LOGINWINIFRED'S POV
"In the name of Hecate, what the hell are you doing here, child?" I greeted, swinging the door open. I wiped the wetness from my mouth. Ava stood on my porch, bent over with her hands on her knees as she fought to catch her breath. Her hair was all over the place, with a twig sticking out of one side of it, and her face looked like she had run through the entire fucking forest. Which, knowing her, she probably had. "I need your help," she breathed. "Obviously. Nobody runs three hours through a swamp at this ungodly hour because they want tea," I replied. I looked down at myself and realized I was standing there in nothing but a long purple robe that wasn't tied properly. "Unless you do want tea. In that case, you could have waited until the sun came up." "Winnie," Ava groaned. "Fine. Come in." I stepped aside and allowed her inside before sticking my head out the door and looking in both directions. Nothing. Only trees, fog, and a particularly fat frog sitting near my porch like he paid rent. "You see anybody following you?" I asked. "No." "Did you smell anyone?" "No." "Did you hear anyone?" "No." "Did you bring wine?" Ava slowly turned her head and stared at me. "No. Sorry." I closed the door and locked it. My cabin wasn't exactly presentable. There were clothes thrown over the back of my chair, two empty wine bottles on the table, herbs hanging upside down from the ceiling, and my black cauldron was sitting in the corner with yesterday's potion still crusted around the rim. I wasn't expecting company. Well, technically, I had company. Just not the kind who required clothes. "Sit," I instructed. Ava sat at the little wooden table while I grabbed an unopened bottle of wine from the cupboard. "Winnie, it's barely morning." "And?" "You're drinking?" "Do you know how old I am?" I asked. "Almost two hundred." "Exactly. I've earned the right to drink whenever the hell I want." I yanked the cork out and poured myself a glass. "Want some?" "No, thank you," Ava said, shaking her head. "More for me." I took a sip before sitting across from her. "So, why are you here? You weren't supposed to come back this soon." Ava glanced towards the window. "I ran out." "Of what?" "The serum." My glass stopped halfway to my mouth. "What?" "The serum you gave me. The one I use inside myself." "Oh, that serum." "What other serum would I be talking about?" Ava asked impatiently. "I make many things, Ava. Some of them legal. Some of them questionable. Some of them I don't remember making." "This isn't funny." The fear in her eyes wiped the smile off my face. I put my glass down. "What happened?" "Alastor has been demanding a son." My jaw tightened. "He is determined to get me pregnant. He's becoming obsessed with having an heir, Winnie. I can't keep doing this." "Did he..." I trailed off. "Yes." I didn't need her to finish. I reached across the table and took her hand. For all the jokes I made and all the wine I drank, there were some things I couldn't laugh about. That bastard was one of them. "I need more serum," she continued. "Enough to last me until we leave." "I can make more." "Today?" she asked hopefully. "It needs a few hours to settle, but yes." She released a breath. "Thank you." I studied her face. Something else was wrong. "And?" I pressed. "And what?" "Don't bullshit a witch before breakfast. It's disrespectful." Her eyes dropped to our joined hands. "Rachel's birthday is coming," she admitted. That was all she had to say. I knew. I was the only person outside of Ava who knew exactly whose blood ran through that little girl's veins. Trenton Drexel. Not Alastor. I'd known the secret for years, and I intended to take it to my grave, which, considering witches like me lived a ridiculously long time, meant I'd be carrying that shit around for quite a while. "How long?" I asked. "A month." "Until she's seven?" Ava nodded. "And you're certain that's when her wolf's scent will activate?" "Yes. Once it does, Alastor will know." "Shit." I grabbed my wine and swallowed half the glass. "That's not the only reason I came," Ava added. I raised my brow. "I can't wait anymore, Winnie. I need to leave." I stared at her. The fear was still there, but something else had taken its place alongside it. Determination. I'd seen Ava frightened before. I'd seen her angry. I'd seen her cry until her eyes swelled. This was different. She was done. "Well," I sighed, sitting back in my chair. "Then I suppose it's a good thing I heard from my sister." Ava's eyes widened. "Really?" "I received word two nights ago." "And you didn't come to me?" she questioned. "I was going to, child. You weren't supposed to show up at my house looking like a frightened squirrel before sunrise." "What did she say?" I smiled. "Mount Hecate will take you." Ava froze. "And Rachel?" "Both of you." Her lips parted. "The Elders agreed?" "They did." "Oh, Goddess." Her hands flew over her mouth. "You'll be granted refuge among the White Witches. Nobody enters our territory without permission, and I don't give a flying broomstick how many wolves Alastor Drexel has. He won't march onto Mount Hecate and take you." Tears filled her eyes. "Winnie..." "Don't cry. I hate crying." A tear rolled down her cheek. "For fuck's sake." I got up and wrapped my arms around her. She hugged me tightly. "Thank you." "You're welcome." "Thank you so much." "Yes, yes. I'm wonderful. Tell me something I don't know." She laughed through her tears. That was better. I released her and returned to my chair. "We leave in a fortnight." Her smile disappeared. "No." "What do you mean, no?" I asked. "I don't have a fortnight." "Ava, moving you and a child across that distance without your psychopath mate finding out isn't the same as taking a stroll through the fucking woods." "I know." "We need supplies. Transportation. Protection spells. I have to contact my sister. The Elders need to know when we're arriving." "I know." "And you have a child." "I know, Winnie!" Ava snapped. I stared at her. She took a breath. "I'm sorry." "Don't apologize. Just stop saying you know when you're clearly about to tell me something stupid." "I need to leave in three days.""Yes," I said. "You should have."My chest tightened, but again, there was no mate bond forcing the feeling. It belonged entirely to me.His jaw flexed. "I should have chosen you the first time he hurt you. I should have chosen you when he dragged you away from your father. I should have chosen you every damn time I walked into that dining hall and saw what he'd done, instead of waiting until he was finished because I was too much of a coward to face him."I stared at him.I had waited years to hear those words, and now that they had finally come, I didn't feel victorious.I just wished he'd said them when they could have mattered."It's too late, Trent.""I know." He wiped his face and looked at me. "But I'm going to do better."I almost told him there wasn't going to be another chance.By tonight, Rachel and I would be gone.By the time Trenton realised what I had done, Opal would already have my daughter far from this place, and Ashley would be on Kennedy's back as we ran towards W
I held my breath, ready for Trenton to fight me on this just like he had since the moment I rejected him. I expected questions, excuses, maybe even another speech about how the Moon Goddess had made us mates for a reason and we shouldn't throw away something sacred.Instead, he wiped the tears from his face and straightened himself. "OK, Ava. I will.""OK?" I stared at him, wondering if I'd heard him correctly."I realised that I haven't been a good mate to you either, and you're right about everything." He took a deep breath, but it shook on the way out. "I have never put you first in anything since the day we met. Not once. But that changes today."Something in his expression made me nervous.Not because I thought he would change his mind, but because for the first time ever, Trenton wasn't trying to defend himself.He wasn't defending Alastor either."I, Trenton Alexander Drexel, accept your rejection, Ava-Rose Redclaw."The pain hit him before I even had time to react.Trenton's h
Trenton returned with the healer before we could say anything else. The old doctor didn't look particularly shocked by Ashley's condition, probably because he'd spent his entire life in a pack where powerful men hurting women had become far too normal."He's not touching me," Ashley protested."It's fine, Ashley. Opal and I are right here with you. We're not going anywhere."I understood why she didn't want a man to look at her, but the healer was all we had at the moment.She finally relaxed. Opal held her hand while the healer examined and treated her injuries. He then gave her something for the pain before examining her more carefully."You're healing so slowly, almost like a human," he pointed out. "What happened to your wolf?"Ashley was tight-lipped. She shifted her gaze away from the man."That will be all for now," I said.The healer looked at me but didn't argue. He closed his case, bowed and left the room, but Trenton remained, his attention returning to Ashley. After studyi
I didn't go to the gates to watch Alastor leave. I hadn't watched him head off on one of his hunts in seven years, so suddenly showing up to see him off would have been suspicious. Instead, I stayed inside and listened for the horns to blow, signalling that Alastor and his men were heading towards the border. Once he crossed out of Drexel Forest territory, most of the warriors escorting him would turn around and return, leaving only the men he had chosen for the hunt to continue through the woods towards the human town.I waited until the sound of the horns faded into the distance before heading to Rachel's room. When I entered, she was sitting on the floor playing with her dolls, completely unaware that tonight would be the last night she ever saw this room."Mama!" she laughed, jumping to her feet and running towards me.I caught her in my arms and held her a little tighter than usual while the nanny bowed and quietly left the room, giving me some time alone with my daughter."How's
I wanted to shove at Alastor's chest and tell him to get off me, but after two hours, I didn't have the energy to bother. My thighs had been forced apart for so long that they felt frozen in that position. They had burned at first, but somewhere along the way, the pain had faded into numbness.Pain and I had become old acquaintances over the years. My father used to say I had an unusually high tolerance for it, although I doubted this was what he had in mind when he said it. I had learned how to breathe through pain, how to wait for it to pass and, most importantly, how not to give Alastor the satisfaction of knowing when something hurt.He finally moved away from me and fixed his zipper as casually as if he'd just finished breakfast. I remained against the vanity for a moment, waiting for the feeling to return to my legs while he adjusted his clothes."I'm leaving in a few minutes," he said, reaching over to move a stray piece of hair from my forehead. "Alpha Roland's daughter will b
AVA-ROSE'S POVThe Drexel Forest Pack had been gloomy in the days leading up to my great escape. The sky was dark during the days and even darker at night, with thick grey clouds hanging over the forest as though the sun and moon had finally grown tired of this miserable place.I couldn't blame them.I read Winnie's note a few more times before tossing it into the fireplace.The Witch Elders said no.I cared zero what those Witch Elders said. Ashley was coming with me. The only problem was that I had no idea how the hell I was going to sneak her out of Sharptooth territory. Her wolf was bound, which meant she couldn't shift and run, and I couldn't exactly stroll onto Alpha Roland's land and ask him if I could borrow his daughter indefinitely.Opal was my only connection to Ashley, and somehow, I had to find a way to get a message to her and have Ashley meet us somewhere without anyone becoming suspicious. It sounded simple when I thought about it like that, except it wasn't simple at
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I slipped out of my heels and quietly pushed the door open. The room was a little dark, but my were-vision assisted me with finding my way around the pink room. I stepped on something sharp. I swallowed my yelp and paused, waiting for the sting to subside. I peered down and removed the Lego piece a
I wasn't always this unhappy. I was a happy child who grew up in a happy home. Memories of my childhood were what kept my belief that happiness existed. Because now, at 32, happiness is nothing but a distant memory. My father, Adam, was a wise man. He taught me we are humans first and beasts last.







