I didn’t move.
Even as she stepped into the packhouse like death had never touched her, I stood motionless. My mind couldn't catch up with what my eyes were seeing. Every instinct told me this was real, but everything else rebelled. Her voice lingered in my mind, reverberating through my thoughts with disturbing clarity. “Where is my child, Kael?” That single question unmade me. It wasn’t just the words, it was the weight behind them, the knowledge that I had no answer and the fact that I, an Alpha, her mate, the man meant to protect her, should’ve known. Should’ve done better. But I hadn’t and I failed her. “She can’t stay here,” Astra said beside me, her voice unsteady but edged with fury. I didn’t turn toward her. My gaze remained fixed on the direction Eva had walked. The woman who vanished seven years ago had returned, but she was no longer the girl we’d discarded. “That’s Eva,” I murmured. “She’s changed… but it’s her.” “She’s a threat,” Astra insisted, clutching my arm tighter now. “You saw her eyes, Kael. That wasn’t human. That was… something else.” “She wouldn’t have needed to change if we hadn’t let her die,” I said flatly. Astra hesitated. Her hand dropped. For the first time in a long while, she looked vulnerable…fragile even. “She should’ve stayed buried,” she muttered. “No,” I said, voice low. “We should’ve protected her while we had the chance.” The words landed like a blade, and she slapped me. The sharp sound cracked the air. Guards around us paused with wide eyes, but I didn’t react. “She’ll unravel everything we’ve built,” Astra hissed. “Then maybe it deserves to unravel,” I responded. My tone was calm, but absolute. She looked like I had struck her. “You still love her,” she said, disbelief seeping into her voice. “Even after she cursed me…” “She never cursed you,” I interrupted. “She warned you. If she meant to destroy you, she wouldn’t have hesitated.” Astra blinked, her lips parting like she wanted to protest. But there was nothing left to say. We both knew the truth, even if we’d spent years pretending otherwise. “She shouldn’t be alive,” Astra whispered. “The Moon Goddess doesn’t just resurrect the dead unless…” “She didn’t die,” I said through clenched teeth. “We believed she did. We assumed. We never looked deeper. That failure is ours.” Astra’s face went pale. “You love her.” “I never stopped,” I admitted. Her expression cracked. The weight of those words broke everything between us, something brittle that had only ever been taped together out of necessity. “I gave you everything,” she whispered. “And you never once gave me her place.” “I never could,” I said quietly. I turned and left her behind. Every step I took back into the packhouse was weighted with guilt. The walls felt different now, as though they remembered what we did. The air itself carried judgment, thick with a tension that clawed at my skin. Eva’s scent lingered, smoke tinged with something metallic and wild. It wasn’t comforting, but it was unmistakably hers. She wasn’t just a memory. She had become something ancient and unknowable. A force, not a person. I passed two omegas in the hallway, both froze the moment they caught her scent. “Alpha…” one of them whispered, shrinking back. I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. They didn’t need an explanation. They had seen her too. The way her shadow moved with a grace that didn’t belong to this world. The way her gaze burned through you without blinking. She didn’t need to raise her voice to command fear. I followed her scent to the west wing, to the door of what used to be her quarters, the Luna’s quarters. It made sense that she’d go there. Once, it would have been hers by right, before fate twisted everything, or I did. I raised a hand to knock but hesitated. What could I say? What did she remember? What did she want? She didn’t scream at me. She didn’t cry. She didn’t collapse in rage. She asked one thing: Where is my child? The child she had carried when she disappeared. The child I never searched for. I braced myself against the wall. My fingers dug into my skin. That night, her collapse beneath the willow, the blood…should’ve been enough for me to dig deeper. But I didn’t. I buried her and my guilt, and tried to forget. Tried. But I never truly did. I used to sit by her grave in silence, nursing half-empty bottles and half-formed prayers. Telling her things I didn’t have the courage to say when she was alive. I’d talk to the dirt like she could hear me. Like that could fix anything. Now she is here. Alive. And judging me with every breath. Was it better if she didn’t remember everything? Or worse, if she did? The weeks after her death had been a blur of nightmares and whiskey. I dreamt of her empty eyes, her silent pleas. I had watched her die. Or thought I did. Turns out, even in that, I was wrong. She walked these halls now like a ghost with purpose. She saw through everyone. Through me and she didn’t flinch. Not once. And maybe that was what scared me the most. Because if she had returned with vengeance in her eyes, if she had come back screaming, I could’ve handled that. But she hadn’t. She had returned with silence. A silence so loud it pressed against my skull. And a question I didn’t have an answer to. A knock jarred me from my thoughts. A guard rushed down the hall, breathless. “Alpha!” he shouted. “You need to come. Immediately.” I stood straight. “What is it?” “There’s a child at the gates,” he said. “A boy. Maybe ten or eleven. But… something is off.” My heart skipped. “What do you mean?” “He has your features,” the guard said. “But his eyes… his eyes are hers.” Everything inside me froze.Her words shouldn’t have pierced me, but yet they did. My chest tightened with a heat I couldn’t name:Lucien and Eva?Those were two names that was never bound together, two fate that was never connected and yet she says that those two have something I didn’t know about.Nonsense !!I was furious, refusing to believe her shallow voice, that was who she was, a manipulative gaslighting hag, a wolf filled with deception.“You expect me to believe this?” I growled, my claws still half unsheathed at her throat.“I expect nothing”Astra wheezed, eyes wild but lips curled into a smirk. “What a blinf Alpha you are, I’ll be generous to let you see the truth through my eyes” She said, this… this parables again.“Talk damn wolf” I yelled, the pack outside must be hearing, eavesdropping on the walls but I couldn’t care less.“Temper Kael, I was also shocked that she magically re appeared, but when your not gathered by emotions you start to put pieces together”“My instincts, they tell me that
“He’s coming from you and him” Eryx said, his small hands clenching to me in fear and expectation. He was waiting for the danger, I didn’t know what was more dangerous, the cloaked figure or my son who ripped lungs minutes ago.I didn’t answer immediately,my eyes were locked on the figure in the red cloak. His steps still as steady as the cold wind of snow blew between our legs, then he stood fts from us, standing motionless, like a predator waiting for its moment.The forest around us has sensed the immune darkness that had raided us, trees talked with their movement, wind blowing beneath my fingers, and the cold snow razzling like it knew the threat in front of us.Every nerve in her body screamed to run, to flee from this environment. But that would cost me the presence of my son, the one who I had just found, that was not possible, I was ready to protect this boy till the ends of the earth.“Stay behind me” I whispered, shifting Eryx to my back, he hesitated but obeyed tucking hi
I watched her leave with that curse she had adored.Eryx shadows clinging to her like death reborn.My wolf thrashed in me, a feeling I had to restrain.I wanted to drag her back, to lock her where she would be safe.I wanted to bury his throat, to stamp on the Vernon he was touched with. But an Alpha didn’t act on impulse An Alpha doesn’t grieve and let his emotions capture the serenity. No, an Alpha restrains and thinks. Build the blocks step by step and plan.I am that Alpha, I wasn’t like that before, and only acted at the east journey, taking the route of the already made, but not anymore… I was determined to behave like an Alpha, a leader and that would be done strategically.I went back inside, and just like I had imagined, words had spread round the pack.They had known of the accursed, of the child should never be.I turned to the pack, their eyes restless,lips drawn back over teeth. They were restless and hungry for condemnation.“She shouldn’t be alive, the boy smells w
Kael didn’t stop me, he never had and I couldn’t expect him to do anything for me. I was content with what I had found, my boy, his boy, our child which he plans to cast out.He always loved the easier way out , what an Alpha that makes him.I was lost in thoughts as we both walked out of Blackridge woods, let them come ,I was more than ready to defend my child.And so they came, in an instant I felt the swift of people moving, it was so fast ,so tense that I found it hard to pace my steps.“Mother !” Eryx had called to me, he didn’t just call with an ordinary look, he called out of fear and a hidden loyalty.Just like that I saw it right before my eyes , he took action and grabbed one of the unknown figures arms. Dead blood in his eyes, I saw a child devouring a full grown abnormal figure. Tearing it limp from limb, strength conveyed in a way that even Kael, his father would’ve been jealous of.This was no child, no this was a weapon, a half breed weapon that was choked by every moti
This was all because of me, the child that was before me became an entity of hate, all because of me.His sinister politeness wept pores in my skin. I could feel every ounce of treachery spiral, to think my heir was to be the one who wants to end my bloodline, to end his own mother.“My sole purpose has been to kill you mother” he said, and my heart traded into shades of guilt and agony.“Who sent you ?” I said to him, it was evident his former allies were not friendly.It was visible in his appearance, like a younger mini me, lean but muscular with an aura so supreme it even held his mother to cut.“It is not who sent me but why I was sent “He said, that was already portrayed, his sole mission was murder. “You will speak when I command,” I said, fed up with his evil curtesy.“And you shall command with caution” he said, spitting in her face and name.It was then I knew that I couldn’t accept him, he was a curse, a mistake burned out of me. And before he could do anything to harm Ev
The gates swept open as guards came in, I heard the words loud and clear.“A child, with features of Kael and my eyes”That was my child!. I rushed inwardly to the guards with disbelief and hope at the same time. Their eyes wavered at my presence, fidgeting in fear, heads bent below and I would say I loved every bit of it.“Luna your grace” One of the guards uttered such discreet words. Luna ?… do they now yield to me because they saw the second option was their flesh getting torn ?“Hold your tracks, I was never your Luna, more like your sacrifice” I spat at them, each word holding truce, they shivered at the sound of my voice and I continued the interrogative torture.“I did not walk up here to see your fake royalties, answer as I speak, what child did you see ?”Silence for some seconds before a bolder one summoned courage to answer, eyes still facing beneath the ground.“A child, a male child born with the Lord Alpha features but his eyes took a resemblance to yours”.“Direct m