Axel
I’m balls deep in Trixie, but I can’t come. I’ve tried everything, from domination to trying different positions, but nothing’s working. And if we can’t come, we can’t know for sure whether we’re True Mates.
We’ve tried tilted missionary to get her G-Spot singing. I put her in my lap, but my legs went to sleep. We explored something she called “The Amazing Bee,” where she was on top, squatting, which was supposed to allow me to explore different kinds of thrusts. But Trixie said my cock kept jamming against her cervix and it hurt, so she couldn’t climax.
It might seem like no great loss. After all, we’re friends, but we don’t love each other. We’re not even particularly attracted to each other. We’re here because we got to talking about True Mates, and how you could know that person, the other half of your soul, your whole life and never know they were the mate to both your wolf and your human if you never fucked them.
I have my suspicions that you’d know it somehow, that you couldn’t help but feel a soul-bond even without fucking, though you might not know what it was. But you don’t get a True Mate mark until you come together—
literally. We were both bored and horny, so we thought we’d try it out and make sure. If it turned out we were True Mates, we’d laugh about how we were right in front of each other all along.
I’ve heard fucking a True Mate is like nothing else in the world, and seeing as how today we can’t even reach the finish line, I’m guessing that once again, I’ve struck out.
It’s entirely possible that I don’t have a True Mate. In fact, most wolves don’t. Just because I’m the Alpha of the Jacksonville pack, that doesn’t increase my chances. I inherited the position, but it wasn’t magically ordained. If the older wolf who challenged me soon after I took over had won, he’d be Alpha right now, not me. Fate doesn’t choose a pack’s Alpha.
Finally, Trixie shakes her head. “This isn’t working, boss. I’m going to head home and finish up with my vibrator.”
“You can use your fingers while you’re here,” I say, squeezing one of her little tits.
“Nah. I need a shower, anyway.” She climbs off of me, and my cock lands with a sticky, wet splat against my belly. “Maybe next time.”
“Sure,” I say, peeling off the condom and tossing it. We both know there won’t be a next time. Our connection doesn’t work, just like none of the other empty lays have worked. Even when I come, it’s a disappointment
when I look down and find my arm unmarked, when I feel nothing but the usual release of emptying my seed. No True Mate by my side to lead the pack. No heir to take over when I’m gone.
After Trixie leaves, I pick up my phone from the chipped-wood bedstand and see I missed a text. I’m thankful for the distraction—until I read the message. Then, my blood turns white-hot.
It’s a text message from one of my wolf scouts, a guy named Tiva.
The vampires struck again. Six injuries. No fatalities… Yet.
I let out a low growl and snatch up my clothes. I’ve had just about enough of these fucking vampires. Taking a few deep breaths calms my anger. I direct a glare out the front window to my pack’s wet little corner of Jacksonville, Florida.
A half-inch of water covers the road, as usual. At least we didn’t get another mega-flood last night. Like many of Jacksonville’s homes, the dull beige-colored house across from mine has boards over the windows. It’s uninhabitable. Since my small house stands ever so slightly uphill from the houses across the street, I was spared from the last great flood. The house has miraculously remained intact despite the endless storms that hit this region, though I’ve spent way too damn many hours replacing shingles, shutters, and carpet.
I may be our pack’s Alpha, but the bayous, swamps, and rivers are the land’s true kings.
I squeeze my phone nearly to the breaking point, hoping to channel some of the rage I feel. “Fucking vampires,” I mutter through gritted teeth. Fuck them and their bloodlust and lack of respect for our boundaries. Six of my pack are injured. At least no one died—this time.
Anger burns in my chest as I remember what happened the last time the bloodthirsty motherfuckers struck. My Second—the wolf with whom I’d explored, romped, and played with as a pup and adventured with as an adult—was killed.
Life without Phoenix has been brutal. We were always together— fighting side by side, covering each other’s back, or whooping it up in the bars at night. Now he’s dead.
They’re going to fucking pay.
Fully intending to storm their lair and exact justice, I shove my phone in my pocket, don my clothes, and head out of the bedroom. On the way out, I shove my feet into my leather boots and kick open the screen door.
The door whacks against the side of the house with a satisfying crash, probably shaking loose a few ash-gray flakes of paint. One of these
days, I’m going to have to re-paint this house. But that day is not today. Today, I’ve got bloodsucker ass to kick.
“Temper, temper,” comes a voice to my right.
I spin to find Ama, my new Second in Command, spread out on the porch swing, with one leg resting on the cushioned arm. Short and muscular, she reclines on the swing with her onyx hair draped over one shoulder and her left tit.
She lowers the supernatural gossip rag she’s been reading and rests it in her lap. “Where you off to in such a fury?”
“The vamps struck again,” I snap, fury pounding in my temples.
“Shit,” Ama says, removing her leg from its comfortable position and sitting up straight. “Who’s dead?” She finger-combs the long strands of hair still trailing along the front of her torso. It’s a gesture she resorts to when she’s agitated or nervous.
“No one, this time.”
“And you’re going to go kick some ass, am I right?” She stands and sashays toward me, placing her small hand on my bicep.
The too-familiar gesture makes me tense.
Ama regards me through thick black lashes. “Do you think it’s wise to go off all half-cocked like this? Shouldn’t you think things through?”
“You’re probably right, but fuck that. I’m sick of this shit.” I step back from her, and her hand drifts to her side.
She sighs the way she always does when I rebuff her affection. “You know,” she begins, licking her lips. “If you’d take a mate, you’d be the strongest wolf in southeast territory. No one would fuck with our pack.”“This again.” I tromp to the porch steps and lower myself onto them, with my booted feet two steps down.The air outside is sultry and thick, like clotted cream, bringing instant sweat to my limbs and neck. Holding my head in my hands, I consider her words. Of course I need a mate. I’m already thirty, for fucks’ sake. I should have mated years ago when I became Alpha of the Jacksonville pack. I just haven’t found the right partner. Holding out hope for a True Mate is a romantic notion that I should have outgrown a long time ago. A True Mate is like a soul mate to a human. It’s a wonderful thing, but you don’t waste your life waiting for one to show up. True Mates are rare. Most of the other Alphas in the country don’t have them. They chose partners who were strong, cunning,
Several gators slide beneath the swamp surface, leaving a rippling wake where eyes once watched me.“You have a True Mate.”My chest constricts, and excitement races through me. All those years of holding out weren’t for nothing after all.“Who is she?” I ask. “And where do I find her?”“She is a wolf named Luna. Look around you, and you will findher.”“Luna?” I scratch my head, trying to remember if I’ve heard thename mentioned in any meetings with other packs. I know all the Jacksonville wolves, of course, and she’s not among them. The only other wolves in the area are the poacher triplets who like to hunt on our territory to piss me off instead of finding unclaimed land to hunt. But that’s a different story, and those fuckers are thugs who definitely don’t carry a delicate wolf name like Luna.I try it out in my mind. Luna.It’s the perfect wolf name, beautiful and ethereal, like a morning glory or a moth.And here I am, waxing poetic at just a name. Since having my dick balls de
That’s my name.I like the sound of it hissing across the water and into the mossy trees, like a secret only the swamp knows.“I’m coming, Mama,” I shout as I sprint through the boggy landscape. If Mama took care of me growing up, that slowly changed after I came of age until now our roles have reversed. I take care of Mama now. So that’s what I gotta do right now, when she’s shrieking like a panther. Pushing through the underbrush, shoving aside branches, I come face to face with a terrifying sight.A panther is attacking my mother’s human form.I don’t think about it. I pitch the fish into the glade, shift into my wolfskin, and launch my body at the big cat. It drops Mama to fight back. Success! My canine teeth snarl and snap, trying to get purchase on the feline’s neck. I manage to sink my teeth into the puma and rip some of the skin from muscle with several mighty shakes of my head.It’s enough. The panther lets out an ear-shattering snarl and turns tail. As it takes off into the
LunaThe second we emerge from the safety of the bayou, my instincts soar into high alert. Instead of being surrounded by pine-oak and tupelo trees and picking my way through the inkberry or Joe-Pye weed, I find myself on a road, which I’ve only seen from a distance. Up close, they’re bleached-out, hard surfaces with the texture of a dried alligator carcass.Cars zoom past at alarming speeds. When trekking through the swamp, I’d heard the distant sounds of these beasts and seen them from afar, but up close, the rectangular metal boxes are bigger than a swamp monster and even more intimidating. I stop and shake my head, unwilling to take a step into this foreign land and be trampled by one of their metal monstrosities.“Oh, for fuck’s sake,” Ama mutters. “Has Axel made a mistake orwhat?”“What do you mean?” I ask, grabbing her sleeve.“I didn’t say a thing,” Ama says. She steps onto the hard surface ofthe road, yanking on my wrist.I plant my feet and turn to look behind me.We dropp
“Why do you need all these buildings if you don’t live in them?”“You’re literally dumber than a rock,” Ama says. “We choose to live in the real world. The real world has stores.”“I’ve never been to a store,” I say, feeling a little tendril of excitement growing inside me.“Shocking,” Ama says. “Seeing as how you’re basically a bog hag who knows nothing except how to wrestle alligators and catch fish. Nowstop asking so many questions. You’re making my head hurt.”Despite her nastiness, I let the first smile I’ve felt all day form on my face. Things are bad, but that doesn’t mean there’s not good in the world. Mama never let me come to town, even when she went to get supplies every few seasons. She said it wasn’t safe. But I don’t feel scared today. The cars are a little intimidating, but they seem to follow predictable patterns when I watch them on the road, and I think I can escape them if I stay out of their way, like Ama said.I’m too busy marveling at all the newness around me t
I nod, wondering how to use the bottles. Of course Mama and I washed ourselves. Sometimes we stood in the rain, especially in summer when it was hot out and the rain chased off the bugs for a few minutes. In winter, we collected rainwater and heated it over the fire to have a warm bath, standing outside and rubbing ourselves with a wet rag that we dipped into the water to rinse. I decide this isn’t so different, except the rain comes from the wall and the bottles must be used to squirt more water on myself.“We’ll be right here. Holler when you’re done.” Lewis nods and backs away, shutting the door behind him.I’d like to go check on Mama, but there are no windows to escape. Since I’m curious about the shower, I peel off the moss and rags and step under the falling water. A gasp of pleasure escapes my lips. It’s warm, and it covers my whole body at once instead of just a bit dribbling from a rag while I stand outside, hurrying to clean myself before I freeze my buns off. This… This is
It’s not an option. Though we haven’t formed the True Mate bond, that comes before even my Second.“Enough!” I growl, and both werewolves still.That’s a good sign. Luna recognizes my stature as an Alpha, even though she hasn’t been bonded with the pack, which means she’s submissive. And she might be diminutive, but she’s tough… Although I’mnot sure what kind of person just shifts in broad daylight and attacks another person with no provocation.The females shift back to human. Both of them now sport a few scrapes, but they’re intact for the most part. They’re also naked, their clothes lying in tatters on the floorboards. I’ve seen all my wolves without clothes before and after hunts, so nudity is hardly notable, but damn… Maybe it’s because she’s my True Mate, but seeing Luna for the first time makes my cock jerk inside my jeans like I’m the damn teenager. But I don’t have time to admire my new mate because there’s always another fucking fire to put out around here.The shewolves sc
As we looked for Luna in the weeks after my visit to Sterlina, I’d asked old man Waters about wolves who might have left the pack before I became Alpha, and he mentioned a murder and the disappearance of the man’s wife. In itself, death isn’t any more rare among werewolves than it is humans. We live rough lives, have hot tempers, and can turn into viciousanimals at the drop of a hat. What’s rare is a woman choosing to leave the pack bond and set out as a lone wolf instead of grieving with the pack.But once the pack bond is severed, a lone wolf is just that—alone. She chose to cut ties with the pack, and they respected her decision. No one knew she was carrying a child… Until now.“We can discuss this later,” I say to Luna at last. “Tonight, I’d like to introduce you to the pack.”Her eyes go wide, and she crosses her arms over her chest, her lip jutting out in defiance. “I don’t want to.”“Why wouldn’t you want to meet the pack?” I ask, confused.“They’re not my pack,” she says, her
Callan and Ethan position their shoulders against the door, crouched between Axel’s and Warrick’s spread legs. Water has begun seeping across the floor, leaking from under the door dining room door as well as the front door.“On three,” booms Axel. “One, two, three.”They grunt, straining against the door as it gives a couple of inches. Small waves slosh against Ethan’s and Callan’s knees on the floor. “On, three,” Axel commands again. “One, two, three.”They get a few more inches of space in the door.“One more shot, and we got it,” he says. “Ready?” The other men nod.“One, two, three,” he roars, as if priming himself for the ultimate exertion.This time the door opens wide.Warrick, Axel, Ethan, and Callan move away from the door. Water rushes out, since apparently the dining room is more flooded. Water drips from Callan and Ethan as they stand. The drips echo into the water sloshing up to their ankles.Borris rushes into the room as much as one can run while splashing through wat
LunaWarrick, Ethan, Callan, Axel, and I sit around Axel’s kitchen table, drinking beer and talking, trying to ignore the storm gathering strength outside and hoping it won’t be a big one.Warrick and Axel are already talking pack strategy, Axel filling in the new Second about pack laws. Even though Warrick can’t officially start until we’re sworn in, Axel sharing the details is a sign of trust that goes a long way. Instead of growling and snapping, Warrick is soaking it up like a sea sponge. It’s good to see them working together instead of tearing at each other’s throats.Callan nudges me under the table with his feet, bringing my attention to him. He gives me a smile and a wink that makes my heart flip, then takes a swig of his beer. My whole belly fills up with warmth. Ethan squeezes my hand on the other side. I want to stay this way forever, but a loud banging on the front door interrupts.“That doesn’t sound good,” Axel said, pushing up to his feet. “Must be an emergency for som
LunaI’m still humming with the bliss of orgasm and the satisfaction my wolf feels at being claimed by Axel when I look up and see three hulking shapes standing in the doorway.“Oh,” I cry, scrambling up right on Ama’s dead body.Axel sucks in a breath, and I realize he’s still knotted up inside me. “What are you doing here?” I ask the triplets.“We got worried about you,” Ethan says. “We thought something might have happened to you.”“And now we can see that something did happen to you. He happened to you.” Warrick steps through the doorway and charges toward us as if he’s going to fight with Axel again. I wince when Axel pulls the swollen base of his cock from me, stepping in front of me to block Warrick’s path.“Wait,” I cry, leaping to my feet and darting between the two men. “Axel saved my life.”Warrick halts, eyes the dead wolf, and then turns to us. His gaze sweeps my bruised, battered body, covered with bumps and scrapes. “What happened?” he demands.“Ama tried to kill me,” I
AxelSomething is wrong. I can feel it somehow, even though Luna hasn’t sworn into the pack, so we don’t share the pack bond. But we still share some other bond, a curse that ties me to her no matter how much I deny it. My wolf frets inside me, sure that something is not right.I sigh and try to focus again, piling sandbags along the edge of Kato’s backyard to keep the water at bay. Luna finally got it through my thick head that she’s with them now, not me. She wants nothing to do with me. She’s got three thugs protecting her, and even though they’re worthless wastes of wolf skin, they’re not going to let anyone touch her. They’d rip anyone’s head off who tried. It’s a miracle they put up with me as long as they did. If I’d understood how things were, I would have walked away before. But I listened to my wolf, and I sure as fuck suffered enough for it. I don’t need to go running to her house now. I never want to set foot in that place again.But the little voice in the back of my mind
LunaThe tempest is on its way, and I think it’s going to tear me from everyone and everything, just like in my dream. The winds are howling, screaming through the rafters, whistling through the telephone poles. Axel hasn’t stopped by to make sure we’re safe, even though I put my name on his list like he asked. He’s supposed to tell us where to go if things get worse. We’re not safe—we never even got the shutters on. The triplets are frantically trying to get them up before the worst of it hits.While they’re busy, I decide to run back to Axel’s and get the emergency plan myself, since he was too mad to bring it to me. Head down, raincoat wrapped around my body and tied securely at the waist, I power through the wind that nearly takes me off my feet. When I get to his porch, I have to pry open the screen door with both hands. I don’t bother knocking, just hurl myself inside and release the door, afraid it’ll knock me out if it hits me.“Axel? That you?” comes a dreaded, familiar voice
We sit in silence for a minute, and I try to ignore the weight and heat of Luna’s body in my lap. “Have you always been mean?” she asks after a while.“Nah, not always,” I say. “I thought I loved a woman once—the first woman I ever fucked. But I was just a pup like you—even younger. I didn’t know better.”“Better than what?”“I must’ve been sixteen, and she was twenty-four, twenty-five.”“So?” Luna says. “I’m eighteen, and you guys are twice my age.”“But it’s different with you.” I bunch her flying hair in my hand and hold it behind her head.“How so?” she asks, staring up at me with open curiosity.“I don’t know.” I shrug. “It just is. You’re fucking irresistible.”I like how with her, there’s no games. She doesn’t know to play coy, to hide what she truly wants and pretend to be what someone else wants until she has him reeled in. She’s just herself, our luscious little Luna, and that’s a thousand times more enticing than any put-on air.“What happened with the older woman?” Luna as
EthanThe wild winds have already begun testing the roof’s mettle, so after the hunt, I start gathering my tools to work on it. This storm’s going to be a bitch. The clouds look like bloated cows, and every body of water has white-capped waves. Mother Nature’s serving us up one whale of a weather front—for the millionth time this decade. We just can’t catch a break around these parts.“What are you doing?” Luna asks, watching me as I buckle on my tool belt.“Gonna go make sure your pretty little house doesn’t flood,” I say,smiling down at her. “Secure the shingles and add shutters to the windows.” “Can I come?”I open my mouth to say no, she’ll ask too many questions and slow me down. But she stares up at me with her big pretty eyes, and my resolve crumbles. I just can’t take it when she fixes me with those purple doe eyes. I can’t bring myself to deny her anything her sweet little heart desires.“Sure, pup,” I say. “Come on up with me.”None of us can seem to get her out of the hous
A blade of regret cuts through my muscles and bones, leaving me raw and bloody. I should never have made him stay and see that I’m someone else’s mate. His wolf will never believe it.The coffee doesn’t even taste good, even though it’s filled with cream and all the flavors of syrup that I want. I only drink half of it before I ask Callan to take me home.The next week passes the same way. I’m happy that the brothers are sharing me, that there’s no secrets between us. We’re our own little family, closer than ever. We eat together every night. We joke around as usual. During the day, they head out and do whatever boys do. At night, I fuck Warrick and sometimes Callan, too. It feels as good as it always did, but something’s different.Sometimes they ask me if I want to go out somewhere, but I politely decline. I need to stay close in case Axel stops by, and to guard my house. My wolf feels strangely, jealously possessive of it, even though no one has tried to mess it up, and Axel hasn’t
LunaI’m yanked from the fog of bliss at the sound of the front door slamming shut. I can feel Axel’s wolf, how wounded it is, and guilt cloaks me like a shroud. I didn’t mean for this to happen, even though some part of me thought Axel deserved to see what he threw away. That’s why I let him stay and watch.“Go make sure he doesn’t destroy shit,” Warrick says to Ethan.Ethan leaves the room. I know Axel wouldn’t destroy my house, though. At least I hope he wouldn’t. He did demolish our swamp home, according to Evan. But I don’t trust vampires, so I’m not sure if that’s true.The light of a half-moon streams through the slit in my blue and white lace curtains, lighting up the bed. Callan lays on one side of me, playing with my nipples and stroking my breast.Warrick gives a low growl and settles in on my other side. “Did my baby girl like that?” he asks.“So much,” I say, snuggling in beside him.“You want me to share you with Ethan, too?” he asks.“Yes, please,” I say, squirming at t