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Alpha Lucas stared at me, his eyes were everywhere but on mine.
Fear crawled up my heart, I held on to my bouquet with all my heart. Everyone had a smile except for my soon to be husband. “Do you Alpha Lucas Blackwood, take Olivia as your lawfully wedded wife, in sickness and in health, till death do you part.” The priest asked. This time, Lucas turned to look at me, his eyes filled with everything except love. His jaw ticking. Say yes. Don’t leave me as everyone else does. The priest was confused, “Do you?” Lucas looked at me. My pulse thundered and I looked away. “You can’t marry her.” The guests turned their attention to Noah, and so did I. He promised me he won’t. Tears pricking my eyes, my hands sweaty from the thoughts, and I could feel the flowers starting to fall to the ground. “Why?” Lucas asked. He didn’t yell, he didn’t sound angry, that’s how he always spoke. Short….Emotionless His tone almost as if he had being waiting for someone to stop the wedding. “She is not pure Alpha,” the whole church gasped, I felt the heavy gaze on me. My stomach twisted in pain, a warm tear fell against my cheek The words struggled to leave my lip, I failed each time I tried.. Lucas turned to look at Noah, his eyes hardened as if he was calculating his next move. “Speak.” The murmuring stopped the moment Lucas uttered a word. Alpha Lucas never spoke more than a few words. His presence….His scent… His eyes. It was enough to make any wolf bow down to him. The tears blurred my eyes and I felt my sight getting blurred, the memory of two months ago filled my head. “What did we do Noah?.” “You can’t remember” Noah asked, disarranged and confused. Waking up naked, right beside my soon to be husband’s cousin, Noah claimed we shared the night, I could not recall even if I wanted to. I snatched myself back to reality when I heard someone yell my name, the bright sun flashing through the window filled my eyes. “You slept with him.” Papa yelled. “Papa I-“ Noah barely looked at me and Lucas, he didn’t spare me a glance. “She did, I have pictures, I begged her not to marry Lucas without him knowing about any of this.” “You took pictures Noah.” I whispered Papa looked down at me. The whispers in the church became worse. “She is impure.” “I always knew she is not what she pretends to be.” “She needs to be punished.” Another voice whispered. My twin sister Gabriella could barely look at me. “Why Noah?.” My voice shaky. My fingers trembled, my tone clouded with uncontrollable tears. Luca takes two strides toward me, slow and furious. I didn’t dare look at him. The moment a tip of his finger touched me, I felt as though electricity flowed through my body, I felt a part of wolf hide in shame. “Look at me.” Luca spoke. I didn’t. He didn’t repeat himself. “Look at him.” Papa yelled from behind. A tear slipped out of my eyes as I stared at him, I felt like wolf scratching at my chest, begging me to let her out. Luca didn’t ask me if I did it, he didn’t ask if the pictures are real. He stared, as if he was reading my soul. My tears burned my cheek. My lips quivered with fear, my wolf’s eyes melting at every second, I clenched on to my dress, playing with the side beads. “I’m sorry.” Luca pulled away, and one glance at his pack, they closed every door to the church. “I can’t believe you would do this to our family, you have brought shame to me.” Papa yelled. Sweat formed on my forehead, my heart pounding against my rip-cage. I watched as the guards moved toward Noah. Noah had no idea what was coming for him? Before he could realize, they pushed him to the ground No, Luca won’t. Except he is a monster like they say. He will. Luca stood, watching them pin Noah down, a whimper falls out of Noah’s lips, one of the guards placed his feet on Noah’s neck. Guilt filled me, Noah can’t die because of me, a part of me knew, if I begged, papa will punish me. I swallowed hard as I watched. “You touched what was mine?.” Luca spoke. “We were drunk, I came to tell you the truth, she was never going to say anything, I pledged my loyalty to you Alpha, I came to you with nothing but honesty.” Noah yelled. My vision soon blurred with tears, my feet felt heavy against the ground, a wave of panic washed over me, I blinked twice to return back to reality. The members watched.. Luca turned to look at me and pulled his hand out, my fingers shook when I took his hand, he pulled me to the middle of the room. At our sight, the guard pushed his feet against Noah’s neck. I have never seen Noah cry, he was always strong, today he was not. “Why did you do what you did Noah?.” I whispered so low, I was certain he didn’t hear me. “Punish him.” I heard someone yell from behind. I can’t. I can’t hurt someone. A lump formed in my throat. “Luca please,” I whispered. The sight of Noah on the ground sent me off the edge. Luca didn’t speak, he pulled out a gun, I knew what to do, yet I didn’t. “Take it.” Papa gritted through his teeth, “Now.” Papa added. With shaky hands and heavy breath, I forced the gun into my hand; I glanced at Noah, he could barely utter any word. “I’m sorry Noah.” I whispered. “I don’t-“ The gun was snatched out of my hand and in a second. As if I was forced, my eyes were on Noah’s. The sound came, Then the blood. A splatter of blood covered my face, a scream falls out of my lips..Olivia…It was one in the morning, the gaurds were stationed outside, while I waited for Luca, I didn’t feel sleepy today.After I made the cake and finished a few things, I found myself sleeping for hours, I even missed dinner. I had to have a late dinner.At some point, I was starting to feel Luca will not be coming home, the thought of that annoyed me, I worked very hard and the cake is better eaten today. The sound of the tv filled my ears and my eyes snapped open.“Don’t fall asleep.”Why was I even doing this for him?Maybe it’s because of how I saw him? Maybe it’s because a part of me wants this sham of a marriage to work, maybe it’s because a part of me really wants to know I worked hard for thisMy eyes darted to the door when I heard the sound of tires, I instantly stood up and I turned off the lights, in a few seconds, I had the candles lit up, my eyes snapped to the door knob.My wolf stirred in happiness at the thought of seeing Luca, the mere presence of him sent chill
Olivia.“I want flour, maybe vanilla extract, what do you think the Alpha will like?.” I asked as I stared at the guard Luca was long gone, he had a meeting he wanted to take care of and I didn’t ask any questions.I had thought of baking him a cake for his birthday, nothing too much, I am sure he will hate to have a massive celebration and I doubt anyone will want to work with me without him knowing about it.“I’m waiting.” I said to the guard, he slipped me a look before he looked away.I watched as a lump formed in his throat, as if he was scared to speak.“I think a birthday cake will not make the Alpha happy.” He said and I rolled my eyes at him.They feared him.A part of me did tooThe bit u can see a part of him, a part that needed love, one that understands love and is filled with so much sadness, a part that just want to be that kid that stands beside his mom with a smile on his face “I am his queen right.” I asked and he nodded. “Then that means you have to do as I say,
Olivia.“Closing your eyes is not going to be of any help Olivia.” Luca spokeI had hoped I will disappear Shame burned my skin.This is not what I had expected, I didn’t think he will be awake any time soon.You can do this Olivia, he can just disappearPlay it cool, my subconscious spoke.A breath falls out of my eyes as my eyes snapped open and Luca’s eyes met mine, we laid so close to each other, for a moment I was worried our lips would find it self on each other’sI glanced at Luca for a second.“Uhmm, I have to pee.” I whisperedHe didn’t speak, instead he continued to stare at me, I had thought he would yell at me for touching his face, yet he didn’t, it seemed like he was trying to trace my face or something, as I looked away.In a second, he pulled away from me and I rushed into the bathroom.I felt my heart skip a beatMy pulse racedI didn’t make any movements for a moment, I was trying to calm my nerves down, when I turned on the water to take a shower, I should have t
Olivia.“Closing your eyes is not going to be of any help Olivia.” Luca spokeI had hope I will disappear Shame burned my skin.This is not what I had expected, I didn’t think he will be awake any time soon.You can do this Olivia, he some just disappearPlay it cool, my subconscious spoke.A breath falls out of my eyes as my eyes snapped open and Luca’s eyes met mine, we laid so close to each other, for a moment I was worried our lips would find it self on each other’sI glanced at Luca for a second.“Uhmm, I have to pee.” I whisperedHe didn’t speak, instead he continued to stare at me, I had thought he would yell at me for touching his face, yet he didn’t, it seemed like he was trying to trace my face or something, as I looked away.In a second, he pulled away from me and I rushed into the bathroom.I felt my heart skip a beatMy pulse racedI didn’t make any movements for a moment, I was trying to calm my nerves down, when I turned on the water to take a shower, I should have
Olivia…Growls and screams filed my ears.The garden was my solace, the tree protected me.Fear crawled up my heart.There was a little hole I could see everything happening, there was not much to see, there was no one here, no one came close to the garden, they only headed to the other side.I didn’t realize how may guards Luca had? I held on to my ring, twirling it as worry filled my mind.What if Luca gets hurt? What if they find me before he does.If he left me here, it’s because he trusted that I will be fine, I yearned to believe that was true, I could only pray.My eyes flickered away from the ring for a second when I saw Gabby“G-“ I was about saying when I kept quiteHis words filled my mindWhy did I trust himShe is my twin sisterMy better halfI could trust herShe left you to die, my subconscious saidShe didn’t think to find you.She didn’t think to even warn you,She escaped the moment she could.I would have never done the same, I would risk my life to make sure
Olivia…She was not here, the windows were open, the room looked the same way it was when I left, no one had walked in here.I glanced outside the window, and I saw a bit of blood on the floor, we were on the second floor, she must have jumped.I was filled with fear. I didn’t even realize the pain she felt, I didn’t even notice how it must have been for her, I didn’t know if I should feel relived that she escaped. “The guards would take her to safety, whoever shot that gun is not outside, he/she are smart enough not to do anything stupid like that.” Luca stated and I nodded. She is safe. I closed my eyes for a second and I searched for answers within myself, looking for form of danger and there was nothing, I could feel it in my heart that she is fine When my eyes snapped open, I found Luca standing in front of me.My heart skipped a beat.“If you hear a gunshot at night, you wake up and your twin sister is not beside you, will you run away or find her Olivia?.” Luca asked and I







