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Chapter 54
No… This can’t be happening. Oh, God… Please, no. Don’t let our fake love have fruit. Don't let something unwanted happen. I don’t want a memory of him to stay with me for the rest of my life. I can't even imagine looking at a child that reminds me of my heartbreak and betrayal. That will totally be hell for me. That may even seem like the world is punishing me again. Yes, I once wished to have a family with him back then but everything has changed now… Now what? They will give me a child when I already don't want one from him? Goddamn it! Please... Please make this disappear and take this out of my system. I can't... I don't think I'd be able to do this- to become a great mother. I don't want a child hurting just because her mother is hurt. I don't deserve this and I can't handle this now that I already lost everything.
I won't be worthy enough to be a mother and I don't know why it is given to me. Is it even a gift
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