PROLOGUE

Early in the morning and my twin's introduction to me was that she was going to tell me something.

"You know you're just wasting your time, I'm not interested in those. and I don't want to date boys... for now" I said irritably and just wiped my face

"Sis? It's 2021. You're answer is...suit for bitter woman! Hahahaha, think of something new. I know you want it but you're stopping yourself. I don't know if you'll keep saying 'I don't want" if love hits you! HAHAHA "she said and left my room

Me?! will be hit by love? What's that? Gosh, that love is just an illusion! Everything won't last long, starting with our parents, if they really love each other they won't separate especially since they have children. They can make way to bring love in their relationship, but they didn't. Because the love of one of them fade! See? That love won't last.

Bitter if bitter, but I find it hard to believe in such thing.

As of now, I’m just staring at my phone and I don’t know what to do. It's also boring to sleep all day. When I chat with my friends, they just say they're busy, so I don't chat them again. 

"Brittany! Get down quickly!" My twin screamed down there and it surprised me.

"Why? You're so noisy! You're not the only person here!" I said angrily. Because early in the morning she's very noisy

I went downstairs and caught my twin smiling dog while facing his cellphone. "What's that, Cassidy?"

"This wait. I'll show you, don't frown! Early in the morning, you frown"

"Why don't I frown ?! You woke me up to say you're going to tell me something! then you're screaming like you're the only person here-"

"You talked too much! This is it. I'll show you something, isn't he handsome? You look good together, I think, Sis" she said to me and showed me a picture of a man

"W-Who's that?!" In my tone I was annoyed but the truth is... I suddenly felt a butterfly in my stomach .. because the handsome look is thrilling

"That's Lev!"

"Lev? What's his last name?"

"Is this real?!" she asked in shock. Even the she's really very OA

"Which?!"

"You're asking what the name means .. you're interested! Hahahahaha you ha! Lev is your type" she teased me

"H-Ha? Is it not allowed to ask his last name? his name is so short" My defense

"no no no You can't fool me! You and I have been together since we're on our Mom's belly, so I already know you."

"It's true that I was shorted by his name! What are you saying? It's up to you. I'll go now" I said and left

"Hey! Brittany Amaris Laxamana, you can't lie!" she shouted after me

"It's true what I'm saying, Cassidy Artemis! Another tease that I like that man. I will make your slippers fly to your face!" I shouted back!

I went back to my room and lay down. I don't know but it seems like I voluntarily searched the F* of 'Lev'

Did it really hit me? What is love at first sight? In the pic ?. . But I'm not in love. He is just handsome

maybe I was just carried away by the look of that Lev.

I can't fall in love with someone I don't know very well, especially in the picture I can see.

First day

I woke up early because it was our first day of class today. Cassidy and I are in our 3rd year of High School. But our section is not same so that the teachers are not too confused. And I really don't like her to be my classmate, because she is so talkative

Cassidy and I have a different attitudes. she is friendly, talkative and noisy

As for me, I prefer just two or three friends, I don't like noise, I'm rude and bitter because my twin said that, I'm bitter.

My twin is very famous here at school. There are also many suitors. And she's also very entertaining

While in class my friend was just blabbering on about me, so many stories. "he looked into my eyes and he accidentally held my hands because my books fell. omg, I'm so thrilled!"

"That's all? What's so exciting about that? he accidentally held your hand. , you don't even know if he like you or not"

"You know? I wish you could find a man who can change that  bitterness!" she said to me and stared at me

"That won't happen, Bree. Even now no one is flirting-

"it's because you don't want! it's happy to be inlove. why don't you try?"

"Yeah! That's why no one is flirting because I don't want to, right ?!"

"Because you're bitter! Why don't you try?"

"I'm not, okay? It's really hard for me to believe in that "love". 

"Sus. Not everything is like that, Brittany. Open your heart try to fall inlove, then you'll realize when you try to love you can say that not everyone is the same"

I sighed and just shook.

I came to our home and I spent the whole day thinking about what to do

what Bree told me. There is a part of me that I want to do and there is also a part of me that I don't want to do.

Actually. It's scary to fall in love. I'm afraid to be left behind...

Because I believe that if you love someone even hard and painful you will never leave them. Whatever happens.

When I got home, I immediately got dressed and then stretched out. If I try what will happen?

I'll admit I'm bored and bored alone. When I see Cassidy and her boyfriend, I can see the joy in their eyes, so I also wonder what that feeling is like.

"Cass!" I shouted from my room

"What ?!" she shouted back

"come here"

she smiled as she entered my room. Teasing smile. "Oh? Why are you calling me?"

"you will introduce me that Lev?" I will ask

"Yes,  but you're not interested-"

"I'm interested. Introduce him to me" I said bluntly

My twin's eyes immediately widened. "Omg! Is this real ?!"

"Yes, I might change my mind if you will not do it"

"All right, all right! get ready on Saturday Let's meet him. I met him yesterday because he's my boyfriend's friend" he said

"Okay." My answer is simple

Would the outcome be good? Will I be happy to do this?