LOGINThe morning of the wedding arrives grey and cold—the kind of Los Angeles day that feels like a warning.
I haven't slept. I spent the night staring at the ceiling of my childhood bedroom, listening to the distant sounds of the estate coming alive: staff arranging flowers, caterers preparing food, and the low hum of a wedding that should never have happened. My phone buzzes. A text from Karina. KARINA: I'm outside. Let me in. Karina. My best friend. The only person in the world who has ever looked at me and seen someone worth seeing. I creep downstairs and open the side door. She's standing there in sweatpants and a hoodie, her hair a mess, her eyes red from crying. "You didn't think I'd let you do this alone," she says. I burst into tears. She holds me in the kitchen while I sob into her shoulder—ugly and broken, the way I haven't cried since I was a child. "I can't do this," I whisper. "Karina, I can't—" "Yes, you can." Her voice is firm. "You can do this because you have to. But you don't have to do it alone." "They're making me marry him. He hates me. He told me he'd rather lose everything than marry me." Karina pulls back, her hands on my shoulders. "Then he's a fool." "He's not a fool. He loves Jade. He's always loved Jade." "And Jade abandoned him at the altar." Karina's eyes flash. "She ran off with her trainer and left him humiliated in front of five hundred people. She never loved him. She never loved anyone but herself." I wipe my eyes. "That doesn't change how he feels." "No, but it changes how you should feel." Karina takes my face in her hands. "Listen to me, Freya. You have spent your entire life giving pieces of yourself to people who never deserved them. Your blood. Your kidney. Your heart. And what have you gotten in return?" I don't answer. "Nothing," she says. "Not a single thank you. Not a single moment of being seen. They treat you like a spare part, and you let them because you think it's the only way to be loved." "Karina—" "Don't marry him for them." Her voice breaks. "Marry him because you want to, or don't marry him at all. But don't walk down that aisle thinking you're worthless. You're not. You never were." I stare at her. The tears are still falling, but something else is rising inside me—something that feels almost like strength. "I don't know how to do this," I whisper. "You don't have to know." She squeezes my hands. "You just have to keep breathing. One step at a time. One moment at a time. And when it gets too hard, you call me. I'll be there." "Promise?" "Promise." At seven, my mother appears with the dress. White silk. Jade's dress. It fits perfectly because we are the same size, the same height, and the same shade of blonde. We are interchangeable. "You'll be beautiful," my mother says, and there's something in her voice that almost sounds like pride. I don't believe her. I don't believe anything she says anymore. Karina stands in the corner, watching. She doesn't say a word, but I see her jaw tighten when my mother leaves. "She doesn't deserve you," Karina whispers. "She's my mother." "That doesn't mean she gets to treat you like this." I don't have an answer. I don't have anything left. The venue is a cathedral in Beverly Hills, all vaulted ceilings and stained glass. Five hundred guests fill the pews, their whispers rising like smoke. "Where's Jade?" "Ran off with someone, I heard." "So they're marrying the sister instead?" "How convenient." I hear every word as I wait in the vestibule, my hands trembling around a bouquet of white roses. Karina is beside me, her hand on my back. "Breathe," she says. "Just breathe." "What if I can't do this?" "Then you can't. But you can. You're the strongest person I know, Freya. You've survived things that would have broken anyone else. This is just one more thing." I look at her. "What if he never loves me?" Karina's eyes soften. "Then you learn to live without it. But you don't stop living. You don't stop being you. Promise me." "I promise." She hugs me one last time. "I'll be right there. Front row. Watching." The music begins. The doors open. I walk. Every step feels like walking toward my own execution. The guests turn to watch me, their eyes burning with curiosity and judgment. And then I see Karina in the front row, her eyes bright with tears, her hands pressed together like she's praying. I don't look away. I keep walking, and I don't stop until I reach the altar. Marcus is there. He's wearing a black suit, his face pale and set in stone. His hands rest on the arms of the wheelchair, his knuckles white. He doesn't look at me. The priest begins to speak. My heart pounds so loudly it drowns out everything else. "Do you, Marcus Hunt, take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife?" Silence. The priest clears his throat. "Do you, Marcus Hunt—" "I heard you." Marcus's voice is cold. Flat. "Yes. I do." There's no emotion in the words. No promise. No love. Just... obligation. "And do you, Freya Vance, take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband?" I look at Marcus. He still won't look at me. For a moment, I hear Karina's voice in my head: You don't have to do this. But I do. Because if I don't, my family will be destroyed. Because if I don't, I'll be nothing. "I do," I whisper. "Then by the power vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife." The words hang in the air. "You may kiss the bride." Marcus doesn't move. The guests shift uncomfortably. The priest's smile falters. Then, slowly, Marcus leans forward in his wheelchair—just enough to press a cold, brief kiss to my cheek. It's not a kiss. It's a dismissal. I look at Karina. She's crying. And I know she's thinking what I'm thinking: This is wrong. This is all wrong. The reception is a blur. Champagne flows. People dance. The orchestra plays the same songs Jade chose months ago. I sit beside Marcus at the head table, my hands folded in my lap, my face frozen in a smile that hurts. Karina sits across from me, watching. She doesn't dance. She doesn't drink. She just watches. The reception ends at eleven. The guests leave. Karina finds me in the hallway before I go to the bridal suite. "Are you okay?" "No," I admit. "But I'll survive." "I know you will." She hugs me fiercely. "Call me tomorrow. Any time. I don't care if it's three in the morning." "I will." She pulls back, her eyes searching mine. "You're not alone, Freya. You never were. Remember that." I nod, even though I don't believe it. The bridal suite is beautiful in a way that feels cruel. White silk and roses. Champagne on ice. It's supposed to be romantic. It's supposed to be the beginning of a life together. Instead, it's a tomb. Marcus is sitting in his wheelchair by the window, staring out at the city lights. He hasn't spoken to me since the ceremony. "Marcus—" "Don't." The word cuts through the silence like a blade. He turns slowly, and for the first time all day, he looks at me. Really looks at me. "Do you know what you've done?" "What?" "You've taken everything from me." His voice trembles with barely controlled rage. "You've taken my freedom. My future. My life." "That's not—" "Don't lie to me." He leans forward, his eyes burning. "You think this makes you my wife? You think a ring and a piece of paper give you the right to expect anything from me?" The tears come before I can stop them. "I never asked for this. Never. They forced me—" "I don't care who forced you." His voice rises. "You said yes. You put on that dress and walked down that aisle, and now you're standing here like you deserve something." "I don't expect—" "Yes, you do." He laughs, bitter and broken. "You expect me to love you. To take care of you. To be the husband this contract demands." "I don't." "You do." He wheels closer, and I flinch. "Let me make one thing clear, Freya. Becoming my wife does not give you the right to expect my love. That was never part of the deal. It never will be." I stare at him. The tears are streaming down my face, and I can't stop them. "I know," I whisper. He pauses, thrown by the words. "I know you don't love me," I continue, my voice shaking. "I've known for eight years. You love Jade. You'll always love Jade. I'm just the substitute, the replacement, the one who happened to be available." "Then why did you do it?" "Because I had no choice!" The words tear out of me. "Because my father told me I was no daughter of his if I refused. Because my mother looked at me like I was a solution to a problem. Because for the first time in my life, I was useful instead of invisible." I stop, breathless. Marcus is staring at me, his expression unreadable. "I don't expect your love," I say, quieter now. "I don't expect anything. But I'm here. I'm your wife. And whether you like it or not, we're in this together." He looks at me for a long moment. Then he turns his wheelchair away. "Get some sleep, Freya," he says. "Tomorrow, we start pretending."Marcus loses his balance on the fourth step.It's nothing, really—his good leg plants wide and he catches himself on the bar—but the therapist sees it, and Marcus sees that the therapist saw it. The whole session shifts after that.He tries again. Fails again. On the seventh attempt, he makes it to the end of the bars, but his face is dark and set. When the therapist says, "That's good progress, Mr. Hunt," he snaps, "It's not progress. It's barely walking."The therapist doesn't argue. He just glances at me.I'm against the wall beside the bars, where he told me to stay."At least you're walking faster than a turtle," I say.The room goes very quiet.Marcus turns his head toward me. His face is already forming the words—something sharp, something cruel.Then his mouth twitches.Then he laughs.It's short and surprised and a little rusty, like a door opening after years of being stuck. But it's real."A turtle," he says."A turtle with a limp."The therapist is staring at us.Marcus is
I wake with my face stuck to the pillow.My eyes are swollen, my head is pounding, and the clock says half past nine. For a moment, I don't remember why I feel so wrecked.Then I do.You're a ghost in my house. You're less than nothing. I will never feel anything for you.I told him I loved him. Eight years of keeping that inside me, and I handed it to him like an offering—and he ground it into the floor.The shame burns worse than the hurt. He knows now. He knows exactly how much power he has over me.He's at breakfast when I come downstairs.I stop in the doorway. Our eyes meet for half a second before I look away and walk to the sideboard.I serve myself eggs I don't want, sit at the far end of the table, and keep my eyes on my plate.He turns a page of his newspaper. My fork scrapes the china.Neither of us says a word.An hour later, Maria finds me in the library."Mr. Hunt would like to see you in his room."My stomach drops. "Did he say what about?""No, ma'am."I consider sayi
Six weeks after the accident, Marcus stands.His hands are white-knuckled on the parallel bars. His whole body is shaking, sweat running into his eyes. It's ugly and terrible, and it's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.I can't help it. I smile. A real one, the first in weeks."That was incredible," I say.His head snaps toward me, and his face closes like a door."Don't."I blink. "Don't what?""Don't look at me like that." He wipes his face with the back of his hand. "I'm not doing this for you. I'm doing it for myself."My jaw tightens. I don't say anything."Then stop congratulating me like I'm a child.""I wasn't—""You were."I close my mouth. I step back into my corner.The therapist glances between us, uncomfortable. Marcus wheels himself out without a word, and the door swings shut behind him."He's pushing himself hard," the therapist says. "It's normal to be angry at this stage."I nod. I don't say anything.Three days later, I bring him lunch.I'm balancing the tray
Rehabilitation begins at six in the morning.I learn this on my third day at the Hunt residence, when the nurse wheels Marcus into the therapy room and closes the door in my face. I stand in the hallway, listening to the sounds of his pain—the grunts, the curses, the sharp commands to stop, to wait, to give him a minute.He doesn't want me there. He's made that clear.But I stay anyway.The days blur together. I learn his medication schedule—the pills for pain, the pills for nerve damage, the pills that make him sleep, and the pills that keep him awake. I learn the names of the specialists, the dates of the consultations, and the exercises he's supposed to do between sessions.Marcus hates all of it. He hates the wheelchair. He hates the therapy. He hates the way his body has become a stranger to him.And he hates me most of all."You don't need to be here," he snaps one afternoon when I bring him his medication. "I have nurses for this.""I know.""Then why are you here?"I don't ans
The Hunt residence is a mansion in Bel Air, all glass, marble, and cold, perfect silence.I arrive the morning after the wedding with two suitcases and a heart full of hope I have no right to feel. Marcus is already there, wheeled into the study by his nurse, his face set in that familiar mask of stone."Sit down," he says.I sit.He doesn't look at me. He stares at the fireplace, his hands folded in his lap, and when he speaks, his voice is flat and clinical."This marriage is an obligation. Nothing more."I don't answer. I've learned not to interrupt him."You will have your own rooms. You will not interfere with my personal life. You will not ask questions about Jade. You will not expect anything from me that I have not offered."He pauses."And I have offered nothing."The words land like blows. I keep my face still, my hands folded in my lap, my heart bleeding quietly inside my chest."I still love Jade," he continues. "I have no intention of pretending otherwise. If that's too d
The morning of the wedding arrives grey and cold—the kind of Los Angeles day that feels like a warning.I haven't slept. I spent the night staring at the ceiling of my childhood bedroom, listening to the distant sounds of the estate coming alive: staff arranging flowers, caterers preparing food, and the low hum of a wedding that should never have happened.My phone buzzes. A text from Karina.KARINA: I'm outside. Let me in.Karina. My best friend. The only person in the world who has ever looked at me and seen someone worth seeing.I creep downstairs and open the side door. She's standing there in sweatpants and a hoodie, her hair a mess, her eyes red from crying."You didn't think I'd let you do this alone," she says.I burst into tears.She holds me in the kitchen while I sob into her shoulder—ugly and broken, the way I haven't cried since I was a child."I can't do this," I whisper. "Karina, I can't—""Yes, you can." Her voice is firm. "You can do this because you have to. But you







