Chapter 1

Zander's POV

"Alpha we will be reaching the pack house in 20" my driver informed. I have been away from my pack for four years now after the night I have shifted into my wolf form.

I thought I would find my mate on that day but alas I have to wait for her. She must be a alpha' s daughter or a beta' s if not than a pack warrior she will be a great Luna and be my better half.

During my time spent in Alpha camp, I have realised many wrong doings of my past actions needless to say I am ashamed of my existences for all the mistakes my father and I had made. A pack looks up to their leaders who they see as protectors yet what I did was wrong. Our judgements were wrong and our way of treating the low rank wolf were absolute hideous. 

As time passed in the Alpha camp my regret increased I also began to question my own self -worth. Before I left the camp I had made a promise to make things right. To rule and protect my pack like a true Alpha would and I vow to never become the person I was before I left for my Alpha trainings. This progress will have to start with her.

"Alpha we have reached" Rick said breaking my chain of thoughts as I saw a familiar building in front. It had about ten floors and each floor has at least forty rooms with bathroom. A few new houses had also been bulit around the pack house to support the families that want to live in privacy. Just like I remember.

 As I got out of the car, my eyes closed instantly as my wolf sniffed the scent of our home which we both missed for four years. As I was feeling the sense of familiarity and home I was hit by a strong, sweet and intoxicated scent my eyes opened instantly as the smell seemed to drowse me and my wolf in calmness as it made my legs to move on its own accords drawing us closer and closer to the source. This feeling felt enchanted as it led us towards the inside of the pack house.

Mate my wolf Zane whimpered around happily as he danced in my head crazily like a puppy getting its favourite treat. 'I'll forgive you today since I am finally meeting my mate stupid human' he hummed dreamily as I followed the scent. Finally after four years I will be  with my mate. Come to think of it she was in my pack and yet I never noticed I might have been an idiot.

 I followed the scent like a puppy and went in the kitchen to get the shock of my life.....

My mate is non other then .....AVY GRACE the one whose parents betrayed there own pack by siding with rouges

Why? why her goddess?

At this moment I am ready to even be mated to a rouge or even worse a human but fate seem to punish me in the hardest way possible.

Here I was thinking of apologozing and asking her to give me another chance to prove my worth but now I have to do more then just seek for her forgiveness. 

What should I do at this moment. I am confuse and afraid to even look in her most impressive brown eyes. 'Great even the mate bond is driving me carzy as if revealing my mate to be her wasn't enough'.

'Just shut up human and let me enjoy my mate' Zane gruffed as he eyed her and growled at me for each and every wound her we discovered. 'This is all your fault punk' with that he shut himself out.

Know I finally understand his grumpiness when I would order others to torture her in the past.

I think she has noticed my scent because "mate" was all she said when she saw me.

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Avy's POV

I was  in the kitchen doing my usual chores and becoming a punching bag just had to earn new bruises and cuts on my skin it don't even heal well because my wolf Izzy is to weak to heal us both. If I have to blame for someone for all this torture it will be my wolf.

'If you didn't hold me back then all would have been great' she huffed. From the moment I have painfully shifted and got fully connected to my wolf everything changed. At first I was able to control her undying lust for blood whenever a pack member would disrespect and physically harm me but then it became hard to do so, just like today. 

'At least I am sane enough to do that so that we are not injected with wolfsbane that keeps your sorry and annoying ass away from trouble and me for goddess knows how long' I responded to which she scoffed and rolled her eyes.

 At this point of time my only hope is that I will find my mate soon and he will be able to save me from a life like hell. If only he does not reject me.....

'Mate' Izzy yelled in excitement in my head as an intoxicated scent invaded my nostrils. Did the moon goddess hear my plea? or I am dreaming. I just hope he doesn't reject me.

I turned around to see my mate when thousand bricks of shock hit me like a truck. My mate is  none other than Zander Black the leader of my bully gang the only one responsible for all the pain and suffering I have went through for 7 years. There has to be something wrong with me.

He had grown a bit taller and bulker then I last saw him. His face had a few small nicks and cuts but he still looked 'gorgouse, handsome, tempting-' Izzy wheezed as she dreamily checked him out. 'Like he would kill us after knowing the parents of his now mate had killed his mom' I corrected her instantly, but she ignored me.

I felt his graze on me and sure enough his wolf was eyeing me but if changed in a snap as his eyes held anger.

Why him from so many other man moon goddess?

'it has to be him'  Izzy yelped happily. ' No' I replied to which she growled missing out the point he is the one who caused us all this suffering.

"Hey honey welcome back" Macy yelled from our side as she placed her hands on Zander's shoulder I don't know why but now I want to rip the hands of this bitch, it might be the pull of our mate bond. I know that Zander will never accept me and there is no point in fighting for it so I did what I do best and ignored them. Izzy is screaming in my head to rip her apart and go to our mate but I pushed her away and cut her connection saying we will be hurt even more.

As I was leaving the scene I heard his gang entering and greeting him along with the former Alpha and Luna.

9.45pm I'm in my room finally getting a break from my chores and successfully avoiding Mr. Alpha who returned as my mate. Great! my life is officially ruined.

'You should be happy to finally find our mate' Izzy spat. As I painfully tried to sit down, wincing as Izzy tried to heal us.

'Well I am not sue me how can you expect me to be happy after finding out our mate is none other than the person who bullies me and on top of that he is the one who made you weak ' i shot back

My wolf is really crazy I mean how does she expect me to accept him as my mate. When wolfs find their mate it becomes the most magical moment of their life yet here I am regretting to even be alive. He will reject me that is expected, but what if he thinks to torturing me to death or worse-

'Avy in my room now' Zander mind linked me breaking my chain of thoughts. Well it has to be done sooner or later I thought as I slowly stood up since my wounds are still been healed.

As I got out of my room I started walking towards his room. With much difficulty I walked up the stairs to the highest floor since I am not allowed to use the elavator. No one was around at this hour making silence glup the surrounding, I could only hear my light footsteps as I walked up weakly. 

Finally I stood in front of his door which made my back hairs to stand up.  I took a deep breath and mustered enough courage to knocked "come in Avy" was the reply as I walked towards my doom.

The moment  I entered, I was hit by the same intoxicating scent and saw a shirtless person in front of me. He had a well build body with abs a broad chest and chiselled jaws. The sight took my breath away as I only want to...

"Um hmm" Zander cleared his throat gaing my attention as I looked up in his hazel eyes which was so mesmerizing that I wanted to drown in them but I quickly looked away as I know that looking in the eye of an alpha is a form of disrespect.

"I-I-I'm s-sorry alpha" I smattered preventing my cheeks from getting red and looked down "How can I help you "

"Well how about telling me the truth" he said I could picture him with a smirk, goddess he looks so sexy in them.

Wait what ??

I must be going crazy to even think that or this is a effect of my pervert wolf who has been drooling over him the moment we stepped in.

"Yes" was the only thing that came out of my mouth. He came a  closer towards me and lifted my chin so now I'm facing him. My 5'3 frame is so small in front of his 6'1 frame.

"You know that we are mates don't you" well isn't that obvious "Yes" I replied slowly to not provoke him in any way since I may be about to board a flight straight to hell.

"So what do...."

"I know alpha that you do not wish to have me as your mate so you can go ahead and reject me" I cut him off feeling brave I once felt before my life became a nightmare.

His eyes were big as saucers as he stared at me in amazement and there was a flick of anger clearly visible in his eyes 'oh no I'm so dead' but this ends ones and for all.

"I Avy Grace daughter of Jacob Grace hereby  reject you, Zander Black alpha of crescent moon pack as my mate"

'Noo you can't reject our mate you stupid human' Izzy yelled with fury but I cut her out as this is not the time to argue. I have already accepted my fate.

"Avy don't do this....this is not what I meant or want to do" Zander said as he held my wrist sending sparks through out my body it felt so good that I regretted rejecting him but other part of me said that it might be a trick.

I jerked my hands away and winched at the pain as my bone was broken earlier. I moved two steps away from him pain clearly showed in his eyes which made my heart clench but it could all be a trick.

"If there is nothing then I would be leaving Alpha" I said turning towards the door, but before I could open it I was slammed on the wall making me whimper in pain from today's bruises that still needed time to be healed.

"You will hear me out first" I nodded my head as he commanded using his alpha tone "I will not accept your rejection and I'm definitely not rejecting you understood Avy Grace"