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CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED & THIRTY-EIGHT: HAUNTED BY MY SINS.

Author: Blu
last update Last Updated: 2025-04-20 07:00:35

AXEL'S POV:

I woke to suffocating blackness.

No ceiling. No walls. No floor. Just an endless void of shadow pressing in from every angle. The silence was unnatural—like even time itself had forgotten how to move here. There was no scent, no breeze, no sound of breathing, not even mine.

My body jerked upright, muscles instinctively coiling as I snapped into defense mode. “Hello?” I called. It echoed—but not outward. It rebounded inwards, through my skull, vibrating against bone like it was mocking me.

Nothing answered.

The silence wasn’t just still—it was cruel. The kind that watches. The kind that waits. I stayed crouched, straining to hear anything. A footstep. A breath. A whisper. Anything.

But there was nothing.

I don’t know how long I stayed like that—seconds, minutes, hours. Time didn’t exist here. All I had were my thoughts, and they came quickly, too loud in the nothingness. "

Where the hell am I? Am I dead? Did someone drug me? Is this real?"

I paced in a circle I couldn't e
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