Elena's Point Of View
I stared at him like I didn’t understand English. Like the air around me had collapsed into silence, and I had no oxygen left to breathe.
The dining room was quiet. Too quiet. The type of quiet that didn’t feel peaceful, but surgical. Like the kind of silence you’d hear just before the first incision of a knife.
The walls were white. The table was glass. And my husband… Graham Sinclair sat across from me in his three-piece suit like we were discussing stock options, not the destruction of our marriage.
And then he said it. Again.
“It’s an open marriage, Elena. It’s the only solution that makes sense.”
I blinked slowly, my spine rigid in the sleek gray chair, arms folded on my lap like I was back in boarding school, being punished for speaking too loud.
My lips parted, a soft exhale leaving me, but the words didn’t come. I couldn’t find them. Because what do you even say when the man you’ve been married to for five years calmly, coolly tells you he wants to sleep with other women?
Wants you to sleep with other men. Wants to share your marriage bed with the entire goddamn world.
“I’m sorry,” I croaked, finally. “What did you just say?”
He didn’t even flinch. His eyes were as cold as ever, those perfect, storm-cloud gray eyes that once made me fall so stupidly in love. Back when I thought I mattered to him. Before the ring. Before the tests. Before the cruel quiet began.
“You heard me,” he said simply, swirling the wine in his glass like this was casual. Like we were just chatting over dinner. “It’s either this… or we file for divorce.”
My stomach dropped. Hard.
“But… Graham…” My voice cracked, heart pounding like it was trying to claw its way out of my chest. “The last doctor we went to said there’s a solution. That I can get pregnant. We just need more time. You promised…”
He cut me off with a flick of his hand, calm and uninterested. “I’m not asking, Elena,” he said sharply. “I’m just letting you know.” I sat there frozen, eyes burning. “So you’ve made the decision already.”
He raised a brow. “I’ve made the decision to stop wasting both our time. We’ve tried. We’ve waited. Five years of failure is enough. And I want a child, Elena. Not when you’re forty. Now.”
His words hit harder than any slap. “Failure…” I repeated, stunned. “Is that what I am to you?”
Graham leaned back in his chair, crossing one leg over the other. His fingers tapped lazily against the stem of his wine glass.
“Emotionally? No. Biologically? Yes.” I choked on my breath. “You arrogant, heartless…”
“Don’t,” he said, his voice suddenly razor-sharp. “Don’t make this emotional. It’s not. This is about logic. About legacy. I need an heir. I need someone who can carry the Sinclair name. You can’t, so I’m adjusting.”
Adjusting.
Like I was a broken piece of furniture. “Graham,” I said, my voice trembling, “I’m your wife.”
“And?” he challenged coolly. “That means I should sacrifice my future because of your defective womb?”
My whole body stilled.
I stared at him, at the man I once called my soulmate, and for the first time, I saw nothing human in his eyes. Just cold calculation.
My mouth was dry. My chest tight. “You never even considered adoption, or surrogacy…”
“Surrogacy is an option. But not with you as the genetic mother.” His tone cut like acid. “If I wanted to breed failure, I’d buy a dog with hip dysplasia.”
I stood up so fast my chair screeched across the floor. “How dare you talk to me like this!”
He didn’t even blink.
“Sit down, Elena. Screaming won’t change your blood.”
I was shaking now. With rage. With pain. With the sting of being reduced to less than a woman in the eyes of the man I once gave my whole life to.
“You’re sleeping with someone already, aren’t you?” I accused, voice sharp. “This isn’t about a child. You just want to fuck whoever you want and blame me for it.”
He stared at me like I was stupid. Like I was beneath response.
And then, calmly… cruelly,.he said,
“If you agree to the terms, I’ll make sure you’re taken care of financially. I won’t throw you out like trash. You’ll still have your title. You’ll still be my wife… legally.”
My lips trembled. “You mean I’ll be your puppet.” He tilted his head. “If that’s how you want to frame it.” My mind was spinning. My heart in shreds. “You’re joking, right?”
“No.” He said. Not a flinch. Not a blink. As if what he just said wasn’t a blade to my throat. “I need an heir, Elena. My mother has been asking questions. My father’s growing impatient.”
“And what if I say no?” I asked, then he looked me dead in the eye.
“Then we divorce. I’ll find someone else. Someone fertile. And this entire five-year experiment will be written off as a regret.”
Tears stung my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. I wouldn’t give him that satisfaction.
“You never loved me,” I whispered.
He shrugged. “Maybe I tried. Maybe I just wanted to. But we are where we are, Elena. It’s better to be honest than to keep playing pretend.”
I clutched the edge of the table to stay upright. “There’s no honesty in betrayal,” I said hoarsely. Graham finally stood, straightening his cuffs, brushing imaginary dust off his sleeve.
“It’s not betrayal if you consent.”
He turned to leave the room. “You have until Friday to decide.”
“Graham,” I called, my voice breaking. “Don’t do this.”
He paused at the doorway.
And without turning, said the last thing I’d ever expect from a man who once held my face and told me I was his world:
“This is me… choosing my world.” And just like that, he was gone. The silence he left behind wasn’t just quiet, it screamed.
My knees buckled, and I sank slowly onto the nearest chair, fingers gripping the edge like it could stop the room from spinning. My eyes burned. But no tears came yet.
My mind reached for something… anything to keep me from falling apart. And it landed on him.
Not the man who walked out the door, but the one who once stood under soft golden lights, hands trembling as he lifted my veil.
The air had smelled of peonies and clean linen. Graham’s hands had been warm… nervous, even, as he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, his thumb grazing my cheek with reverence.
“I promise you the world, Elena,” he’d whispered with that crooked smile that made my heart leap. “Everything I own, everything I am. You’re it for me.”
He’d kissed my forehead that day like I was made of glass, like loving me was something sacred. His voice had cracked during the vows. And when he looked at me, he didn’t see a wife, he saw a forever.
We danced under a thousand fairy lights, barefoot and tipsy on champagne and hope. He’d held me close and murmured against my ear, “If we never had a child, I’d still love you till my last breath. You’re enough, Elena. Always.”
But that was before.
Before the tests. Before the hushed conversations. Before the way he started looking through me instead of at me.
The sound of my own shallow breathing dragged me back to the cold, sterile room. The same chair I was still clinging to. The same man who had just left.
The warmth of that day felt like a cruel dream now. My throat tightened. And for the first time since he said it, my lips finally moved.
A whisper. Broken.Fragile. “What changed?”
“What happened to the man I married?”
Elena’s Point Of ViewThe room was quiet except for the low hum of the AC and the faint thump of music from somewhere downstairs. My hands were twisted in my lap, nails digging into my palms so hard that little crescents marked my skin. I didn’t even realize I was holding my breath until Lexy’s fingers closed gently over mine.“Elena,” she said softly, like she was afraid I’d bolt. “Sit. Please.”I sank into the sofa, the cushions swallowing me whole. The fabric smelled faintly of vanilla and something floral, but all I could smell was him… Jaxx, like he’d branded the very air.Lexy sat down next to me, her knee brushing mine. She tilted her head, eyes warm but searching. “It’s really complicated, huh?”A bitter laugh slipped from me before I could stop it. “Complicated isn’t even the word.”Lexy squeezed my hand. “I’m here with you. No matter how complicated it is, I’ll be here to listen. You know that, right?”I nodded, but my throat was tight.Her gaze flicked over my face like she
Elena’s Point Of ViewHis hand slid up, fingers threading into my hair at the base of my skull. His mouth hovered at my ear again, voice low, rougher than it had ever been. I could feel the hunger in it, the restraint snapping strand by strand.“Bambina,” he rasped, his breath hot against my skin, “how on earth am I supposed to be strict with you when every little thing you do right now gives me a hard-on, huh?!”And then he didn’t wait for me to answer.His lips crashed onto mine, hard, demanding, stealing the air straight from my lungs. The kiss was wild, all teeth and tongue and pent-up need, and before I could even gasp, his mouth was parting mine, claiming, tasting, devouring like he’d been starving and I was the only thing that could satisfy him.My knees nearly buckled. My hands, traitorous as ever, fisted into his shirt, yanking him closer even as my mind screamed no, no, no. But my body… oh God, my body had already betrayed me. My lips opened under his, matching his heat with
Elena’s Point Of ViewHis words hit me like a slap.“I won’t fuck you,” he said finally, his voice low but hard as steel, “while you’re still wearing another man’s ring.”For a second, everything inside me went completely silent. The air between us felt heavy, almost visible, pressing down on my chest until I thought I’d choke on it. My fingers curled into fists on the edge of the vanity, my knuckles pale. He didn’t move away. He didn’t soften. He just stood there, heat radiating off him like a second heartbeat, his breath brushing against my cheek, teasing my skin with every exhale.The humiliation hit first… hot, quick, shameful. Not because of what he’d said, but because part of me wanted him anyway. Part of me wanted to reach up, grab him by the shirt, and pull him into me until there was no space left to breathe. My body was betraying me in real time, every nerve wired toward him, every muscle trembling with need I didn’t want to name.Then came the anger, slow and searing. How d
Elena’s Point Of ViewThe sound of my name on his tongue made something inside me jolt. I stared at him, unable to move, my breath lodged in my throat. His eyes stayed on mine, dark and relentless, and for a moment the boutique… the mirrored walls, the racks of shimmering dresses, the faint music floating from the front room, blurred into nothing. It was just him, too close, too still, too much.My gaze flicked downward, a nervous reflex, and landed on his mouth. My heart skipped once, hard, as if it knew a secret my mind refused to face. ‘No. No, Elena, get a grip on yourself.’ My fingers dug into the edge of the dressing table behind me. My knuckles went white.But he stepped closer anyway.The air between us thinned to a thread. His scent… clean leather, spice, something darker underneath, wrapped around me, hot and dizzying. He didn’t touch me yet, but it felt as if he had. My knees weakened, thighs pressing together unconsciously, my body betraying me even as my mind screamed sto
Elena’s Point Of ViewFor a split second, the words didn’t feel real. My brain scrambled, tripping over itself, as if reality had bent into some impossible dream. My chest rose and fell, breath trapped halfway between panic and disbelief.This had to be a dream. It had to. My mind grasped for logic, maybe I fell asleep on Lexy’s plush couch while flipping through gowns, maybe the boutique had slipped into one of those vivid nightmares where desire and fear tangled too tightly.But the sharp heat of his hand still lingered on the middle of my back. His scent… dark spice, smoke, something I’d hated myself for memorizing, was too sharp, too precise. No dream could conjure this.Slowly, I twisted, my voice catching in my throat. My lips parted, but sound was hard to find. Finally, in a hoarse whisper, I managed, “What are you doing here, Jaxx? How…” I swallowed hard, eyes darting around the dressing room like the walls might betray a hidden crack. “How did you even get in here?”His mouth
Elena’s Point Of ViewI sat cross-legged on the bed, the duvet a mess beneath me, papers scattered across the sheets like a storm I hadn’t yet cleaned up. Folders stacked half-open, receipts folded into worn envelopes, property documents with my name scrawled on the edges, everything I’d quietly collected, piece by piece, in preparation for this moment.Escape.The word sat in my chest like both a curse and a promise.I dragged a hand through my hair, exhaling slow, steady, the way someone does when they’re trying not to drown. My marriage to Graham wasn’t just a chapter I could slam shut, it was a prison with locks on every corner, a maze designed to keep me trapped. But I was done. Done with the bullshit, the cutting insults he threw at me like knives, the humiliations he enjoyed watching me squirm under, the way he made me feel small even in my own house.I was done being a slave to my fears.But done didn’t mean careless. Done meant calculated.I leaned forward, pulling another fo