LOGINElizabeth thought against putting on makeup, he had said dress nice but did that mean she had to look good for him. She did not want to look good for him but she still found herself applying some lips gloss, no need getting her lips chapped just so she could look gross.
Her mother was still asleep when she slipped out of the house, she has been sleeping much these days, no doubt to conserve energy. She looked so fragile and this only strengthened Elizabeth’s resolve at going through with this surrogacy thing and getting her mother up and about again.Darren was also still asleep, he had come back very late at night, drunk and had called her a coward. She knew he meant nothing by it and it was only the booze talking but she could not help but think about what he had said.What if this was her own way of running away, by bearing another man’s child and claiming she was only doing it for her mother while she just wanted to escape, she thought to herselfShe arrived at the office building at exactly 9:24 pm and was directed by the receptionist to a part of the building after she had stated her name. Elizabeth thought fleetingly about how where she was headed was not the route to his office, the place she had been led to the first time she was here before the door opened.“Come in, Elizabeth” a voice from inside called.She walked in clutching her purse like a lifeline and came face to face with him, Jason. He was looking at her like she had just dropped from the sky and she was feeling pretty uncomfortable.“Take a seat, you look nice by the way. Can I offer you anything before we begin?” He askedElizabeth blushed to the roots of her hair, muttered a no, thank you and took a seat facing him.“I know we have both agreed to the details in the contract but I would still like to go over them with you one last time before it is sealed. You graduated top of your class according to the documents I am holding.”“Yes I did”“Well that’s great, we can say you are not stupid which is a good thing.” He saidElizabeth glared at him but nodded, waiting for him to continue, meanwhile her mind was already dissecting his comment about her dressing.She looked nice, he had said.“Earth to Elizabeth, what the fuck are you thinking about?”“I’m sorry, you were saying?”“I was asking you a question Elizabeth, about how you would feel if your egg is used for the procedure.”“My egg? Don’t you have someone else’s egg in place for fertilization. I am not much of a science person but I am pretty sure that is how it works.”Elizabeth stuttered, her mind going back to all of the research she had done on surrogacy.“You are right and I should indeed have an egg ready but I don’t and you don’t look so bad yourself, your blood group and type matches mine and it says here that you have no underlying illness and no inherited medical condition. You are as fit as they come so I was wondering how using your egg would sound. Before you refuse, I have made plans to draw up a new contract if you accept. I will be paying double the money and instead of five years after, we could make it six.” He said waiting for her reaction.Elizabeth was dumbfounded at the amount of money that was being mentioned just so one of her eggs could be used. She could already imagine her mother alive and well and thanking her for taking such risk.“You are smiling” Jason notedHe was pretty sure this girl was crazy but a mysterious type of crazy. He wanted to know what it was she was thinking about that had made her smile in such a way but he knew she would never tell him.“I would have to think about this whole thing, I mean this is new and I need time to think about it.”“I am afraid I do not have much time on my hands but I understand your need to think about this new situation, so I would be giving you till noon tomorrow to come up with a response.”“Noon! That is so soon, this is a life changing decision and I would like more time to think.”“Life changing because your eggs are now being taken into consideration? Elizabeth, I have no time for this like I stated earlier, you will give me a response by noon so I can move on from this once and for all. What difference does it make if your egg will be used, I don’t see what the fuss is about.”“The fuss is that before I thought it would just be a baby cooking inside me who Is totally unrelated to my DNA but right now saying you want one of my eggs changes everything, I would be a mother to the baby genetically.”“Noon, Elizabeth. Think about it and give me a response by then.”“Fine, you will have an answer by noon tomorrow.” Elizabeth retorted, she was sure it looks could kill, the man before her would be dead already and she knew, he was thinking exactly that too.“Thank you, I would have my secretary see you out”“I can find my way out, there is no need for that. Have a great day Mr Rodrigues.”“And you too, Elizabeth.”Elizabeth got up, her knees shaky and her head fresh with ideas on how she was going to invest that much money into her mother’s treatment and her brother’s football career. She was absolutely giddy with excitement and was tempted to let out a whoop but refrained herself.“One more question, Elizabeth.” Jason’s voice stopped her hand on the door knob.“Yes?” She said turning around to face him.“You are not a virgin, are you?” He asked, eyebrow raised.NATHANWell, Leila would have to wait another day.I was discharged from the hospital the next morning and Camilla drove me back to the inn. She was quiet throughout the ride only responding to my questions with one worded answers. I knew she was still mad at me and so I was trying really hard to cheer her up which did not work.When we got back to the inn, she had moved her things to the room besides mine. Something about needing her own space and the room being available suddenly that evening.“You know, I could have an episode again and you would not be aware if you move out” I joked.Her eyes widened at the horror of my words and I almost bit my tongue knowing how it sounded.“I was just kidding, princess. I have the pills and they will be at arms reach. Nothing like what happened today will ever happen again, okay?”“But what if… I could move back in and…”“No, you need your space and I get it.” I told her, smiling.Deep down, I wanted her to move back in and to forgive me.I wan
NATHANShe is crying…God, no.This is not what I want.Pain crawled up my chest digging its claws into my ribs and dragging the very breath out of me.I had felt this before time and time again but none that had ever frightened me the way it did now.Camilla’s hands were shaking on my cheeks as she tried…unsuccessfully…to keep her voice steady. “Nathan… Nathan, please…just breathe. You are going to be okay.”“I know I do not deserve you,” I rasped.“Stop… just breathe… you are scaring me” “You are the only person… who makes me feel safe.”Her breath hitched and mine faltered.For the first time, I really did not care if she saw me weak. It did not matter to me that I was falling apart right there on her laps. All I cared about was telling her that I loved her so much and it physically hurt to not be everything she wanted me to be.My chest spasmed hard and my vision dimming at the edges.She gasped and reached for her phone with her free hand, but I grabbed her again. “No. Don’t leav
CAMILLAI thought about following after Nathan to understand what the hell was going on before I decided against it.I knew he did not want to talk about it so I was going to lay off until he decided to.I followed after Dexter however, who had the gait of someone about to do something drastic.“My partner did not mean what he said” I said right after stopping him.“I don’t know, Miss…”“Camilla is quite alright”“He seemed to have meant every word he said and while I agree that we could have handled the contract we have with Denver constructions better, I would not be letting them bully us into accepting this monstrosity they are about to build. You will all be here from us”He walked away before I had the chance to say anything else. Not like there was anything to say with the way Nathan had behaved.He was waiting for me in the car.I said nothing to him as I got in and we headed back to the inn.Three minutes into the ride and he sighed, turning to observe my straight face.“You a
NATHANIf it were left to me, I would have asked Denver to shove it and gotten on the next plane out of the countryside.I hated the countryside… I hated small towns.It had nothing to do with the people or the things it had to offer which wasn’t much if we are being honest.My problem with small towns would have to be being born in one.My mother had died after my birth… something about losing too much blood and there not being enough to pump into her.The small town I had been born into had a coffee shop and a gaming center that was majorly converted into a wrestling ground as its only hold on civilization and my father… he was a drunk.A drunk who had let strangers bury his wife and had turned her son into a punching bag.It hadn’t been long before I turned thirteen that I left and never went back.That is when I met Leila’s father and began working for him.So, you see…“Are you okay?” Camilla asked, jolting me from my thoughts.“Yeah” I grunted.“You are holding unto my hand very
CAMILLAI got on the phone with my mother immediately I landed and she had questions particularly about why I did not think to tell her about Darren and that he had contacted me.“I wanted him to speak to you first and I know how much you have missed your brother and how much you have been wanting him to make the first move since he disappeared from our lives”She was quiet for a while before I heard her sniffle.“Eric is so adorable”I smiled.If there was one thing my mother was, it would be softhearted and also she particularly liked her brother. She had told me countless times about her love story with my father that started with a contract to take care of her mother and how Darren had been opposed to it until he heard it was the Jason Rodrigues.“He is, mom and I really need to go now because I just landed in the countryside and we have to go ahead to the property site and speak to a couple of people”“Okay dear, do not overwork yourself. I love you”“I love you more, mom. Say hi
NATHANIf I was a believer in the supernatural then I would say there was someone somewhere making my life better.I stared at Camilla wrapped up in my bed unable to sleep.She was beautiful and she was mine.Two days ago… hell, 24 hours ago, I could have sworn that there would be nothing between us ever again and right now, I was so sure nothing could come between us.I was in love with her.That much I was sure of with the entirety of my being.I loved Camilla Rodrigues.I wanted to know what had changed her mind but she had only said it was something her uncle told her when she went to meet him.“You know we are getting an early start today, don’t you?” Camilla’s voice pulled me out of my thoughts.I leaned forward and kissed her full on the lips as she stretched and giggled.“You are beautiful”She rolled her eyes at me.“Of course I am. Now we really need to start getting ready for the trip”“Do we have to?”“You are not the best position to not want to work, Nathan. We need to fi







