《 Aurora's pov 》
I paced the room, my palms sweaty. He's been out for a good hour or more.
I didn't care to look seeing as it got me more anxious. During that hour, I found myself biting my bottom lip, tugging at my hair, groaning and scratching at my cheek.
Something felt undeniably off to me. Seeing that girl in Eli's arms, she was unmoving, presuming dead already. The way the wolves shouted and the fear that was clear on their faces shook me to the core.
They were known to be the most feared pack. But whatever happened to the girl, made them terrified.
My mind was clogged with thoughts of Xavier. Concerned thoughts. Whether this was the bond or not, I didn't care.
Sighing, I backed away until the back of my knees hit the bed. I plop on the soft bed, fisting the sheets in my hands.
I was this close to revealing my secret to Xavier. This close to perhaps getting thrown out or worse, killed.
My plan to have him cl
《 Aurora's pov 》Xavier was breathing heavily, my eyes glued on the rise and fall of his chest. I could almost see the pounded of his heart like this. Something stirred in my being, something like a burning passion to be claimed.I want him to claim me.Xavier must've noticed my stare, his canines jutting out as he growls. "I want you to lick up every last drop of my semen on my stomach."His order had my insides twisting so deliciously that the tingling in my pussy roared back to life. I nodded, finding myself excited to taste him. My tongue slowly licks my bottom lip as if already tasting him.I lift up one of my legs and brought it to the other side of him. I could feel his stare burning on the side of my face as I slowly descend my mouth to the creamy substance.I froze a breath away from touching the substance when I feel his long fingers wrap around the length of my pink tresses to pull them away from my face.
: Xavier's pov : This is what I had feared. A weakness. I had a fucking weakness. And that weakness was Aurora. 《Aurora's pov》 The door creaks open about ten minutes later after Xavier stormed out. A blonde head girl enters, her soft smile brightening the tense room. Her face was familiar, she was perhaps the other girl who brought food for me the other day. In her hands was a tray filled with what I presume was food. My belly grumbles, remembering I hadn't eaten anything as yet. I move my swollen red eyes from her, gulping as I bring my knees to my chin. I got dressed as soon as he left the room. I didn't want his food, his pity. He can take the food and shove it where the sun doesn't shine. In all honesty, I was now actually very angry with him. I listened to the sound of her footsteps as she nears, until she stops just at the edge of the bed. "Hey, Alpha Xavier said you hadn't-
《Aurora's pov》"Just up ahead," Eli said lowly as he walked in front, his stance stiff and probably regretting agreeing to bring me here.I nod even though he couldn't see me and wrapped my arms around myself.I feared of what he'd say to me but I had the determination to make him see that, perhaps we could make this work. Perhaps he doesn't have to send me away to protect me.Maybe we indeed needed each other and parting ways would not be to our benefit.I needed to make him see.That I was worth it.But as Eli stopped a few feet away from what I presume was Xavier's study, my heart dropped and dread weighed heavy in my gut.I was terrified. But knew if I were to show him that I was indeed worth it, I'd have to be stronger. Act stronger. Show him I was stronger.So I pulled in a sharp breath through my nose and let it out through my parted mouth. I needed to relax if I were to speak to him.Eli turn
: Xavier's pov :"You've really outdone yourself this time Xavier." Eli murmurs, leaning against the wall, his legs crossed, his arms crossed.He looked tired and noticeable unnerved." Spit out whatever you need to tell me," I grumble knowing he had heard every single thing that happened in my study. Which meant that he knew Aurora was my mate. I should've made those walls soundproof.I'll have to look into that.Eli face turns into one of shock as he places his hand on his chest, feigning a look of hurt. "You wound me Alpha. You make it sound as though I'll accuse you of keeping such a huge secret from me. Although I'm disappointed in knowing you didn't trust me enough to tell me about her, I think I know you too well to know how arrogant and sometimes too proud you can be. You'd never let anyone know your weakness. " He snorted.I narrowed my eyes on him, my jaw ticking. He was right. I didn't want anyone to know my weakness
《Aurora's pov》"Beta Samuel," I bowed my head in respect for the powerful male wolf."We need to be on our way. Alpha Xavier was very strict on you being long gone before he gets back." Beta Samuel says, his gaze flickering to the woods ahead. It was rather thick and scary. I turn to stare at Sarah, my gaze falling down sadly. Did he seriously want me gone that bad?Sarah must've noticed my gaze because she smiles in reassurance, clearly remembering that I didn't like the look of pity."It will be fine Aurora. I'm sure Alpha Xavier will come to his senses before you step foot out of the border." She says softly, squeezing my clammy hand. My other hand held on to the small backpack Cas had given me.The only thing of her I had left.I wanted to know so badly of what happened to her. I wanted to know so badly if she were still alive and safe.I clutched the bag tightly, using it as an anchor so I wouldn't break down and crumble before two wolves. It was embarrassing enough that everyon
《Aurora's pov 》 "Bond?" Beta Samuel's voice is thick with confusion. But I can't seem to focus much on their words, my gaze growing hazier by the second, the air whooshing out my lungs harsher by the second. I take a staggering step forward, intending to perhaps steady myself on the bark of a tree, but there was no bark but air. I topple to the ground, my knees hitting the dirt as I gasp. This was painful. "Aurora!" Lily screech. I could feel her fingers wrap around my upper arm, maybe trying to steady me before I ungracefully fall to the ground fully. "Xavier-" I moaned in pain as I looked around aimlessly at the thick foliage around us. All I could make out was green and brown. Green and brown. My ears rang and I groan, my hands reaching up to cup them. "Stop. Please stop." I whispered hoarsely. Aurora. Suddenly the ringing stops and I freeze. That voice. The voice I now crave to hear. His voice. Xavier's voice. But surely he wasn't here. Surely he'd not come to take me
《Aurora's pov》"Stand down Christopher." Beta Samuel snarls, his eyes glowing blue. Chris shakes his head, as if to shake the command of his superior out his head and then growls."Stand down!" Beta Samuel roared, taking a step forward but Lily scurried in the middle of the wolves, her hands out to stop them."Stop it. Both of you! We don't have time to fight. God knows how Xavier is judging by the state Aurora is in now." Lily urges, her eyes pleading for the wolves to calm down their rage.But a growl comes out of Beta Samuel's chest and rumbles. Lily takes a cautious step toward Chris, yet keeps her posture straight and unafraid. A traitor admirable but in this situation should be treaded lightly."Beta Samuel, my brother has trusted your judgment for years and trusts you enough to keep you by his side. Please, trust me when I say, bringing Aurora to him would be beneficial and the right thing to do. Please." Her tone had pitched to one of a plea.I grow guilty. Here she was trying
《Aurora's pov》When the packhouse came into view, all I could seem to focus on was the shocked and terrified gazes of the wolves roaming about as they watched their strong leader, now succumbed to something they didn't know what." He looks dead." One whispered in terror, her gaze on her Alpha in pity."Don't be foolish. He's not dead, look at the rise and fall of his chest." Another snapped lowly."If the other packs hear of this they'll come for us. Our leader is down!" Another screeched."Quiet now! You don't know if there is a traitor amongst us who will let our enemies know." A pregnant she wolf mumbled, her eyes glazed over in panic."Merrill is right Stacy, be quiet. You never know who's listening." Another woman says.I stare at them and all I can think about is that this was my fault. No one else's but mine.It made me feel hate. Hate for myself. I didn't want to be this monster. I never wanted to hurt him or anyone.I never chose to be what I am.And maybe I didn't deserve