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~~~ANYA~~~
“It can’t be…” I whispered to myself. But my wolf surged inside me, whispering one word: “Ours.” Too many things sifted through my mind at once as I couldn’t concentrate on one thought long enough. My head was troubled with thoughts all mixed up with a heavy dose of boredom. The memory of how I bumped into my mate having an affair with another woman clung to my mind. Alpha Kane just got back from his trip the previous day. As the daughter of the beta, I have the opportunity to be anywhere around the estate working with the Ridgewood pack for years now. I turned to look at my father as he lay helplessly on his sickbed. He has spent his whole life devoted to the Ridgewood pack as the beta to the Alpha’s father. Now, I’m supposed to be the Alpha’s mate. I smelt him the very moment I was close to him. My wolf has strong abilities including being able to smell my mate when he’s close even though I’m still in my human form. And it did, my mate is the selfless Alpha of our pack. I had mentioned this to my dad and my best friend—Talia. They are the only people that I can call family right now. I lost my mom while giving birth to me, and my life has been upside down since then. “Father, you’ll be fine. I promise.” I smile, even if it feels like pulling the wool over my eyes. He gave a weak sigh, his eyes glistening. “You shouldn’t be wasting your time on me, Anya. You’re barely in your twenties. You should be out there living your life for yourself now that you’ve found your mate. Who knows if my time is near to join your mother.” I know. He’s missing her affectionately, and that’s driving him insane. I mean, it’s driving us insane. “Stop, Father.” I raised my hand to arrange the thick wrap, which could help reduce his shivering, and kissed his forehead. “I’ve got us, Father. The pack is doing their best to make sure you get better.” “Anya, don’t stress—“ he started but muted when I cut him off. “You don’t have to worry about anything, Father. I’m here for you, you’ll be fine.” I can’t lose him now, not when it’s now that I needed him the most. ~~~~~ “What do you mean you walked into his office and found him with another lady?” Talia scoffed beside me. Finding out that my fated mate is no other than the Alpha of our pack should be a dream come true, but it's the exact opposite for me right now. “I’m serious, Talia. Just my first day of meeting him, and it had turned out this way. Alpha Kane is every woman’s man. Why did the moon goddess choose him as my mate?” “Don’t judge him immediately, he might not be who you think he is, Anya—“ “That’s not the point Talia,” I started. “He will be choosing his mate tonight, that’s what brought him back fully to the Ridgewood pack.” “I know Anya, stop worrying over all these, he’s going to choose you, he’s a strong Alpha you know that, and you’re going to make a strong Luna. Let’s go for a run and cool off, it’s been a while,” she said, dragging my hand in a run-walk motion into the trees. It’s been a while since I let my wolf out and run in the woods. My wolf—Anisa will love this so much. ‘Yeah, life is boring,’ my wolf rumbled in my head. ‘We’re going for a run, Anisa, calm down.’ I let Anisa pull the shift, feeling my bones snapping and reshaping after so long without shifting. Soon enough, Anisa is shaking out her silver white fur and taking off into the woods. “She really needs this, Anya, you’ve held her in there for too long,” I turned to look at Talia’s wolf the way she ran in her wolf, and dodged the trees in front of her. “Catch me, Anya,” Talia added while her wolf increased her pace. ‘Catch them, Anisa, go after them,’ I said hurriedly to my wolf from my head as she took their direction impulsively. Before we could take another turn, we bumped into another wolf who was on a run. The hit was hard but not painful. Anisa growled in my head. The moment my eyes met his, I felt it. The hair on my body stood all straight, my feet… losing their place. My wolf went restless, pacing around. ‘Mate. Anya. Mate.’ Anisa growled in my head. Mate? Alpha Kane? I could feel the mate bond even closer now. ‘It's our mate, Anya,’ Anisa added in my head over again. I stood there, feeling intimidated by the four-foot ash wolf as he towered over me with his beautiful, white eyes staring into mine. Unknown to me, he had been following my scent and had sniffed his way towards me. His gaze pierced into my soul sending a shiver down my spine. After what seemed like forever, Kane shifted back into his human form completely naked, and crouched down to meet my wolf. With a passionate look in his eyes, and a smirk that made my heart skip out many beats, he said the words, “Mate,” with a tone of recognition and finality. He shifted back into his wolf form and immediately spiraled into the woods in the opposite direction. I sat there drowned in awe as he disappeared into the forest. By the time he was gone, Talia came back with a worried look on her face. “What happened to you Anya, who was that?” she said, looking between the wolf that just vanished into the opposite direction. “That was Alpha Kane, Talia, help me up.” “That's a beautiful wolf, Anya, you're such a lucky wolf destined for him,” she said as a smile tugged at the corner of her lips. “The mating ceremony is tonight, hurry, let's go back to the pack. Today is your day, remember?” The thought of seeing him with another lady the previous day lingered in my head for a while before I brushed it off. Maybe he's not like that. Maybe he's not what I think he is. Talia helped my wolf up as we both hurried back to the pack quickly to get ready for the mating ceremony. We got to the clearing and every pack member was already there. We could see the flickering flames from a distance of the big bonfire. The beating of drums and the noise from the crowd became louder as we drew closer. We got to the clearing and I rested my back against an old tree. Talia headed to the dancing crowd as she jumped with excitement. I smiled, watching as my only friend looked so happy today like she was the one going to be mated. Talia is beautiful, she has the beauty and grace of a goddess. I just couldn't help but smile whenever I look at her. “What is the cursed daughter of the sick beta doing in this gathering?” I jumped as the familiar voice sliced through my thoughts like a blade. I turned around only to come face to face with Meena—the only daughter of Alpha Jordan of the Bloodfang pack. She's Kael's past lover. She let out an annoying laugh, her crooked smile stretching across her face. “Did I scare you? You looked surprised. Oh! Surprised to see me right? I saw that coming,” she added, pleased with herself for startling me.” What the hell was she doing here? For over a year now, I haven't set my eyes on hers. Why is she in this mating ceremony this evening? I clenched my fist, my nails digging into my palms. ‘Anya, just ignore her,’ I heard my wolf say. “You look so pathetic in front of this gathering, you know that?” Talia’s voice rang out from the corner as she walked towards us. She stood in front of her with her hands on her hips as her eyes blazed defiantly. “So good for you to show up all of a sudden this minute, Meena, so selfish of you,” Talia snapped, her tone filled with disdain. “Oh Talia,” Meena started. “Well I didn't see you coming, long time no see,” she added with a wicked smirk on her face. “So well, poor Talia, you have a chance of being Kane’s mate, unlike the cursed daughter of a beta here.” “Call her that one more time, and I'll show you what I'm made of,” Talia hissed, as she took a step closer to Meena furiously. “Lets not make a scene here, okay?” I smiled gently, trying to calm Talia down. Talia huffed and allowed me to guide her away from Meena. I could feel her anger radiating off her body. Just then, a loud announcement echoed through the clearing. “Anya! He's here. Your mate is here!” Talia jumped in excitement as her anger vanished in an instant. “Mate huh!” Meena scoffed from the side. “Well let's watch and see who the real mate is.” Yes bitch, my mate is here! I smirked. “You bitch, we don't care what you think,” Talia hissed. “Alpha Kane is going to mark her today and you'll see!”~~~Serena’s POVI was halfway down the mansion's eastern hallway, coming back from a brief discussion with one of the pack's workers, then laughter drifted towards me from the other corner.Talia was who I saw first, talking, then Anya was walking beside her. “Anya! Talia!” I called them. Talia turned almost immediately, her face brightening. “Serenya! Ugh. Just the person I wanted to see,” she said.I smiled at her as I approached them, but my attention shifted to Anya. She had turned towards me, but her eyes kept wandering past my shoulder. I moved towards them, but I didn't miss as Anya kept glancing back towards the hallway they'd just left. Then she did it again. I slowed as I approached them, studying her without making my curiosity too obvious. “Are you two expecting someone to follow you?” I asked. Talia turned around, looking behind her before she turned towards Anya with a puzzled expression. I stared at the both of them.“Hold on a second. Have I missed something im
~~~Anya’s POV“Anya?” “Uhmph?” I turned towards Talia.“You know… you're already becoming more like Elder Marta these days, right?” Talia said as we left the infirmary together. I rolled my eyes at her. “And what exactly is that supposed to mean now? Talia?” She relaxed her shoulder. “Nothing bad,” she grinned. “Just give it a few more days and you'll also be chasing me out of the infirmary and also complaining that I'm disturbing your patients.” I laughed so hard, shaking my head. “If you keep talking, then I guess I might start today.” “You see? It's already happening! Moon Goddess! Save me.” Our laughter followed us as we walked through Shadowmoon. For a fraction of a second, my thoughts weren't occupied by some old documents, unanswered questions, or the names that seemed determined to drag me back into the past. Maybe I really could give myself a little breathing room. Yeah. Just maybe. I released a deep breath as we passed the training grounds, turning my head, a warrio
~~~Talia’s POVApparently, I noticed that there was something about chaos today…well, it had decided to be organized, for today at least. I had insisted on following Anya to the infirmary lately, and thanks to the moon goddess, no one had stopped… which they had tried to, but eventually given up along the line. Yeah. Elder Marta got tired of chasing me away, so I guess she gave up on trying. My head kept moving towards Anya as she moved, I was just always seated on one of the corners in the infirmary while I watched Anya work. If I can't watch her, I'll simply focus on my phone. And today, there was the way she kept moving with some new kind of energy, so yeah… chaos decided to be really organized. She moved between the shelves as if she'd been doing this her new job for many years. She checked supplies, and also arranged most of the herbs where necessary without waiting for anyone of the healer's or elder Marta herself to tell her what needed the doings. “Should I take these to
~~~Larry’s POVThe doors to the council room slammed open so hard enough to rattle the glass panels. The sound made Bram and Sam look up immediately from the records they had spread in front of them across the table. But neither of them said a thing. I gently walked inside after a few seconds of staring at them from the doorway, then I closed the doors behind me, while their eyes followed every step I made towards them. Around me, the room suddenly felt smaller. Good. I wasn't here for some polite conversation with them, if anything, I wanted them to understand from the moment I walked through those doors that I was done accepting half-answers. My gaze settled on Bram first, then I shifted them towards Sam. “We need to talk,” I said after getting closer to them, my voice sounding low. They immediately exchanged quick glances, of course they had already figured out exactly what I was here, silently. I reached for my pocket while I placed the symbol right before them on the table
~~~Rowan’s POVAnother patrol report landed on the table with a sharp sound. “Move the eastern guard warriors to another fifty metres back,” Larry ordered, his fingers tracing the marked boundary that was on the map. “And I need the night patrol to be doubled. Make sure there are guards watching that section every damn second,” he added. I remained standing right behind him, scanning the reports that a warrior had delivered which was spread across the security table in Larry's study.Three patrol routes had already been adjusted over the past two days. The warriors had been reassigned to the eastern grounds, and every guard had been given the same description of the strange symbol which Larry had discovered near that boundary.No one was to approach it alone. No one was to ignore any unusual movement. My eyes moved towards Larry. He was looking focused as he reviewed each report before him, asking the warrior who stood beside the table short questions while he gave precise instruct
~~~Anya’s POV“Did you seriously finish all of that by yourself?” A female wolf said to a younger wolf from the opposite side of the room, the laughter that followed was actually what drew my gaze towards the place.It was the pack's eatery.I hadn't planned on coming here, but there was just something lively with the voices and the teasing from inside that made me slow down before eventually stepping through the entrance. The place was alive, filled with the clatter of plates, and voices overlapping from every corner.Serena had messaged me earlier and told me that we should meet down here. But she hadn't arrived yet, and at this point, I didn't mind waiting.I'd been spending too much time inside the pack's mansion since arriving in Shadowmoon, and if I was really going to understand this pack so far, then I needed to become familiar with more than its halls and the guarded rooms where Larry had always wanted me to stay.That was why I didn't argue when Serena had wanted us to mee
~~~Anya~~~The next morning felt colder than usual. It wasn't because of the weather, but because of the place I'm headed to. Sterling Corporation—Ridgewood Holdings, stood tall before me. Its glass exterior was reflecting the early morning sunlight as if nothing, not even the air in it had changed.
~~~Anya~~~Maybe it was just me. But the air felt heavier than usual the moment I stepped out of Sterling Corporation. My heels clicked softly against the pavement as I walked past the glass doors and tried to ignore the whispers that followed me out of the building like shadows.“They said Alpha K
~~~ANYA~~~ I cried, letting my tears mix with the warm water from the shower as the two liquids intertwined, rolling over my body. I had locked myself unsure of how I could make myself stop and look for a solution inside the bathroom in my new bedroom cage, as he said—not far away from the Alpha’s
~~~KANE~~~ A long crushing silence stretched the very moment I had recognized Meena as my mate and not Anya. The crowd exhaled. I turned to the crowd, my voice booming, “I reject the union between Anya and me. The moon goddess doesn't have to tangle me with a broken and cursed wolf. I know what's







