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I shouldn’t be thinking about her. That was the first thing I told myself as I drove through the city. I was driving too fast and I knew it. Darius would’ve commented on it if he were in the car, would’ve told me to slow down, and reminded me that no amount of speed would change what had already happened. But he wasn’t here, and I didn’t slow down. The city lights blurred past me as my grip tightened on the steering wheel. She was human! The thought kept circling back. It was sharp and irritating, like a loose wire I couldn’t tape down. I felt her body react when I touched her. I felt something was wrong inside me. That wasn’t supposed to happen with humans. Ever! Zayn, my wolf, stirred at the back of my mind. “You felt it.” “All I felt was pain,” I said under my breath. “On her. That’s all.” “You’re lying.” “I’m being rational.” “You’re being afraid.” I scoffed quietly and changed lanes. “Watch it.” The memory hit me again without permission. Her body was burning under my hands. The way she cried. The way she collapsed like something inside her had been unlocked. That wasn't an attraction and it wasn't a coincidence either. And I hated that I didn’t have an explanation yet. My phone buzzed. I answered without looking. “What’s the report? ” I asked. Darius didn’t bother with pleasantries. He never did when things were serious. “The fire started at the back of the stage. Electrical fault is the official story. But unofficially? It doesn’t sit right.” “It never does,” I said. “The Security footage went offline for four minutes,” he continued. “Just right before the fire spread. The sprinklers took time before coming on and the emergency exits were jammed.” I frowned. “That doesn’t happen by accident.” “No,” Darius agreed. “And since it was your fundraiser, everyone’s being extra careful about what they say.” “My name doesn’t make negligence disappear,” I said flatly. “True,” he replied. “But it does make people nervous.” I pulled into traffic, my jaw tightening. “And how many casualties?” “Four were confirmed dead, twelve critical patients and more are still being admitted.” I said nothing. “And her?” Darius asked carefully. I knew who he meant. “She was breathing when they took her,” I said. “Barely.” Silence stretched between us for a second. “Do you want me at the hospital?” he asked. “Yes,” I said immediately. “Meet me there.” “On my way.” The call ended, and I drove faster. I pulled into the hospital parking lot and killed the engine. For a moment, I stayed there, staring through the windshield. I had organized that fundraiser. I went through every detail, cross checked every guest list and every safety check that had been handed to me. I approved them all. This wasn’t some distant tragedy on the news. This was mine! The hospital felt like organized chaos. Doctors and nurses rushed around while families mourned. The air smelled of antiseptic, fear, and blood. I followed the signs toward emergency care, each step was a struggle. People stopped to stare and whisper. I hated hospitals. A nurse at the front desk looked up, her eyes widening slightly. “Mr Knight?” “Yes.” I replied. “We’ve been expecting you,” she said quickly. “This way.” Of course they had. Darius joined me halfway down the hall. He already discarded his suit jacket and had on a tight expression. “You alright?” he asked quietly. “I’m fine.” “You don’t sound fine.” I glanced at him. “You sound observant.” He huffed. “You dragged a woman out of a burning building and passed out with her in your arms. Forgive me for noticing.” “She collapsed,” I corrected. “ And I caught her.” “And blacked out.” “That part is irrelevant.” Darius raised a brow but didn’t push. The nurse led us to a room at the end of the hall. The automatic doors slid open, and there it was again. The warm and soft scent of vanilla. It wrapped around me instantly, tightening in my chest, pulling at something deep and distant within me. “Mate.” “No,” I said under my breath. Darius looked at me. “What?” “Nothing.” Zayn growled low. “You know it’s her.” “She’s human,” I replied internally, firm. “This is not happening.” “The bond doesn’t care.” “Well, I do.” “That’s her,” the nurse said. Her voice snapped me back to the present. “Lyra.” The name landed heavier than it should have. She lay still on the bed. Lyra. I took a step closer to her. She looked smaller than she had in the fire. She was bandaged in most parts of her body and she looked pale. Too pale. She was connected to machines that hummed softly, like they were afraid to disturb her. A doctor entered behind me, adjusting his glasses. “Mr. Knight,” he said. “I’m Dr. Hale. And I've been overseeing her case.” “How bad is it,” I asked. He hesitated. “She suffered smoke inhalation, internal trauma from falling debris, and severe shock. We stabilized her, but her condition is… unstable.” “Define unstable.” I said while observing her pale face on the bed. She looked lifeless. “Her vitals fluctuate without a clear cause. Her heart rate spikes, then drops. And the sedatives aren’t responding the way we’d expect.” “Can she survive surgery?” “We don’t believe surgery would help at this stage.” I looked at Lyra again. Her chest rose shallowly. “How long does she have?” I asked. Dr. Hale swallowed. “We don’t know. Minutes. Hours. We’re doing everything we can.” Zayn stirred again, uneasy. “You’re letting them fail her.” I ignored him. Focusing my attention solely on the doctor. The doctor continued, unaware. “Even if she survives, recovery will be long and complicated.” I looked at Lyra again. She didn’t look strong enough to overcome the complicated part. “Can I stay?” I asked. He nodded. “For now.” Darius shifted uncomfortably behind me. “You don’t usually do this.” “I organized the fundraiser,” I replied. “This happened under my watch.” “That’s not why you’re here.” I ignored him. All of a sudden the monitor stuttered. Once. Twice. Then it flattened. “Cardiac arrest,” someone shouted. The room exploded into movement. Hands were suddenly everywhere. Nurses rushed in from both sides. Someone pushed a tray closer. The doctor stepped forward, already pulling on gloves, his voice was fast and controlled as he called out instructions. I didn’t move. Lyra lay there, completely still. No rise in her chest. No flutter. Nothing. For a second, my mind refused to accept it. I had seen death before. I’d caused it. I’d ordered it. I’d lived with it. But this felt different. “Clear,” the doctor said. Her body jerked hard when the shock hit her. But, nothing changed. “Again,” he ordered. Clear. Her body arched again, then fell back against the bed like it had no strength left to fight. Still nothing. My chest tightened. Not out of fear, but something heavier. The realization that for once, there was nothing I could do. Zayn slammed against my mind, furious now. “She’s slipping. Do something.” “They’re doing it,” I snapped back, but the words felt hollow even to me. Another nurse checked her pulse and shook her head slightly. The doctor’s jaw tightened. His movements were still calm, but I could see it now. Hesitation and doubt. He looked at me like I was just another man standing helpless at the edge of the bed. “Mr. Knight,” he started carefully, “if her heart doesn’t respond…” I didn’t hear the rest. All I could see was her face. The warmth I’d felt earlier was gone and her scent was slowly slipping away. No. I stepped closer to the bed without realizing I’d moved. “This isn’t acceptable,” I said quietly. The doctor blinked. “Sir-” “She does not die here.” Something inside my chest cracked. Not loudly. Not all at once. Just enough for anger to seep through. At them. “You’re losing her,” Zayn growled. “You’re letting them lose her.” “They’re human,” I shot back. “This is all they can do.” “And you?” The question hit harder than it should have. I looked around the room. At the people. At the machines. At the careful distance they all kept now, like they were already preparing to give up. That was when I felt it. The shift. It didn't come from her. But from me. The doctor opened his mouth again, probably to say something final. But before he could, I cut him off. “Clear the room.” Every head turned toward me. “Mr. Knight,” the doctor said slowly, “we can’t-” “Now.” The nurses hesitated. While the doctor held my gaze for a long second, clearly weighing his options. Then, reluctantly, he stepped back. “Everyone out,” he said. One by one, they moved. The door slid shut behind them. Now it was just me and her alone.LYRAI didn't sleep.I lay fully dressed on top of the covers with the lamp on, staring at a crack in the ceiling and listening to Sky pace. Around three in the morning, she stopped pacing and simply lay down inside me, heavy and quiet. That was her way of telling me she was out of things to argue about."You were harsh," she said at last."I know.""He didn't deserve the leash comment.""I know.""He also wasn't entirely wrong." I pulled a pillow over my face and groaned into it. Sky, I felt, was enjoying herself a little too much.At first light I gave up, washed my face, and opened the door.Zeviar was sitting on the hallway floor with his back against the opposite wall and his head tipped sideways. His shirt was creased, one sleeve rolled up while the other hung loose. His hands rested open on his knees. He had fallen asleep with the stubborn, slightly offended look of a man who had decided to stay awake out of principle and lost.I stood there staring at him for a long moment. Th
ORION Dr. Sera kept us at the hospital for another hour, and during that hour I realized how much grief and exhaustion look alike from the outside.Lyra leaned against the corridor wall and stared at the ward door. No tears. No words. When a nurse handed her a cup of water, she held onto it for ten minutes without taking a single sip."The thread is gone," Dr. Sera said at last, wiping her hands clean. "I pulled out what I could. If there's any left in the tissue, I'll find it, but I doubt it." She looked over at Lyra, her voice softening. "Go home. Get something to eat. I mean it. I'll call if anything comes up.""I'll eat," Lyra replied, sounding like someone agreeing to an audit.By noon we were back at the villa, with the whole household gathered in the long sitting room. Ana had her folders spread across the coffee table. Mira stood over by the window, arms wrapped tight around herself. Jaxon and Darius took opposite ends of the sofa, leaving a careful two feet of cushion betwee
LYRAI pulled my chair in until my knees bumped the edge of the mattress.Up close, he looked even older. The deep lines around his mouth had carved in deeper overnight, and his skin had that waxy sheen I’d seen on dying wolves back in the training yard, the kind that meant the body had finally given up the fight. As I settled in, the dark mark on his throat pulsed once, like something lying in wait and listening."Say it," I said. "Whatever you have to tell me.""The place is Hollow Vale."I didn't flinch. I'd known that name for weeks now, reading it on Ana's pages until the ink blurred together. "We know the name. We've just never been able to locate it. Every record Ana tracked down ended in a shell company and a post office box.""Because that's exactly how it was set up." He took a slow, careful breath. "Go east past the old border road, past the third ridge. There's a dry riverbed on the far side. Follow it until the trees stop growing in neat rows. They're planted, Lyra. Someo
LYRAThe ward was quieter than I expected.It was one long room with six beds, and five of them were empty. Morning light cut through the high windows in flat grey bars, and a monitor by the last bed clicked out a slow, steady rhythm. Lucius lay propped against two pillows, a white blanket pulled right up to his chest. The mark on his throat looked darker than it had last night, like someone had traced a line with ink and pressed down hard.He turned his head when I walked in. Even that little movement looked like it took a lot out of him."You look dreadful," I said. It was honestly the only thing that popped into my head."I've been told it's an improvement." His voice came out as a dry scrape. "Sit. Please. I'd stand up, but your doctor threatened to tie me down."I pulled the chair over and sat. Sky felt quiet under my ribs, watchful in that same way she had been ever since the clearing. I didn't try talking to her. I just let her be."Dr. Sera says you don't have long," I told hi
ORIONThe pack hospital had one waiting room worthy of the name, and by midnight we had completely taken it over.Zeviar had claimed the chair right by the window. He'd shed his jacket hours ago, and the sleeves of his charcoal shirt were rolled up to his elbows, collar open, his hair pushed back so many times it had just given up. He looked like a man who'd been told to relax and took it as a personal insult.I sat on the bench with my boots still caked in river mud. Nobody had made me take them off. Nobody had dared. My navy sweater smelled of cold stone and old iron, and I couldn't get the scent out of my nose. And Lyra was standing right in front of the glass doors leading to the ward.She hadn't sat down once since we arrived. She was still wearing the cream knit she'd put on for the villa, with a dark stain running along the left sleeve where Lucius had gripped her. Her braid had come loose on one side. She had one hand pressed flat against the glass, almost like she could hold
LYRAThey brought him in through the side entrance of the villa at a quarter past three, and I was already standing in the hall long before the door opened.I’d told myself I would wait in the study. I’d told myself twice. Ana had given me a look, and Mira had put a cracker in my hand, and neither of them said a word when I walked out anyway."You're hovering," Willow said from the stairs. She was holding a mug of tea with the air of someone settling in for a show. "I want to be clear that I'm not judging. I'm just saying, if the godfather arrives and the first thing he sees is a pregnant woman pacing in a hallway, it ruins the menace.""I'm not trying to be menacing.""That's good, because it isn't working.""Willow.""Sorry. Nerves. I get chatty." She took a sip. "He's really okay, though? Zeviar sounded weird on the radio.""I don't know yet."She nodded and, for once, left it at that.The door opened, letting in a blast of cold air with them. Zeviar and Orion had Lucius between th







