The wine was dry. The party was louder than she liked. And yet Lydia Roman stayed rooted in place, her fingers tracing the crystal rim of her glass, waiting for something she couldn’t name.
Or someone. The room shimmered in gold and shadows—an engagement party for someone she barely knew, in a city she never wanted to return to. But here she was, twenty-seven, perfectly composed in red silk and stiletto heels, pretending she still belonged in this world of power, money, and whispered sins. “Lydia Roman,” came a voice behind her. Deep. Smooth. Familiar in the most unsettling way. She didn’t have to turn. She already knew. Damian Moretti. The man she’d run from five years ago. The man who once had her pinned against a wall in Milan, whispering things no man ever dared. The man whose name she hadn’t said aloud since… but never stopped thinking. Her breath caught—just a second too long. Then she turned. “Damian.” Her voice was steady. Her heart was not. He hadn’t changed. Tall, effortlessly dominant in a fitted black suit, hair slightly tousled like he had better things to do than impress anyone. But his eyes—still that maddening shade of dark gray, still looking at her like she was prey. “You look…” His gaze dipped down her dress. “Unforgivable.” A flush bloomed in her cheeks, but she didn’t move. “Still good at talking in sins, I see.” He stepped closer, too close. “You remember them, then.” Her body did. Every inch of it. “What are you doing here?” she asked, pulse fluttering. “I could ask you the same,” he said. “But I already know the answer. You came back for a reason, Lydia. And I think I’m it.” She hated how easily he could read her. Even worse, how she never wanted to lie when he looked at her like that. “I didn’t come for you.” “Maybe not,” he murmured. “But you’ll stay for me.” The music swelled behind them. Glasses clinked. Somewhere, someone laughed. But here in this moment, the world melted to silence. “I’ve changed,” she said softly. “I hope not,” he replied. “Because the girl I remember had a taste for danger. And you’ve just walked back into it.” He leaned in, his lips brushing her ear. “Come upstairs. No rules. No expectations. Just one night to remember everything we never finished.” Her stomach twisted. Her thighs clenched. Her resolve cracked—but not completely. “Still think you can order me around?” Damian smiled, slow and wicked. “I don’t need to order. You want to obey.” Her silence was answer enough. As Lydia turned away, her heart racing, a small velvet card slid into her clutch. No name. No message. Just a deep red wax seal embossed with a symbol she hadn’t seen in years. Ten lines etched across it. Ten commandments. Her breath hitched. The game hadn’t just resumed. It had never ended. Lydia’s heels clicked against the marble as she walked away from him—but slowly. Purposefully. As if to say: I’m still in control. Even though her pulse was thundering in her ears and her skin burned from the heat of his breath. She didn’t look back. She couldn’t. Because she knew if she did, she’d go with him. Upstairs. One night. No rules. But that was the old Lydia. The one she’d buried years ago beneath ambition and silence and control. The one who let herself fall for a man like Damian Moretti. Dangerous. Beautiful. Addictive. A man who made her forget who she was and who she was trying to become. But he was wrong. She hadn’t come back for him. She’d come back for vengeance. She slipped out of the party early, not trusting herself to stay, not with him watching her like that—like he still owned a piece of her. Maybe he did. But if he thought he could use that against her again, he was wrong. She tossed her clutch onto the bed of her hotel room and kicked off her heels. The city buzzed outside the window—sirens, traffic, nightlife. But the only sound she could hear was his voice, still echoing in her head. You want to obey. Dammit. She rubbed her arms as if she could wipe off the memory of his touch. That’s when she remembered the card. The velvet was thick. Rich. Heavy in her hand. She hadn’t noticed slipping it into her clutch—he must’ve done it when he leaned in. Of course he did. She peeled back the wax seal. Inside was a single black page, etched in silver ink. No letterhead. No signature. Just ten simple lines: THE TEN SINFUL COMMANDMENTS 1. Never deny your deepest desires. 2. Pleasure is power—wield it ruthlessly. 3. Trust is earned through surrender. 4. Speak only truth—unless a lie is sexier. 5. Pain is a gift. Accept it. 6. Loyalty belongs to the one who ruins you. 7. Your body is a temple—set it on fire. 8. Fear is foreplay. Use it. 9. Punishment must always fit the sin. 10. If you kneel, kneel for love—or not at all. Lydia’s throat tightened. She sat down slowly on the edge of the bed, eyes locked on the final line. It wasn’t just a game. Not anymore. The commandments weren’t a metaphor. They were a contract. A challenge. And a warning. FLASHBACK – Milan, Five Years Ago His hands on her throat, firm but never cruel. His breath hot at her ear. Her wrists bound in silk. Her name on his lips like a promise and a curse. He was the only man who ever saw her completely—and didn’t flinch. Back then, she thought she could control him. Outsmart him. She was wrong. And she ran. Now, he was giving her a second chance—to finish what they started. But there was more at stake this time. Lydia wasn’t the same girl. And Damian Moretti wasn’t just a lover from her past. He was the gatekeeper to a secret she’d buried. A secret tied to her family, her exile, and the destruction of everything she once believed in. She looked at the list again. Never deny your deepest desires. Desire wasn’t the problem. Surviving it was. A knock at the door. Three soft taps. One hard one. Her breath caught. Not room service. Not housekeeping. Only one man ever knocked like that. She rose slowly, card still in hand. When she opened the door—no one was there. Just a black box on the hallway floor. Inside? A single red collar. And a note: “You still remember how to kneel?.”If you kneel, kneel for love—or not at all. That was the last commandment. The one Lilith could never write. But Lydia had gone further. She didn’t just kneel. She made others do it. She didn’t just survive. She rewrote survival. And now, it was time. Not to escape. But to leave a legacy. She stood at the top of the staircase, overlooking the halls that once imprisoned her—barefoot, bruised, dripping in the heat of her final high. Damian lay beneath her somewhere still catching his breath, skin marked by her, mouth stained from the worship she allowed. But Lydia? She had already moved past him. Past the guilt. Past the hunger. Straight into the world she would now claim for herself. In the Red Room—rebuilt, repurposed—she laid out the commandments one by one on the altar of velvet. Not printed. Not digital. Etched by hand. In her ink. In her blood. In her story. Was The TEN SINFUL COMMANDMENTS And then She added the last one. One Lilith never had the stre
The air in the sealed room pressed in from all sides.Still.Suffocating.As if the space itself knew this moment was sacred. A moment that would split Lydia’s soul wide open—and reveal who she really was when all the fire had cleared.Dr. Marlow blinked slowly, wrists still strapped tight to the chair.Across the room, Damian hadn’t moved.But Lydia had.Not forward.Not backward.Inward.She stood between them now.The girl she’d been? Gone.The weapon she became? Spent.This woman?She was choosing.“You said you were watching me for them,” Lydia murmured, circling Marlow slowly. “But you didn’t stop anything. You didn’t warn me. You let it happen.”Marlow didn’t beg. Didn’t deny it.“I observed,” she said quietly. “Because I wasn’t allowed to interfere. And if I had… you wouldn’t have become what you are.”Lydia paused.Brows lifting.“That’s not an excuse. That’s a confession.”Marlow met her gaze. “It’s a truth. You don’t like it. But it’s why you survived.”Lydia turned then—sl
The reel in Lydia’s arms felt heavier with every step.Not because of its weight.But because of what it meant.It wasn’t just evidence.It wasn’t just memory.It was the last thread tying her to Lilith.And she was ready to burn it.She moved deeper into the underground wing—past every hall that once threatened her. Past the velvet. Past the mirrored rooms. Past the ghosts of moans and scars and rules carved in lust.Until she reached it.The final door.Unlike the others, it was white.Unassuming.Ordinary.Except for the keypad beside it—and a small scanner that blinked red.She lifted the reel.Slid the embedded chip from its core and touched it to the scanner.The red light blinked.Then turned green.Click.The door unlatched.“Lydia.”She froze.Damian’s voice.She turned slowly.He stood at the end of the hall, breathless, eyes locked on the reel in her hands.“I was looking for you,” he said, his voice tight.She said nothing.Not yet.His eyes dropped to the door behind her.
The key was warm in her palm.Not hot. Not glowing. Just… alive. Like it had waited for her skin. Her readiness.Lydia walked alone through the west corridor—silent, stripped down to the simplest version of herself. No robe. No red. No mask. Just the echo of her bare feet, and the heartbeat she no longer hid from.Damian hadn’t followed her.She hadn’t asked him to.Some things, she needed to face alone.The key slid easily into the lock.A door she’d never seen before—because it had never wanted to be seen.It opened with no sound.Just stillness.And a soft whisper of air, as if the room had just exhaled for the first time in years.Inside: darkness.And at the center of it, a small pedestal. A sealed glass case.Inside the case: a reel of film.Old. Fragile. Unmarked.Beside it, a note in Lilith’s handwriting:“For the girl who made it through the fire.”There was only one screen in the room.A projector, already wired.Waiting.Lydia moved without hesitation.Slotted the reel in.
The candle had burned low beside them.Its wax curled like a closing eye, as if the room itself had finally stopped watching. The silence wasn’t sacred now.It was final.Lydia shifted slowly, her body aching in that beautiful, soul-deep way—the kind that meant something real had happened. Not just to her body. But to the thing inside it.She lay on her back, staring at the ceiling as Damian traced slow, reverent circles on her stomach.He hadn’t spoken since she told him she didn’t regret the kneeling.But she could feel the words building in him.And when they finally came, they didn’t sound like a man seeking forgiveness.They sounded like a man who wanted to start over.“What happens now?” he asked.Lydia turned to him.“Now,” she said quietly, “we see who we are when no one is watching.”He swallowed.“And if I’m not the man you need me to be?”She reached out and cupped his jaw, her thumb brushing the place he used to hide behind.“You already are.”They didn’t speak for a while
The house was silent.Not the kind of silence that hides screams or swallows memories.The kind of silence that waits.Lydia moved through the corridor barefoot, skin still glowing from the flames she’d lit—on his body, on her rules, on everything they’d built from obedience and sin.She didn’t tremble anymore.She didn’t second-guess.Not even after what happened in the red room.Not even after what she let herself feel.But that was the danger now, wasn’t it?She had punished. She had reclaimed. She had dominated.And now the question wasn’t what else she could takeIt was: Would she ever give again?The elevator doors opened on a floor she didn’t recognize.No red velvet.No sterile lights.No mirrored walls.Just warmth.And a single flickering candle in the center of the room.Next to it, a chair.And next to the chair—Damian.Kneeling.Head bowed.Unbound.Unshackled.Uncommanded.Waiting.Not because he was ordered.Not because she broke him.But because something in him chose