MasukMy eyes flutter open, overstimulated by the bright room I’m in. The sound of beeping fills my ears, doing nothing to soothe the excruciating pain coming from one side of my head.
Then I feel the warmth of someone lying beside me in bed. I wince, finding that I can barely turn my head. Kaitlyn’s soft snores help me to identify her quickly, along with her soft brown curls that decorate my pillow. I don’t attempt to get up. I already know where I am—judging from the off-white walls and narrow bed with lumpy pillows. A few monitors surrounded me, and I could feel the prick of the needle lying beneath my skin. I blink to clear my brain fog, though it does little to help. I groan, “Kaitlyn?” “Hmm?” she responds, though she is barely conscious. She’s a light sleeper in contrast to me. “Kaitlyn!” I try louder, noting that my body is trapped beneath hers. Of course, she found a way to crawl into my hospital bed. She finally stirs, “uhhh, I already told you I’m not leaving,” she mutters. After a minute, her dark eyes crack open, meeting mine. It takes a second for her to sit up straight, throwing off the covers. “Serena?” she whispers, “please tell me you’re actually awake?” “I’m actually awake,” I smile at her, raising my hand to wipe the tears racing down her cheeks, “Hey… don’t cry. I’m okay.” “Thank God you’re okay,” she sniffles, “you’ve been out for almost a week.” I wince as my headache intensifies, “You’re kidding,” I manage. She hugs me, whispering something inaudible, and my guess is a prayer. “You scared the hell out of me! Do you remember what happened?” “No. I don’t. But thank you for being here. If I had to wake up to being squeezed and suffocated…I would rather it be by you.” She rolls her eyes, giving me a soft smile. That’s all I wanted to see. Suddenly, two nurses enter the room. Kaitlyn gets up to give them space to run checks. Going to sit on one of the chairs that lined the room before pulling her phone from her purse. The nurse, wearing a name tag titled Phoebe, adjusts my bed and pillows, causing me to sit up straight. While the other, whose name tag says Jamie, takes a mini flashlight from her pocket. “Look at me,” she instructs before clicking it on. I try not to flinch at the sudden exposure. After a few minutes, she takes the medical chart attached to the side of my bed and scribbles something. “Ms Moretti, how are you feeling?” Jamie asks, staring at me expectantly. I try to muster a response, “Weak and dehydrated.” “Okay, that’s normal. You have been unconscious for 4 days and 8 hours. That’s a long time,” the nurse mentions, but I feel too dazed to give a proper response. “Here,” Kaitlyn says, opening a water bottle and tipping it towards my lips. As I drain the bottle, I observe the room… Seeing flower arrangements and balloons. Fruit bowls and boxes of chocolate, along with pastries. Then, expectedly, two men wearing black suits were guarding the door. How dramatic. All of this is really dramatic. After finishing the water, I feel more alive. “Are you feeling any pain?” “Yes,” I breathe, “my head feels like it was cracked open.” “Describe the pain on a scale of 1-10 with 10 being the most painful.” Without thinking, “10,” I reply. “What’s the last thing you remember?” The brain fog still hasn’t cleared fully, but I manage to pick up the last few details of what I remember, “getting dressed…for my birthday?” The nurse's eyebrows furrow in concern, “Can you remember any fragments of the venue?” “Did we get to the venue?” I ask, looking at Kaitlyn, whose lips are pressed in a straight line. Her eyes are full of tears. “Where is my dad?” I ask, simultaneously. As soon as I mention him, he bursts through the room door, breathless. “Oh, thank God you’re okay.” His forehead is patched with a red-tinted gauze. I gaze at it as he holds my face, forcing my eyes to meet his. “I’m okay, Dad,” I smile sadly. I can’t imagine how worried he must’ve been. Without warning, he crumbles, bringing me into his chest and holding me so tight I can’t help but feel my head is going to pop. His tears wet my face as he sobs. My own sniffles blend with his as we cry together. Holding each other like life depended on it. And it does. Moments passed, and the nurses had cleared the room to allow us privacy. Only Dad and Kaitlyn remained. My Dad is now sitting on a chair by my bedside while Kaitlyn tucks herself in my bed once again, resting her shoulder on mine. I finally gesture to his bandage, “What happened to your head?” “Sweetheart, I know that you don’t remember what happened,” my father begins, avoiding my gaze as he focuses on the floor, “it will be a whole process before you finally do.” He’s being rather vague. My father does that thing often, where he tiptoes around touchy subjects to avoid the discomfort of the truth spilling out. My brain has a way of blocking out trauma. Whenever something terrible happens, it’s like I black out—my mind just erases it, as if it’s trying to protect me from remembering. It started after my mom died, when I could barely cope with the grief. Since then, it’s been my strange, unwanted survival mechanism. When he looks up again, my eyes find his, and I notice the dark circles that surround them. I also note the excess of grey hair in his untamed beard. It’s been years since I’ve seen my Dad look this unkept. He’s wearing a t-shirt and a sweatpants. Vance Moretti does not wear t-shirts and sweatpants in public, not to mention the bloody gauze on his forehead, which is due for a change. “Someone is targeting us,” I hear him say, after zoning out a bit. “What?” I ask, though I heard him clearly the first time. “There was a shootout at your birthday party.” I feel Kaitlyn caressing my hand beneath the covers. Her touch keeps me grounded when I’m so close to leaving my body. I continue to stare at him speechless. It pains me to know that while everyone around me is so shaken…I’m numb and clueless. “And I know you don’t like the attention, but for now, someone has to watch over you. I can’t take this lightly, Serena.” As if emerging from the shadows, a man walks in. His black suit is crisp, matching his loose black curls. His presence commands the room. His posture is without slouch, standing tall in all his 6 ft 4 inches glory. “Holy shit!” Kaitlyn whispers. Although such a fine piece of specimen is standing a few meters away from me…I’m perplexed. “You hired a bodyguard?” I ask, addressing my Dad, “You know—” He shakes his head, “Sweetheart, I know. But the decision is final.” Before I can protest any further, Dad stands, offering his hand, “Thank you for accepting my request, Mr Lopez.” “It’s my pleasure, Dr Moretti. Thank you for entrusting this task to me,” he responds, each word coated with a thick Spanish accent. “Word on the street is that you are the best,” my father adds before glancing at me, “and I have to hire the best to protect my little girl.” His eyes finally drift to me, pinning me in place. My cheeks heat up after being placed under his scrutiny. Normally, when a man looks at me, it’s hard for him not to be fazed by my beauty. I’ve experienced it most, if not all, of my life. Both my parents are Italian, and with my wavy, black hair and hazel eyes, I tend to stand out. I inherited my dad’s strong features and my mom’s softer facial structure. But the man who stands before me doesn’t flinch. His expression is stone cold and unreadable. “Meet Navier Lopez,” my Dad says, turning to face me, “your bodyguard.”The handle of the door rattles, like a telltale sign of an earthquake. Except I don’t take cover. I brace myself for everything to come crashing down.I sit watching the morning sun glisten on the surface of the water, making the waves glitter as they crash against the shore. I sit, wishing and hoping that I won’t have to leave Miami.Leaving would mean losing more of me. I can’t afford that after one half was already ripped away. Because who am I if not the girl who reads with waves as her white noise? Who appreciates the sensation of wind through her hair and the flavor of salt on her lips following a swim?Who will I become if I am not the girl who wears sundresses and bikini tops with shorts because jeans feel too formal? The girl who loves wearing her hair down while she drinks mimosas, because throwing her head back and rocking her shoulders is a feeling of bliss.How much heat can a flower take before it withers and dries up? How much more can I take before I decide whether I’m
I wince at the sudden burst of pain tearing through my skull as he slams me against the wall. "I found you, didn't I?" he whispers against my ear, the stale scent of liquor on his breath making my stomach turn. His fingertips feel coarse against my skin as they curl around my neck, squeezing. Tighter. Rougher. Until I'm desperately clawing at his hands, my nails digging into his skin. Spots fill my vision as his hard gaze pierces mine. He's not going to kill me, I tell myself the moment my fingers begin to slip and my limbs turn to jelly. I jolt upright with a gasp, heaving as I stare into the dark, fear seizing my bones. My fingers fly to my throat, searching, just to make sure it wasn't real. Even though I'm safe in my own bed, wrapped tightly in my covers, I tremble, feeling as if I've swallowed fire. I can't seem to shake the sensation that he is somewhere in this room. Without thinking, I throw off my covers and race for the light switch, flipping it on. Relief seeps thr
I stand facing the wooden door, my hand raised and fingers folded, ready to knock. Behind the door, I hear shuffling, and I step away, returning my hand to the pocket of my hoodie. All morning. It took all morning to muster the strength and courage to face her after everything. Because I know I have to say goodbye. But I'm not sure I can. If I should. Then the door opens, and there she is with her curls bundled atop her head and dark circles swallowing her eyes. Her grip loosens on the trash bag she's holding as she stumbles back in shock. "Serena," Kaitlyn says, breathless. Her brown eyes are dull and droopy; sweater barely clinging to her tired frame. I instinctively reach for her, but my hand retreats into the safe corners of my pocket, knowing it's not needed. I clear my throat after the silence between us has worn thin, and she is starting to look everywhere but at me. "Hi. Can we talk?" For a moment, her lips part, and then she folds them, giving me a small nod. And wi
I pace around my room, digging my nails into my palms. "You need to calm down," Kaitlyn says, browsing my bookshelf. "He can't possibly be serious," I repeat. "He's allowing a stranger to stay here."Kaitlyn rolls her eyes, slamming a book shut. "Are you serious, Serena?"I pause, turning to look at her. "What?""It's just weird how you're so against this man when you don't know him."I cringe at her rationality. From where she's sitting, the light oozing through my windows makes her eyes appear a lighter shade of brown. "He's unprofessional," I say, stating my case. For the umpteenth time, since no one is listening. I crawl into my bed, the same one I've had since my teenage years, which is still covered with the pink polka-dotted duvet I loved so much. Now my favorite color is yellow, and I now hate the sparkly paint and butterfly wallpaper that covers a corner of my room. The air still smells of peach and pineapple. A bold tropical mist that once defined me. Now I smell of vani
As I descend the stairs, my hand clutches the railing. I try to steady the beat of my heart, pushing back the overwhelming thought to spin around and lock myself in my room forever. I spot my father at the table, his slouched back turned. His side profile comes into view, chin in his palm as he stares at nothing, a sag present between his brows. The sound of me pulling a chair out awakens him. He sits straighter and takes his coffee cup in hand. Lukewarm now, I suppose. Still, he takes a small sip. “Good morning,” I murmur, taking a seat at the dining table, where a stack of pancakes sits drenched in melted butter, accompanied by an array of sides: scrambled eggs, bacon, and bologna. Bread and fresh fruit are set aside along with a jug of orange juice. But I only reach for the container of Cheerios and the milk.Cereal is the only thing I normally eat for breakfast, except when Mom forces me to eat healthy. Now that she isn't here, I don't have to bother. I shift my focus back to
Panic seizes my chest the moment I realize where they were taking me.As we near the gates, my leg starts bouncing and I swallow hard. The smooth driveway and perfectly trimmed hedges give nothing away.Because who would look at something this grand and question what waits behind those double doors?As the van rounds the fountain centered in the driveway, the men exit, slamming the doors shut behind them. They stand for a few minutes, discussing.Meanwhile, I try to placate myself, because this nightmare has just gotten worse. Mr. Bodyguard unlocks my door before offering me a hand.His eyebrows knit together at my reluctance to take it. “Are you okay?”I take a deep breath. “Do I look okay?” I ask pointedly.He closes his eyes, swearing under his breath. “Well, next time I’ll just not ask.”“Good. It’s not your job anyway.”He withdraws his hand, deciding to hold the door instead. I struggle to get out on my own, though I wouldn’t dare admit it by asking for help.After getting out,







