CONAN.
Orion! I hate hunters!
I look down at my palm, where his silver ring had touched my skin, as I leave campus grounds. The delicate skin of my fingers is healing, though slowly.
How had I not noticed? But then again, I was too intoxicated by Wilda’s scent.
‘A wolf’s power comes from knowing his surroundings. When you enter a room, isolate all the scents in the room, and know everyone. You are dead the minute a hunter finds you before you do.’ Every wolf is taught this when it turns. Today, I learned why.
For me, as a future alpha, the carelessness I had shown today was simply unacceptable. If Father found out about this…
And all because of a human girl. But how was I supposed to focus on anything with her scent so strong? It was an intoxicating combination of nervousness, arousal, and fear, something that excited my wolf.
Wilda was an interesting creature, even my father had admitted as much. It was rare that the breed of two wolves did not result in a cub, and even rarer that two powerful white wolves did not produce a cub. But it had happened to the Gray’s; one of the strongest breeds of our kind.
Though she had the signature silver blonde hair of a white wolf, Wilda had not turned or showed the signs of turning when she had turned thirteen, as most white wolves did. The situation had been of interest to packs around the Crimson Hills pack that was led by her late father, may the moon goddess rest his soul, and many had thought that perhaps she was a late bloomer.
They waited for her to turn at sixteen, thinking that maybe her wolf would be revealed at the same as other normal wolves, but the girl remained human. And you could not say that perhaps her wolf was dormant, because she continued to smell human, no trace of the lyncan gene in her body. And a dormant wolf was just as common as a human born of two powerful wolves.
She was never told about her condition, and her family insisted on keeping her out of werewolf business, especially after their father was killed. Her brother was very protective of her.
“Damian is a strong alpha. Even stronger than me, all white wolves are. I need you to strengthen your wolf. It will not be pleasant once he finds out the reason we sent you to his territory.” My father had said to me this morning.
“I'm training hard.” I’d replied, in an attempt to please him. 'What if he already knows?' I'd wanted to ask, but my wolf wouldn't let me question my alpha's reasoning, intelligence, or authority.
“Train harder! Grow stronger! Finding your true mate would be a good start.”
“Father, people rarely find their mates anymore, we are too widespread. My mate could be across the world.”
“Son,” he had looked into my eyes, “I know your generation believes in science and not the moon goddess, but fate will bring you your second half if you are patient. And if you are not, well find yourself a strong wolf and mark her. That will put your wolf to rest and you can grow to be greater, stronger.”
“I cannot rush love father.” I had said defensively, the words coming out through my teeth in the effort.
“Well, you will have to, war is coming, and if you're not strong enough, well, good luck to our pack. Your pleasure is no longer your concern, your pack’s stability and security is.” He had replied, the command in his voice stopping me from saying anything in return.
I find Dan, my best friend and future beta buried deep in research in the apartment we share.
“A hunter! We have a hunter in town! Probably a whole family of them!” I exclaim, slamming my keys on the table in frustration.
Dan does not look up from his laptop.
“We have hunters everywhere Conan, welcome to the twenty-first century.”
“The Orions? They live here? They are the stuff of nightmares. My nanny told me stories about them to scare me to sleep! Why did no one tell me?”
“Oh, I must’ve forgotten. They cut a deal with Lucien Gray before he was killed. As long as the wolves and their cubs don’t hurt anyone, neither do the hunters.”
I collapse onto the small couch we had.
“Well, it sure didn’t seem that way, one of them basically flashed a silver sword at me.”
“So, you tore him apart?” Dan finally looks up from his laptop.
“No,” I say, burying my face in my hands shamefully. “I ran like a little bitch.”
Dan burst out laughing.
“What was I supposed to do? We train daily but we never come face to face with hunters!” my voice is defensive, but I feel a smile creep onto my face at his contagious laughter.
“Why would Lucien Gray establish his pack in town?” I ask.
“He was a modern man. And a white wolf. Who would dare cross a white wolf? Even the hunters chose to make peace.”
“And yet, a wolf killed him,” I say, unintentionally creating a sudden forlorn mood. Dan goes back to his laptop without another word.
Our kind is mostly afraid of hunters, but occasionally, though rarely, other wolves could be a threat. Mostly it was over territories, but some wolves went rogue and killed everything in their paths.
Our pack, The Bloodmoon pack, is located deep in the woods, away from the prying eyes of normal people and most importantly, hunters. Most packs hide in the woods, hating the cautiousness that comes with living among normal people.
There we raise our cubs free to roam and change any time they wish. My father is a traditionalist that way. The location is secret, even to other packs, save a few, that my father trusts. It's where I’d first met the Grays when their father brought little Damian and his sister Fiona when they had begun their transformation period.
I was young and the whole ordeal was a secret since a wolf, and a white wolf especially is most vulnerable during its first transformation, but being the alpha’s son, an exception was made. Their transformation had not lasted half as long as normal wolves but looked twice as painful. They had stayed for a week, and I never saw them again until this morning.
Both their presences had been so powerful, I had had to leave for a breather after a while in their house. Though the son of an alpha myself, Damian exuded power that would have brought me to my knees with just a word. How was I supposed to ever be stronger than a white alpha?
Fiona had grown to be quite a beauty and If I had seen her before Wilda, I might have been quite taken by her. Her presence and power, though not half as strong as her brothers, was still stronger than mine. Why did my father dare be on their bad side?
In the presence of two alpha wolves, my father and Damian, my young alpha wolf had felt out of place and jittery, almost seeking to assert an impossible dominance. I had opted to take a walk and clear my mind.
Then I’d met Wilda, stark naked in the woods of her family’s lands. The man-made forest was breathtaking, but a naked Wilda almost stopped my heart. What had struck me as impossible at the time was the lack of any scent on her.
She smelled like fresh air, not like soap, or any kind of lotion or deodorant, not even bodily fluids. Her scent was perfectly masked in the environment around her. I never would have known she was there if I hadn’t seen her.
For a minute, I had been concerned by the situation. What kind of person did not have any scent on them? But the minute she had caught sight of me, a mixture of sweat and pheromones had hit my nostrils. Maybe she had been having a swim in a river or something, I had concluded.
The dip of her small, round waist, the curve of her hips, the round of her bottom, and the way her hair fell to her waist… were all ingrained into my brain. And if I closed my eyes, I could almost picture her…
“Two more people are dead. Same C.O.D. Animal attack. They say it was a big dog.” Dan looks up suddenly from his computer, standing up and grabbing his coat, pulling me from my reverie. He had been listening in on police radios.
I follow suit,grabbing my coat and keys and following him to the door. “Werewolves?”
“Yeah. A couple. Their kid is the only survivor. She saw the whole thing.”
“Why are werewolves killing their own species?” I ask rhetorically, we both know the answer.
CONAN The guilt I feel as I leave Wilda's room is overwhelming. 'I did what I has to do to get to the truth.' I try to convince myself. 'And it's not like my feelings were fake.' I say to myself. I just used them to manipulate her. Which sounds really bad, now that I think about it. But then again, the whole point of finding the prophesied wolf was to manipulate it to be on our side. It was never expected that the wolf would come with us willingly. I just never expected to feel any amount of guilt over the methods. 'Any other person would do the same.' I tell myself. And I don't even know Wilda enough to feel like I'm betraying her... I already have a degree of her trust, I should be glad over the advantage I have over anyone else who would try to manipulate her. I should be glad. I'm doing exactly what I came here to do. So why is my heart heavy? Why in The Moon goddess's name did I get involved with her? I look around the majestic corridors of the Gray's mansion to distract
WILDA Before logic can convince me otherwise, I wrap my small towel around my body and step out of the shower, sparing a moment to wipe the steam off the mirror, just to make sure I look as best as I can considering the circumstances. The bags under my eyes are still visible, but the red in my eyes is gone and I am flushed enough that, thanks to the hot shower... or maybe the man in my room, I no longer look like a ghost. I freeze in place the minute I step out of the bathroom and catch a glimpse of him, closing the door behind me to stop the steam from following me into the room. His head lifts at the sound of the door closing and a second later, blue eyes stare back at mine with such intensity my legs almost turn to spaghetti. Cooked spaghetti. I find myself unable to move, breathe or think as his gaze drops to the towel around me, down to my legs,lingering for a second before meeting my eyes and dropping to the towel again. I get the feeling that he wants it off, that he wan
WILDA.I'm running in the woods. It's dark and I can't tell what time of the night it is. The woods are dark as midnight on a moonless night, but somehow, I can still see the shadows of bushes and trees. The night is quiet, the only sound that of my footsteps and behind me… panting…panting… like the sound of a dog… or a wolf.My heart pounds in my chest. ‘Run faster,’ My brain pleads. Despite my efforts, I do not seem to be moving at all. I feel as if I'm running on a treadmill, all effort but no distance.Branches break behind me, fallen twigs snap under the weight of my pursuer's feet, dry fallen leaves crunch under shoes, the sound coming closer and closer, each sound making my heart race faster and my efforts seem pointless.“Wildaaaa...” A voice sings, the familiarity of the sound making the cold air catch in my throat. Goosebumps grow on my bare arms, nothing to do with the cold that makes the air I exhale visible before me.‘I need to get away.’ I think, willing my legs to move
WILDA.Damian does not speak or look at me the whole way. His grip on my arm does not loosen either. It is as if he is afraid I might still run away or something.We walk to the house in silence, my heart beating hard in my chest and my palms dripping with sweat. what will happen to me? What will I say should he ask me what I remembered? What did I remember?Grey fur… yellow eyes… white fur… red eyes… skin turning inside out into fur… the sound of bones crushing… my father… am I going crazy? Why did no one tell me I was there? Why did no one tell me I was the reason for my father’s death?My eyes begin to tear up as my chest grows heavier. No. I will not cry. Not in front of my sadistic brother. I sneak a look at him walking beside me, eyes locked on our house in the distance, there is a troubled expression on his face I have never seen before. It disappears the minute he notices me watching him and I look away immediately.Somehow, I get the feeling he will not continue his interrog
CONAN.I stand there dumbfounded, staring at the necklace hanging off my fingers like it’s alien technology, unsure if I am entitled to jump to conclusions. So I found her necklace where the sheep were mauled, what exactly did this prove? It is a small town, maybe she came to visit a while ago and dropped it…And I had found her on the opposite side of the forest.‘Are you making excuses for her?’’ my wolf asks.Had she been running towards or away from something? The blood in her hands… was it human or animal blood? I cannot remember. Didn’t I check? Why didn’t I check?She is only human, what am I doing entertaining these thoughts? This is the work of a wolf. A rogue wolf. I remind myself. But she smells nothing like a wolf.But then again, what are these episodes she keeps having? Ending up in the middle of the forest heading to God knows where, then shrugging her shoulders and saying ‘Oh, I do that sometimes,’ as if she's talking about the most ordinary thing in the world?“Are yo
CONAN. The minute Damian is gone and I’m sure he is out of earshot; I’m flipping the table and screaming into the cushions of my sofa. The glass from the broken coffee table pierces the skin of my bare feet, but my brain barely registers the pain. My wolf, twice as angry as I am, threatens to take over. In this state, I wouldn’t be able to control him once he takes over. ‘A wolf’s power comes from control, the minute you lose it, you’re as good as dead.’ I remember my father’s advice. Control. The one thing I need to be a good leader, and the one thing I may never achieve with my impulsive personality. I attempt a deep breath. ‘Calm down.’ I say to my wolf. But no matter what I keep thinking about, no matter where I try to escape, Damian’s face follows me. How dare he! I take in another deep breath. The ring, still in my hand, burns through my palm, the pain now a welcome distraction from my anger. Something to keep me in the present and prevent my wolf from taking over. Still, m