Mag-log inEleanor
I always thought there was a limit to humiliation. A breaking point where the world would finally show a shred of mercy and let you crawl away to lick your wounds in peace.
I was wrong.
I stood in the corridor outside the ballroom, the last of the guests’ horrified whispers echoing behind me. My heart drummed against my ribs, wild and unsteady. The heavy doors swung shut with a muffled thud. For a few blissful seconds, silence cocooned me. I thought it was over.
Then my father stormed out, his face ashen with rage. “Eleanor.” His voice was low, controlled. That was how I knew I was in real danger, he only ever spoke softly when he was at his most furious.
I didn’t move. I couldn’t. My body was locked in place, my wedding gown suddenly feeling like a shroud.
“You are going back in there,” he said, each word clipped, “and you are going to marry Adrian.”
A laugh scraped up my throat, raw and painful. “Are you insane? Did you not watch the same video as everyone else?”
His jaw flexed. “It doesn’t matter.”
“Doesn’t?” My voice broke. “Doesn’t matter? They were screwing in our bed. On our wedding day.”
“The merger closes tonight.” His eyes, the same cold gray as my own, locked onto mine. “If you walk away, everything your mother built, everything I’ve fought for disappears.”
My chest felt too tight to breathe. “So that’s it? My dignity, my life, is worth less than a contract?”
His lip curled. “Don’t be dramatic.”
I pressed a shaking hand to my mouth. The tears I’d been holding back since this morning finally slipped free. “I can’t marry him.”
“Then Aurora will.”
I stared at him. For a moment, I thought I’d misheard. “What?”
“She’s already agreed.” He didn’t look away. “She’ll marry Adrian today. Right now.”
A fresh wave of nausea rolled through me. “You can’t be serious.”
“She is more practical than you,” he said coolly. “She understands the stakes. You’ve made it perfectly clear you have no interest in fulfilling your responsibilities to this family.”
I felt like I’d been punched in the chest. “She’s my sister.”
He lifted a brow. “And you think that means something in this world?”
The doors opened again. Aurora appeared, wearing a silk robe and a look of delicate contrition that made me want to scream. She crossed the hall to us, her bare feet silent on the marble. For a moment, I saw her as she’d been when we were little, clutching my hand as we hid under the stairs during thunderstorms. But the woman standing in front of me now was a stranger.
“I’m sorry,” she murmured, her eyes wide and falsely earnest. “I never meant for this to happen.”
“You’re lying,” I whispered. My voice was so hollow it barely sounded like my own. “You’ve been sleeping with him for months.”
She didn’t deny it. “What matters now is fixing this.”
I looked between the two of them, my father and my sister and felt something inside me wither and die. “You’d really stand up there and marry him,” I said slowly, “after everything?”
Aurora tilted her head, her golden hair spilling over one shoulder. “If you’re too fragile to do what’s necessary, someone has to.”
My father exhaled, as if relieved. “There. It’s settled.”
“No,” I said, my voice rising. “It’s not settled. You’re going to stand in front of three hundred people who just watched you two.. ” My voice cracked. “watched you humiliate me. And you’re going to pretend this is normal?”
“It is normal,” he said flatly. “For people like us. Our lives are not ruled by sentiment. They’re ruled by power.”
I shook my head. “Not mine.”
“Then go,” he spat, his composure finally cracking. “Get out of my sight. But don’t expect anything from me ever again. Not a cent. Not a shred of protection.”
It was meant to frighten me. And it did. But only for a heartbeat.
Because what terrified me more was staying. Staying and pretending any of this was love or loyalty or family.
“Fine,” I whispered. My hands fell to my sides. My engagement ring glittered in the light, an obscene reminder of how blind I’d been. Slowly, deliberately, I slid it off my finger and pressed it into my father’s palm. “Here. Give it to your new daughter.”
Aurora’s eyes flickered, just for a moment. But she said nothing.
With the last of my strength, I turned away. I walked down the hall on trembling legs. Behind me, I heard my father bark orders and Aurora’s soft, satisfied reply. The doors swung shut again, cutting off the last sounds of my old life.
I found myself in the empty bridal suite, the train of my gown trailing behind me like a ghost. I stood before the mirror. The woman staring back was pale, her hair tangled, her eyes red. I looked broken.
Maybe I was.
I sank onto the edge of the dressing table, my hands clenching the polished wood so hard my knuckles turned white. My phone buzzed. Messages were pouring in already pitying texts, frantic questions, paparazzi sniffing around the perimeter. Everyone wanted to know what had happened, what would happen next.
The truth was, I didn’t know. My entire life had been planned out for me, every step measured and approved. And now I had no script, no direction. Just the hollow ache of betrayal.
I pressed my hand to my chest, feeling the ragged beat of my heart. For a moment, despair threatened to swallow me whole. Then, slowly, another thought began to bloom.
They thought I was nothing without them. They thought I’d fade away, too ashamed to ever show my face again. But maybe that was their greatest miscalculation.
Maybe they’d set me free.
I pushed myself to my feet. I wouldn’t stay here to watch Aurora take my place. I wouldn’t watch them pretend my existence had never mattered. I tore the veil from my hair, the comb snapping in my fist. The dress I’d once dreamed about felt like a cage. I unfastened the bodice, my breath coming in shallow gasps as I fought with the tiny buttons.
When I was free of it at last, I stood in my slip, my shoulders bare. The cold air raised goosebumps on my skin. But inside, something warm had started to burn.
They could have their merger. They could have their obscene spectacle. But I would have something none of them could buy or fake.
I dressed in the simplest clothes I could find, black trousers and a white blouse from my overnight bag. My hands were still shaking when I slipped my phone into my purse. I looked around the bridal suite one last time. Then I walked out.
As I passed the ballroom, I heard the music starting again. The crowd was clapping. No one followed me. No one tried to stop me.
Because in the end, I really was nothing to them.
Let me handle the rest.”He snapped the phone shut. Lily was looking away again, her focus very firmly on the scenery out the window.He wanted to touch her. To see if he could make her melt. To see what it would take to get her to loosen her hair, to get her to unbutton a little bit. Or all the way. It was easy for him to picture her naked, her perfect, petite bodyon display for him. She was so pale the thought of all that milky white skin contrasting against his black sheets was the most erotic fantasy his subconscious had ever created for him.Two things kept him from exploring the fantasy. First, she was an employee, and that was a no-go as far as he was concerned. Second, she had serious written all over her. He didn’t do serious. Not in his sexual relationships. He’d done serious. Not in romantic relationships, but his entire childhood and young adult years had been nothing but responsibility.His mother had done okay raising him to a point, but Maddy had been a late in life s
Everything in her was concentrating on ignoring the place where Gage was touching her, on where he was moving his thumb over the sensitive skin on her hand. On the heat that coursed through her from such a simple, nonsexual touch.“Thank you, we won’t be taking any more questions. We both have some work to get back to, and I’d hate to have to fire my fiancée.” The crowd laughed softly at his joke. Lily tightened her lips to try and avoid grimacing.He led her off of the stage and the minute they were safely ensconced in his limousine she jerked her hand away from him, rubbing at the spot he’d been brushing with his thumb.“Try not to act like my touch offends you next time,” he said.She tilted her head up to face him and immediately wished she hadn’t.The impact of him, his blue eyes narrowed, his expression hard, was morethan she’d anticipated. After working with Gage for four months she should be used to him by now, but, while he was always in charge, no doubt about it, he didn’t
Everything about marriage and relationships severely unnerved her, and itwas hard to shake the anxiety that was coursing through her.“I was just incredulous,” she snapped.“So, what’s the story?”Right. Work. This she could do. Create a press release, get the right spin.She was good at this. She grabbed her notebook of the desk. “We’ve been working together for a while. We’ve grown closer, friendship, then, well more. And then you proposed last night after the gala, which is why I didn’to have a ring yet. Because that detail would have been noticed.”“Good. Take care of it. The ring will be in your office in less than an hour then you can make the announcement.”She could tell by the way he was sitting, looking at her, that she was dismissed. “As proposals go,” she said, unable to resist, “that one ranks right up there with a ring in the food.”“I thought women liked that,” he said, his slightly amused.“No. It gets the ring messy and if you don’t find it you might break a tooth.”
He raised his eyebrows. “Really? What else do you consider within normal employer employee boundaries? Gotten engaged to any of your other bosses?”“I haven’t even agreed to get engaged to this one,” she said through clenched teeth.On a personal level, she was horrified by the idea. She didn’t want to spend more time with Gage. She didn’t want to pretend to be his adoring fiancée. But if she pushed that aside and looked at it objectively, she knew that this was the best way to throw the spotlight off of Madeline without completely compromising Gage’s public image.“You’re right,” she said finally. “I hate it when you’re right.”“This will be simple for you, Lily. You’re the consummate professional.”“If you think I’m going to fall for that, you’re sadly delusional.”“What is that?” he asked, leaning back in his chair, hands behind his head, showing off his wonderful arm muscles. He knew.“You’re turning on the Forrester charm. It doesn’t work on me,” she said, even as her stomach tig
“THIS is garbage.” Gage threw the printed papers back down on his desk, his muscles tense, his entire body wound up and ready to attack at any moment.Hearing Maddy’s voice, thick with tears on the other end of the phone a few moments before, had made him feel capable of very serious violence against the person responsible for spreading such venomous rumors.It made him feel physically ill, seeing the article written with such foul accusations. Accusations directed at Madeline. She was doing well now, had graduated from college, was finally coming out of her shell and putting their neglectful childhood being her. She’d been such a quiet little girl, as ifshe was afraid to step out of line. Afraid he might abandon her, too. But she’d grown so much in the past few years, and now this threatened to destroy everything Maddy had battled so hard for.“I agree,” Lily said. “It’s not news, and it’s a shame we live in a culture that thinks it is. But the simple fact is that we do, and this st
It wasn’t the right time, it was easy for him to leave his date standing on the doorstep and go home without taking her to bed.There had been a lot of times in his life when pleasure had had to be deferred due to responsibility,. either because of his family or because of business. He was an expert at deferring pleasure if necessary.But this feeling, this hot surge of lust coursing through him, didn’t feel like something that could be deferred or denied.Her head jerked up, her dark eyes wide, her breath coming in short bursts. “That’s definitely not appropriate,” she whispered.“Maybe not, but I’m enjoying it.”She licked her lips, the slow, sensual movement hitting him like a punch to the gut. She looked down again, not saying anything, but leaning in a little bit closer, her breasts brushing his chest.Her eyes fluttered closed, her lips parted slightly and she swayed a bit in his arms. Then she went stiff, pulled back quickly, her brown eyes huge with shock.“Did you make all th







