ログインShe was always the good girl. Until heartbreak made her reckless. Elena Sinclair thought marriage meant forever. But five years in, her “forever” has become a gilded cage of pain and betrayal. She’s the wife who couldn’t give him a child. The barren disappointment. And for that, her husband offered her a cruel compromise… an open marriage. One that gave him the right to find someone who could carry his heir. The next day, he brought a pregnant woman home. The same woman who was first introduced as his cousin. The humiliation doesn’t end there, his mother lashes out… hurling insults and even fists, while her husband turns a blind eye. Not once has he defended her. Not once has he shown her love. She’s nothing more than a placeholder… a name on a marriage certificate. The cruelest part? She loved him. She loved him long before the vows, long before the lies… so deeply it blinded her to who he really was. Now, to make him jealous, she turns to the one man she should never touch: Jaxx Moretti, her husband’s younger brother. The dangerous one. The black sheep of the Sinclair family. The man who once made her high school years hell… and now has every reason to destroy her husband's legacy. What starts as a twisted game soon ignites into something raw, addictive, and completely forbidden. But Jaxx isn’t just her escape. He’s everything her husband isn’t. Because the deeper she sinks into Jaxx's bed… The harder it becomes to crawl back out. Content Warning: This book contains mature themes intended for adult audiences (18+), including explicit sexual content, toxic relationships, manipulation, and emotional trauma. Reader discretion is strongly advised.
もっと見るElena's Point Of View
I stared at him like I didn’t understand English. Like the air around me had collapsed into silence, and I had no oxygen left to breathe.
The dining room was quiet. Too quiet. The type of quiet that didn’t feel peaceful, but surgical. Like the kind of silence you’d hear just before the first incision of a knife.
The walls were white. The table was glass. And my husband… Graham Sinclair sat across from me in his three-piece suit like we were discussing stock options, not the destruction of our marriage.
And then he said it. Again.
“It’s an open marriage, Elena. It’s the only solution that makes sense.”
I blinked slowly, my spine rigid in the sleek gray chair, arms folded on my lap like I was back in boarding school, being punished for speaking too loud.
My lips parted, a soft exhale leaving me, but the words didn’t come. I couldn’t find them. Because what do you even say when the man you’ve been married to for five years calmly, coolly tells you he wants to sleep with other women?
Wants you to sleep with other men. Wants to share your marriage bed with the entire goddamn world.
“I’m sorry,” I croaked, finally. “What did you just say?”
He didn’t even flinch. His eyes were as cold as ever, those perfect, storm-cloud gray eyes that once made me fall so stupidly in love. Back when I thought I mattered to him. Before the ring. Before the tests. Before the cruel quiet began.
“You heard me,” he said simply, swirling the wine in his glass like this was casual. Like we were just chatting over dinner. “It’s either this… or we file for divorce.”
My stomach dropped. Hard.
“But… Graham…” My voice cracked, heart pounding like it was trying to claw its way out of my chest. “The last doctor we went to said there’s a solution. That I can get pregnant. We just need more time. You promised…”
He cut me off with a flick of his hand, calm and uninterested. “I’m not asking, Elena,” he said sharply. “I’m just letting you know.” I sat there frozen, eyes burning. “So you’ve made the decision already.”
He raised a brow. “I’ve made the decision to stop wasting both our time. We’ve tried. We’ve waited. Five years of failure is enough. And I want a child, Elena. Not when you’re forty. Now.”
His words hit harder than any slap. “Failure…” I repeated, stunned. “Is that what I am to you?”
Graham leaned back in his chair, crossing one leg over the other. His fingers tapped lazily against the stem of his wine glass.
“Emotionally? No. Biologically? Yes.” I choked on my breath. “You arrogant, heartless…”
“Don’t,” he said, his voice suddenly razor-sharp. “Don’t make this emotional. It’s not. This is about logic. About legacy. I need an heir. I need someone who can carry the Sinclair name. You can’t, so I’m adjusting.”
Adjusting.
Like I was a broken piece of furniture. “Graham,” I said, my voice trembling, “I’m your wife.”
“And?” he challenged coolly. “That means I should sacrifice my future because of your defective womb?”
My whole body stilled.
I stared at him, at the man I once called my soulmate, and for the first time, I saw nothing human in his eyes. Just cold calculation.
My mouth was dry. My chest tight. “You never even considered adoption, or surrogacy…”
“Surrogacy is an option. But not with you as the genetic mother.” His tone cut like acid. “If I wanted to breed failure, I’d buy a dog with hip dysplasia.”
I stood up so fast my chair screeched across the floor. “How dare you talk to me like this!”
He didn’t even blink.
“Sit down, Elena. Screaming won’t change your blood.”
I was shaking now. With rage. With pain. With the sting of being reduced to less than a woman in the eyes of the man I once gave my whole life to.
“You’re sleeping with someone already, aren’t you?” I accused, voice sharp. “This isn’t about a child. You just want to fuck whoever you want and blame me for it.”
He stared at me like I was stupid. Like I was beneath response.
And then, calmly… cruelly,.he said,
“If you agree to the terms, I’ll make sure you’re taken care of financially. I won’t throw you out like trash. You’ll still have your title. You’ll still be my wife… legally.”
My lips trembled. “You mean I’ll be your puppet.” He tilted his head. “If that’s how you want to frame it.” My mind was spinning. My heart in shreds. “You’re joking, right?”
“No.” He said. Not a flinch. Not a blink. As if what he just said wasn’t a blade to my throat. “I need an heir, Elena. My mother has been asking questions. My father’s growing impatient.”
“And what if I say no?” I asked, then he looked me dead in the eye.
“Then we divorce. I’ll find someone else. Someone fertile. And this entire five-year experiment will be written off as a regret.”
Tears stung my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. I wouldn’t give him that satisfaction.
“You never loved me,” I whispered.
He shrugged. “Maybe I tried. Maybe I just wanted to. But we are where we are, Elena. It’s better to be honest than to keep playing pretend.”
I clutched the edge of the table to stay upright. “There’s no honesty in betrayal,” I said hoarsely. Graham finally stood, straightening his cuffs, brushing imaginary dust off his sleeve.
“It’s not betrayal if you consent.”
He turned to leave the room. “You have until Friday to decide.”
“Graham,” I called, my voice breaking. “Don’t do this.”
He paused at the doorway.
And without turning, said the last thing I’d ever expect from a man who once held my face and told me I was his world:
“This is me… choosing my world.” And just like that, he was gone. The silence he left behind wasn’t just quiet, it screamed.
My knees buckled, and I sank slowly onto the nearest chair, fingers gripping the edge like it could stop the room from spinning. My eyes burned. But no tears came yet.
My mind reached for something… anything to keep me from falling apart. And it landed on him.
Not the man who walked out the door, but the one who once stood under soft golden lights, hands trembling as he lifted my veil.
The air had smelled of peonies and clean linen. Graham’s hands had been warm… nervous, even, as he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, his thumb grazing my cheek with reverence.
“I promise you the world, Elena,” he’d whispered with that crooked smile that made my heart leap. “Everything I own, everything I am. You’re it for me.”
He’d kissed my forehead that day like I was made of glass, like loving me was something sacred. His voice had cracked during the vows. And when he looked at me, he didn’t see a wife, he saw a forever.
We danced under a thousand fairy lights, barefoot and tipsy on champagne and hope. He’d held me close and murmured against my ear, “If we never had a child, I’d still love you till my last breath. You’re enough, Elena. Always.”
But that was before.
Before the tests. Before the hushed conversations. Before the way he started looking through me instead of at me.
The sound of my own shallow breathing dragged me back to the cold, sterile room. The same chair I was still clinging to. The same man who had just left.
The warmth of that day felt like a cruel dream now. My throat tightened. And for the first time since he said it, my lips finally moved.
A whisper. Broken.Fragile. “What changed?”
“What happened to the man I married?”
Elena's Point Of View He moved before I could take another breath. One second I was on top of him, sinking down slow, savoring the drag of him, and the next the world spun. The blanket rushed up to meet my back, and Jaxx loomed above me, caging me in with his arms, his eyes dark and burning down into mine. Something primal flickered across his face, like he'd been holding himself back for ages and had finally lost the thread of his own restraint. I could feel the tremor in his arms, the effort it took him to hold himself still even for a moment, and the sight of that struggle sent a thrill straight through me. It occurred to me, somewhere in the haze, that I'd never seen him look anything less than composed, and the unraveling of that composure felt like a gift meant only for me. "It's my turn now, princess," he growled, low and rough. "I'm tired of your teases." "Jaxx…" I started, and it was all I got out. He undid me. There was no other word for it. He pulled back and drove in
Elena's Point Of ViewHis belt came open beneath my hands, though I couldn't stop them from shaking, couldn't stop the tremor that ran straight through me at the simple act of undoing him. "Here," Jaxx murmured, and his fingers folded over mine, steadying them, helping me slide the leather free of the loops in one slow pull before tossing it somewhere into the grass. He unbuttoned his jeans himself, unhurried, maddeningly patient, and I wanted to scream at the contrast between his calm and the storm raging through me. "Hurry, babe," I whined, pressing my forehead against his. He kissed the corner of my mouth, soft and infuriating, lingering just long enough to make my pulse stutter. "I'm not going anywhere, Bambina." "You're killing me." "Good." His voice dropped to a low rasp against my cheek. "Now you know how it felt, watching you want me and not saying a word." "You knew?" "Princess, I knew. Every time. The way you'd look at my hands and then look away. The way you'd bite
Jaxx's Point Of View"What are you doing, princess?" My voice came out deep and rough, an eyebrow raised at her sudden burst of dominance. She looked down at me, and instead of answering, her hazel eyes glinted with that dangerous mix of triumph and raw, unfiltered need. A breeze stirred the loose strands of her hair, and for a moment, she looked less like the careful, guarded woman I'd fallen for and more like someone finally letting herself want something out loud. I'd spent months watching her hold the world at a careful distance, measuring every word, guarding every glance. Seeing that control slip now, deliberately, for me, felt like watching a dam give way. "What does it look like I'm doing, Moretti?" "You tell me," I said, dragging my palms slowly up her thighs, savoring the way her breath caught at the contact. "What's come over you?" "You," she said simply. "You're what's come over me. Every damn day since I met you." Something flickered behind her eyes… a spark, a deci
A/N: Hey guys... Pheeww... It's been an awfully long time. wanna apologize for that. (how many apologies have I even given?) HMMM... I've been poor in health lately... I hope this month brings everyone happiness, joy, and goals acoomplishment.Elena's Point Of ViewI buried my hands in her damp, silky hair, angling her face just right as I brought my mouth down over hers again. It wasn't a rushed kiss, but it was heavy, filled with every ounce of raw, unvarnished devotion I had been holding back for days. I took her lower lip between mine, tasting the salt of her tears mixed with her natural sweetness, pulling her into a slow, rhythmic heat that made the rest of the world vanish completely. Every second of distance between us over the past days had felt like a wound, and now that she was finally here, beneath my hands, I wasn't sure I'd ever be able to let her go again. The heat between us grew thick in the quiet garden, the scent of crushed grass and cedar wrapping around us like
Elena’s Point Of View“Tell him you’re done with his bullshit. To hell with him. And come to me. Do that…” his smirk was pure challenge now, “and I’ll give it to you.”For a moment, the world stopped. My ears roared, a violent rushing sound, as though blood itself rebelled against what I’d just hea
Elena's Point Of ViewThe collision left my body trembling, the impact reverberating through every inch of me. My breath came in shallow gasps, heart hammering like a wild drumbeat in my chest. The silence afterward was suffocating, pierced only by the relentless patter of rain against the twisted
Elena's Point Of ViewLexy held my hand tightly as we stepped out of the café. “You sure you’ll be okay?” she asked, concern still lingering in her eyes.I gave a small laugh, trying to mask the emotional storm boiling inside me. “I’ll survive. I always do.”She narrowed her eyes at me. “Listen, an
Elena's Point Of View“You evil child!”I winced, holding the phone away for a beat before bringing it back.“Mama…” I muttered.“Don’t mama me! What is all this nonsense I’m hearing about you and that man? You’ve finally lost your mind, haven’t you? Is this how we raised you? To throw your marriag












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