Memories

" Claire I'm home" I screamed through the silent house to my sister.

" We are in the kitchen"

Claire screamed back. I made my way to them while taking off my 7-inch heels in the process.

when I entered, my eyes landed on my beautiful angel, she was sitting on the counter eating ABC noodles and talking happily to Claire.

All eyes turned to me and I smiled at them.

My angel immediately raised her arms to me and screamed "Mum"

I smiled. yes, I had a daughter, her name is Lydia and she is three years old.

To say that I was shocked when I got pregnant would be an understatement, I remember it was like yesterday.

One day my boss had called me into his office to speak to me about my behavior outside work, apparently he had found out that I was a stripper and he wanted to discuss how it was an embarrassment to the company if anybody found out.

Instead of " discussing " the situation he came over and said," We can forget this entire situation and I can get a raise if I fucked him ".

I don't want to because I don't fuck married men especially ugly ones! However, my pay is $10,000 a month and that was quite good actually so I couldn't lose my job.

I was working long hours to pay for my sister's school fees so that she could finish college and pay off the student loan that she collected.

He promised that if we had sex he would give me a raise. which I needed because I wanted to buy a new house.

Claire and I lived in a two-bedroom apartment that we rented for $3000 a month and it was so expensive for us.

So I fucked him without a condom not taking anything precautions and three months later I realized I was pregnant.

I was carrying a baby inside of me, I couldn't bring myself to abort something that half of me. The thought killed me to even think about it.

But I got whispers from everyone.

I mean the office whore was not supposed to get pregnant but I did.

I hid it from my boss ( Mr Carter) until I was about 5 months old and it was impossible to hide it anymore.

To say he was surprised was an understatement, he was pissed that his wife would find out.

Of course I did get my raise and monthly silently. So Lydia and I are fully covered.

With stripping, my job, and Mr Carter's support money, I make about $40,000 a month.

My sister has been living with me since she was 14 years old, she was two years younger than me which makes her twenty-four ( 24).

She works at home so that way she can take care of Lydia ( my daughter) for me and I love them both so much.

BACK TO THE PRESENT

I looked Lydia off the counter and began to walk upstairs with her while Claire stayed in the kitchen to clean up.

" Are you going out tonight?" I asked her.

No, but Ryan is coming over" she said.

Ryan is her finance and to me a pain in the ass.

He was always around, all in Claire's space.

He has all her passwords to her Phone, Twitter, F******k, and I*******m.

Who in their right mind would give out their password to another person?

When I asked her she just said it was " love" Ha, fuck love!

I have never felt love and never will want to have it.

I carried Lydia to my room and she fell asleep quickly, I then began arranging my paperwork for my meeting the next day