Maya de Cruz is at the lowest point of her life—her career is in ruins, her uncaring family has her backed into a corner, and her past continues to haunt her. In the depths of her despair, Maya’s world tilts when Aaric Salvaterre Bernardi—her ex boyfriend, now her sister’s fiancé—appears with an offer too tempting to resist, one that could either save her or destroy everything she once held dear. Aaric, with his deadly charm and power to subdue anyone, drags Maya back into the web of his dangerous world. What begins as a risky deal slowly turns into a seductive and inescapable game of desire. Maya struggles to suppress the emotions slowly invading her heart, but Aaric's undeniable magnetism pulls her deeper into his orbit. Every glance, every word, unravels her defenses, leaving her at war with a dilemma that threatens to shatter her principles and pride. Amidst a swirl of intrigue and dark secrets that are increasingly revealed, Maya finds herself at the crossroads between a burning forbidden love and the threat of losing herself. As reason gives way to desire, a single question lingers like a haunting melody: will Maya dare to risk it all for the man who shattered her world, yet awakened a flame within her she thought had long died?
View MoreI stood in Aaric’s living room, my heart racing as I looked at the evidence I found in my hands.
A photograph. Caitlyn. She grinned, her arms wrapped around Aaric's neck. Aaric's face looked relaxed, almost smiling.
"What is this?" I asked, my voice flat. I tossed the photo onto the table in front of him.
He looked up from his phone, his brow furrowed. "It's just Caitlyn. It's nothing."
"Nothing?" I chuckled, a sound that almost resembled a mockery. I raised my hand, revealing another object I had just found in his bathroom trash can. A used condom. "And this? Also, nothing?"
He stood up slowly, his eyes alternately staring at the photo and the condom. "Maya, are you serious? You're rummaging through my trash now?"
"I don't need to search if you don't keep this stuff like someone who wants to get caught!" I crossed my arms, my body burning with the emotions I had been holding in.
"Look, that picture isn't what it looks like," he said, looking at me directly. "Caitlyn pulled me in for that picture. I didn't even—"
"Don't make her the scapegoat," I cut in. "I know you went to that party. George told me. You said it was just a casual party with your asshole friends, but she was there!"
He rubbed his face, frustrated. "It was just a party. I didn't do anything wrong."
"Really? So I'm supposed to believe you kept your distance all night when you were close enough to Caitlyn to make a photo like this?"
"Yes, you should," he replied in a sharper tone. "I am your boyfriend, Maya. I won't betray you."
I snorted, crossing my arms over my chest. "Funny you say that because you've been busy controlling my life all this time. You forbade me from going out without your permission. Check who's contacting me, but you? You feel free to do anything, meet anyone, and I have to take it for granted?"
"I'm like this because I want to protect you. Other men will mess you up."
"Protect me from them? I should be protecting myself from you." I stepped back, my eyes piercing him sharply. "That's your excuse to control me and make me a toy. You're not protecting me. You control me while you live like this." I pointed at the photo on the table. "This is proof of who you really are."
He sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. "You're making this bigger than it needs to be."
"Because it is big! I'm sick of being treated like this." My breathing was heavy, and I knew I was on the verge. "I love you, Aaric. But I can't keep living like this with you. With your rules. With your lies."
He didn't answer. He just stood there, his jaw hardened. His silence hurt more than any words he could say.
I shook my head, picking up the bag I'd set down on the couch. "I'm done. If you can't be honest, we're done."
"Maya." He called out to me as I walked to the door, but I didn't stop. I didn't want to give him a chance to pull me back into this toxic circle.
The door closed behind me, and for the first time, I felt free.
But this freedom was bittersweet.
I love him, but I love myself more. And that was enough.
Or at least, I hope it's enough.
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I opened the door to the house with heavy steps. I let out a long breath, trying to eliminate the remnants of negative energy from the heated argument with Aaric. Although I was tired, I felt relieved. At least I was free of the relationship slowly suffocating me.
The house was too quiet for the usually bustling time with the sounds of Mellan or Dylan, my siblings, joking around in the living room.
I glanced at my phone, considering calling Dylan, my first brother. He must be at the office. I wanted to go to his office and talk to him, let his calm voice and wise advice make me feel better.
My hand was about to type in Dylan's number when a faint sound stopped me in my tracks.
A sob, low but heartbreaking, came from upstairs. My heart sank.
"Mom?" I called.
Without thinking, I let go of my bag and ran up the stairs. The sound of sobbing became clearer, mixed with soft mumbles I didn't recognize. I reached the half-open door of Dylan's room, and the sight inside made me freeze.
In the center of the room, Mellan sat on the floor with her knees pulled up to her chest, her body shaking violently with unsuppressed crying. Dad stood nearby, his face rigid with an expression I'd never seen before.
At the side of the bed, Mom sat with her back bent, hugging something which lay on the white sheets stained red.
Or someone,
"Mom?" my voice broke, my heart skipping a beat.
Without thinking about anything else, I ran to the bed.
Dylan lay there, his eyes open, staring blankly at the ceiling. His face was pale, contrasting with the dark red stain that permeated his neck. Dried blood flowed from a gaping wound on the side of his neck, creating a horrible pattern on his skin.
"Dylan..." I fell to my knees beside the bed, trembling hands touching his cold arms. "Dylan....."
Mom cried softly, bowing her head over Dylan’s chest. My hand moved to my brother's face, hoping for some warmth I could feel, some sign that this was all just a bad dream.
But there wasn't.
Only the cold made my body tremble.
I stared at his face, trying to find signs of life. Those usually cheerful eyes were now empty, no longer shining. His lips, which always spoke words of encouragement, were now frozen in eternal silence.
"It’s... no..." I whispered desperately. Tears welled up, blurring my eyes. I squeezed Dylan’s hand, shaking it slightly. "Dylan, please... wake up... wake up!"
But he remained motionless.
Mellan cried louder, and I turned to her, hoping someone could explain what was happening. Dad stood still, his eyes staring blankly.
"Who did this?" I screamed, my voice breaking with anger and sadness. "WHO DID THIS?!"
No one answered. Only the sounds of Mellan and Mom's crying filled the room.
I hugged Dylan's body tightly, kissing my brother's cold forehead. The faint scent of his cologne lingered, reminding me of every moment we spent together.
But it only made his passing feel more real.
"Dylan... I need you..." I whispered in a trembling voice. "Don't leave me... don't leave us..."
But only silence answered.
And in the midst of that silence, I felt a complete devastation, a loss that pierced every corner of my soul.
The sun wasn’t fully up yet when I woke to a ticklish feeling.Not the alarm. Not the sunlight. But something moving slowly across my stomach—warm breath, then a soft nip at my rib. And a voice I knew far too well growling low in my ear.“What the...” I mumbled, half-asleep.“Guess who fell asleep on her laptop with the screen still on,” Aaric whispered between quiet chuckles. “And guess who’s been snoring just a little for the past two hours?”I slowly opened my eyes and looked around.We were still in the workspace. The desk lamp was still glowing dimly. My laptop screen was frozen on a half-finished presentation, the cursor blinking at a sentence that read: “Emotion and space influence each other—so honest design is living design.”My head felt heavy. My neck ached. But my body was warm.Because Aaric was still there.He was now lying on his side on the rug, facing me, his head resting against my bent leg on the couch. His hair was a mess. His eyes were barely open. But that smile—
I stared at my laptop screen for a full five minutes and still hadn’t typed a single sentence. My thesis deadline was breathing down my neck, my advisor’s voice echoing in my head, and the blank screen in front of me stared back like a bottomless pit.Then, as if to add spice to the chaos—“BRO! BROOOOO—NO WAY, DID YOU SEE THAT SNIPE?!”The voice exploded from the living room. Followed by loud laughter and half-muttered curses from the guy sitting on the floor, black headset on his head, controller gripped tight, and a triumphant expression like he just conquered the world.I looked up from my laptop and glared toward the couch where Aaric was cross-legged, surrounded by empty water bottles and chip crumbs. The TV glowed brightly, showing a fast-paced virtual war zone. Player names blinked at the edge of the screen—“Lucif3r,” “Tino_Tornado,” and of course, “Bernardi_Blast.”“Dude, did you see that?! YOU SAW THAT, RIGHT? I said ‘cover me’ and you ran off to loot? Tino, I swear, if we’r
The light from the floor lamp cast a faint silhouette on the wall, and the steady sound of rain outside made my head sink deeper into the pillow. The call with Elle and Joy had ended just a few minutes ago, and I hadn’t moved since placing my phone on my stomach.My body was tired, but it wasn’t just physical. It was the kind of exhaustion that runs deeper—the kind that comes from places that are supposed to bring you comfort, but only make it harder to breathe.I pulled the blanket up to my chest, curling into myself. My shoes were still on. My hair was half a mess. But I didn’t have the energy to care.The apartment door creaked open softly. Footsteps came in, slow, then stopped.Aaric.I didn’t open my eyes. Didn’t say anything. But I think my breathing changed, and he knew.His steps came closer, then silence again. Then something warm, heavy, and deeply familiar sank down slowly against my back. His arms wrapped around my waist, his chin touched the edge of my shoulder.I could s
I slammed the door to Aaric’s apartment a little too hard, then tossed my bag onto the couch without bothering to unpack it. The jingle of keys hitting the floor blended with the deep breath I finally let out after hours of holding it in.The New York sky was gray that night—like a mirror of my brain. And after a full day inside a house that called me family but felt more like an opera stage run by a director obsessed with reputation, I needed to hear another human voice. A real one. One not wrapped in expensive linen shirts and layered passive-aggressive remarks.I grabbed my phone and opened the Flat Fam (drama edition) group call. The screen rang once, twice, and then two faces I knew like my own popped up: Elle, with a half-dried face mask, and Joy, lying sideways wrapped in a blanket like a lazy burrito.“De Cruuuuuuuz!” Elle yelled as soon as my face appeared. “Why do you look like you just walked out of a royal family’s funeral?”Joy squinted. “You look like someone who got tra
The next morning, just past six, I woke up to the sound of running water from the bathroom. The morning air still hung damp beneath the ceiling of the flat, and from the slightly open window, I could hear the faint rumble of a garbage truck making its rounds on the back street.I got out of bed, still half-asleep, and shuffled to the kitchen, where I found a small note on the table.Meet me at the campus park at eight. Bring your sketchbook. No pink. —AA small smile tugged at my lips as I rolled up the note and tucked it into my shirt. He knew I always carried my sketchbook, and he knew pink was never my go-to color. But Aaric had this habit of turning instructions into jokes—it was his way of making sure I was still thinking about him, even when he wasn’t around.By the time I arrived at the campus park, still half-empty that early in the morning, he was already there—sitting on a bench near the small lake, wearing a gray hoodie and jeans, his face partly hidden behind a sketchbook
This city always welcomes you the same way—loud, rushed, and utterly indifferent to whether you’ve just fallen in love or lost everything.On my first morning back in New York, I didn’t wake up to sunlight streaming through the windows like in Italy. Instead, it was the impatient honking of a yellow cab down below the apartment. Maybe that was the biggest difference between the place we’d just left and the one we were returning to.Life fell right back into its old rhythm. Aaric’s apartment was cold in the mornings, the bitter coffee he brewed half-asleep in the kitchen, and the work desk still cluttered with blueprints he hadn’t touched since the night before our flight.In the living room, I sat cross-legged on the carpet, laptop on my lap, my hair still damp from the shower. Design assignments piled up on my screen, and project revisions stared at me like little monsters waiting to devour my time. But my mind kept drifting back to the villa on the hill, to the evenings filled with
Dusk had fully fallen by the time we returned to the villa.The Italian sky had turned a deep blue, with streaks of orange lingering on the horizon like the final brushstrokes of a painting that refused to be finished. The air was cooler now, crisp against my skin as I stepped out of the car. But something warm was blooming quietly in my chest, something that had started growing ever since my conversation with Luciana. Not because her words were comforting—at least, not entirely. But because beneath all that elegance and grace, I’d seen that her heart wasn’t all that different from mine.She was just a mother, loving her son in the quietest, most anxious way.And me… somewhere along the way, I had begun to love Aaric not just as a lover, but as a wound I wanted to tend to, even knowing it might never fully heal.Inside, the villa felt warmer than usual. The fireplace was already lit—by whom, I didn’t know, as no staff had appeared since we got back. The scent of burning wood mingled w
The sky had begun to shift into shades of copper as the staff brought out the afternoon coffee. The last rays of sunlight pierced gently through the garden foliage, casting abstract patterns over the small marble table. Aaric and his father were standing near the fountain, discussing something that looked serious—judging by their gestures and the way their eyes kept darting toward the edge of the estate, I guessed it was about property or a construction project.Luciana sat next to me. A pair of sunglasses hung from the collar of her cream silk blouse, and her manicured fingers held a tiny espresso cup like she was observing the world, not just sipping coffee. In the golden light of late afternoon, she looked like an editorial photo straight out of a Milan lifestyle magazine—elegant, calm, and too perfectly composed to read clearly.But I could feel something. A subtle shift. A deliberate pause.“Aaric seems... more relaxed, doesn’t he?” she said suddenly, her tone light—but not empty
Luciana Bernardi served tea like an elegant witch brewing a secret potion—every movement slow and deliberate, yet never showy. Her gaze was sharp, but not piercing. Her smile was precise, but not fake. And from the beginning to the end of our little tea session, she called me darling—in an Italian-accented English that made the word sound like a cello melody.“Darling, this lemon cake was made by our family chef,” she said, handing me a small plate. “He has a soft spot for beautiful guests who know how to appreciate good food.”Beside me, Giancarlo—whose face looked like an older, more stone-cut version of Aaric’s—gave a slow nod.“We enjoy these relaxed lunches,” he said, his voice deep and full. “No need for stiff galas or exhausting charity events. At this table, we’re just family. No ‘Bernardi.’ Just Luciana, Giancarlo, Aaric… and now, Maya.”My heart swelled a little at that. Even my fingers stopped fidgeting with the napkin in my lap.“Thank you,” I said softly, my voice catchin
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