LOGINANA'S POV
"Am not going ", I said. "And why is that ?", he asked me. "I just don't feel like going I am supposed to do everything that you say ?", I asked him. "You're coming end of the discussion ", he said as he walked away to his room. Six months we had been married and we had never slept in the same bed. It was not that I was complaining but that was not how I had imagined marriage to be. I had thought it was this beautiful thing but each day that I spent with him I thought otherwise. I know people would think that I was a coward but I had no choice. He paid for Immaculate's medication, my stepmother without him would be dead. So I would rather be miserable that see her dead. I stood up from the dining room and went in the direction of his room. Just because he made all the rules didn't mean I had to follow them. I opened the door without knocking and at that moment I thought about why I had done that. I should never have. If I had just been a good wife and listened to everything he said maybe I wouldn't have to witness another woman in his bed. "Hey ", the brunette that was lying on his bed said to me. Her skin was flawless I could not even see one mark. Compared to me we were nothing close. Her smile showed off her perfect teeth and accentuated her asymmetrical face. "Hey ", I said back. "Babe you didn't tell me you had a sister we could have hung out a couple of times ", she said and Vincenzo came from the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. I looked at his face but there was no emotion, nothing it was just blank. I had thought that he would feel regret when I saw him with someone else but he just didn't care. "She isn't my sister ", he said and my heart skipped a beat. At least he had admitted I was not his sister and I waited for him to admit that I was his wife but it never came from his mouth. How stupid was I to think that he even cared? The only reason that he had married me was for his status but he somehow couldn't admit it to the women he brought to the house. "Oh, I never thought you let your workers barge into your room without knocking ", she asked him. If anyone asked me why I was still standing there I wouldn't have answered them. Standing there being humiliated by the man I was married to. "I don't ", he said without looking at me. I could not see my face but I sure knew I was not frowning. If I was then tears would already be rolling down my cheeks. I could not let him see how it affected me, he already controlled a lot I couldn't give it to him just like that. "Can you please leave we need privacy, I've missed my baby ", the lady said as she touched him and I almost threw up. "Sure ", I said. I left the room and locked the door behind me and went to my room. I don't know what I had expected. Maybe he was decent enough not to sleep with other women but again I was wrong. The fairytale I was looking for did not exist at least not when I was with him. "Ma'am the people with the dresses for the ball are already here should I call them up to your room ?", asked Aliya the moment I reached my room. "No, I need a minute to breathe first ", I said as I sat down on my bed and let out a frustrated sigh. "Are you okay?", she asked me worry all over her face. They all knew that we were not your typical married couple it was so clear. We did not even sleep in the same room and I could count the number of days that Vicenzo slept at home in a month. "Were you awake when Vincenzo came in last night ?", I asked her. "Yes ma'am I was ", she said and I could tell by her face she knew what I was about to ask next. "Did he come in with her or did she arrive this morning ?", I asked her. "He came in with her ", she said with a frown on her face. "Okay, go and tell them to come after twenty minutes", I said as I gave her a sweet smile. "Okay, "she said as she left. I wasn't even mad that he was sleeping with her. What were the workers going to think of me? He was embarrassing me in front of the people I lived with every day when he was away. Even if they didn't say it to my face I knew they talked behind my back and said all kinds of nasty stuff about me. I had now calmed down and was ready to start trying on the dresses. The designer was already in the room and had laid out give dresses on my bed waiting for me to wear them. "I don't think that brings out your figure and it's a little figure ", Armando said as I looked at myself in the mirror and he was right. After trying out almost fifteen dresses I was pleased with the one I was wearing. It accentuated all my curves and was something that would draw attention to me. I wanted to look stunning. To enter the room and have everyone's head turning to see who it was. The smile on Armando's face said it all he was pleased with the dress. "Whoever knew red would make someone look this stunning ?", Armando asked as he pushed my hair back. "This is my color ", I said smiling. "Yes love it is now let's do your hair and makeup when am done with you Vincenzo wouldn't be able to keep his hands off you ", he said and I just chuckled.The sound of the gunshots reminded Anna what kind of future she had chose for herself. There were no longer unicorns and rainbows just scary looking men pointing guns at her . They did not care if she was pretty or smart they were ready to blow her face off. She couldn't blame them though they were protecting what was there's or what used to be there's cause nothing was there's the moment Scarface was shot . She had thiught she would feel a little remorse for him but she felt nothing. He just wasn't that important and the earth was not going to stop because he had dropped dead but it fir sure qoukd stop of she died."I wouldn't do that if I were you ",a man said being the guy pointing a gun at Anna.His name was Miguel from what she could remember ,she never really concerned that much with the people she worked with."I don't think I would regret blowing this bitch's face ",the man said anger radiating from his body and before he coukd blink the click was off and his blood splashed
THIRD POV.The soft breeze hit Anna's face as it blew her hair almost covering her whole face. The birds cheeping sold a fairytale that did not 3xist .It was not another beautiful peaceful day . It was a day that was gonna be diverted in red and they all knew that they just chose to ignore it .All they wanted was to sit and watch as the sun rose have tea then go ruin lives as people made it sound.Anna did not feel any remorse for any of the things they were planning on doing . The plan that ha taken months to execute was finally going to happen.In that moment as Neegan chuckled she wondered if he would do anything different if he was in her shoes. She didn't know what he was laughing at but she wondered how he was able to live with himself with some of the things that he had done .She didn't expect him to care because personally she didn't care. That was what happened when you involved yourself in things you knew were not safe for you . She knew that one day somebody was gonna
THIRD POV.He couldn't admit that sometimes he hated his brother . He couldn't admit that sometimes he blamed his brother for his shortcomings .He blamed Raul for everything that went wrong . He blamed him fir the time he trie fir the football team and couldn't make the cut .He was right to blame him thiught sometimes . No matter the good intentions his brother had fir the choices he made them those choices had still affected him in a bad way .His life had been ruined before he even knew what te meaning of life. Every chance of him being normal had been taken from him before he had even enjoyed anything .He couldn't even get a girlfriend growing up because of his he looked . He hated the way people looked at him with sympathy . He wanted to just be a normal human being like everybody else but that chance had been taken away from him.It didn't matter that he had so much money he could never use all of it . It didn't matter that people were scared of him because of his status insid
I couldn't remember when it had first started . All I remember when it all started feeling weird. It was my fifth birthday, and no matter how much I had tried to ignore it, I knew then that it wasn't right .In what world was it okay for a dad to take pictures of his son's junk on his birthday? I was a child, but I still knew it was wrong.O couldn't tell anyone he had said he would hurt my mom if I did. He had said that I would wake up, and she wouldn't be there anymore. I believed him, couldn't you?I had seen the way he beat my mom on several occasions, which was not something I was willing to trust. I did not want to wake up and not have a mother.I remember just telling myself that maybe we were just playing around, just like he had told me. He had said that fathers and their sons did things like this together. I remember when he did the same things with Raul, but I couldn't ask him because that was technically me telling.I remember him saying how much he loved me, and if I told
SCARFACE'S POV.How could I ever hate him? I knew it was supposed to hate him. I was the way I was because if he had taken away the chance of me growing up like a normal person, but I couldn't bring myself to hate him.He had never meant to hurt me the way he had. Everyone was mad at him, and not the person who deserved the hate.I knew he hated himself. Every time he looked at me, I'm sure he always wondered why he had done what he did. Am sure he thought that if he hadn't done what he did, then I would have had a normal life, but I never had a normal life.There was no universe where I was going to have a normal life. Kids didn't get touched by their parents; what kind of life would I have had then?He was never going to top touching us; he had to be stopped. I wasn't sad he was dead; I was sad that he was my father .I was so disgusted that my own dad got turned on by just looking at me. I was angry that he would look at a small boy and just think of ways he would use me.I hated
I didn't know how long the man had been standing there watching me; all I knew was when I realised it had been too late already.-----------The aching in my head made him instantly hate the bright light in the room. Who in their right mind liked his light that bright?My eyes quickly adjusted to my surroundings, and I started panicking. I could see a dark figure standing in the shadow. I tried opening my mouth, but my mouth was so dry that the small movement alone hurt like hell.How long had I been out for?"I see you're finally awake ", said someone behind me with a raspy voice.I tried turning around, but my neck hurt too. Couldn't any part of my body function?"Don't worry, my associate injected you with something, but the effects will wear off soon enough. Don't worry. I know it's very uncomfortable right now, but that's the process of playing with people way above your level of involvement ", the man who had yet shown his face said. Who did this man think I was? I was just a 1







