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183-The first Pure Blood
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The Alpha's Caregiver END-HER DESTINY
EUDORAI couldn’t sleep that night. And because I couldn’t sleep, nightmares didn’t come and because they didn’t come, I didn’t feel Alpha Rex’s warmth. I must be stupid, to still want his touch and attention after what he had done and my wolf seemed to be rejoicing triumphantly while I was in deep pain and hurt. Was I wrong about the whole situation between me and Alpha Rex? Was I being delusional all these while? How could he just switch from cold to hot and then from hot, back to cold again. His words cut so deep inside of me that I buried my face into my pillow and cried until I couldn’t anymore. He called me pathetic. He said I was worth nothing but a tool for men’s pleasure. He has never called me names. Never said such hurtful words to me and I just couldn’t tell what changed. It got worse when I saw Leticia in his room, on his bed. She had showed up out of nowhere after so long and he still let her on his bed. He made me leave the room for her and I couldn’t tell what hu
The Alpha's Caregiver 1. An Omega's Place
EUDORA My legs spun around quickly as I realised I almost walked into two wolves groping each other in the ladies room. It was bad enough that they chose to do this in the ladies room and still didn't have the courtesy to take it inside one of the bathroom stalls but rather right in front of the mirror in the ladies room. If they noticed me, they didn't show it as they seemed to be lost in each other. Both their putrid arousals hit my nose and made it sting. It was one of those days when I hated the baggage that came with being a werewolf with a strong sense of smell. Even though I was disgusted by them, I couldn't hide my envy. The aura surrounding them both made it obvious that they were mates and they must have been one of the lucky few who found their mates on the last day of high school which was today. I attended Alliance Pack high, a school that’s a mixture of high, mid, and low rank wolves from different packs and , just as I turn 18 in the next hour at midnight–was the
The Alpha's Caregiver 2. The Mate Scare.
EUDORA “Mate!” No. I never thought I would hear that word. Not now. Not ever. Hearing it made the world around me spin and I swear I was dizzy for a second. So dizzy that I could slump to the floor right that moment and it would not be a pretty sight for someone like me to fall like that. It’d be like an elephant crashing to the floor and causing the birds on nearby trees to fly off because of the huge thud that rocked the forest. Now I was thinking about Elephants? I must be totally messed up.I was thinking too much. My thoughts were going haywire and my mind was a mess because this was one part of my life that I never prepared or rehearsed for. Maybe it would have been better if i didn’t know who just said that word to me. Maybe I could have handled it better than freezing on a spot, fish-eyed and jaw slacked. I hadn’t seen him in years and him showing up out of nowhere just to call me his mate had to be the craziest thing I have experienced. It was insane. Almost impossibl
The Alpha's Caregiver 3. His To Own.
EUDORAWhat exactly were the odds that your childhood best friend and crush was your mate? What were the odds that this minute, he was joking about it and the next, it became real? So real that no matter how many times I blinked, we were still standing here like this. Nothing changed. It was as if he was waiting for something so he could head over to me. He looked like he was about to snap at that very second. I don't know what gave him the signal that it was now okay to come to me as Conan now bounded towards me while I was rooted to the spot. His body called for mine in a way that I couldn't understand. I have heard stories about the mate bond and how it affects mates including newly found ones and I think I was experiencing all of that and more. Inside my head, I was screaming really loud. Conan IS MY MATE! Conan IS MY MATE! I was screaming so loud inside of my head because my mouth had run dry and not even a word was able to slip out of it. When I looked into Conan’s eyes, I
The Alpha's Caregiver 4. Of Rejections and Betrayals.
EUDORA. Please…please don’t say it. “I Conan Crawford, reject you Eudora as my mate.” Pain. The kind of one that makes me clutch my chest. It gnaws at my heart and eats deep into the depths I never even knew my heart possessed. This. This must be what it feels like to be rejected. This was the pain books I read on lycanthropy in the library out of curiosity went on and on about and took half of the pages of each book to describe. Different books gave it different meaning and I suspected that the writers of each book had either gone through it and relayed each of their experiences differently or they had a really wild imagination. If i was to write about mine, I'd write in vivid detail how I stopped breathing momentarily. How it felt like there was an imaginary hand gripping at my throat and forcing the air out of my lungs. I’d describe how my heart stopped pumping blood and the result of it was the stiffness of my body. How my thoughts froze and how I cried out when the pain
The Alpha's Caregiver 5. I do not want you this way.
EUDORA. I was blatantly naked and Conan was still standing by the opened door, hand on its Knob while he looked at me. I didn't know at first–that I was naked, since my thoughts had been preoccupied with the distasteful sight of my wolf. I didn't know it until Conan snapped his head to the side. “Shit!.” he raised his hands in surrender, “I didn’t see anything.” It was then that I looked down at myself and I yelped in panic, covering my bare parts with my hands as a first instinct. It barely enclosed the revealed flesh. My second instinct was to run behind the drapes by the window and hid behind them, wrapping the soft silk around my body while my heart was consistent on beating like a drum. I cussed in my head. At my wolf for leaving without a warning and at myself for letting my guard down in the presence of Conan. I’d forgotten that the most important part of being a shifter is knowing the point when you would shift back into your usual shape and preparing for it. I didn't ma
The Alpha's Caregiver 6. How to get rid of her?
EUDORA It’s only been a few hours since I clocked eighteen and things have already spiralled out of control even before dawn. I have come to realise that clocking eighteen was only a ceremonial welcome to the hell that is my life from now on. No wonder I dreaded this part of my life so much. I was expecting every single thing–rejection, a near future as either a breeder for an Alpha or his toy and a life of torment. What I did not expect is those things, coming from the person I trusted the most. I never imagined what I would do in a situation like this because Adolf was never my case study. It was meant to be a random boy I'd probably meet at prom and get humiliated by him in front of the whole school. For some reason, I felt like I could have handled that one better just as I handled all of the bullying and assault all through middle school to high school. I could have made it through and I didnt think I would ever say this but I would have preferred to be tossed off to another
The Alpha's Caregiver 7. An Unclaimed Prize.
EUDORAI didnt leave that week as the Alpha and his Luna proposed. Their agitation to get rid of me yielded no results and I sensed it when they gave up on trying. There was nowhere to go, no one who wanted me and no way for me to escape the misery I was plunged into without my permission. I have never questioned our wolven traditions despite how questionable they were. Like why we don’t get to choose the soulmates we would be spending the rest of our lives with or why some of us have to be born as nothing short of preys for the powerful ones amongst us. I have never questioned them. Neither have I hated the moon goddess like I did at that moment in my life. Maybe things would have been better–I thought to myself countless times that week. Maybe things would have been better if we were allowed to decide who we ended up with in the long run but I knew. I knew that even then, I’d choose Connan. I’d choose Connan over and over again because he is the only one I have ever wanted in every
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