SUNSHINE:
All eyes were trained at Knoxx. My mouth opened and closed, clearly, no words forming in my mind. His brothers were also surprised at his decision. They did not want Knoxx's decision."Brother. Why would you stop her?" Beta Benedict asked. "You wanted her to move out. That's what we all want.""Benedict. Not a word from you anymore. You made me feel embarrassed. The five of you talk like women!" he scolded. "How could you say those words?""Darling..." Mother said. She put her hands on my stepfather's arm. "Please don't get your anger ahead of you. You might say something later that you would regret."Mother was always like that. She acted like a peacemaker in the family. Acting like a bridge between me and her husband's family."No, darling. These boys need to earn their lesson.""Alpha Ezra. With all due respect, would you help Alpha Knoxx change his mind?" I said politely even if I was seething inside.My mind refused and could not accept this kind of punishment Knoxx was giving. Over what? For being his mate?"My decision is final. I won't give you my approval to return to your old pack. You belong to me now," Knoxx declared with conviction.A shiver ran down my spine. Why did his words feel like it had a double meaning?'Why are you doing this, Knoxx? Why? I am already giving you a favor. For fuck's sake! Please don't give me additional problems. I'm already tired of this life! Release me!' I screamed inside his head.He flinched but did not lose his cool."Father..." I started using the words Alpha Ezra wanted to hear for a long time. "Please help me change Alpha Knoxx's decision. You are our father. I'm sure he will listen to you."Alpha Ezra's expression softened, hearing me call him Father."Yes, my daughter. I will help you." He cleared his throat and hardened his expression when it shifted to Knoxx.'Look who's an actress,' Knoxx stated inside my head. 'How long will you fool the old man into believing you're a good woman?''I am good. It's only your evil personality that said I am not. You're taking this to the highest level? I will make sure I will not stop without a fight.'Knoxx chuckled inside my head. 'You're thinking too much.'Just as Alpha Ezra opened his mouth, Knoxx declared, "I won't change my mind, Father. She will stay in my pack. Don't force me to use my alpha position to make you stop this."The table suddenly went eerily silent. "You're going to use your position to your father? I, who was the former alpha of this pack? What other things are you willing to do to embarrass your father?"The room was filled with tension.My other stepbrothers drank their wine while the beta put his hand on Knoxx's shoulder. Benedict shook his head. "I'm not trying to do that, Father. All I want is for you to accept my decision as the owner of her.""Nobody owned her except herself. She is part of the family. Our family. Treat her as your sister."Knoxx leaned on the chair, clearly not wanting to back away."Why would I, Father? That woman hasn't shown her worth.""And if I did? Can you let me go, Brother?" I interjected.Knoxx thought for a moment before saying, "What are the things you can do, woman? The only thing you are good at is following your beloved Jericho. You never leave his side, don't you?"He was right.Others secretly called me Jericho's slut. But I did not care about them. But Jericho's opinion of me."So what if I did? Everything was in the past, Brother. Tell me something that I would do so that you will approve of my plan.""I will think about it.""No. Fine. I will allow you to decide on what you will do with Sunshine. But there's something you two have to do. Knoxx. Son. You can use this as an opportunity to discover what Sunshine could do."The brothers' attention awakened."You're getting our attention, Father. Tell us what that is.""Pacify the chaos at Rogue Town together. If you two succeed, I will not contradict anymore with your decisions, Son.""R-Rogue Town? Isn't it the most chaotic place outside our pack, Alpha Ezra?" I asked as bile rose from my throat.It had been three years since there was chaos there. Alpha Ezra had tried his best to have a peace treaty with the rogues, but he never succeeded."Yes, Sunshine. That's the place. My informants had informed me that they were planning something big. A war against this pack. This is getting out of hand. Unfortunately. Something must be done.""Killing them all is the best thing to do, father. Why don't you accept my proposal?" Knoxx said.Alpha Ezra emptied the contents of his wine glass."There was already a lot of blood spilled on our soil, Son. Enough is enough. This time, I will try to settle this peacefully. And you two will be the ones who will help me. Succeed and I will accept that you are now worthy to inherit the alpha position, Knoxx."The position was forcefully handed to the eldest of Alpha Ezra's sons because they did not want him to marry Mother.But until now, Alpha Ezra continued to monitor the pack's affairs, not completely trusting his own son.So saying he will acknowledge Knoxx as the new alpha would be a challenge for my second chance mate."Is that a promise, Father?" Knoxx asked, smiling. "I vow it."Knoxx stood. "I'm on it whether the woman comes with me.""She should join you or else, you are not following the end of the bargain. You two will be going there at Rogue Town. Is that okay with you, Sunshine?"Heck no! Imagining the place was already scary enough, but if it meant that was the only way where I could go back again to my pack? I could not turn down the opportunity."I'm on it.""Father. Rogue Town is no longer the same place as before," Beta Benedict reminded. "The woman will be killed at first sight. How could you send a woman as weak as your stepdaughter there?""I-I can handle myself well," I said. "I can fight." I knew some moves and I hoped I would be able to use that when the opportunity asked for it."You will only drag down the alpha.""I won't," I responded. "I will do everything I can. Knoxx is not the only one who is not willing to lose. Me as well. I will go with Brother." My second chance mate, I added in my mind.SUNSHINE:I felt like I was an eggshell when I returned to the pack. My mind was a mess and I did not know whether I should be happy or not at the turn of events. Jericho had just broken the engagement and wanted me to be with Knoxx as if it were simple. It was not. How could I be with someone after knowing I hurt the person who truly loved me?“Sunshine? You okay?”I lifted my gaze after I stepped out of the car. Knoxx was at the garage, washing his car. Good for him. He turned off the faucet and wiped his hands on his pants. He was shirtless and sweat decorated his chest. Or maybe it was the water from the faucet. If I was not in shock at what happened earlier, perhaps I was already licking my lips upon seeing his body. “Do I look okay after seeing you?”“You were already not in a good mood when you stepped out of the car.”A low growl escaped from my lips. “You shut your mouth.”He heaved a sigh. “Have you eaten?”“Why does it matter?” I snapped. “Don't pretend like you care
SUNSHINE:Knoxx loved me. He finally loved me. Too bad, when I already gave up, he came chasing me. Why did it have to become this way? “What do you expect me to say?” I asked. “Do you want me to say that I have feelings too? How many times do I have to remind you that I already have Jericho? Why can't you see that?” I growled.Please don't confuse me, too. I pity Jericho. He was a changed man and I did not want to sin. My conscience won't allow that. “I…I don’t expect anything, Sunshine. I just wanted to tell you my feelings. I don’t…want to have any regrets.”“You really don’t care what your pack would say?”“Anyone’s opinion doesn't matter anymore, Sunshine. This time, I will pursue what I want. I won't stop unless you are already married. I don't want to live in regrets.”I inhaled deeply and pocketed his handkerchief. If only he confessed when I had not accepted Jericho…then maybe…there might be a chance between us. A sad smile spread on my lips. “Is this the kind man you ar
SUNSHINE:“Alright, Jericho. That’s good. Tell me if everything is okay.” I had to marry Jericho so that Knoxx would stop pestering me. I meant he already made it clear that he did not want me. So, I hoped he would stick to that. Sensing that someone was watching me, I looked around and found a pair of eyes watching me intently. Shite. My heart skipped a beat when I caught sight of Knoxx. He was about to enter the hall but stopped upon seeing me. If I stayed here, our paths would always cross. I had to get out of this pack as soon as possible.“I’ll be calling you back later, Jericho. T-thanks,” I muttered, in a hurry. Knoxx's steps faltered. As if he debated on approaching me or not. “Yes. Take care, Sunny. I love you so much. I hope this will be the start of something new. I love you,” he whispered lovingly. My mind went blank. He loved me. Until now? But my love for him had already disappeared when Knoxx entered the picture. What should I say?I bit the inside of my cheek
SUNSHINE: Out of reflex, I stood at the bed and scrambled away, losing my balance and landed on the floor with a loud thud. I gasped when a wave of pain exploded. I cursed loudly. Knoxx was suddenly on my side and asked, “Are you okay, Sunshine?” His voice was full of worry. His eyebrows raised and that was the time when I realized he was clean-shaven and his hair was also cut properly. He looked handsome…that I could not stop myself from thumping loudly against my ribcage. Jericho's face flashed inside my head. Guilt swallowed my heart. How could my heart jump because of someone else? Disgusting.“Do not touch me. Stay away from me. Your touch repulses me.”Knoxx let out a shaky breath. “Sunshine. I’m only checking if you are hurt.”“I’m not that weak. Why did you come here?”My heart continued to hammer against my chest. What was he doing here? Staying in the same room with him brought so many memories. I wanted to run away from him and hide.“I’m glad you're not in pain.”
SUNSHINE:I am going to marry Jericho a month from now. That was our agreement. Jericho’s parents were both excited and I had already told everyone in the family about it. Yes. That includes my stepbrothers as well. Mother was thrilled but my stepbrothers were not. It was as if they wanted me to wait for Knoxx. I sighed and rolled to my side. Leaving this room was not something I wanted to do now even if Jericho and I both agreed that we would be choosing wedding dresses even if the wedding ceremony was only simple. His Mother insisted that we should choose my dress properly for a prosperous life.I did not want a luxurious dress. All I wanted was a peaceful life. A peaceful married life. Marriage. Am I going to do this or am I only using Jericho?He said he was willing to be used, another part of my mind said.He did, but the guilt…If you don’t want to feel that, try loving him so that it will fade.I was not the type to use other people. I would rather be used than to be anoth
DANTE:The alpha was drunk again and stayed at the river, while watching the bonfire, I mused to myself as I hid on the large tree. I wanted to be disappointed, but I also understood why he was acting like this—his youngest brother's death. I wanted to pretend that I did not know what was happening to him, but I did.My heart tightened when he would call his dead brother and sometimes Sunshine when he was so drunk. I looked at the sky which was full of stars. I wished the day would come when Alpha Knoxx would stop blaming himself. He got worse after Miss Sunshine went back to the pack. Did the two have a falling out? If I were the alpha, I would not let anything separate me from my mate regardless of the reason. May it a step sibling or not.Alpha Knoxx emptied the contents of the bottle and put it aside. He already drunk five bottles of beer. There were five more left for him to empty. Still, he continued taking care of his people. Little by little, they accepted him as their