LOGINMy voice cracked when I uttered the two words that tied me to the monster.
My face glinted with blood. “I do.” My hand quivered when papa handed my hand over to Luca. He didn’t let them clean the blood, the body was still there, hard to ignore. Luca’s rough were warm against mine. “You may kiss your bride.” The priest smiled, so did papa. Luca didn’t spare me a glance. Ache burned in my heart. Tears prickled out of my eyes. Luca’s hand found its place around my waist, his tongue swept against his lips before his lips found its place on my lips. Warm and rough. I froze My pulse raced. I was confused, I had never felt like this. My body reacted in every possible way I hated, my breath thicken. I felt a pinch on my waist causing me to open my mouth and he deepened the kiss. My soul was devastated yet my wolf felt drawn to him, a wave of goosebumps rose from my skin. He tasted like rage and desire. I hated that I wanted more, especially when my body betrayed me. I melted into the kiss, our tongue tangled in a war, and every thought of hate disappeared into thin air. “Don’t think I have forgotten your punishment.” Luca whispered before he pulled away. My pulse thundered, I felt my nerves jangling. The church cheered, like Luca had not just killed a man, a man that did this to us, I wish he let me explain what happened that night with Noah. —— I didn’t have any alone time, Luca was beside me, when he was not I could feel his gaze on me, the heat of his wolf watching me. I belonged to him. “Can I steal her for a moment?.” My twin sister Gabby said, I didn’t realise how long she stood right there. Luca looked between both of us, he blinked his eyes twice and a nod followed. Without a word, she pulled me away from him, and into one of the rooms. “Are you okay?.” Gabby asked, Ache burned through my heart, the moment I closed my eyes the image of Noah’s body captivated my mind. A whimper falls out of my lips. A wet piece of cloth touched my face, when a tear slipped out of my eyes. Gabby’s eyes met mine. “I can’t do this Gabby.” “Papa- he is going to kill me, you saw what he did to Noah.” I whispered, the thudding in my ears worsened. “You need to be strong I am going to get us out of this, I promise.” Gabby said. “Luca-“ A chill runs down my spine. The thought of his name. I could feel his gaze. Her eyes filled with dismay. “Don’t say his name, he will know.” Gabby is my only sibling, yet our habits were nothing alike, she is everything to me, she was meant to marry Luca, but I stepped up. Papa gave us a choice, we pick who he gets married to, Gabriella does everything for me, and I agreed to get married to the monster. “What do I do tonight, when he asks to sleep with me?.” Gabby held my hand softly. “Just a little more and I swear, I will get us out of this, something is going on and I need to figure it out.” I felt chill, my eyes turned to the door. Closed. Yet there was a feeling I can’t shake off “What do you mean?.” I whispered “Why will Noah come with the pictures? He knows Luca better than anyone, he knows Luca would have dead and yet he did this.” “You are.. Gabby you don’t want to mess with this, Luca killed his cousin in a blink of an eye, if he finds out you are snooping around.” A sound followed. Low. The crack of the door. “Don’t talk about this with anyone, He will hurt you if he finds you, you know his rule about family.” I begged and she nodded at me, she pulls me to a hug when a tear slips out. Gabby paused. She needs to be safe, not reckless. “I won’t, I promise.” Gabby and I left the room, though my face had no blood spattered across, I could still it. The way everyone rejoiced. The way they smiled. How could they be all heartless?. I found my way to Luca, who held my hand the moment I got there. His grip was tight. Like he wanted to make me feel pain. “Smile.” Luca said. Like a doll. I listened. Four hours passed, now I am inside the car waiting for Luca.. I had stopped crying long ago, I didn’t have it me. I was glad I didn’t have to see papa, he is only grateful to the Alpha for getting married to me despite what I had done. Why did Luca do that? I am tainted. I am not what he wants. The ride was unbearable, my husband didn’t spare me a glance, he didn’t ask if I am comfortable. My thoughts didn’t do any good, each time I wandered off to Noah, we promised never to speak of it and he did. He took pictures. Was he drugged that night? The thought confused me. I escaped my thoughts when the car came a halt. Luca was the first to head out, he left the door open. Luca came into view, standing by the door. “Do you need any special invitation Olivia?.” The moment I stepped out, the air hit me with reality, we stood in the middle of the forest, the air too thick for my lungs. My stomach hallowed out, everything felt still. “Luca.” I whispered. The driver pulls out a carpet from the car, the moment he dropped it to the ground, a wave of nausea washed over me. Noah. A shovel laid beside him, when my eyes met Luca’s. Luca smirked at me. I paused. “Bury him Olivia.”Olivia…It was one in the morning, the gaurds were stationed outside, while I waited for Luca, I didn’t feel sleepy today.After I made the cake and finished a few things, I found myself sleeping for hours, I even missed dinner. I had to have a late dinner.At some point, I was starting to feel Luca will not be coming home, the thought of that annoyed me, I worked very hard and the cake is better eaten today. The sound of the tv filled my ears and my eyes snapped open.“Don’t fall asleep.”Why was I even doing this for him?Maybe it’s because of how I saw him? Maybe it’s because a part of me wants this sham of a marriage to work, maybe it’s because a part of me really wants to know I worked hard for thisMy eyes darted to the door when I heard the sound of tires, I instantly stood up and I turned off the lights, in a few seconds, I had the candles lit up, my eyes snapped to the door knob.My wolf stirred in happiness at the thought of seeing Luca, the mere presence of him sent chill
Olivia.“I want flour, maybe vanilla extract, what do you think the Alpha will like?.” I asked as I stared at the guard Luca was long gone, he had a meeting he wanted to take care of and I didn’t ask any questions.I had thought of baking him a cake for his birthday, nothing too much, I am sure he will hate to have a massive celebration and I doubt anyone will want to work with me without him knowing about it.“I’m waiting.” I said to the guard, he slipped me a look before he looked away.I watched as a lump formed in his throat, as if he was scared to speak.“I think a birthday cake will not make the Alpha happy.” He said and I rolled my eyes at him.They feared him.A part of me did tooThe bit u can see a part of him, a part that needed love, one that understands love and is filled with so much sadness, a part that just want to be that kid that stands beside his mom with a smile on his face “I am his queen right.” I asked and he nodded. “Then that means you have to do as I say,
Olivia.“Closing your eyes is not going to be of any help Olivia.” Luca spokeI had hoped I will disappear Shame burned my skin.This is not what I had expected, I didn’t think he will be awake any time soon.You can do this Olivia, he can just disappearPlay it cool, my subconscious spoke.A breath falls out of my eyes as my eyes snapped open and Luca’s eyes met mine, we laid so close to each other, for a moment I was worried our lips would find it self on each other’sI glanced at Luca for a second.“Uhmm, I have to pee.” I whisperedHe didn’t speak, instead he continued to stare at me, I had thought he would yell at me for touching his face, yet he didn’t, it seemed like he was trying to trace my face or something, as I looked away.In a second, he pulled away from me and I rushed into the bathroom.I felt my heart skip a beatMy pulse racedI didn’t make any movements for a moment, I was trying to calm my nerves down, when I turned on the water to take a shower, I should have t
Olivia.“Closing your eyes is not going to be of any help Olivia.” Luca spokeI had hope I will disappear Shame burned my skin.This is not what I had expected, I didn’t think he will be awake any time soon.You can do this Olivia, he some just disappearPlay it cool, my subconscious spoke.A breath falls out of my eyes as my eyes snapped open and Luca’s eyes met mine, we laid so close to each other, for a moment I was worried our lips would find it self on each other’sI glanced at Luca for a second.“Uhmm, I have to pee.” I whisperedHe didn’t speak, instead he continued to stare at me, I had thought he would yell at me for touching his face, yet he didn’t, it seemed like he was trying to trace my face or something, as I looked away.In a second, he pulled away from me and I rushed into the bathroom.I felt my heart skip a beatMy pulse racedI didn’t make any movements for a moment, I was trying to calm my nerves down, when I turned on the water to take a shower, I should have
Olivia…Growls and screams filed my ears.The garden was my solace, the tree protected me.Fear crawled up my heart.There was a little hole I could see everything happening, there was not much to see, there was no one here, no one came close to the garden, they only headed to the other side.I didn’t realize how may guards Luca had? I held on to my ring, twirling it as worry filled my mind.What if Luca gets hurt? What if they find me before he does.If he left me here, it’s because he trusted that I will be fine, I yearned to believe that was true, I could only pray.My eyes flickered away from the ring for a second when I saw Gabby“G-“ I was about saying when I kept quiteHis words filled my mindWhy did I trust himShe is my twin sisterMy better halfI could trust herShe left you to die, my subconscious saidShe didn’t think to find you.She didn’t think to even warn you,She escaped the moment she could.I would have never done the same, I would risk my life to make sure
Olivia…She was not here, the windows were open, the room looked the same way it was when I left, no one had walked in here.I glanced outside the window, and I saw a bit of blood on the floor, we were on the second floor, she must have jumped.I was filled with fear. I didn’t even realize the pain she felt, I didn’t even notice how it must have been for her, I didn’t know if I should feel relived that she escaped. “The guards would take her to safety, whoever shot that gun is not outside, he/she are smart enough not to do anything stupid like that.” Luca stated and I nodded. She is safe. I closed my eyes for a second and I searched for answers within myself, looking for form of danger and there was nothing, I could feel it in my heart that she is fine When my eyes snapped open, I found Luca standing in front of me.My heart skipped a beat.“If you hear a gunshot at night, you wake up and your twin sister is not beside you, will you run away or find her Olivia?.” Luca asked and I







