14: Emptiness

Moana

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I couldn’t understand how to handle the news that my mate was a vampire. One thing was sure: he didn’t want us; otherwise, he wouldn’t have been pushing me away for the last six months. To be honest, I didn’t want him either. Everything was messed up because of Matebond.

Lotus whimpered when I said that I didn’t want him.

‘Okay, fine. I won’t say anything like that.' I talked with her. Even though I didn’t want him, I wanted him for my Lotus, or who knew, we both could get rid of him after sleeping with him.

'That will never happen. I can never get enough of him.' Lotus growled in my mind.

Earlier, I wanted her to speak, and now that she had started speaking, my head started aching. Her growls were not ready to stop.

I didn’t remember how long I stayed in the river in my wolf form, enjoying the water under my paw. All I could say was that Lotus ate plenty of fish today.

I returned to the council and grabbing a long shirt, I went directly to Dad’s office. I knocked on the door a