Insecurities

Derek's point of view:

When I enrolled in my university, I was eager to start dating.

Ronnie went to another university, but we tried to make it work.

However, being away from her made me feel lonely, and I found myself falling back into my old habit of flirting with girls.

It started innocently enough, just harmless flirting and talking to girls in my classes.

But then it escalated, and before I knew it, I was hooking up with girls from my school.

I couldn't help myself. The attention and excitement were addicting.

I knew what I was doing was wrong, and I felt guilty about it.

Ronnie was a great girlfriend, and I knew I was being unfair to her. But at the same time, I couldn't stop myself.

The thrill of being with new girls was too tempting.

I tried to justify my actions by telling myself that Ronnie and I were so far apart, and our relationship was already strained.

But deep down, I knew that wasn't a valid excuse. I was betraying her trust, and it made me feel terrible.

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