SEVEN
CATHERINA
We all sat down at the table again, me to my mamma’s right and her to my papa’s. My sister sat beside her future husband whose sleeves were still rolled up; tempting me to look. I kept my eyes fastened to my plate, hoping there would be no drawing me into the conversation going on at the table… fat chance.
My papa had extended an invite to Andres Cruz to dine with us after their little meeting that morning and again; just as last night, the presence of his uncle was required. My brother was absent for reasons best known to him and I was forced to sit beside his uncle who was doing all he could to look down the bodice of my gown and at my breasts.
My papa glanced towards me and I could feel the disgust in his cold stare but I did not bother looking up, not because of him but because of the man sitting opposite me who was at that moment burning me with the intensity of his stare.
“Your papa tells me you are a singer.” Franco Cruz and uncle to Andres said to me.
“I am” I muttered.
“Speak up, girl” My papa bellowed.
I raised my head ever so slightly and answered again
“Maybe you could raise a tune for us?” My mamma suggested, poking me in the ribs.
“We are at table; surely, that is inappropriate.” I said frightened.
“You should” My papa said, his voice low and threatening.
“Maybe the lady should indeed finish up her food before singing.” Andres’ voice rang out.
My papa grunted but said nothing.
I sat back down in my chair, still afraid to look up but he was still staring at me. I took a deep breath and braved one look.
He sat like the god Adonis residing over his subjects and his eyes were on me; marking me, staring deep into my soul. I mouthed a thank you and his mouth quirked up in an amused smile, his eyes stating that he considered me a very odd creature.
A clatter distracted my attention from his face and I could see my brother, coming into the room. he held a knife in one hand and eyes bloodied from drinking and fighting.
“Andreess!” he bellowed, brandishing the blade.
Andres sat calmly watching him advance, his eyes cold and calculating.
My papa made no move to get up even as he could see the event unfolding and even my mamma acted like this was something that happened every day.
“Drop the knife, Antonio.” Andres said, his voice hard.
My eyes were huge as I remained sitting, watching my brother’s reckless movements. He might be really strong and a master at fighting but I knew Andres could kill him as fast as anyone had a chance to blink. My sister sat also watching with her eyes wary with concern, not for Andres but for my reckless brother.
“How dare you ask the men to prevent me from entering the club.” My brother accused, still brandishing the blade
“You have been creating ruckus amongst the customers lately, you are no longer welcome in the club and I am sure you were well aware of this.” Andres said, still sitting although his whole body indicated how poised he was to strike.
“Antonio, please put the knife down so we can talk about this.” I spoke up, hoping to reach my brother through his drunkenness.
“You take my girlfriend and my sister and now you are stopping me from the club?”
“It is my club and I have the right to stop whoever is spoiling my business. The only reason, you are still alive is because I am getting married to your sister.” Andres threatened.
“You forget yourself boy, brandishing a knife in my house.” My papa spoke, his eyes hardened to stone.
“No, it is you who have forget yourself, fraternizing with the enemy.” My brother countered.
“Put the knife down or I will put a bullet through her skull.” Franco Cruz said, quietly
The whole table went silent except for a gasp from my sister who was staring at something behind me.
I stayed still with Franco’s palm wrapped around my neck in a deathlike vise, I did not make any move to breath lest he thought that I was running away or fighting.
My brother’s blade clattered to the ground, his eyes holding anger but he made no move. I turned and watched the cold look in my papa’s eyes as he stared not at me but the gun at my temple; I could imagine he would be very glad if the man’s hand slipped and implanted a bullet in my head.
“Put the gun down, uncle.” Andres muttered; his voice low.
I turned scared eyes to where he sat, he was staring not at his uncle or the gun but at me, just as he would if there wasn’t any threat to my life; that overpowering stare that left a girl breathless and her knees weak. The only reaction from him was the grip on the knife in his hand.
“I should kill her and be done with it and teach them a lesson for threatening you. Hell, her family wouldn’t even miss her after the shame she has brought to their house. Her papa himself thinks of her as a whore, a spoiled thing who should never have been born to…”
His next words were cut off by a loud bang as warm liquid wet my face and the man fell forward, taking me with him.
I gasped and struggled under his weight until he was pulled from atop me by my brother who hugged me to himself while I stared.
“Look at me, you are safe” he said, trying to wipe the blood from face
“Get a chair for yourself NOW!” My father bellowed at my brother who left me and sat ironically at the spot where the now dead Franco sat.
“Sit down Catherina, we shall finish this fucking meal.” He said to me.
I remained standing, staring into space until I heard my name ring out in anger.
I drew my chair out and took a seat; picking up my fork. I began stuffing my mouth in a daze even as the blood dripped from my hair.
I cleared my plate and stood, excusing myself from the table but not before looking in his direction. The gun sat on the table, next to his tattooed arm and when our eyes met; his still held amusement but there was something else… concern?
EIGHTANDRESEverywhere was deathly silent after the gunshot. Mr Salvador stared at me with a look of alarm and also one of respect and admiration but I only had eyes for the fallen girl and her brother who had gone to rescue her from the weight of the dead meat that was my uncle.I dropped my gun to the table and let my arms rest beside my plate as I rolled my fork between my fingers. I was mad with rage and it burned brightly behind my eyes and in my blood. You could say that I saw red, the moment my uncle held a gun to Catherina and I snapped when he began calling her a whore.I turned to my uncle’s bodyguard who merely nodded in my direction indicating that he had no objection to his death. I still had to explain how he had died to the rest of my family but at this moment, I was in rage. My eyes darkened dangerously as Catherina was helped up by her brother, blood coating her face, her dress and hair. She had the look of someone who was shell shocked and who wouldn’t be? I had jus
NINEANDRESShe got up immediately, excusing herself from the table even as her dress dripped blood. My eyes followed her movement, waiting until her eyes met mine from behind her papa’s chair. I smiled in amusement at the wild look in her eyes but at the same I was concerned which was a feeling I found quite irritating.She turned and fled from my presence, her bloodied dress trailing behind her like in a horror movie. Mr Salvador cleared his throat beside me, drawing my attention back to him.“You shall take the body with you, I presume?” he asked“Yes, I shall” I answered distractedly as I glanced over to his wife who stayed silent beside him.“And you will definitely want something in return for the incident?” He asked.“You know the laws, Manuel.” I replied through gritted teeth, my eyes showing my anger.He nodded and then said nothing else; of course, he knew the laws. It was an eye for an eye but in this case, a life for a hand.I turned over to the sister who was sitting quie
TENCATHERINAI sat on my bed staring into space as I recalled the events of the past hour, the grip on my throat and the cold metal that had been pressed to my temple. I was still in the bloodied dress but I hardly paid much attention, the events stuck as a recurring nightmare in my head.The door to my room opened but I paid it no mind, I was in a world of throat gripping and metal pressing in my head.“Hermana…Catherina…are you okay?” my sister said, coming to my side.I nodded not glancing in her direction once; I was day dreaming but this time around, it was a fucking nightmare.“You need to get out of this dress, listen to me.” She said, shaking me.The sound of the gun ricocheted in my head as I jolted out of my day dream in shock.Tears streamed down my face then and the sobs escaped my throat“Hush now, come and take a bath.” My sister said, helping me to my feet.I passed the mirror on my way to the bathroom and bile rose up in my throat at the sight of my body drenched in b
ELEVENCATHERINAI might have just disliked how arrogant and so full of himself Andres Cruz was but right now after almost killing me by shooting so close to my head and his breaking my brother’s arm; I had every reason to dislike him with a passion that overwhelmed even me.After the doctor had treated my brother and he had had a good night rest, he went out and has not been back but I knew he was going to be fine and the hand was going to heal if he took good care of it as the doctor had said.My mamma was still in an argument with my papa over his non- challant attitude towards my brother’s pain and judging from my papa’s response to her, I just wished she would give up. There was no convincing somebody as bull headed as my papa that he was in the wrong.I sat on the couch with my sister Audrey beside me listening to the news about a drug bust and the death of one of the key witnesses to the crime.“That’s Andres’ warehouse, isn’t it?” my sister asked.“I suppose.” I answered as we
TWELVECATHERINA“My papa will be waiting for you in his den” I said, gulping as I faced the rogue who had an eyebrow quirked up and observing me with amusement again.“Will he?” he murmured coming around to where I stood.I held my ground, glaring at him… I wasn’t going to flee because of this dangerous man and I sure as hell was not going to give him the satisfaction of seeing that he affected me so.He stopped in front of me, watching my face.I kept my eyes on his, making sure to glare to show him I wasn’t scared and I did not like his presence in our house all the time.“You are blocking the television” he whispered.“Oh” I answered and moved so he could get a better view but his eyes followed me instead, his gaze intense on the side of my face.I did not spare him a glance as my gaze remained on the TV, they had interrupted the program to bring breaking news about the attack on a warehouse… his warehouse. I watched from the corner of my eyes as his jaw hardened and his eyes turn
THIRTEENCATHERINAWe weren’t expecting my abuela but there she stood at the door with a little packed suitcase and that grin that frightened me as a child. She was a tall woman for her age and that probably was the reason my papa was tall because I was sure he did not get the height from my midget of a grandfather who died before I was born.“Well, child… are you just going to stand there and gawk at me without letting me in?” she said, her mouth thinning.“Sorry abuela, we were not expecting you.” I answered, opening the door wider for her to come in“Do I need to phone ahead before visiting my son and grandchildren?” she sauntered in, stopping to take a deep breath.“Ofcourse not, abuela. I shall ask mamma to set out one more plate for lunch since you will be joining us.” I said, dragging the suitcase behind me; it was heavier than it looked and I wondered what she had packed in it.“I came over to see the man that will be marrying my granddaughter… where is he?”“He is with papa i
FOURTEENCATHERINAMy abuela insisted on us dining on the patio; according to her she needed the fresh air and also because she was scared that my mamma wasn’t getting enough sunlight on her skin because she looked white as hell.That was a lie of course but my mamma ignored her and began setting the food out on the patio with my abuela monitoring her every movement and dropping comments on how unattractive the food was looking. She always did that but then went ahead to finish and also ask for more food.I was trying to not look in the direction of Andres Cruz who sat on one of the sofas, drilling me with his eyes. I wished he would stop doing that… looking at me like I was some meal he could not wait to consume and I was sure my folks would notice his obvious interest in me which I did not want.“I shall call Audrey downstairs” I told my mamma, getting up to flee his gaze.“Do that; that girl will be the death of me with her attitude to everything.” My mamma complained.“She only wa
FIFTEENCATHERINAI kept pondering on Andres’ words to me and the fact that he was correct; I was a slut who was pining after her own sister’s husband to be and instead of feeling shame, I was fully aroused by his actions during lunch. I could still see it as clear as day, that erotic grab of his middle and the thought of how I had wished it was my hand making that grab came unbidden to my head.After the food, I had excused myself and fled the presence of the overpowering man before I did something as stupid as touching him. My whole body tingled with self- awareness as I sat close to him and when he slid his shirt up to reveal inked arm, my breath hitched in my throat. It was a snake tattoo; the one I had so desperately been trying to look at the other day and I wondered just how long the snake was. It looked as fierce as its bearer, dangerous and oddly compelling.My Abuela had a lot of questions to ask him and he answered her politely while I stared at the movement of his lips won