Vanessa
The mansion reeked of sex, wine, and sweat. Alec's packmates were morbid. Most didn’t even try to hide their affairs, taking whoever they wanted in whatever dark corner they could find.
I usually found a way to avoid it all. I knew this house better than anyone.
It was a miracle I had kept my virginity all these years. The wolves here loved sadistic games. They were cruel to the weak but turned gentle with their wives. Servants and slaves like me had no choice, no voice, and no rights.
I had deliberately made myself bait. I walked right into the main hall and got caught by a drunk fool. I needed to see what Alpha Alec would do.
“On your knees, traitor’s bitch,” the drunk fool slurred. He was a warrior, big and stupid with power. He grabbed a nearby goblet of wine from a tray and poured it all down my chest.
A flash of anger shot through me. I wanted to hit him. This was the second time tonight someone had spilled liquid on me, and this was the only dry dress I owned. But I forced a smile. That’s what servants do.
From under my lashes, I saw Alec watching. He was surrounded by people wishing him well, and his pregnant fiancée was clinging to his arm like a designer handbag. But his eyes were on me. A small, dark part of me was pleased that he saw this humiliation.
“I’m so sorry, sir,” I whispered to the drunk, taking my time as I knelt before him.
He grinned, his eyes full of ugly excitement. “Hurry up,” he ordered.
I reached for his zipper. His head lolled back in pleasure. I risked another glance at Alec. He had turned his head away, acting like he hadn’t seen a thing.
My heart sank. He wasn’t going to do anything. The mate bond meant nothing to him.
His Beta, Lucas, a giant with braided blond hair, steered him toward a group of Elders. They disappeared into the crowd.
I looked back at the drunk man in front of me. His eyes were fully closed now. I stood up silently and slipped away into the shadows of the hall, my heart a cold, heavy stone in my chest.
As I walked, I passed a nobleman tearing at an omega slave girl’s dress like he was unwrapping a present. She was crying silently.
I hated it here. I hated this life. I missed my father. I missed my people. I missed the time when life was simple. When I didn’t have to worry about some entitled fool thinking he had the right to my body.
I missed the days when I lived like a princess, safe and loved.
I made my way to the back of the kitchen. It was chaos, with cooks and staff rushing around with platters of food. I found my usual spot, a dark corner behind some empty shelves where I could see everyone, but no one could see me.
A moment later, Maya, Alec’s fiancée, walked in. She barked orders at the staff, complaining that the meat wasn’t hot enough and the wine wasn’t chilled. She was already acting like Luna. Her voice grated on my nerves.
I immediately scolded myself. Stop it. I couldn’t feel jealous. I was never, ever going to allow Alec to mark me.
Ellie could cry and ache for him all she wanted. I didn’t care. I was supposed to kill Alec, not crave him.
After a few more minutes of watching Maya play queen, I slipped out of the kitchen. I needed to find Priestess Olga.
She was the main reason I was still alive. Six years ago, after my father’s murder, when the new regime was killing everyone loyal to him, Olga had saved me.
She was a seer, a woman of great power and respect. She hid me and gave me a fake identity as an orphaned servant. She told me my father had blessed her in special ways, and she would honor his memory by protecting me. She promised me revenge. If anyone in this pack hated Alec as much as I did, it was Olga.
I found her near the main foyer, speaking to one of the Elders. I caught her eye and gave her our secret signal, a slight tap of my finger against my collarbone. She gave a tiny nod. She would meet me in the garden.
I hurried outside and began pacing the stone path of the moonlit garden. A few minutes later, the priestess appeared.
The moment I saw her, the control I had clung to shattered. I rushed into her arms and burst into ugly, choking sobs.
“What is it? What’s wrong, child?” she asked, startled. She held me tight, stroking my hair. Her motherly voice and the safety of her embrace only made the tears fall harder.
The story came pouring out of me. The scent. The collision. The shock. The mate bond. I didn’t have to repeat everything for her to understand. My broken words and terrified sobs told her enough.
“I don’t want it, Olga,” I kept repeating, my voice muffled against her shoulder. “I hate him. I’m supposed to hate him. He’s my enemy.” The tears wouldn’t stop. “Please,” I begged, pulling back to look at her, my hands gripping her arms. “You have to break the bond. You have powers. You can do it. Please. You have to.”
Olga was still in shock, her eyes wide. “Are you sure of what you’re saying, Vanessa? A fated bond with the new Alpha?”
“Yes! I’m sure!” I cried. “He can feel it too. I saw it in his eyes. Please, Olga, set me free.”
Olga let out a weary sigh. “My child,” she said softly, her hands cupping my face, her thumbs wiping away my tears. “I feel your pain. Truly, I do. But you must not see this as a curse. You can use this pain. You can use it as power.”
I didn’t understand. What was she talking about? “The Moon has cursed me. She linked me to the son of the man who murdered my father.”
“Do not speak badly of the Moon,” Olga said sharply, and I flinched. She immediately softened her tone. “She works in ways we cannot understand. Do not worry,” she added, her voice calm and steady. “We cannot break the bond. That is beyond my power and would likely kill you both. But we can quiet it. I will inject you with wolfsbane. It will calm your wolf for a while and dull the ache of the bond.”
Wolfsbane. I knew how dangerous it was. For a werewolf, injecting it was like drinking poison. It could weaken you, make you sick, and if the dose was wrong, it could be deadly. But the thought of silencing Ellie—of stopping this horrible craving for Alec—was worth any risk.
“I’ll do it,” I said without hesitation.
Olga nodded grimly. She reached into a hidden pocket in her cloak and pulled out a small leather pouch. From it, she took a strange-looking needle carved from dark wood. She took my arm gently, her fingers searching for the vein in my wrist.
“This will hurt,” she warned.
I nodded, bracing myself. She found the vein and pricked my skin. I hissed as the needle went in. Then she began to chant in the old tongue.
With her free hand, she drew symbols on my skin, right over the injection site.
Inside me, Ellie began to protest. No! What are you doing? Stop her! My wolf fought against the poison in a frantic, desperate struggle. But the wolfsbane was strong. Slowly, her protests grew weaker. Her struggles faded. Until finally—
There was silence.
I let out a long, shaky breath of pure relief. The nagging pull toward Alec was gone.
Olga pulled the needle out and put it away. “Use this bond to your advantage. Alec can’t kill his fated mate. The guilt would destroy him. This bond is your shield.”
She grabbed my shoulders, her eyes intense. “Make him trust you. Get close to him. Use his feelings for you as a weapon. Make him fall for you. Make him get down on his knees for you. And then, when he least expects, when he is completely vulnerable, you will kill him.”
I looked down at my hands. A drop of blood welled up from the tiny hole in my wrist.
When I looked back up at Olga, the motherly woman who had held me while I cried was gone. In her place stood a cold strategist, the woman who had plotted revenge with me in secret for six long years. Her expression sometimes scared me.
“You are no longer the thirteen-year-old girl I hid in the cellars,” Olga said, her voice like ice. “You are a weapon, sharpened by years of pain. Now it is time to use it.”
She let go of my shoulders, turned, and walked away. Her dark cloak melted into the shadows of the garden.
She left me standing there alone in the cold silence, her chilling words echoing in my mind.
AlecI watched Vanessa’s outline shrinking against the dusky stretch of road until she was just a blur swallowed by distance. My fingers stayed on my rifle, brushing along the metal out of habit. Then I scanned the horizon.Gary's boots crunched against gravel as he moved in close, wiping his forehead with the back of his wrist. He had just finished giving the gammas their instructions—stay hidden, don’t move until the signal, watch for anything that breathes wrong. He used that same serious tone he reserved for death talk and last-minute orders.Lucas was across the clearing, shouting into the heads of the beta soldiers, chopping his words hard and fast. He was grouping them into units, spacing them in rows.Even in silence, our bodies stayed braced like we were expecting the ground to split open.Gary gave a small nod toward the direction Vanessa had disappeared into. “Would you call that true love sealed with foolish bravery or just foolishness in disguise?”“Probably both,” I said
VanessaThe minute I slipped out the back gate, I could tell the city was cracking. I ran without thinking. The edges of my wrapper kept slipping from my grip, tangling around my ankles, slowing me down.I yanked it up and kept going, eyes flicking over my shoulder every few seconds. If anyone was following, I’d see them. If they shot, I’d hear it.The smoke was thick in the air. The side alley was narrow, the walls too close, but I shoved forward. The city was folding in on itself. My legs moved faster than my thoughts.I heard the gunshots before I saw the soldiers. Pop pop pop. I dropped instantly. My elbow cracked against the concrete and split open, but I didn’t scream. I bit down and curled in. My heartbeat was all I could hear.Then I saw an old man, whose legs were bad, trying to crawl across the open street with nothing but a wooden stick. I shot up, ran toward him before my brain caught up. He looked up, eyes wide like he wasn’t expecting anyone to stop. I grabbed him under
VanessaNina's pregnancy complications and morning sickness made me feel even more responsible for her. I got her bland foods she could nibble on, ginger cookies, and made some coconut water for her, trying to give her as much comfort as possible.I could tell Alec was frustrated with the new developments. He wanted me out of the palace as soon as possible, but what was the worst that could happen if I stayed in my lane? Now that he’d warned the staff to stay away from me, maybe they’d actually listen and leave me the hell alone.Nina's forehead had finally cooled a little. I sat behind her on the bed, rubbing gentle circles on her foot while she leaned forward and tried to keep her breakfast down.“I’m telling you, if I move too fast, my head spins like I’ve been hit with a plank,” she mumbled.“You said that five minutes ago, and you haven’t moved since,” I replied. “At this point, the dizziness is just in your spirit.”She groaned. “Maybe. But this child is already ungrateful. Can’
Alec My head throbbed from holding it together. Lucas was doing everything possible to drag this charade. I stayed quiet because grief made people stupid and I didn’t want to play the villain at a grieving husband. Still, hearing him spit that nonsense made something coil tight in my chest. I held my tongue from saying what I would regret. “I didn’t kill her,” Vanessa said again, standing in the center of the room. Her voice didn’t rise. She wasn’t pleading. She sounded tired like she had rinsed it through too many times already. “Why would I ever be that dark just because she found out about me and Alec? That’s not enough reason to take a life.”The room sat heavy after that. Then some murmurs.“I’m not scared of Maya’s damn whip,” she continued speaking unfazed by whatever they thought. “And I didn’t ask for this bond either. Isabella never once confronted me. So I had no reason to fear her or hate her or wish her dead.”“You heard her,” I said. The words came sharp, with no inte
VanessaPackmates did what they always did, turning Isabella's death into a string of assumptions.Everyone wanted to know why the tragic scandal happened right under their alpha's nose. But this was beyond tragedy. It was messy and dirty, and it wasn’t some stranger-in-the-night murder.This was someone close. Someone she trusted.My legs curled beneath me as I sat at the far edge of Nina’s couch, lost in thought. It was safe to keep my mouth shut for now.But every angle in my head pointed to Lucas.Mr. Perfect, all-knowing beta. He was grieving. Or maybe he wasn't. No one was saying it out loud. She cheated. He found out. And now she’s gone. Not exactly subtle, is it?Lucas would probably fool people with his charm and look broken in public, but behind that, he could be a monster. His wife was slipping. She was breaking out. Maybe he couldn’t take it.Maybe Olga ran with it, fed it back to him, or maybe Lucas heard it from someone else.I hated how everything spiraled from it. Hate
AlecThe scent of darkness clung to Lucas's living room. He was sitting on the floor, back against the wall, knees up. I didn’t move to touch him. Instead, I stood there, looking at the rug where the pool of his wife's blood had been. The outline was still faint. Or maybe it was my imagination.Lucas’s red-rimmed eyes locked on me.“You knew, didn’t you?”My heart skipped. Sweat ran down my back. I’d never been in this tight a spot. Ever. I could still hear their little boy’s cries even after Maya had taken him away, before Lucas lost his mind in front of the boy. And thank the stars she did.“I’m sorry.”Even I didn’t believe my apology. “Lucas, I need you to breathe. We don’t have the whole picture yet.”He scoffed. “The picture? My wife is dead. You knew she was fucking that dirty guard!”I flinched. “I tried to warn her.”“No, you didn’t. You threatened her.”I didn’t argue. He wasn’t wrong. But I didn’t mean it as a death sentence. I didn’t know that would be the last time I’d se