She sighs the way she always does when I rebuff her affection. “You know,” she begins, licking her lips. “If you’d take a mate, you’d be the strongest wolf in southeast territory. No one would fuck with our pack.”
“This again.” I tromp to the porch steps and lower myself onto them, with my booted feet two steps down.
The air outside is sultry and thick, like clotted cream, bringing instant sweat to my limbs and neck. Holding my head in my hands, I consider her words. Of course I need a mate. I’m already thirty, for fucks’ sake. I should have mated years ago when I became Alpha of the Jacksonville pack. I just haven’t found the right partner. Holding out hope for a True Mate is a romantic notion that I should have outgrown a long time ago. A True Mate is like a soul mate to a human. It’s a wonderful thing, but you don’t waste your life waiting for one to show up. True Mates are rare. Most of the other Alphas in the country don’t have them. They chose partners who were strong, cunning, and politically connected. I need to do the same. It’s long overdue.
Ama sidles over and sits next to me on the step. “You know,” she says in a dulcet voice. Her fingertips trail along my forearm. “I’m available.”
I withdraw my arm from her ministrations and brush the lingering sensation from my skin. I already fucked Ama and know she’s not my True Mate, but she’d be a good mate nonetheless. The thought sits uneasy in me, though. I blow out a lungful of air. “That’s real sweet. But you know I can be a handful.”
“I can handle a handful,” she says, walking her fingers up my arm.
Abruptly, I stand. “I don’t have time for this right now. I’ve got a vampire problem to deal with.”
Ama stands, too, a frown creasing her brow. “Don’t get yourself
killed.”
I hold up two fingers to my chest. “Wolf scout’s honor.”
I head for the beat-up old pickup, not looking back at what is sure to
be disappointment painted all over Ama’s face.
Engine roaring, I speed down the wet street, spraying water in a rooster tail behind me. I have a new plan that doesn’t include the fucking vamps.
At least not directly.
Once outside the city limits, I floor it and roar toward Wild Wolf Swamp, aptly named, since our clan used to live there. Now, it’s nothing but a waterlogged cesspool where panther shifters hunt and old-timers like Sterlina Vayzen cling to their tiny plots of land and take refuge at Gideon’s
Bar during floods. I wouldn’t be going there at all except that Sterlina’s the most powerful diviner in the area, and though I’m convinced I don’t have a True Mate, I have to make damn sure before I choose someone else to fill the role. I can’t imagine a worse fate than giving up and having a brood of kids with some other woman, only to then find my True Mate.
When I arrive at the witch’s treehouse, a giant gator crawls from beneath her tree and waddles toward the water, where it slips silently into the murky, liquid embrace of the swamp. More gators make their presence known by the bulge of their eyes lining the surface of the water. Spanish moss drapes listlessly from the trees as if exhausted from the incessant heat, and vultures line each branch, watching as if hoping I’ll turn into their next meal.
I hop down from the truck and stride toward the bell dangling from a tree branch, swatting mosquitos as I go. Grabbing the bell, I shake it back and forth, making it clang so loud that birds scatter from the nearby trees and wheel into the sky overhead.
“Think I don’t know you’re here already, shifter?” calls a voice like dried grass.
Shielding my eyes with my palm, I tip my head back to try and find her, but the sun prevents me from seeing anything but harsh light. “My truck’s hard to miss.”
“It’s your scent that makes itself known, wolfie. That and your intention. You projected your desire to come and see me the second you stepped from your porch.” A phlegmy cough rattles her throat. “You’re not going to like the answer to your question.”
I still can’t see her. It’s like asking the sun to give me information. “What’s the answer? Tell me, and I’ll be on my way.”
“Not so fast. I need cash.”
“How much?” My eyes sting from the sun’s assault, but I don’t look away. I’ve heard this lady’s tough, but I’m a match for anyone in the area.
She names her price, and I curse under my breath. “I’ll give you half that. It’s all I’ve got.”
“Full price.”
“I don’t have it.”
“Then I don’t have an answer for you. Go on then. Be off with
you!.”
Nearby, birds chitter and rustle in the foliage surrounding her
treehouse.
I squint into the shadows of the thick copse of trees flanking her dwelling. “Come down so I can talk to you face to face,” I say. “I like to see who’s swindling me.”
“If you don’t have the cash, we have nothing to discuss,” she says.
Her words sound like leaves rustling in the wind.
I dig into my pocket and retrieve a fat roll of cash. It’s supposed to hold me until the end of the month. “I can give you two-thirds of what you asked.”
“Nine-tenths,” she counters.
“I won’t be able to eat human food for two weeks,” I say. My ears fill with silence. If I give her two-thirds of what I have, I can live on whatever we bring in from the hunt. Not ideal, but I’ve done it before.
A rope with a mesh bag slides down from her tree-top deck.
I count of most of my cash, place it in the bag and yank on the rope. “It’s all in there.”
“Good. If it isn’t, you just lost a lot of money.”
Sweat trickles down my neck and soaks my sleeveless shirt, and I swat more mosquitos as I wait. Above me, I hear a faint, steady swish of paper on paper as she slowly counts the bills. “All right, wolf boy, here’s your answer.”
“Are you sure you know my question?” Another round of silence greets me. I hope I haven’t pissed her off enough to make her go back on our agreement after she nabbed my cash.
Several gators slide beneath the swamp surface, leaving a rippling wake where eyes once watched me.“You have a True Mate.”My chest constricts, and excitement races through me. All those years of holding out weren’t for nothing after all.“Who is she?” I ask. “And where do I find her?”“She is a wolf named Luna. Look around you, and you will findher.”“Luna?” I scratch my head, trying to remember if I’ve heard thename mentioned in any meetings with other packs. I know all the Jacksonville wolves, of course, and she’s not among them. The only other wolves in the area are the poacher triplets who like to hunt on our territory to piss me off instead of finding unclaimed land to hunt. But that’s a different story, and those fuckers are thugs who definitely don’t carry a delicate wolf name like Luna.I try it out in my mind. Luna.It’s the perfect wolf name, beautiful and ethereal, like a morning glory or a moth.And here I am, waxing poetic at just a name. Since having my dick balls de
That’s my name.I like the sound of it hissing across the water and into the mossy trees, like a secret only the swamp knows.“I’m coming, Mama,” I shout as I sprint through the boggy landscape. If Mama took care of me growing up, that slowly changed after I came of age until now our roles have reversed. I take care of Mama now. So that’s what I gotta do right now, when she’s shrieking like a panther. Pushing through the underbrush, shoving aside branches, I come face to face with a terrifying sight.A panther is attacking my mother’s human form.I don’t think about it. I pitch the fish into the glade, shift into my wolfskin, and launch my body at the big cat. It drops Mama to fight back. Success! My canine teeth snarl and snap, trying to get purchase on the feline’s neck. I manage to sink my teeth into the puma and rip some of the skin from muscle with several mighty shakes of my head.It’s enough. The panther lets out an ear-shattering snarl and turns tail. As it takes off into the
LunaThe second we emerge from the safety of the bayou, my instincts soar into high alert. Instead of being surrounded by pine-oak and tupelo trees and picking my way through the inkberry or Joe-Pye weed, I find myself on a road, which I’ve only seen from a distance. Up close, they’re bleached-out, hard surfaces with the texture of a dried alligator carcass.Cars zoom past at alarming speeds. When trekking through the swamp, I’d heard the distant sounds of these beasts and seen them from afar, but up close, the rectangular metal boxes are bigger than a swamp monster and even more intimidating. I stop and shake my head, unwilling to take a step into this foreign land and be trampled by one of their metal monstrosities.“Oh, for fuck’s sake,” Ama mutters. “Has Axel made a mistake orwhat?”“What do you mean?” I ask, grabbing her sleeve.“I didn’t say a thing,” Ama says. She steps onto the hard surface ofthe road, yanking on my wrist.I plant my feet and turn to look behind me.We dropp
“Why do you need all these buildings if you don’t live in them?”“You’re literally dumber than a rock,” Ama says. “We choose to live in the real world. The real world has stores.”“I’ve never been to a store,” I say, feeling a little tendril of excitement growing inside me.“Shocking,” Ama says. “Seeing as how you’re basically a bog hag who knows nothing except how to wrestle alligators and catch fish. Nowstop asking so many questions. You’re making my head hurt.”Despite her nastiness, I let the first smile I’ve felt all day form on my face. Things are bad, but that doesn’t mean there’s not good in the world. Mama never let me come to town, even when she went to get supplies every few seasons. She said it wasn’t safe. But I don’t feel scared today. The cars are a little intimidating, but they seem to follow predictable patterns when I watch them on the road, and I think I can escape them if I stay out of their way, like Ama said.I’m too busy marveling at all the newness around me t
I nod, wondering how to use the bottles. Of course Mama and I washed ourselves. Sometimes we stood in the rain, especially in summer when it was hot out and the rain chased off the bugs for a few minutes. In winter, we collected rainwater and heated it over the fire to have a warm bath, standing outside and rubbing ourselves with a wet rag that we dipped into the water to rinse. I decide this isn’t so different, except the rain comes from the wall and the bottles must be used to squirt more water on myself.“We’ll be right here. Holler when you’re done.” Lewis nods and backs away, shutting the door behind him.I’d like to go check on Mama, but there are no windows to escape. Since I’m curious about the shower, I peel off the moss and rags and step under the falling water. A gasp of pleasure escapes my lips. It’s warm, and it covers my whole body at once instead of just a bit dribbling from a rag while I stand outside, hurrying to clean myself before I freeze my buns off. This… This is
It’s not an option. Though we haven’t formed the True Mate bond, that comes before even my Second.“Enough!” I growl, and both werewolves still.That’s a good sign. Luna recognizes my stature as an Alpha, even though she hasn’t been bonded with the pack, which means she’s submissive. And she might be diminutive, but she’s tough… Although I’mnot sure what kind of person just shifts in broad daylight and attacks another person with no provocation.The females shift back to human. Both of them now sport a few scrapes, but they’re intact for the most part. They’re also naked, their clothes lying in tatters on the floorboards. I’ve seen all my wolves without clothes before and after hunts, so nudity is hardly notable, but damn… Maybe it’s because she’s my True Mate, but seeing Luna for the first time makes my cock jerk inside my jeans like I’m the damn teenager. But I don’t have time to admire my new mate because there’s always another fucking fire to put out around here.The shewolves sc
As we looked for Luna in the weeks after my visit to Sterlina, I’d asked old man Waters about wolves who might have left the pack before I became Alpha, and he mentioned a murder and the disappearance of the man’s wife. In itself, death isn’t any more rare among werewolves than it is humans. We live rough lives, have hot tempers, and can turn into viciousanimals at the drop of a hat. What’s rare is a woman choosing to leave the pack bond and set out as a lone wolf instead of grieving with the pack.But once the pack bond is severed, a lone wolf is just that—alone. She chose to cut ties with the pack, and they respected her decision. No one knew she was carrying a child… Until now.“We can discuss this later,” I say to Luna at last. “Tonight, I’d like to introduce you to the pack.”Her eyes go wide, and she crosses her arms over her chest, her lip jutting out in defiance. “I don’t want to.”“Why wouldn’t you want to meet the pack?” I ask, confused.“They’re not my pack,” she says, her
I whirl to face her. “That is not behaving,” I growl in a deadly voice. “You are going to meet my pack—your pack. If you give them a chance, they’ll welcome you with warmth and hospitality. Can you stop with the suspicion and give them the benefit of the doubt?”She glares at me, extends her hand, and stiffens. I take her hand and lead her across the sandy clearing. Everyone is waiting, watching my new mate, a wolf they’ve never met. No one even knew she existed, since we don’t hunt in panther territory, where her mother retreated after leaving the pack eighteen years ago.The rest of the pack—Adolfa, Lobo, Borris, Bleddyn, Chann, Trixie, and the others—form a half-circle.“Jacksonville Pack,” I announce in a loud, clear voice. “Meet my True Mate, Luna.”I draw her hand toward my lips, intending to kiss her knuckles. When I feel her resistance, I flash her a warning glare. She relents, but I doubt the effect looks exceptionally loving. When I glance at my packmates, some give me sympa
Callan and Ethan position their shoulders against the door, crouched between Axel’s and Warrick’s spread legs. Water has begun seeping across the floor, leaking from under the door dining room door as well as the front door.“On three,” booms Axel. “One, two, three.”They grunt, straining against the door as it gives a couple of inches. Small waves slosh against Ethan’s and Callan’s knees on the floor. “On, three,” Axel commands again. “One, two, three.”They get a few more inches of space in the door.“One more shot, and we got it,” he says. “Ready?” The other men nod.“One, two, three,” he roars, as if priming himself for the ultimate exertion.This time the door opens wide.Warrick, Axel, Ethan, and Callan move away from the door. Water rushes out, since apparently the dining room is more flooded. Water drips from Callan and Ethan as they stand. The drips echo into the water sloshing up to their ankles.Borris rushes into the room as much as one can run while splashing through wat
LunaWarrick, Ethan, Callan, Axel, and I sit around Axel’s kitchen table, drinking beer and talking, trying to ignore the storm gathering strength outside and hoping it won’t be a big one.Warrick and Axel are already talking pack strategy, Axel filling in the new Second about pack laws. Even though Warrick can’t officially start until we’re sworn in, Axel sharing the details is a sign of trust that goes a long way. Instead of growling and snapping, Warrick is soaking it up like a sea sponge. It’s good to see them working together instead of tearing at each other’s throats.Callan nudges me under the table with his feet, bringing my attention to him. He gives me a smile and a wink that makes my heart flip, then takes a swig of his beer. My whole belly fills up with warmth. Ethan squeezes my hand on the other side. I want to stay this way forever, but a loud banging on the front door interrupts.“That doesn’t sound good,” Axel said, pushing up to his feet. “Must be an emergency for som
LunaI’m still humming with the bliss of orgasm and the satisfaction my wolf feels at being claimed by Axel when I look up and see three hulking shapes standing in the doorway.“Oh,” I cry, scrambling up right on Ama’s dead body.Axel sucks in a breath, and I realize he’s still knotted up inside me. “What are you doing here?” I ask the triplets.“We got worried about you,” Ethan says. “We thought something might have happened to you.”“And now we can see that something did happen to you. He happened to you.” Warrick steps through the doorway and charges toward us as if he’s going to fight with Axel again. I wince when Axel pulls the swollen base of his cock from me, stepping in front of me to block Warrick’s path.“Wait,” I cry, leaping to my feet and darting between the two men. “Axel saved my life.”Warrick halts, eyes the dead wolf, and then turns to us. His gaze sweeps my bruised, battered body, covered with bumps and scrapes. “What happened?” he demands.“Ama tried to kill me,” I
AxelSomething is wrong. I can feel it somehow, even though Luna hasn’t sworn into the pack, so we don’t share the pack bond. But we still share some other bond, a curse that ties me to her no matter how much I deny it. My wolf frets inside me, sure that something is not right.I sigh and try to focus again, piling sandbags along the edge of Kato’s backyard to keep the water at bay. Luna finally got it through my thick head that she’s with them now, not me. She wants nothing to do with me. She’s got three thugs protecting her, and even though they’re worthless wastes of wolf skin, they’re not going to let anyone touch her. They’d rip anyone’s head off who tried. It’s a miracle they put up with me as long as they did. If I’d understood how things were, I would have walked away before. But I listened to my wolf, and I sure as fuck suffered enough for it. I don’t need to go running to her house now. I never want to set foot in that place again.But the little voice in the back of my mind
LunaThe tempest is on its way, and I think it’s going to tear me from everyone and everything, just like in my dream. The winds are howling, screaming through the rafters, whistling through the telephone poles. Axel hasn’t stopped by to make sure we’re safe, even though I put my name on his list like he asked. He’s supposed to tell us where to go if things get worse. We’re not safe—we never even got the shutters on. The triplets are frantically trying to get them up before the worst of it hits.While they’re busy, I decide to run back to Axel’s and get the emergency plan myself, since he was too mad to bring it to me. Head down, raincoat wrapped around my body and tied securely at the waist, I power through the wind that nearly takes me off my feet. When I get to his porch, I have to pry open the screen door with both hands. I don’t bother knocking, just hurl myself inside and release the door, afraid it’ll knock me out if it hits me.“Axel? That you?” comes a dreaded, familiar voice
We sit in silence for a minute, and I try to ignore the weight and heat of Luna’s body in my lap. “Have you always been mean?” she asks after a while.“Nah, not always,” I say. “I thought I loved a woman once—the first woman I ever fucked. But I was just a pup like you—even younger. I didn’t know better.”“Better than what?”“I must’ve been sixteen, and she was twenty-four, twenty-five.”“So?” Luna says. “I’m eighteen, and you guys are twice my age.”“But it’s different with you.” I bunch her flying hair in my hand and hold it behind her head.“How so?” she asks, staring up at me with open curiosity.“I don’t know.” I shrug. “It just is. You’re fucking irresistible.”I like how with her, there’s no games. She doesn’t know to play coy, to hide what she truly wants and pretend to be what someone else wants until she has him reeled in. She’s just herself, our luscious little Luna, and that’s a thousand times more enticing than any put-on air.“What happened with the older woman?” Luna as
EthanThe wild winds have already begun testing the roof’s mettle, so after the hunt, I start gathering my tools to work on it. This storm’s going to be a bitch. The clouds look like bloated cows, and every body of water has white-capped waves. Mother Nature’s serving us up one whale of a weather front—for the millionth time this decade. We just can’t catch a break around these parts.“What are you doing?” Luna asks, watching me as I buckle on my tool belt.“Gonna go make sure your pretty little house doesn’t flood,” I say,smiling down at her. “Secure the shingles and add shutters to the windows.” “Can I come?”I open my mouth to say no, she’ll ask too many questions and slow me down. But she stares up at me with her big pretty eyes, and my resolve crumbles. I just can’t take it when she fixes me with those purple doe eyes. I can’t bring myself to deny her anything her sweet little heart desires.“Sure, pup,” I say. “Come on up with me.”None of us can seem to get her out of the hous
A blade of regret cuts through my muscles and bones, leaving me raw and bloody. I should never have made him stay and see that I’m someone else’s mate. His wolf will never believe it.The coffee doesn’t even taste good, even though it’s filled with cream and all the flavors of syrup that I want. I only drink half of it before I ask Callan to take me home.The next week passes the same way. I’m happy that the brothers are sharing me, that there’s no secrets between us. We’re our own little family, closer than ever. We eat together every night. We joke around as usual. During the day, they head out and do whatever boys do. At night, I fuck Warrick and sometimes Callan, too. It feels as good as it always did, but something’s different.Sometimes they ask me if I want to go out somewhere, but I politely decline. I need to stay close in case Axel stops by, and to guard my house. My wolf feels strangely, jealously possessive of it, even though no one has tried to mess it up, and Axel hasn’t
LunaI’m yanked from the fog of bliss at the sound of the front door slamming shut. I can feel Axel’s wolf, how wounded it is, and guilt cloaks me like a shroud. I didn’t mean for this to happen, even though some part of me thought Axel deserved to see what he threw away. That’s why I let him stay and watch.“Go make sure he doesn’t destroy shit,” Warrick says to Ethan.Ethan leaves the room. I know Axel wouldn’t destroy my house, though. At least I hope he wouldn’t. He did demolish our swamp home, according to Evan. But I don’t trust vampires, so I’m not sure if that’s true.The light of a half-moon streams through the slit in my blue and white lace curtains, lighting up the bed. Callan lays on one side of me, playing with my nipples and stroking my breast.Warrick gives a low growl and settles in on my other side. “Did my baby girl like that?” he asks.“So much,” I say, snuggling in beside him.“You want me to share you with Ethan, too?” he asks.“Yes, please,” I say, squirming at t