly had a heart attack when Milo came racing across the room to me, purring and wrapping his scrappy body around my legs. I chuckled at my own forgetfulness and reached down, stroking that cat as he purred gently. Not long after, I gave Milo new food and new water and began to get ready for the movie marathon day. On this day, every wolf from all the packs came and gathered in one clearing. We all packed our way in and brought blankets to sit on. All day, the Alphas and some of the Betas and Lunas played their favorite movies on a gigantic projector screen while half of the werewolves watched and the other half made out in the woods. I always assumed I'd be watching the movie… but maybe not.I got dressed quickly into the pajamas I planned for this event - a pair of black and white striped shorts and a matching white shirt with a black collar and sleeves. I threw my hair up into a messy bun and pulled on a pair of fuzzy socks and N
Ryder stood in the middle of the bridge, leaning against the railing and staring out over the lake - or at least that's what I saw from the angle I was standing at. But when he suddenly turned around, what I saw turned into my worst nightmare. With Ryder's back pressed up against the railing of the bridge, I saw a woman practically lying on top of him. And it wasn't just them playing and being silly, it was her mouth on his. And the kiss wasn't even forceful, Ryder looked as though he was enjoying it, along with the girl. His arms were wrapped around her slim waist - slimmer than mine - and her hands were playing around in his hair. Both sets of eyes were closed, loud, lustful, erotic moans coming from both Ryder and the girl who stole my mate from me. The girl was grinding her hips against Ryder's lower region and it wasn't long before I couldn't bear to watch any longer."STOP IT! STOP IT, STOP IT, STOP IT!" I screamed, tears already falling down my face. Both people broke away fro