Bree woke up totally hung over with a headache threatening to blow her head open.
She knew she'd look like someone out of a zombie apocalypse movie, with her hair all over her face, but that was the least of her worries.
The throbbing in her head was borderline unbearable and it hurt to even move, but if it was any consolation, the bed she was in was just as comfy as it was soft.
Feather soft and definitely too good to be hers.
She cracked an eyelid open even though all she wanted to do was crawl in some very dark hole to nurse her throbbing head with an extra dose of sleep.
One look around confirmed her fears that this in fact wasn't her room.
The only reason she wasn't screaming yet was because she wasn't in any form of restraints or confinement.
That was a good sign right?
And yeah, you guessed it, it'd hurt like a scalded bitch if she tried.
She rolled out of the king sized bed, dragging her sore, rebelling body out.
How many drinks did she have again last night?
Obviously more than she should have indulged and that's probably the reason she felt like a long chewed and spat out gum.
She didn't want to spare a thought on the reason she'd ended up in the bar in the first place, it was fuck anyways.
But that memory lane brought to mind another that she really couldn't place her fingers on.
She dragged herself about the room as she tried to figure out how she'd ended up here.
Her memory lasted up until the time she came into Glitz, the bar, angry and tearing and that's it.
The rest was hazy and teasing.
The sheer size of the room put her averagely sized one to shame and she wondered how anyone could keep a solely white themed room spotless.
The bathroom was a luxury she could kill for with it's gold fittings and fixtures but she settled for just brushing her teeth with some new brush she'd found in the cabinet.
With her mouth brushed, face washed and unruly curls tamed into a bun she'd learnt in highschool, she was half ready to venture out in search of the missing pieces of this jigsaw puzzle.
And probably some aspirin too for her killer headache.
She turned the knob on the door, glad that it gave way and wasn't locked.
She might have resorted to that screaming if it had been.
There was a short hallway leading from her door to the top landing of a grand staircase adorned with golden banisters.
From what she's seen, it was easy to deduce that whoever owned this place was insanely loaded.
There was a distracting noise from somewhere downstairs and she knew whatever it was she was looking for, she had to go down there to find.
She went down the stairs as quietly as she could manage, careful not to make any noise or place the wrong footing as she went down.
Everywhere in the house was too bright for her poor, straining and hurtful eyes but she was maximizing the best of their visual as best as she could.
Just like she expected, the stairs lead to an exquisitely furnished sitting room with tasteful interior decorations and walls adorned with artworks.
There was something about the rich mocha theme and the silk finishes that affirmed her earlier decision on the owner of the place being monied.
She didn't have enough time to admire it all as another wracking noise came from somewhere south of the room, followed by barely audible streams of colorful curses.
She could perceive the choking smell of something burning too so she let her lower limbs ferry her in the direction of the noise and unpleasant smell.
Eventually, she found herself standing in a large kitchen with state of the art equipments and decor.
Even the utensils around the made her eyes roll.
They just had to put their money out in every trivial details probably to show their visitors that they were better off.
Looks arrogant and pretentious to her, if you asked.
Her roaming eyes came to an abrupt stop as they fell on the man in the room.
The one that was responsible for all the cursing and noise.
Damn, 'hot' was the only word that came to mind.
Standing in front of the gas stove and hauling smoking pans into the sink was a shirtless man in low hanging sweatpants with a back sculpted like a Greek god's.
He stood with his back straight in a posture and a gait that betrayed accustomed power and commendable strength.
He had a foul mouth befitting of a drunk sailor and an air of arrogance in his poise that struck something in her memory of last night.
"Do you need help?"
She asked as she watched him throw on yet another pan on top the lit burner of the stove.
He paused mid movement, those defined broad shoulders of his squaring before he turned to face her.
And boy, did he live up to her expectations, maybe even more.
Cole had nothing on this one, absolutely nothing.
He was easily the most handsome man she's seen yet and the tallest too, standing at a proud six foot four inches.
But his face wasn't the catch for her with it's angry, dark eyes and a nose that looked to have been broken at least once.
No sir, it was that beautifully carved out torso that complimented that drool worthy back.
'Sculpted to perfection' was the phrase that came to mind as she admired him.
His low hanging sweats wasn't helping as it allowed her a teasing peak of a vee line that leads to God knows what and evenly tanned skin.
The man was gorgeous, she'd give him that.
And though she was yet to find out how she'd ended up in the same house as this fine specimen of a man, she knew she was fucked.
"Being ogled is not an act I enjoy."
He deadpanned, his face devoid of any emotions.
She swallowed hard as her face colored in deep embarrassment from being caught in her not so discreet admiration.
"Shouldn't you still be in bed dealing with a hangover or something?"
He asked with the least interest she's received yet, still sounding pissed.
Well, a diamond back rattler, no fun.
"Thanks for your concern but I'm fine and I'd rather be here to stop you from burning us both to death."
She replied him with enough sarcasm to match his level of pissy, asshole attitude.
It was a surprise to her that they'd ended up together because she didn't do arrogant assholes, no matter how handsome they are.
"What's it gonna be though? My help or you're taking another shot at blazing everything in here to ashes."
His face hardened as he looked at her, probably weighing her gut.
He went back to his business without a word to her, moving with the litheness and grace of a wild cat.
It was another minute before he grunted, "just keep out of my way."
She'd expected him to say something of the likes so no surprise there.
It'd have been too good to be true if he had a sweet attitude to match all that handsomeness.
There's always something off with them.
"With an attitude like yours, it's no surprise all you are cooking up this morning is smoke and fire."
She told him without batting a lash or caring that she was the intruder in his kitchen.
She started on the eggs for an omelette just as the pan he'd put on went to smokes, again.
She doubted he's manned a kitchen alone before, she doubted he's manned the kitchen at all before for more than a coffee.
His nails looked manicured and buffed to perfection and nothing like the nails of someone who busied their hands cutting veggies all day or making complex dishes.
She took over his kitchen seamlessly, making edible eggs, toast and bacon using the ingredients he'd brought out and a few more from the fridge.
The fridge was almost empty, like no one's bothered to stock it in a while but she made do with what he had.
It was oddly therapeutic making breakfast that she almost forgot about the brooding man in the room with her.
Well, Almost.
Her box laid open in the middle of their bed while Bree went around the room, taking anything she thought she'd need and throwing them inside it.She's procrastinated this packing for a while now but it needed to be done and as a matter of fact now that Ryder was still at the office.She didn't want him to come home and find she was the only one delaying the vacation he'd taken the whole month to plan for them.Yeah, a vacation, more like a honeymoon except the kids, Karen and Issy, the new nanny, were coming too.In the couple of years that's passed, a lot has happened, none of which she regretted one bit.Not learning how damaged how husband had been before he waltzed into her life or that his plan had been to use her as pawn in his schemes to get revenge, none of it.That last part had hit harder than the rest, knowing that she could have so easily suffered for the crimes of someone who didn't even give two piece of flying shit about her.She'd taken her time to digest that piece
"You know you'll never hurt Xander, right?" She asked him quietly, and honestly, she had no idea what that did for him.He didnt know that, he's been afraid of that since he knew he was expecting a soon too and maybe, just maybe, that has affected his relationship with his baby.He wondered if she'd noticed, all the times he'd opt to hold Lexie instead of him, afraid that whatever had made his father get so awfully abusive to him might be nestled somewhere inside him.What if it was a bad trait living inside him too, waiting to grow and make him a monster too?It was the sole reason he hadn't wanted kids, ever, but Bree had come into his life and many things had changed with her presence.She'd made him want things that he had no right wanting, made him be live he deserved some good things in his life and now here they were, with two kids, one of them a boy......just like he'd been."I need you to understand this Ry, you'll never be like your father. You are a good man, one of the best
Bree knew that Ryder had gone through a lot growing up, hrll she knew he had had it tough growing up and has dealt with his fair share of traumatic experience, but abuse at ten?That was a lot to digest.It must have been so difficult for him, a different kind of hell even to loose the one person that genuinely loved him and have the other person who was supposed to love him now resort to abusing and molesting him instead.She couldn't stop the tears that rolled down the sides of her face as she listened to him tell it in that voice of his that couldn't choose between indifference, anger and pain.She could imagine him, so innocent, so small, so hurt and yet do afraid of the monster he calls father.No wonder his father snd hers had gotten so along together and had even made it as close friends.They were both bad pedophilic men, cut from the same nasty cloth.".......and just when I thought it couldn't get worse, he started bringing his friends over."Her breath caught in her throat s
Before he got into bed, Ryder had already made up his mind to tell Bree everything that she wanted to know about him and why he turned out the way he did.He didn't want a fight like the last time, that had been an absolute hell, and he didnt want to let his past keep winning.He wanted to get it out there, he needed to.This morning had shown him that, he might never be over those horrid incidents but it would be better to know he tried.And if he had to share it with anyone, then why not her? Why not the woman he was ready to spend the rest of his life with?Even though he hasn't popped the question, he knew that was his truth, he's been ready for that step for a while now and he'd ask her anytime from now."Baby please...."Her voice called his mind back from wandering off.He opened his mouth to, but the words weren't coming, his tongue sat heavy in his mouth, unmoving, while the forbidden images he's fought so hard to keep at bay flooded his head.His hand that held her close sque
Bree didnt know which bothered her the most this night between a tantrum throwing Xander who wouldn't calm down to anything and a Ryder she'd watched all day start to recoil into himself.But she'd be damned if he thought that she'd let him do that to both of them again.Not this time around, no.It was surprising still how fast his mood had swung from after she found him in the sittingroom with the last people on earth she expected to see today.He'd been okay at first, talking with them and even playing smug with her when she'd called him out on knowing they had guests snd not mentioning.But as the discussion in the room had settled more between herself and Larry, encompassing how much things had changed back home from when she left up until now and stuff, she'd noticed the start of his withdrawal. By the time Larry had come around filling her in on what had been decided on the case of her father, Nathan and Brandon, he'd been about ready to combust.She'd noticed, and before she c
The rest of the day passed in a blur for Ryder, centered around the two new men in the house and the babies they came to visit, mostly.It was nice to see Bree around other people that wasn't him and the kids, to see her around her own crowd.She needed this, he knew, because in these past months it's been just himself, the kids and Karen in her life, which wasn'tideal for anyone really.It must have been difficult for her, not having anyone or anywhere to go, especially in the times he'd been an absolute asshole to her and she must have needed someone to vent to, but she'd endured it without complaint.He hated that she had though, she should have said something, done something, but she hadn't and he couldn't even lay the blames at her doorstep now.He'd been all that she'd had here, away from her family, biological and adopted, and he'd fucked up royally.These thoughts and accusations in his head while he watched her bloom like a flower having its first taste of sunshine in a while
The memory of what happened in the bathroom stayed with Bree while she had her soak in the tub and an accompanying nice bath, making her flush every now and again.She never expected it to feel this good again, but Ryder had broken every of her doubts with how easily he'd made her body sing and how intensely he'd made her come.Her legs still felt shaky even after time had passed and she was out of the one room that now held a different memory for her.She'd worried that he didnt want her anymore since the babies came and mentally, she blamed it on her postpartum body and the scar that lined her flesh, the scar that marked her first step into motherhood.And those thoughts had almost made her hate it and herself too.But this morning, barely an hour ago, he'd shown her that she'd been worrying for nothing really.Her body ached sweetly even as she got dressed up, still humming from his sinful ministrations.The room was empty which means he'd taken the babies with him on his way out, s
"Then stay."That sentence, made only of two words, in that moment, sounded more powerful than any argument Ryder could think of.He wanted to, fuck, he's dreamed of staying, like she was asking him to and doing the things she was suggesting, but the fears he'd parroted to her were real for him.He didn't want to hurt her, shes been through enough in recent times to add that to her plate and he knew he might with how rough this could easily turn.She had no idea what she did to him, to his control and without it, he could do things that both of them would only regret later....While his head turned and tossed the pros and cons of indulging their flaming desires and fantasies right now, his eyes followed her body's slow descent until she dropped to her knees before him.She looked like an angel to him, in fact to him she was one, just naughtier and more tempting to his already thin control.Her dainty fingers reached up to the waistband of the sweatpants he had on and he just watched as
"Ryder.......please......"Bree could hardly believe the voice saying these words belonged to her.She sounded so different to her own self and that was probably because it's been a long while since she's had Ryder touch her like this.She was almost beginning to think they'd hit a drought in their sex life before this morning happened.The no sex rule made sense during her recuperation period she could understand, but even before that and then after, he'd still been reluctant to touch her in an suggestive way.It had bothered her enough to make her believe it was because she looked hideous to him now with her scars and all, but the eyes that had taken in every inch of her body just minutes ago had cleared her of worries.He wanted her snd he wasn't hiding that either.She arched her body as his fingers found her other nipple, catching it between his forefinger and his thumb and rubbing it mercilessly till she thought she'd come from the pleasure.Initially, she'd been afraid she might