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Chapter 19: Flash back
"Come on Kaydence you can do it. Stop unnecessarily squirming and remember what I taught you." I took a deep breath and focused on the ropes. I focused on where I felt each knot and tried to reach for one of the ones I was sure would give me slightly more mobility. It was hard when I was tied to a pillar and I wasn't allowed to use my wolf strength. I was never allowed to use my full strength for this training. My father always insisted that it was because if I got captured chances are I would be injected with something to prevent me from turning or using my full strength. I think he just enjoyed making me go through these mental exercises.
These ropes were tighter then any of the ones he'd ever had me tied up with before and there was significantly more than normal too. I guess this was the most he could do. After all we had been doing training like this since I was five. At nineteen though I can honestly say I missed those easy knots
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