Heart war

Ronnie's point of view:

After hanging up with Derek, I sat in my room for what felt like hours, just staring blankly at the wall.

I couldn't believe what I had just heard - that he had been seeing other girls behind my back.

My mind was spinning with thoughts and emotions.

How could he do this to me? Did he really love me at all?

I felt hurt, angry, and betrayed all at once.

I loved Derek so much, and the thought of him being with someone else made me sick.

But at the same time, I couldn't shake the feeling that maybe I was partly to blame.

Maybe if I had been there for him more, if I had made more of an effort to visit him, he wouldn't have felt the need to see other girls.

Maybe it was my fault for not being enough for him.

Ever since we began schooling separately, none of us had the time to visit one another.

I couldn't even pay him a visit partly because I was afraid someone might recognise me in his school.

Derek was an honest guy. I respect him for not hiding anything fro