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~~~ANYA~~~
“It can’t be…” I whispered to myself. But my wolf surged inside me, whispering one word: “Ours.” Too many things sifted through my mind at once as I couldn’t concentrate on one thought long enough. My head was troubled with thoughts all mixed up with a heavy dose of boredom. The memory of how I bumped into my mate having an affair with another woman clung to my mind. Alpha Kane just got back from his trip the previous day. As the daughter of the beta, I have the opportunity to be anywhere around the estate working with the Ridgewood pack for years now. I turned to look at my father as he lay helplessly on his sickbed. He has spent his whole life devoted to the Ridgewood pack as the beta to the Alpha’s father. Now, I’m supposed to be the Alpha’s mate. I smelt him the very moment I was close to him. My wolf has strong abilities including being able to smell my mate when he’s close even though I’m still in my human form. And it did, my mate is the selfless Alpha of our pack. I had mentioned this to my dad and my best friend—Talia. They are the only people that I can call family right now. I lost my mom while giving birth to me, and my life has been upside down since then. “Father, you’ll be fine. I promise.” I smile, even if it feels like pulling the wool over my eyes. He gave a weak sigh, his eyes glistening. “You shouldn’t be wasting your time on me, Anya. You’re barely in your twenties. You should be out there living your life for yourself now that you’ve found your mate. Who knows if my time is near to join your mother.” I know. He’s missing her affectionately, and that’s driving him insane. I mean, it’s driving us insane. “Stop, Father.” I raised my hand to arrange the thick wrap, which could help reduce his shivering, and kissed his forehead. “I’ve got us, Father. The pack is doing their best to make sure you get better.” “Anya, don’t stress—“ he started but muted when I cut him off. “You don’t have to worry about anything, Father. I’m here for you, you’ll be fine.” I can’t lose him now, not when it’s now that I needed him the most. ~~~~~ “What do you mean you walked into his office and found him with another lady?” Talia scoffed beside me. Finding out that my fated mate is no other than the Alpha of our pack should be a dream come true, but it's the exact opposite for me right now. “I’m serious, Talia. Just my first day of meeting him, and it had turned out this way. Alpha Kane is every woman’s man. Why did the moon goddess choose him as my mate?” “Don’t judge him immediately, he might not be who you think he is, Anya—“ “That’s not the point Talia,” I started. “He will be choosing his mate tonight, that’s what brought him back fully to the Ridgewood pack.” “I know Anya, stop worrying over all these, he’s going to choose you, he’s a strong Alpha you know that, and you’re going to make a strong Luna. Let’s go for a run and cool off, it’s been a while,” she said, dragging my hand in a run-walk motion into the trees. It’s been a while since I let my wolf out and run in the woods. My wolf—Anisa will love this so much. ‘Yeah, life is boring,’ my wolf rumbled in my head. ‘We’re going for a run, Anisa, calm down.’ I let Anisa pull the shift, feeling my bones snapping and reshaping after so long without shifting. Soon enough, Anisa is shaking out her silver white fur and taking off into the woods. “She really needs this, Anya, you’ve held her in there for too long,” I turned to look at Talia’s wolf the way she ran in her wolf, and dodged the trees in front of her. “Catch me, Anya,” Talia added while her wolf increased her pace. ‘Catch them, Anisa, go after them,’ I said hurriedly to my wolf from my head as she took their direction impulsively. Before we could take another turn, we bumped into another wolf who was on a run. The hit was hard but not painful. Anisa growled in my head. The moment my eyes met his, I felt it. The hair on my body stood all straight, my feet… losing their place. My wolf went restless, pacing around. ‘Mate. Anya. Mate.’ Anisa growled in my head. Mate? Alpha Kane? I could feel the mate bond even closer now. ‘It's our mate, Anya,’ Anisa added in my head over again. I stood there, feeling intimidated by the four-foot ash wolf as he towered over me with his beautiful, white eyes staring into mine. Unknown to me, he had been following my scent and had sniffed his way towards me. His gaze pierced into my soul sending a shiver down my spine. After what seemed like forever, Kane shifted back into his human form completely naked, and crouched down to meet my wolf. With a passionate look in his eyes, and a smirk that made my heart skip out many beats, he said the words, “Mate,” with a tone of recognition and finality. He shifted back into his wolf form and immediately spiraled into the woods in the opposite direction. I sat there drowned in awe as he disappeared into the forest. By the time he was gone, Talia came back with a worried look on her face. “What happened to you Anya, who was that?” she said, looking between the wolf that just vanished into the opposite direction. “That was Alpha Kane, Talia, help me up.” “That's a beautiful wolf, Anya, you're such a lucky wolf destined for him,” she said as a smile tugged at the corner of her lips. “The mating ceremony is tonight, hurry, let's go back to the pack. Today is your day, remember?” The thought of seeing him with another lady the previous day lingered in my head for a while before I brushed it off. Maybe he's not like that. Maybe he's not what I think he is. Talia helped my wolf up as we both hurried back to the pack quickly to get ready for the mating ceremony. We got to the clearing and every pack member was already there. We could see the flickering flames from a distance of the big bonfire. The beating of drums and the noise from the crowd became louder as we drew closer. We got to the clearing and I rested my back against an old tree. Talia headed to the dancing crowd as she jumped with excitement. I smiled, watching as my only friend looked so happy today like she was the one going to be mated. Talia is beautiful, she has the beauty and grace of a goddess. I just couldn't help but smile whenever I look at her. “What is the cursed daughter of the sick beta doing in this gathering?” I jumped as the familiar voice sliced through my thoughts like a blade. I turned around only to come face to face with Meena—the only daughter of Alpha Jordan of the Bloodfang pack. She's Kael's past lover. She let out an annoying laugh, her crooked smile stretching across her face. “Did I scare you? You looked surprised. Oh! Surprised to see me right? I saw that coming,” she added, pleased with herself for startling me.” What the hell was she doing here? For over a year now, I haven't set my eyes on hers. Why is she in this mating ceremony this evening? I clenched my fist, my nails digging into my palms. ‘Anya, just ignore her,’ I heard my wolf say. “You look so pathetic in front of this gathering, you know that?” Talia’s voice rang out from the corner as she walked towards us. She stood in front of her with her hands on her hips as her eyes blazed defiantly. “So good for you to show up all of a sudden this minute, Meena, so selfish of you,” Talia snapped, her tone filled with disdain. “Oh Talia,” Meena started. “Well I didn't see you coming, long time no see,” she added with a wicked smirk on her face. “So well, poor Talia, you have a chance of being Kane’s mate, unlike the cursed daughter of a beta here.” “Call her that one more time, and I'll show you what I'm made of,” Talia hissed, as she took a step closer to Meena furiously. “Lets not make a scene here, okay?” I smiled gently, trying to calm Talia down. Talia huffed and allowed me to guide her away from Meena. I could feel her anger radiating off her body. Just then, a loud announcement echoed through the clearing. “Anya! He's here. Your mate is here!” Talia jumped in excitement as her anger vanished in an instant. “Mate huh!” Meena scoffed from the side. “Well let's watch and see who the real mate is.” Yes bitch, my mate is here! I smirked. “You bitch, we don't care what you think,” Talia hissed. “Alpha Kane is going to mark her today and you'll see!”~~~Anya’z POV~~~The room went completely still. Talia did not move, neither did I. Even the dog, we just stayed, eyes locked into the space in my bedroom.Talia turned, her stare deepened on me from the side. And me? My eyes were just locked on my phone.Finally, Talia's voice cut the already stretching and suffocating silence. “Hmm, well… who could that be?”I moved my eyes gently from the screen and then to her. “I seriously have no idea.”Because that's the truth. How could I just get back from an exhausting journey, and now this? If I have already found out about the covenant, then I must be in danger far more than I actually realized?A low laugh escaped the side of my mouth, because yeah, this thing is actually getting funny to me.“You're laughing!?” Talia's eyes widened with terror from my side. I just looked at her with a very expressionless face and then looked back towards the space in the room.Talia stood up abruptly, pacing inside the room. She moved from the bed side
~~~Anya’s POV~~~I silently moved towards my room in the apartment, the worn paper still rested between my fingers as I stared just at that seal. My body sank onto the bed as I stared intently at it, the faded seal stared back at me the same way I did. Larry? Shadowmoon?I had only seen that mark a few times in Larry's company… just a brief glance and nothing to actually hold onto, but now, the mark was clearly all over my head, it was basically something most people would actually just forget. But now… the memory resurfaced perfectly. The same shape, the same design, identical… What could a seal like this have to do with Larry? What could this letter probably have to do with Shadowmoon itself as a whole? No. My head shook repeatedly but my eyes were still locked on it. It's impossible. Maybe I'm just overthinking it, right? Because this paper had actually existed in a different city before now, and it had existed years before anyone would realize. It might actually be the same s
~~Anya's POV~~To Beta Zain.“S.”The paper lay quietly between my trembling fingers as I stared at it. But yet, it felt heavier than that thick book that rested open on the table. Everything suddenly seemed to have disappeared inside the archive. Even the faint scent of dust and the old papers.All my eyes could see was the worn paper and that single signatory letter written at the bottom.“S.”My thumb brushed on top of it lightly. Serena. The only name my mind reached for. It came so naturally that I almost laughed at myself. But no, I don't think that's even possible.This paper looked like it existed decades ago, its edges brittle and yellowed from time, looking like it had actually existed even before Serena and I were born.Unless she'd somehow discovered the secret to immortality, which was clearly impossible… then therefore, this “S” actually should belong to someone else.But still, this sudden coincidence refused to leave me alone. Why does every path that I follow somehow
~~~Anya~~~I stared at the words that sat on the page in that book.“When the Covenant fell, the heirs vanished.”They looked completely different than what they actually meant. It felt as if I was staring at it but not actually seeing it. The sentence should have felt important to me because of the covenant, but…Heirs. The only word that attached itself to my brain and suddenly refused to go. Not the covenant, not vanished, heirs. Because only that word… it implied ownership, bloodlines, inheritance, family… things that were basically passed down, things that could actually be taken away.The statue. The photograph. My father. Serena. Ridgewood. The old man who kept speaking in riddles. All the pieces started to float in my head, without really fitting there. I could literally feel them connecting, as if a puzzle was actually fitting but half of the pieces were upside down. None of those should really make sense, not yet. But there's this unsettling feeling in me that suddenly tel
~~~~Anya~~~~My hands hovered above the notebook, still studying every corner of it.The air in the museum suddenly felt choking as it felt smaller. Too warm and too quiet. The distant hushed murmurs had faded into nothing, leaving just the sound of my own heartbeat thudding heavy in my ears.I looked down on the notebook once more. Then again, the same name just stared back at me.Silas Pacta.No matter how many times I blinked my eyes, the words just refused to become something else, different. I swallowed very hard. Maybe I was mistaken, or maybe I was actually remembering it wrong, or maybe my mind was forcing some connections that weren't even there at all. I said to myself.But the longer I stared at the name, that's when I become more certain about it. Because I knew that name. Not from Ridgewood as a whole, not from Kane, not form Larry… but from my father.A sudden strange chill crawled it's way up my spine. For a few seconds, the notebook between my fingers no longer felt li
~~~Anya~~~The statue stood right before me, staring straight into my bones. My phone was still up in the air, my eyes darting between the man on the carved stone and the one standing just close to my father. It was unmistakably him.I lowered my hands down as a sudden ache jolted through my arm. Right in this town, it stood right there —displayed. Not hidden. Not abandoned. Not buried. But proudly displayed as if everyone knows exactly who the man is in this town. While I had spent most of time trying to figure out this man's identity, he was practically something everyone looked almost every day in this city.I moved closer again, ignoring the way people looked at me as I stared too deep at the statue, staring directly at his face. He looked older in this carving, but it was definitely him. The same man everyone seems unwilling to talk about, but here, he stood looking less of a mystery and more of something to explore. It totally makes no sense right now. My eyes darted towards t
~~~Anya~~~The next morning felt colder than usual. It wasn't because of the weather, but because of the place I'm headed to. Sterling Corporation—Ridgewood Holdings, stood tall before me. Its glass exterior was reflecting the early morning sunlight as if nothing, not even the air in it had changed.
~~~Anya~~~Maybe it was just me. But the air felt heavier than usual the moment I stepped out of Sterling Corporation. My heels clicked softly against the pavement as I walked past the glass doors and tried to ignore the whispers that followed me out of the building like shadows.“They said Alpha K
~~~ANYA~~~ I cried, letting my tears mix with the warm water from the shower as the two liquids intertwined, rolling over my body. I had locked myself unsure of how I could make myself stop and look for a solution inside the bathroom in my new bedroom cage, as he said—not far away from the Alpha’s
~~~KANE~~~ A long crushing silence stretched the very moment I had recognized Meena as my mate and not Anya. The crowd exhaled. I turned to the crowd, my voice booming, “I reject the union between Anya and me. The moon goddess doesn't have to tangle me with a broken and cursed wolf. I know what's







