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I walked into my apartment after sixteen hours in the emergency room, the kind of shift that seeps into your bones and refuses to let go. I never thought I’d make it out, patients kept pouring in, one after another, blood, panic, flatlines. It never stopped. I sorted through the mail with numb fingers and found a letter from my brother, Adam. I set it on the kitchen counter, unopened. It looked official, too official, and I was too exhausted to deal with whatever it meant tonight. The bed was calling to me. I stripped off my clothes as I walked, each step heavier than the last, and collapsed beneath the blankets. I barely had time to sink into the pillow before my phone rang. I ignored it. It rang again, then went to voicemail. I glanced at the screen. Adam. I hadn’t spoken to him in two years. Now he kept calling. “Tomorrow,” I muttered, already drifting. “I’ll deal with it tomorrow.” Sleep didn’t come gently. It never did. I tossed and turned as the dream dragged me under sharp, vivid, suffocating. I was fifteen again, sitting in the passenger seat of an SUV. Lisa was driving. We were heading home from the clothing store where I worked, the sky already dimming as the moon began its slow rise. The tire blew with a violent crack. Lisa cursed under her breath and pulled the car to the side of the road. Gravel crunched beneath us as the vehicle lurched to a stop. She grabbed her phone immediately, dialing from memory. “Good evening, Alpha. We have a flat tire. Your daughter is going to be late coming home… Yes, sir.” She hung up and glanced at me. “He said to stay with the car. Roadside assistance is coming. The Beta is on his way to pick you up.” I rolled my eyes. “Of course he is.” Lisa smirked. “Aww, I know the Beta is your favorite person.” Her sarcasm barely landed. Something already felt… off. She opened the door. “Where are you going?” I asked, a knot forming in my chest. “I’m checking the tire. Maybe I can get enough air in it to get us out of here.” She paused, scanning the dark tree line. “I hate being on a back road with a full moon rising.” The words barely left her mouth before the howls started. Close. Too close. Lisa froze, her body going rigid as she turned toward the woods. My heart slammed against my ribs as shadows moved between the trees. Then they stepped out. Four wolves. Large. Silent. Watching. “Lotty, lock the doors. Do not leave the car.” Her voice was sharp, commanding. I slammed the locks down just as she shifted her body twisting, bones snapping and reforming in a sickening chorus of cracks. Fur burst through skin as she dropped to all fours, a warrior in an instant. The wolves lunged. The impact was brutal snarls, teeth, claws tearing through the night. Lisa fought like a storm, ripping into them, blood spraying across the gravel in dark arcs. One wolf yelped as she tore into its throat, flesh splitting under her jaws. But they didn’t stop. They weren’t holding back. Three more wolves burst from the trees. One of them caught my breath. It was massive. Towering over the others, its presence alone felt suffocating. It moved slowly, deliberately, as if it already knew how this would end. Lisa staggered. Actually staggered. Like something was forcing her down. The massive wolf growled a deep, vibrating sound that seemed to shake the air itself. And then they all attacked at once. It was chaos. A blur of fur and blood. Lisa disappeared beneath them. The sound, God, the sound. Wet tearing, bones snapping, a choked, guttural cry that cut off too quickly. I squeezed my eyes shut, clamping my hands over my ears, trying to block it out, trying not to hear the way her body was being ripped apart piece by piece. Then, silence. Suddenly. Absolute. I forced my eyes open. The massive wolf stood at the driver’s side door, staring directly at me. Its eyes glowed gold. It scratched at the door, claws screeching against the metal, leaving deep grooves. The entire car shook with the force of it. I screamed, my voice raw, desperate, hoping praying it would scare him off. He didn’t stop. He howled wild, unhinged, the sound of something that enjoyed the hunt. And then, just as suddenly as it began, he turned. The wolves vanished into the trees. Moments later, another group burst into the clearing. Relief crashed into me, familiar wolves, shifting quickly into human form. The Beta rushed forward, pounding on the window. “Lotty! Open the door!” My hands shook so badly I could barely unlock it. The second it clicked, I stumbled out and into his arms, clinging to him like he was the only solid thing left in the world. “It’s okay,” he said quickly, turning my head, trying to shield my view. “Don’t look.” But I did. Just one glance. Lisa. What was left of her. Her body was torn open, barely recognizable. Flesh shredded, bone exposed, blood soaking into the dirt in a thick, dark pool. One arm lay several feet away, twisted at an unnatural angle. The scream ripped out of me before I could stop it. I woke from the dream still screaming, the sound ripping out of my throat as I bolted upright. My chest heaved, lungs burning like I’d been running for miles. Sweat clung to my skin, soaking the sheets, tangling my hair against my face. For a moment, I didn’t know where I was. All I could see was blood. Torn flesh. Golden eyes. I dragged a shaky hand down my face, forcing myself to breathe. In. Out. Slow. Steady. The familiar walls of my apartment slowly came back into focus, grounding me in the present. “It’s not real,” I whispered hoarsely. “It’s over.” But it never really was. I threw the blankets off and stumbled toward the kitchen, my legs unsteady. The floor felt cold beneath my feet, a sharp contrast to the heat still clinging to my body. I yanked open the fridge and grabbed the first cold drink I saw, pressing it against my forehead before taking a long swallow. The chill helped barely but it was something. That’s when I saw it. The letter. Still sitting exactly where I’d left it. From Adam. My jaw tightened. Of course. That had to be why the dream came back so vividly, the past clawing its way forward the moment he decided to reach out. A reminder of the night everything changed. The night I was sent away from the pack “for my safety.” Or at least, that’s what they told me. I set the drink down and picked up the envelope, my fingers hesitating for only a second before tearing it open. The paper inside was crisp, official. I scanned it quickly at first… then slower. Then again, just to make sure I wasn’t imagining it. Adam, Alpha of the pack, was offering me a position. Head of Emergency Medicine at the pack hospital. A hollow laugh escaped me, sharp and humorless. “You’ve got to be kidding me…” After two years of silence, this was how he reached out? I ran a hand through my damp hair, my mind racing. Memories, anger, confusion, it all twisted together into something heavy in my chest. The phone. Right. I grabbed it off the counter and checked the voicemail. Adam’s voice filled the room, calm and steady, like no time had passed at all. “Call me after you read it.” That was it. No explanation. No apology. Typical. I glanced at the clock on the stove. 4:30 a.m. Too early for normal people. But Adam was never “normal,” and neither was any of this. I stared at his number for a long moment, my thumb hovering over the screen. Every instinct told me to throw the phone across the room and forget the whole thing.Instead, I exhaled slowly… and hit call. The phone rang twice before he answered. “Hello?” His voice was steady. Calm. Controlled. It instantly made something in my chest tighten. “You’ve got five seconds to explain why you think I’d come back.” Silence. Just long enough to be intentional. “Good morning to you too, Lotty.” My grip on the phone tightened. “Don’t. Don’t act like this is normal.” “It’s not,” he said evenly. “That’s why I sent the letter.” A sharp laugh slipped out of me. “A job offer? That’s your grand way of reaching out after two years?” “I needed to make sure you’d read it.” “You could’ve just called.” Another pause. “I did.” My jaw clenched. “Not two years ago, you didn’t.” His voice dropped slightly, still calm but heavier now. “I wasn’t Alpha then.” There it was. The shift. I leaned against the counter, my pulse still not fully settled from the dream. “No. You weren’t. But you were still my brother.” “And you were still a target,” he shot back, faster this time. That made me pause. “You think I don’t know why they sent you away?” he continued. “You think I agreed with it?” “They did send me away, Adam,” I snapped. “Funny how you never came after me.” “I couldn’t.” The words were quiet. Firm. Not defensive, final. Something in my chest twisted, but I shoved it down. “Right. Couldn’t. Convenient.” “Lotty…” “No,” I cut him off. “You don’t get to ‘Lotty’ me like nothing happened. I was there, Adam. I saw what they did to Lisa.” The line went dead silent. For a second, I thought the call dropped. Then, “I know.” His voice was different now. Lower. Rougher. Not Alpha. Brother. I swallowed hard, my throat tightening. “Do you?” I didn’t wait for an answer. “They tore her apart,” I said, the words coming out sharper than I expected. “I can still hear it. Every time I close my eyes, I hear bones snapping and skin…” I cut myself off, breath hitching. Silence stretched between us again, thick and suffocating. “I should’ve been there,” he said finally. The admission hit harder than anything else he’d said. I closed my eyes briefly, steadying myself. “Yeah. You should have.” Another pause. Then he shifted again back into control. “Things are getting worse,” Adam said. There it was. I let out a slow breath. “There it is. The real reason.” “The Dark Mountain Pack has been pushing our borders for months,” he continued. “What started as small skirmishes… isn’t small anymore.” My stomach dropped slightly. “How bad?” “They’re not just attacking patrols,” he said. “They’re targeting civilians now.” Images from my dream flashed blood, tearing flesh, golden eyes. I pushed them down.“And your hospital can’t handle it,” I said. “It’s overwhelming.” Of course it was. “We’re short on trained trauma physicians. The ones we have…” he hesitated, “…aren’t enough.” “And you think I am.” “I know you are.” The certainty in his voice made my chest tighten again but not in the same way as before. “You built a reputation out there,” he continued. “Sixteen-hour shifts in human ERs. Mass casualty experience. You’ve been preparing for this whether you realize it or not.” I let out a quiet, humorless breath. “So what I’m your last resort?” “You’re my best option.” That landed differently.I stared at the letter still sitting on the counter, the official seal of Edgewater Falls Pack staring back at me. “You said civilians,” I said slowly. “What aren’t you telling me?” Another pause. Longer this time. “They’re organized,” Adam admitted. “More than they should be.” A chill crept down my spine. “And?” “And we’ve reason to believe Dark Mountain isn’t acting alone.” There it was. The bigger threat. Something shifted in the air between us, even through the phone. I rubbed my temple, exhaustion mixing with adrenaline. “So you want me to walk back into a war zone.” “I want you where I can protect you.” The words came out sharp. Immediate. Alpha. I straightened. “I don’t need your protection.” “Everyone in my pack does.” There it was again, that command buried in his tone.And for a split second… my instincts reacted to it.I hated that. “I’m not in your pack,” I said coldly. A beat. Then, quieter, “You are by blood.” That hit deeper than I wanted it to. I looked at the clock again. 4:42 a.m. Sixteen hours of work. A nightmare soaked in blood. And now this. War. Family. Home. “I’ll think about it,” I said finally. “That’s all I’m asking.” But I could hear it in his voice. It wasn’t. “Lotty.” I hesitated. “What?” “…I’m glad you answered.” I didn’t respond. I just ended the call.75 The next phase began quietly. That was the only way it could work. If any of the three suspected for a second that the noose was being tightened around them, they would stop moving, stop passing information, and whoever sat above them, the real hand on the knife, would vanish deeper into shadow. So Decker, Tony, Jared, and Lotty did what dangerous wolves did best. They lied carefully. By the following morning, the trap had changed shape. No longer a single false thread. Now it was a weave. Layered. Dense. Impossible to read cleanly from the inside. And that was exactly the point. Decker stood in the strategy room with the revised schedules spread across the table, one hand braced against the wood while Tony shuffled papers into separate stacks. Jared stood at the opposite end, going over patrol notes with the same hard patience he brought to war planning. Lotty sat near the hearth with a copy of the household schedule across her lap, reading it for the third time to make sure ev
74 Lotty knew something was wrong the moment Decker came back to their room and tried to act like nothing was wrong. He was too calm. That was the problem. Not relaxed. Not easy. Controlled. Carefully controlled in the way he got when violence had already crossed his mind and strategy was now keeping it on a leash. She stood near the table by the window, still in a loose shirt and trousers, her hair half braided for bed, and watched him unbutton his cuffs with measured precision. “You’re doing that thing again,” she said. Decker glanced up. “What thing?” “The one where you pretend everything’s fine while your entire body says otherwise.” His mouth twitched once. “Very descriptive.” “I’m a doctor.” “That’s not medical.” “It’s accurate.” He set the cufflinks down and moved toward the sideboard where a half-finished glass of water waited. He drank some, buying himself a second. Lotty folded her arms. “That was avoidance.” “Yes.” She narrowed her eyes. “Decker.” He looked at
73 The packhouse had gone from celebration to containment in less than an hour. Doors quietly sealed. Corridors watched. Movement controlled without panic. To anyone unaware, Dark Mountain had simply settled after a long night. To the wolves who mattered it had locked down. Three separate rooms. Three separate prisoners. Three separate interrogations. And one shared understanding between the Alpha, his Beta, and his General: Do not bring in the suspects yet. Not until they knew exactly how deep the rot went. Decker’s room. The room he chose was small. Stone walls. No windows. One table bolted to the floor. No distractions. No escape. The wolf across from him was the one from the sitting room the one Hale’s false schedule had drawn in like bait on a hook. He wasn’t a high-ranking wolf. Not a leader. But he wasn’t a mindless rogue either. There was discipline in the way he held himself, even with his hands bound and his throat still marked from where Decker had pinned him to the wal
72 With the Luna ceremony complete, Dark Mountain no longer stood on uncertain ground. That mattered. More than Decker would admit out loud. The pack had seen Lotty at his side. They had accepted her. They had howled for her, celebrated her, and watched her stand beneath the weight of the title without bending. That piece was settled. Now he could turn his full attention back to the rot still buried inside his pack. And this time, he intended to tear it out cleanly. The traps were already in motion. Bennet had received altered correspondence through council channels, small, subtle discrepancies tied to meeting logistics and alliance communications. Nothing dramatic. Just enough to tempt a careful wolf into passing along information he should not have. Kellan had been fed a revised eastern patrol pattern through Jared’s office. The route changes were meaningless on their own, but if they drifted where they shouldn’t, Decker would know. And Hale… Hale now held a household movement
71 The packhouse had finally gone quiet. Not silent Dark Mountain never truly was but quieter in a way that only came after something big had been claimed, witnessed, and celebrated. The echoes of music still lingered faintly in the walls, laughter carried down distant corridors, and somewhere far below a stubborn group of wolves refused to let the night end. But up here it was still. Decker stood in his office beneath a low lamplight, Matthew’s file spread open across his desk. The Luna ceremony was over. Lotty was his Luna. The pack had accepted it. And now, with the mountain settled for the night, Decker turned his attention back to the part no one had celebrated. The rot. He had been reading for over an hour. Not skimming. Reading. Again and again, forcing himself past the satisfaction of the ceremony and into the colder reality waiting underneath it. Because the truth didn’t care that the pack had howled for their Luna. It didn’t care that the mountain had felt whole for a fe
70 As the night stretched on, the celebration softened. The music didn’t stop but it slowed, shifting from lively dances to something deeper, more rhythmic, more intimate. The louder voices faded into clusters of quieter conversation. Children had long since been carried off to beds or curled up asleep on chairs, wrapped in blankets and laughter that had finally worn them out. The great hall still glowed with candlelight, but the edges of it had grown calmer. Full. Satisfied. Dark Mountain had celebrated. Now it was settling. Lotty stood near one of the open archways, the cool night air brushing her skin as she looked out over the courtyard. Lanterns swayed gently, and a few stubborn groups of wolves still lingered outside, unwilling to let the night end just yet. Behind her, the hall hummed with the last of the celebration. Beside her Decker. He hadn’t left her side all night. Not once. Even now, as things quieted, his presence remained steady and close, one hand resting lightly
56 The hospital didn’t feel as tense on Lotty’s second day. That was the first thing she noticed. Not relaxed, never that but different. Less scrutiny. More… acceptance. Not complete, not unconditional, but enough that when she walked through the doors with Garrick at her shoulder, the staff didn
55 Lotty’s first day at the hospital started with a knot in her stomach and Garrick waiting outside her door like judgment in human form. He stood with his hands folded behind his back, dressed in dark clothes instead of formal guard gear, but nothing about him looked less watchful because of it.
54 The air shifted before they even arrived. Lotty felt it standing at Decker’s side on the wide stone steps of the packhouse, the late afternoon light stretching long shadows across the courtyard. The guards were tighter than usual. Patrols doubled along the perimeter. Even the wolves moving thro
49 By nightfall, the story had spread through Dark Mountain faster than any official announcement ever could. The woman at the Alpha’s side was a doctor. Not just a doctor. A good one. She had walked into the training hall, taken control of a crisis in seconds, and kept a warrior breathing long e







